eis kitaab baare

boris lavareniov 18911959 eik shaanadaar soveeat naavalakaar san| uhanaan dee ginatee fadeyev, fedin, alaikaseee taalasataae, sholokhov aad naal gorakee ton agalee peerrhee de modtee samaajavaadee yathaarathavaadee lekhakaan vich keetee jaandee hai|

lavareniov daa janam kaale saagar de tatt te sathit kherason nagar vich hoeaa see| uhanaan ne maasako yooneevarasittee de kaanoonavibhaag vich sikhiaa praapat keetee| pahile sansaar yudh vich bhaag lainde hoe, kauamee sankatt dee lahir dauaraan, auhanaan dee chetanaa daa inakalaabeekaran hoeaa ate aapanee umar de ziaadaatar nauajavaan sainikaan vaang uhanaan ne inakalaab daa pakh chuniaa| inakalaab ton baad ghareloo yudh dauaraan vee uhanaan ne ulatt inakalaabeean khilaaf jangee muhinm vich hisaa liaa|

lavareniov dee pahilee saahitak rachanaa 1924 vich prakaashit hoee| 1924 vich hee uhanaan daa ih naavalitt eikataaleevaan vee prakaashit hoeaa| aj is dee ginatee uhanaan kritaan vich keetee jaandee hai jihanaan ton binaan kalaaseekee roosee soveeat saahit dee kalapanaa karanaa asanbhav hai| ih mahaan akatoobar samaajavaadee inakalaab ton baad chal rahe ghareloo yudh vich ik isataree laal sainik mariaootakaa de saahasee charatar ate inakalaab pratee addag prateebadhataa dee kahaanee pes karadee hai ate naal hee ih vee darasaaundee hai ki inakalaabee nihachaa ate katthor karatavapaalanaa dee bhaavanaa naal labarez uhade dil vich piaar dee teebar ate komal bhaavanaa vee mauajood hai| mariaootakaa daa piaar inakalaab pratee usade nihache noo ratee bhar vee kamajor naheen kar sakiaa| ik inakalaabee de charatar dee saralataa ate utamataa daa ih krit prabhaavasaalee dtang naal chitaran karadee hai|

lavareniov dee is sabh ton ziaadaa prabhaavashaalee rachanaa ute soveeat sangh vich ik filam vee banee see; jis noo naa siraf aapane mulak vich sagon duneean de horanaan deshaan vich vee viaapak prasadhee milee see|

paavel damitreevich zookov noo samarapit

pahilaa kaandd

jo siraf is lee likhiaa giaa kiaunk is ton bagair kam naheen chal sakadaa see|

masheen gan deean goleean dee berok vaachharr naal utaree disaa vich kazaakaa deean chamakadeean talavaaraan daa gheraa thorrhee der lee ttutt giaa| gulaabee kamisaar yevasookov ne aapanee taakat ikatthee keetee, pooraa zor laaeaa ate dagarr dagarr karadaa us paarr chon baahar nikal giaa|

maaroothalee ujaarr vich mauat de is ghere vichon jiharre lok nikal ke bhaje san, auhanaan vich gulaabee yevasookov, aus de teee aadamee ate mariaootakaa shaamal san|

baakee ik sau unee fauajee ate lagabhag saare aootth sap vaang val khaadhe sakalol de tane ate taamarisak deean laal ttaahaneean vichakaar tthandtee ret ute nirajind, ahil pe san|

kazaak afasar bureegaa noo ih soochanaa ditee gee ki baakee bache dushaman bhaj ge han| ih sun ke us ne bhaaloo de panje varage hath naal aapaneean sanghaneea muchhaan noo taa ditaa ate ubaasee lainde hoe aapanaa gufaa varagaa moonh kholhiaa ate sbadaan noo khich khich ke barre araam naal kihaa

dtatthe khooh ch pain de uhanaan noo koee zaroorat naheen, pichhaa karan dee| aiven binaan matalab ghorre thakanage| maaroothal aape hee uhanaan naal nibarr lavegaa|

eis dauaraan gulaabee yovasookov, aus de teee aadamee ate mariaootakaa gidarraan vaang jaan bachaa ke aseem maaroothal vich jiaadaa ton ziaadaa door bhajade jaa rahe san|

paatthak taan zaroor hee ih jaanan lee bechain honage ki yevasookov noo gulaabee kiaun kihaa giaa hai|

lo, main dasadaan tuhaanoo|

hoeaa ih ki kolachaak ne chamakadeeanukeeleean sangeenaan ate

akatoobar inakalaab dauaraan kazaakaan deean fauajaan inakalaab virodhee ghol daa mukh adhaar san|

kolachaakazaar dee jalasainaa daa aiddamiral | jis ne saaeebereea ch soveeat sathaa viradh saragaram hisaa liaa|

einasaanee jisamaan naal urenabooras relave laaeen dee naakaabandee kar ditee| us ne injan tthap kar dite ate uh saaeeddalaaeenaan te kharrhe kharrhe jang khaan lage| tad turakisataanee lokatantar vich chamarraa rangan daa kaalaa rang bilakul khatam ho giaa|

ate ih zamaanaa see banbaangoliaan dee dhoomadharraak, maaradhaarr ate chamarre deean poshaakaan daa|

lok ghareloo araam dee gal bhul chuke san| uhanaan noo saahamanaa karanaa paindaa see goleean dee saansaan daa, meenh ate karrakadee dhup daa, garamee ate tthandt daa| uhanaan noo tan kajan lee mazaboot poshaak dee jroorat see|

eis lee chamarre te hee zor see|

aam tauar te jaakattaan noo neele kaale rang naal rangiaa jaandaa see | ih rog use tarhaan pakaa ate zoradaar see, jiven is naal range chamarre de kaparre pahinan vaale|

par turakisataan vich is kaale rang daa kite koee naamonishaan naheen bachiaa see|

eis lee inakalaabee haiddakuaarattaraan noo jaraman de rasaaeinik rangaan de nijee zakheeriaan te kabazaa karanaa piaa| faragaanaa ghaattee deean ujbek aauarataan ihanaan hee rogaan naal aapane bareek resham noo chamakadaadamakadaa rang dindeean san| ihanaan hee rangaan naal patale patale bulhaan vaaleean turakamaan aauarataan aapane mashoor tekin galeechiaan te rangabirange ful bootte banaaundeean san|

eihanaan rangaan naal hun taazaa chamarraa rangiaa jaan lagiaa| turakisataan dee laal fauaj vich kujh hee dinaan vich gulaabee, sangataree, peelaa, neelaa, asamaanee ate haraa matalab ki satarangee peengh de saare rang nazar aaun lage|

eitafaak dee gal hai ki chechak de daagaan vaale sapalaaee main ne kamisaar yevasookov noo gulaabee jaikett ate birajis de ditee|

khud yevasookov daa chiharaa vee gulaabee see ate us te badaamee thinmaan dee bharamaar see| rahee sir dee gal taan uthe vaalaan dee bajaae komal roonen san|

aseen ih gal vee jorr denaa chaahunde haan ki kad us daa madharaa see ate sareer bhaaraa, bilakul andde dee shakal varagaa| hun ih kalapanaa karanaa muskil naheen hovegaa ki gulaabee jaikett ate birajas pahin ke uh turadaa firadaa eesattar daa rangeen anddaa jaapadaa see|

par eesattar de andde vaang dikhaaee den vaale yovasookov dee naa taan eesattar

vich koee sharadhaa see ate naa hee eesaa vich visvaas|

aus noo vishavaas see soveeat vich, einttaranaishanal, chekaa ate us kaale rang de bhaare pisatol te jis noo uh aapaneean mazaboot ate khuradareean ungalaan vich ghutt ke rakhadaa see|

yevasookov de naal talavaaraan de mauat de ghere vichon jo teee fauajee bhaj nikale san uh laal fauaj de sadhaaran fauajeean varage fauajee san, bilakul maamoolee lok|

eihanaan de naal hee uh kurree mariaootakaa see |

mariaootakaa yateem see| uh machheriaan dee ik chhottee jihee basatee dee rahin vaalee see| ih basatee asatarakhaan de laage volagaa de chauarre ddailattaa vich sathit see ate uche uche te sanghane sarakarriaan vich lukee hoee see|

sat saal dee umar ton lai ke unee saal dee hon tak us daa ziaadaatar samaan ik bainch te baitthe baitthe guzariaa see| is bainch te machheean deean antarreean de cheekane dhabe pe hoe san| uh kanavaas dee sakhat pataloon pahin ke is bainch te baitthee baitthee hairing machheean de bage cheekane dtidd cheeradee rahindee see|

jadon ih ailaan hoeaa ki saare shahiraan ate pinddaan vich laal gaaradd bharatee keete jaa rahe han taan mariaootakaa ne aapanee chhuree bainch vich khubho ditee, autthee ate kanavaas dee uhee sakhat pataloon pahine hoe laal gaaraddaan vich aapanaa naam likhavaaun lee chal pee|

shuroo vich taan us noo bhajaa ditaa giaa| par ih dekhade hoe ki uh har roz uthe haajr rahindee hai, auhanaan lokaan ne dil bhar ke dasan ton baad doojiaan de baraabar niyamaan te hee us noo vee bharatee kar liaa| par us ton ih likhavaa liaa giaa ki poonjee ute kirat dee faisalaakun jit hon tak uh aauarataan de jeevan de aasapaas vee naheen jaavegee, bache naheen janamegee|

mariaootakaa bilakul dubaleepatalee see, nadee kinaare ugan vaale sarakarriaan vaang| vaalaan te uhade kujh kujh laalee see | uh uhanaan noo sir de chaare paase gutaan karake lapett laindee ate uparon bhooree turakamaanee ttopee pahin laindee| us deean akhaan badaam varageean tirachheean san, jihanaan vich peelee peelee chamak ate gusataakhee jhalakadee rahindee see|

mariaootakaa de jeevan vich sabh ton mukh cheez see supane| uh dine vee

ulattaeinakalaabeean ate bhanatorr karan vaaliaan daa mukaabalaa karan lee 1918 ch niyukat keetaa giaa asaadhaaran kamishan |

supane dekhiaa karadee see | ehee naheen, kaagaz daa jo vee chhottaa mottaa ttukarraa hath lag jaandaa, aus te painasal de ik chhotte jihe ttukarre naal vingettedde akhar jhareett ke tukabandee karadee|

dasate de saare lokaan noo is gal daa ilam see| dasataa jadon kade kise ajihe shahir vich pahunchadaa, jithe koee khetaree akhabaar nikaladaa hundaa taan mariaootakaa dafatar ch jaa ke likhan lee kaagaz dee mang karadee|

auh utejanaa naal khushak hoe aapane bulhaan ute jeebh feradee ate barree mihanat naal aapaneean kavitaavaan dee nakal utaaradee| uh har kavitaa daa siralekh likhadee ate thale aapane dasatakhat karadee kavitaree maareea baasovaa|

mariaootakaa bhinabhin vishiaan te kavitaa rachadee| us deean kavitaavaan hundeean inakalaab baare, sangharash ate aagooaan naal sabandhat, jihanaan vich lainin vee shaamal san|

saadde mazadoorakisaanaan de netaa ne lainin,

auhanaan dee mooratee sajaa devaange aseen chauank vich,

sukhaaaraam, mahil saare tthukaraaeee,

jo kiratee gholaan naal joojhe,

auhanaan naal hath milaaeee|

auh akhabaar de dafatar vich aapaneean kavitaavaan lai ke pahunchadee| sanpaadak chamarre dee jaikett vaalee ate modte te bandook chukee is patalee jihee kurree noo dekhake hairaan hunde, aus ton kavitaavaan farrh lainde ate parrhan daa vaadaa karade|

saariaan noo vaaree vaaree shaant nazar naal dekhadee hoee mariaootakaa baahar chalee jaandee|

sanpaadak manddal daa saikattaree ih kavitaavaan barre chaa naal parrhadaa| fir kee hundaa ki us de modte upar utth jaande, kanban lagade ate jadon haasaa naa rukadaa taan us dee shakal ajeeb jihee ho jaandee| fir uhade saathee aale duaale ikatthe ho jaande ate tthahaakiaan dee goonj vich saikattaree kavitaavaan parrh ke sunaaundaa|

baareean deean silaan ute baitthe us zamaane dafataraan vich faraneechar naheen hundaa see| saikattaree de saathee lott pott ho jaande|

agalee saver mariaootakaa fir uthe haazar hundee| uh saikattaree de haase kaaran hiladekanbade chihare noo bahut gahu naal vaachadee, aapane kaagaz samettadee ate gunagunaaundee avaaj vich kahindee

matalab ih ki chhaapeean naheen jaa sakadeean kacheean ne main taan

eihanaan noo rachadee haan aapanaa dil vadt kadt ke, bilakul kuhaarree chalaa chalaa ke, par gal fir vee naheen banadee| khair main hor koshis karaangee kee karaan| pataa naheen, eih ainaa aauakhaa kiaun hai machhee daa hezaa|

aapanee turakamaanee ttopee noo mathe te khichadee hoee ate modte jhattakadee uh baahar chalee jaandee|

mariaootakaa ton kavitaa taan aiseevaisee hee banadee, par uhadaa bandook daa nishaanaa bilakul naheen see khunjhadaa| aapane dasate vich uhadee nisaanebaazee daa javaab naheen see| larraaee dauaraan uh hamesaa gulaabee kamisaar de najdeek rahindee|

yevasookov ungal daa ishaaraa kar ke kahindaa

mariaootakaa| aauah vekh uh rihaa afasara

mariaootakaa udhar nazar ghumaaundee, bulhaan te jeebh feradee ate itaminaan naal bandook upar chukadee| dhamaakaa hundaa, nishaanaa kade khaalee naa jaandaa|

auh bandook thale karadee ate har golee daagan ton baad ginatee karadee hoee kahindee

aunataaleevaan, machhee daa haizaa chaaleevaan, machhee daa haizaa|

machhee daa haizaa ih mariaootakaa daa takeeaakalaam see|

maan bhain deean gandeean gaalaan us noo pasand naheen san | lok jadon uhadee haazaree vich gaalaan kadtade taan uhade mathe te tiaoorreean pai jaandeean, auh chup rahindee ate us daa chiharaa bhakh utthadaa|

mariaootakaa ne bharatee hon vele sainik dafatar vich jo vachan ditaa see, auh usadaa sakhatee naal paalan kar rahee see| poore dasate vich ik vee ajihaa viakatee naheen see jo mariaootakaa daa piaar haasal kar lain dee farr maar sakadaa hove|

eik raat ih ghattanaa ghattee| goochaa naam daa hangareeaee, jo hune hune dasate vich aaeaa see, kujh dinaan ton mariaootakaa val lalachaaeean nazaraan naal vekh rihaa see| ik raat uh uthe pahunch giaa, jithe mariaootakaa sauan rahee see | uhade naal bahut buree hoee| hangareeaee jadon reenghadaa hoeaa murriaa taan us de tin dand gaaeib san ate mathe te ik gunmatt daa vaadhaa ho giaa see | pisataual de dasate naal mariaootakaa ne us dee khabar lee see|

sipaahee mariaootakaa naal tarhaan tarhaan daa haasaamajaak karade par larraaee de samen aapanee jaan ton kite vadh ke us dee jaan dee fikar karade|

eih pramaan see asapashatt komal bhaavanaa daa, jo uhanaan deean sakhat ate

rangabirangeean jaikattaan hetth uhanaan de dilaan deean ddoonghaaeean vich kite lukee baitthee see| ih pramaan see nighe ate sukh dene jisam vaaleean pataneean dee birahaa peerr daa, jinhaan noo uh ghar chhadd ke aae san|

haan taan ajihe san ih loka gulaabee yevasookov, mariaootakaa ate teee sipaahee, jo amak maaroothal dee tthandtee ret vich bhaj nikale san|

eih din san faravaree de, jad mauasam aapane toofaanee sur chherr dindaa hai| ret de ttiliaan vichaleean gufaavaan vich naram naram baraf daa galeechaa vichh chukiaa see| toofaan ate hanhere vich turade rahin vaale ihanaan lokaan de sir uparalaa akaash goonjadaa rahindaa, jaan taan cheekhadeean havaavaan naal jaan havaa noo cheer den vaaleean dushaman deean goleean naal|

safar jaaree rakhanaa bahut mushakal see| ghase fatte boott ret ate baraf vich ddoonghe dhas dhas jaande san | bhukhe, aootth bilabilaaunde, hunkaarade ate moonh chon jhang kadtade|

tez havaavaan kaaran sukeean jheelaan ute loon de kan chamak utthade| dumel dee jheel saare paasion sainkarre meelaan tak akaash noo dharatee ton alag karadee najr aaundee| ih leek ainee sapastt ate ik samaan see jiven chaakoo naal katt ke banaaee gee hove|

sachee gal taan ih hai ki meree is kahaanee vich is kaandd dee bilakul zaroorat naheen see|

changaa taan ihee hundaa ki main sidhaasadhaa mukh gal dee charachaa karadaa, ause vishe ton suroo karadaa, jis daa age jaa ke varanan keetaa giaa hai|

par hor bahut saareean galaan ton sivaa paatthak noo ih pataa honaa vee zarooree hai ki gureeyev de khaas dasate daa jo hisaa jiven kiven karaakooduk khooh ton saintee kilomeettar utarapachham vich pahunch giaa see, auh kithon aaeaa see, aus vich ik larrakee kiaun see ate kis vajhaa naal kameesaar yevasookov noo gulaabee kihaa jaandaa see|

ate is lee main ih kaandd likhiaa|

haan par main tuhaanoo ih yakeen dilaa sakadaa haan ki is daa koee mehatav naheen hai|

doojaa kaandd

jis vich dumel te ik kaalaa dhabaa jihaa dikhaaee dindaa hai...

nerre jaa ke vekhan te pataa lagadaa hai ki uh safaid gaaradd daa laifatteenaintt govorookhaaotrek hai|

jaanageladee khooh ton saaeekooduk khooh tak 70 kilomeettar ate uthon ushakaan naamak chasme tak 62 kilomeettar daa faasalaa hor see|

raat vele sakasaual de tane te bandook daa batt maarade hoe yevasookov ne jamee hoee avaaj vich kihaa

tthahir jaao raat daa parraa ithe hee hovegaa|

sakasaual deean ttaahaneean ikattheean karake ihanaan lokaan ne ag jalaaee| val khaande hoe kaale bhanboole utthan lage ate ag de chaare paase namee daa kaalaa jihaa gheraa dikhaaee den lagiaa|

fauajeean ne aapane thailiaan vichon chaual ate charabee kadtee| lohe do vadde saare pateele vich ih doven cheezaan ubalan lageean ate bhedd dee charabee dee tej gandh failanee shuroo ho gee|

eih lok ag de aale duaale ral gadd hoe pe san| saariaan ne chup dhaaree hoee see ate ihanaan de dand vaj rahe san| uh haddacheeraveen havaa de tthandte buliaan ton aapane sareer bachaaun daa yatan kar rahe san| pair garamaaun lee uh uhanaan noo ag vich ghuserrh dinde san | uhanaan de boottaan daa sakhat chamarraa chamak rihaa see|

baraf dee safedadhund vich banhe aootthaan deean ghantteean dee udaas ttunakaar goonj rahee see|

yovasookov ne kanbadeean ungalaan naal sigaratt lapettee|

dhoonen daa badal uddaaunde hoe us ne mushakil naal kihaa

saatheeo, hun ih taia karanaa hai ki aseen kithe jaavaange|

aapaan jaa hee kithe sakade haan ag de dooje paasion ik maree jihee avaaz aaee har haal vich ant taan iko hee hai mauat gurayev vaapas jaanaa

sanbhav naheen khoon de piaase kazaak aje uthe hee ne ate gurayev ton binaan koee aisee jaghaa hai hee naheen jithe jaanaa sanbhav hove

kheevaa baare kee khiaal hai

hoon| ddoonghe siaal vich kahaakum de kol 600 kilomeettar kiven jaaeaa jaaegaa khaavaang kee painttaan ch joonaan paal ke khaavaange

zor daa tthahaakaa goonjiaa| use muradaa avaaj vich niraashaa naal bhare ih sbad sunaaee dite

ek hee ant hai saaddaamauata

gulaabee varadee de hetth yevasookov daa dil baitth giaa | par us ne aapanee ih haalat zaahar naheen hon ditee| uhane karrakadee avaaj vich kihaa

toon ddarapok horaan noo naa ddaraan maranaa taan har bevakoof jaanadaa hai| lorr hai akal ton kam lain dee taan ki mar naa jaaeee

alekasaandarovasakee kilhe vich jaaeaa jaa sakadaa hai| uthe aapane hee bhaaee, yaanee machhere rahinde ne|

ajihaa karanaa ttheek naheen hoegaa, yevasookov ne gal kattee, mainoo soochanaa mil chukee hai ki deneekin ne aapanee fauaj uthe utaar ditee hai| karasanovodasakee ate alaikasaandarovasakee te safed fauaj daa kabazaa hai|

koee neend vich karaah utthiaa|

yevasookov ne ag naal garam hoe aapane godde te zor naal hath maariaa| fir karrakadee hoee avaaj vich kihaa

bas| ik hee raasataa hai, saatheeo, araal saagar val| jiven kiven araal pahunchaange, authe saagar tatt de khaanaabadosh kiragijaan kol jaa ke kujh khaavaanpeevaange ate fir araal daa chakar katt ke kazaaleenasak val vadhaange| kajaaleenasak vich aapanaa haiddakuaarattar hai| uthe jaanaa taan jiven aapane ghar jaanaa hai|

ausane zoradaar avaaj vich ih kihaa ate chup ho giaa| us noo khud vee is gal daa yakeen naheen see ki uh araal saagar tak pahunch jaanage|

yevasookov de naal pe viakatee ne sir upar chukiaa ate puchhiaa

par araal tak khaavaango kee

yevasookov ne fir zoradaar avaaj vich javaab ditaa

zaarashaahee janaral, khaanaajangee dauaraan dakhanee roos ch soveeat virodhee fauajaan daa pradhaan sainaapatee|

kamar kasanee pegee| raajakumaar taan aapaan haan naheen tuseen taan chaahunde ho mazedaar machhee ate shahida par is ton binaan hee kam chalaaunaa pegaa| aje taan chaual vee pe han, thorrhaa aattaa vee hai|

tin dinaan ton ziaadaa naheen chalanage|

taan kee hoeaa cheraneesh khaleez tak pahunchan vich das din laganage| saadde kol chhe aootth han| raasn khatam hunde hee aootthaan noo vadtanaa suroo kar diaange| vaise vee hun ihanaan daa koee faaeidaa taan naheen| ik aootth noo kattaange ate dooje te maas lad ke age tur pavaange| bas ise tarhaan manzil tak pahunch jaavaange|

khaamoshee chhaa gee| mariaootakaa ag kol lettee hoee see| sir hathaan vich farree uh aapaneean bilee varageean akhaan naal laattaan noo ik ttak vekhadee jaa rahee see| yevasookov noo achaanak bechainee jihee mahisoos hoee|

auh utth ke kharrhaa hoeaa ate aapanee jaikatt ton baraf jhaarran lagiaa|

bas| meraa hukam hai pahufattade hee aapane raasate chal po| ho sakadaa hai aapaan saare naa pahunch sakee| kameesaar dee avaaz chauakanee chirree vaang uchee ho gee, par jaanaa taan pegaa hee... ih inakalaab daa savaal hai saatheeo... saaree duneean de kirateean lee|

kameesaar ne vaaree vaaree teee de teee fauajeean deean akhaan vich jhaak ke vekhiaa| uh saal bhar ton uhanaan deean akhaan vich jis chamak noo dekhan daa aadee ho giaa see, auh aj gaaeib see| uhanaan deean akhaan vich udaasee see, niraashaa see| uhanaan deean jhukeean palakaan hetth niraasaa ate bevasaahee dee jhalak see|

pahilaan aootthaan noo, fir ik dooje noo khaavaange, kise ne kihaa|

fir chup chhaa gee|

yevasookov achaanak aauarataan vaang cheek utthiaa

bakavaas band karo inakalaab pratee aapanaa faraz bhul ge hun chupa hukam hukam hai naheen manoge taan golee naal uddaa dite jaaunge|

auh khangh ke baitth giaa|

auh aadamee jo bandook de gaz naal chaual hilaa rihaa see chaanachak hee barree jindaadilee naal keh utthiaa

nak kiaun surrhak rahe ho dtidd ch chaual bharo aiven hee taan naheen pakaae main fauajee kahinde ho aapane aap noo, jooaan ho jooaan|

auhanaan ne chamachiaan naal fule hoe chikane chaualaan de gole nigale| is koshis vich ki uh tthandte naa ho jaan uhanaan ne chaualaan noo jaladee jaladee nigal ke

aapane gal jalaa le| fir vee mom varagee tthandtee charabee dee mottee safed peparree uhanaan de bulaan ute jamee reh jaandee see|

ag tthandtee hundee jaa rahee see| raat dee kaalee pitthabhoomee vich sangataree rang deean chingaarreean dee vaachharr ho rahee see| lok ik dooje de hor nerre ho ge, aoonghe, ghuraarre maaran lage ate fir neend vich karaahun ate burrabarraaun lage |

moonh hanhere hee kise ne modtaa hilaa ke yevasookov noo jagaaeaa| aapaneean jurreean hoeean palakaan noo us ne barree mushakil naal kholhiaa| uh utth ke baitth giaa ate aadatan bandook val hath vadhaa ditaa|

tthahiro

mariaootakaa usade upar jhukee hoee see| hanheree de neele bhoorepan vich us deean bilee varageean akhaan chamak raheean san|

kee gal hai

saathee kameesaar uttho par chup chaap | jadon tuseen saare sau rahe see taan main aootth te savaar ho ke nikalee| jaanageladee ton kiragizaan daa ik kaafalaa aa rihaa hai|

yevasookov ne doosare paase noo karavatt badalee | us ne hairaan hundiaan puchhiaa

kiho jihaa kaafalaa kiaun jhootth bol rahee en

bilakul sach... machhee daa haijaa, bilakul sach| koee chaalee de kareeb aootth han|

yevasookov uchhal ke kharrhaa hoeaa ate us ne ungalaan moonh ch paa ke seettee vajaaee| teee fauajeean lee utthanaa ate aapane jame hoe hathapair sidhe karanaa dubhar ho rihaa see| par jiven hee uhanaan kaafale daa naam suniaa uhanaan dee jaan vich jaan aaee|

baaee fauajee utthe | teeevaan uthe daa uthe hee piaa rihaa| uh ghorre daa jhal lapett ke lettiaa hoeaa see ate us daa saaraa sareer kanb rihaa see|

zor daa bukhaara, fauajee de kaalar andar ungalee naal us de tan noo chhooh ke mariaootakaa ne vishavaas naal kihaa|

auh| ih taan buraa hoeaa| par kee kar sakade haan eihanoo hor kaparre lapett dio ate piaa rahin dio| vaapas aa ke is noo sanbhaal lavaang| haan taan kidhar hai kaafalaa

mariaootakaa ne hath naal pachham val sanket keetaa|

bahut door naheen| koee chhe ku kilomeettar hovegaa| aootthaan upar bahut vadde vadde banddal lade hoe ne|

lai bee, hun gal ban gee| bas uhanaan noo hathon nikalan naheen denaa chaaheedaa| jiven hee kaafalaa dikhaaee deve chaaron paasion gher lavo| bhajanatth dee koee paravaah naa karo| kujh khabio, kujh sajio bas tur po|

auhanaan ne ik hee laaeen banaa ke ret de ttiliaan vichakaar chalanaa shuroo keetaa| uh jhuk ke doohare hunde jaa rahe san, par uhanaan vich zor see ate tej chaal naal uhanaan de sareeraan vich garamee paidaa ho rahee see|

eik ttile dee chottee ton uhanaan noo mez vaangar samatal maidaan vich aootthaan dee ik laaeen dikhaaee ditee | aootth aapane banddalaan de bhaar naal dabe jaa rahe san|

rab ne bhej dite| barree kripaa us dee| gavojagov naam de ik chechak de daagaan vaale fauajee ne fusafasaa ke kihaa|

yevasookov chup naa reh sakiaa ate vigarradaa hoeaa bol piaa

rab ne| kinee vaar tuhaanoo dasiaa hai ki rab naam dee koee cheez naheen hundee| har cheej daa ik bhauatik niyam hai|

par ih vaadavivaad daa samaan naheen see | hukam de mutaabik saare fauajee ret de har dter, jhaarreean de har jhuramatt dee varaton karade hoe tezee naal jhapatt pe| uhanaan ne aapaneean bandookaan noo aisaa kas ke farriaa hoeaa see ki uhanaan deean ungalaan vich darad hon lag piaa see| kaafalaa hathon nikal jaave, naheen, ajihaa taan haragiz naheen hon ditaa jaa sakadaa| ihanaan aootthaan te hee taan uhanaan deean aasaan san, eih hee taan uhanaan de praan san, auhanaan de bachaa de saadhan san|

kaafalaa jhoomadaa hoeaa ate masatee vich turiaa aa rihaa see| aootthaan deean pitthaan upar lade hoe rangeen namade hun nazar aaun lage san| aootthaan de naal naal garam choge ate baghiaarr dee khal de ttop pahinee kiragij chal rahe san|

achaanak yevasookov dee gulaabee varadee ik ttile te ubharee| us ne bandook taanee hoee see| usane cheek ke kihaa

jathe ho uthe hee ruk jaao| koee hathiaar hai taan zameen te sutt dio| koee tamaashaa naheen karanaa, naheen taan saare bhun dite jaaoge|

yevasookov aje aapanee gal pooree vee naa kar sakiaa see ki ddare sahime kiragiz ret upar ddig pe|

tezee naal bhajan kaaran hafade hoe sainik saare paasion kaafale val lapake|

javaanon, aootth farr lo yevasookov cheekiaa|

par yovasookov dee avaaz kaafale valon aaun vaaleean goleean dee

eik sadhee hoee ate zoradaar vaachharr vich ddub gee| saan saan karadeean hoeean goleean katooriaan vaang bhauank raheean san| yevasookov de kol hee koee hath failaa ke ret te ddigiaa|

lett jaao akal tthikaane liaa dio ihanaan shaitaanaan dee

ttile dee ott vich hunde hoe yevasookov ne cheek ne kihaa| goleean hor tezee naal aaun lageean|

zameen te bitthaae hoe aootthaan de pichhion goleean aa raheean san| goleean chalaaun vaale nazar naheen san aa rahe|

goleean sidheean nishaane te aa raheean san| kiragiz ene vadheea nishaanebaaj naheen hunde| is lee ih uhanaan daa kam naheen see|

laal fauaj de lette hoe javaanaan de chaare paase goleean varh raheean san|

maaroothal goonj rihaa see| par haualee haualee kaafale valon goleean aauneean band ho geean|

jadon koee teeh ku kadam daa faasalaa reh giaa taan yevasookov noo aootth de pichhe far dee ttopee de upar safed kanattop vaalaa sir dikhaaee ditaa| fir modtiaan te sunahiree feeteean vee nazar aaeean|

mariaootakaa uh dekh afasara yevasookov ne aapane pichhe reenghadee hoee aaundee mariaootakaa val garadan ghumaa ke kihaa|

dekh rahee haan |

ausane poore ttharame naal nishaanaa baniaa ate golee chalaaee| saaeid is lee ki mariaootakaa deean ungalaan bilakul jameean peean san, jaan is lee ki utejanaa ate bhajanatth kaaran kanb raheean san, aus daa nishaanaa khunjh giaa| usane aje ikataaleevaan, machhee daa haizaa kihaa hee see ki aootth de pichhion safed kanattop ate neele kott vaalaa viakatee utth ke kharraa ho giaa ate us ne aapanee bandook uchee utthaaee| bandook dee sangeen naal chittaa rumaal lahiraa rihaa see|

mariaootakaa ne aapanee bandook ret te sutt ditee ate bhubeen ro pee| uh aapane gande ate havaa naal jhulase hoe chihare ute hanjhoo maladee jaa rahee see|

yevasookov afasar val bhajiaa| laal fauaj daa ik sipaahee yevasookov ton vee age nikal giaa ate dauarrade hoe uhane aapanee sangeen vee sidhee kar lee see taan ki afsar dee chhaatee te zoradaar hamalaa kar sake|

maaranaa naheen| jiaoondaa farro, kameesaar cheekiaa|

neele kott vaale noo farr ke zameen te sutt ditaa giaa|

afasar de panj hor saathee uhanaan pichhe sheese vaang vadte pe see|

laal fauaj de sainikaan ne hasade hoe ate gaalaan kadtade hoe aootthaan deean nathaan farrheean ate uhanaan noo garapaan vich banh ditaa|

kiragiz yovasookov de magar magar ho ture ate us dee jaikatt noo farr ke minataa tarale karan ate haarre kadtan lage| uhanaan deean akhaan deaa dee bheekh mang raheean san ate uh tirachhee najr naal us de chihare noo vekh rahe san|

kameesaar ne uhanaan noo jhapatt ke door keetaa, auhanaan ton door bhajiaa, auhanaan noo jhirrakiaa| khud deaa naal pighalade hoe nak moonh banaa ke uhanaan deean chapatteean naasaan ate nukeelee galh deean haddeean vich pisataual dee nalee ghusaaee|

ruk, door raho minataan tarale karanaa band karo|

chittee daarree vaale ik bazurag kiragij ne, jis ne horaan naal ziaadaa change kaparre pahine hoe san, yevasookov dee pettee farr lee| us ne fusafasaaunde hoe ate haarre kadtade hoe jaladee jaladee ate ttuttee futtee roosee vich kihaa

o janaab.... bahut maarraa keetaa tuseen... aootth taan kiragiz dee jaan hundaa hai| aootth giaa taan kiragij dee jaan gee... o sarakaar, aisaa julam naa karo... rakam chaaheedee hai haazar hai| chaandee de sike, zaar de sike, kaagazee nott... hukam karo kinaa chaaheedaa hai| aootth vaapas kar dio

moorakh, eih kiaun naheen, samajhadaa ki unhaan ton binaan is samen aseen vee mauat de moonh vich jaa pahunchaange| main ihanaan noo churaa ke naheen lai jaa rihaa| inakalaab lee ihanaan dee zaroorat hai, asathaaee tauar te| tuseen taan ithon paidal vee aapane ghar pahunch jaaoge, par saanoo taan mauat daa saahamanaa karanaa pegaa|

sarakaar, bahut buraa kar rahe ho| aootth vaapas kar dio| maal lai lo, rakam lai lo, kiragiz ne taralaa keetaa|

yevasookov ne gal mukaaee|

keh ditaa naa bas| bak bak band karo ih lo raseed ate nikalo| us ne akhabaar de ik ttukarre te raseed likh ke kiragiz noo ditee|

kiragiz ne uh raseed rete te sutt ditee, zameen te dteh piaa ate hathaan naal moonh dtak ke ron lag piaa|

baakee kiragiz chupachaap kharrhe san| uhanaan deean tirachheean kaaleean akhaan vich bejaan atharoo kanb rahe san| yevasookov ghunmiaa| us noo kaidee banaae ge afasar daa khiaal aaeaa| uh do fauajeean vichaale kharrhaa see | uhadaa chiharaa shaant see| us ne uche

saveeddash felatt boott paae hoe san ate sajaa pair age karee saan naal kharrhaa see| uh sigaratt peendaa hoeaa kameesaar noo trisakaar dee nazar naal vekh rihaa see |

kauan hai toon yevasookov ne puchhiaa|

safed gaaradd daa laifatteenaintt govorookhaa otrek ate toon kauan hai afasar ne dhoone daa badal uddaaunde hoe javaab vich puchhiaa|

ate us ne aapanaa sir upar chukiaa|

ausade sir upar chukan naal laal fauaj de sipaaheean ate yovasookov ne jadon uh deean akhaan dekheean taan dang reh ge| us deean akhaan ikadam neeleean neeleean san| ajihaa lagadaa see jiven saaban dee jhag andar vadheea faraanseesee neel de do gole tair rahe hon|

teejaa kaandd

jis vich aootthaan ton bagair madhaesheea de maaroothal de safar deean aauakarraan daa varanan keetaa giaa hai ate kolanbas de jahaajeean de tazarabe daa havaalaa ditaa giaa hai|

mariaootakaa dee soochee vich gaaradd de laifatteenaintt govorookhaaotrek noo ikataaleevaan honaa chaaheedaa see|

par jaan taan tthandt kaaran jaan utejit hon dee vajhaa naal mariaootakaa daa nishaanaa khunjh giaa see|

eis tarhaan jiaoonde lokaan dee soochee vich ih laifatteenaintt ik vaadhoo sankhiaa see|

yevasookov de hukam mutaabik laifatteenaintt dee talaashee lee gee| us dee khoobasoorat jaikatt dee pitth vich ik gupat jeb milee|

laal fauaj de aadameean ne jadon ih jeb khoj lee taan laifatteenaintt ik vahishee ghorre vaang ttapiaa| par us noo kas ke kaaboo vich rakhiaa giaa| us de kanbade bulh ate chihare daa uddiaa rang hee us dee utejanaa ate presaanee noo zaahar kar rihaa see|

yevasookov ne barree saavadhaanee naal paikett kholhiaa ate us vich rakhe dasataavez noo bahut dhiaan naal parrhiaa | usane sir hilaaeaa ate sochaan vich ddub giaa|

dasataavez vich likhiaa see ki roos de sarvauch shaasak aiddamiral kolachaak ne gaaradd de laifatteenaintt govorookhaaotrek, vadeem nikolaaevich, noo janaral dekeekin dee ttaraansakaasapian sarakaar de sanamakh aapane valon prateenidhataa karan dee zinmevaaree sauanpee hai|

chitthee vich ih sanket vee see ki laifatteenaintt noo kujh gupat galaan vee daseean geean han, jiharreean uh janaral daratasenako noo zubaanee dasegaa|

yevasookov ne barree saavadhaanee naal paikatt noo lapett ke aapanee jaikatt dee andaroonee jeb vich rakhiaa ate laifatteenaintt noo puchhiaa

haan taan, afasar saahib, kiharreean ne tuhaaddeean gupat galaan binaan kujh lukaae sabh saaf saaf das den vich hee tuhaaddaa bhalaa hai | tuseen hun laal fauaj de sipaaheean de kaidee ho ate main uhanaan daa kamaanddar arasenatee yevasookov haan|

laifatteenaintt deean chamakeeleean neeleean goleean yevasookov val uttheean|

auh musakaraaeaa ate kharraak naal aapaneean addeean vajaaeean|

barree khushee hoee tuhaanoo mil ke, shreemaan yevasookova afasos hai ki meree sarakaar ne tuhaadde varagee saanadaar hasatee naal koottaneetak galabaat karan daa hak mainoo naheen ditaa hai|

yevasookov de bundeean vaale chihare daa rang udd giaa| poore dasate saahamane ih laifatteenaintt us daa mazaak uddaa rihaa see|

kameesaar ne pisataual kadt liaa|

safed haraamee| galaan naa banaa| sidhaa sidhaa sabh kujh das de, naheen taan tere aar paar ho jaaegee|

laifatteenaintt ne modte jhattake|

toon kameesaar taan hai, par moorakh vee hai| je maar davegaa fir taan kujh vee pale naheen painaa|

kameesaar ne buraabhalaa kahinde hoe pisataual hetthaan kar liaa|

main tainoo naanee yaad karavaa diaangaan, kute diaa putaraa main teraa moonh khulavaa ke hee chhaddaangaa| uh burrabarraaeaa|

laifatteenaintt pahilaan vaang hee bulhaan de ik kone ton musakaraaundaa rihaa| yevasookov ne thukiaa ate uthon hatt giaa|

kiaun saathee kameesaar, bhej deee ihanoo savarag eik sipaahee ne puchhiaa|

kameesaar ne nahun naal aapanaa nak khurakiaa|

naheen... is naal kam naheen bananaa| uh sakhat jaan hai, sakhat jaan| ihanoo jiven kiven karake kajaaleenasak pahunchaaunaa pegaa| uthe haiddakuaarattar vich uh is ton sabh kujh bakavaa lainage|

eis noo kithe naal naal chukee firaange| aapaan hee pahunch jaaeee taan ganeemat hai|

hun kee safed afasaraan dee bharatee shuroo kar ditee hai

yevasookov ttunak ke boliaa

tainoo is naal kee matalab main lai ke jaa rihaa haan, main hee zinmevaar haan|

bas khatama

jadon uh ghunmiaa taan mariaootakaa te nazar pee|

sun, mariaootakaa| ih afasar teree dekh rekh hetth rahegaa| aapaneean akhaan khulheean rakhee| je ih bhaj giaa taan teree chamarree udherr daoogaan|

mariaootakaa ne chupachaap bandook modte te rakh lee|

auh kaidee kol gee|

edhar aa jaraa meree nigaraanee vich rahegaa| par is bhulekhe vich naa rahee ki main aauarat haan, eis lee nikal jaaegaa| tere bhajan te main tin sau gaz dee dooree ton vee golee maar sakadee haan| ik vaar nishaanaa khunjh giaa, dubaaraa naheen khunjhanaa, machhee daa haizaa|

laifatteenaintt ne ttedtaa jihaa us noo takiaa| haase naal us de modte hil rahe san| uh ne nimarataa naal sir jhukaa ke kihaa

ajihee sundaree daa kaidee honaa mere lee maan vaalee gal hai|

kee kee bak rihaa hai aus noo trisakaar dee nazar naal dekhade hoe mariaootakaa ne puchhiaa| badamaash maajoorakaa naach nachan ton binaan lagadai kujh hor naheen jaanadaa binaan matalab bak bak naa kar| jubaan band kar te tur|

auhanaan ne ik chhottee jihee jheel kinaare raat guzaaree|

baraf dee teh hetthaan khaare paanee vichon aaeoddeen ate galanasarran vee badaboo aa rahee see|

eih lok barre hee maze dee neendar sute| kiragijaa de aootthaan ton uhanaan ne galeeche ate namade utaar ke aapane aale duaale lapett le san | muradiaan vaang sute|

raat de samen mariaootakaa ne rasee naal gaaradd de laifatteenaintt de hath pair kas ke banh dite| rasee us dee pitth duaale lapett ke us ne dooje sire noo aapane hath naal banh liaa| sipaaheean ne jeea bhar ke makhaual uddaaeaa| fuleean akhaan vaalaa semaanee cheekiaa

bharaavo, mariaootakaa ne aapane premee noo jaadoo dee ddor naal banh liaa hai| hun us noo aisee gurrhatee pilaaoogee ki uh lattoo ho jaaegaa|

eihanaan galaan noo nazarandaaj karadiaan mariaootakaa ne kihaa

bhauankee jaao jinaan jeea kare, machhee daa haizaa tuhaanoo haasaa aa rihaa hai ... je bhaj giaa taan

auloo hain toon us daa dimaag kharaab hai eis maaroothal vich bhaj ke

jaaoogaa kithe

maaroothal hove jaan naa, par is tarhaan jiaadaa ttheek hai | sauan jaa toon, sooramiaa |

mariaootakaa ne laifatteenaintt noo namade hetthaan dhak ditaa ate khud nerre hee lottanee khaa ke sauan gee|

namade daa kanbal lapett ke sauan vich taan bahut savaad aaundaa hai| namade naal julaaee dee garamee, ghaah ate door door tak faile athaah maidaanaan daa anubhav hundaa hai| sukh chain dee neend vich ddubiaa sareer bilakul garam ate naram ho jaandaa hai|

yevasookov aapane galeeche hetthaan piaa ghuraarre maar rihaa see| mariaootakaa de chihare te supaneelee jihee musakaan see| gaaradd daa laifatteenaintt govorookhaa sidhaa lettiaa hoeaa goorrhee neend sauan rihaa see | us de patale patale bul ik sundar rekhaa banaa rahe san|

naheen sauan rihaa see taan siraf santaree| uh namade de sire te baitthaa see ate bandook us ne goddiaan te rakhee hoee see | bandook us noo aapanee patanee ate premikaa naalon vee ziaadaa piaaree see|

santaree ne chittee baraf dee dhund vich us paase nazar gaddee hoee see, jidharon aootthaan deean ghantteean dee halakee halakee ttan ttan sunaaee de rahee see|

chutaalee aootth ne hun| manzil tak pahunch hee jaavaange, chaahe aauakarraan daa saahamanaa vee karanaa pave|

laal fauaj de sipaaheean de man vich hun koee ddar shankaa naheen see rihaa|

tez havaa de bule cheekade hoe aaunde ate santaree de tan noo cheerade hoe langh jaande | tthandt naal sungarrade hoe santaree ne pitth te namadaa lapett liaa| barafeeleean chhureean ne us daa jisam kattanaa band kar ditaa ate us de sareer vich garamee aa gee|

baraf, dhund, ret|

anajaan eshiaaee desh|

aootth kithe ne teraa berraa garak hove, aootth kithe ne laahanat hai tere te| sauan rihaa hain kanbakhat aah toon kee kar ditaa, kameeniaa teree khal udherr daoongaa|

boott dee zoradaar tthokar lagan naal santaree daa sir chakaraa giaa| uh bahikeean bahikeean najraan naal chaare paase dekhan lagiaa|

baraf ate dhund |

halakaa halakaa dhundalakaa, saver daa dhundalakaa| ret|

aootth gaaeib san|

aootth jithe char rahe san uthe aootthaan ate aadameean de pairaan de nishaan san| uthe kiragizaan deean nukeeleean juteean de nisaan san|

jaapadaa see ki tin kiragiz saaree raat dasate daa pichhaa karade rahe san ate jiven hee santaree dee akh lagee aootth lai udde san|

laal fauaj de sipaahee chupachaap kharrhe san | aootth gaaeib san | labhiaa vee jaave taan kithe maaroothal vich khojanaa sanbhav naheen...

tainoo kute de putar noo je golee vee maar ditee jaae taan ghatt hai| yevasookov ne santaree noo kihaa|

santaree khaamosh see| hanjhooaan de tupake us deean akhaan de koniaan vich moteean vaang chamak rahe san|

laifatteenaintt namade hetthon nikaliaa| aase paase dekhade hoe us ne seettee vajaaee ate makhaual uddaaunde hoe kihaa

eih hai anusaashan| rab hee raakhaa|

chap reh haraamee| yevasookov guse vich garajiaa ate fir paraaee jihee avaaz vich haualee jihe fusafasaaeaa ethe kharrhe kharrhe kee kar rahe ho bharaavo, age vadhe |

hun keval giaaraan viakatee ik hee kataar vich ghisarrade hoe chal rahe san| uh thak ke choor ho chuke san ate larrakharraaunde hoe retale ttiliaan noo paar kar rahe san|

das jane is bhiaanak rasate vich damatorr chuke san|

savere koee naa koee bahut buree haalat vich aakharee vaar mundeean akhaan mushakil naal kholhadaa, lakarree vaang sakhat ate suje hoe pair failaaundaa ate bhaareean avaazaan kadtadaa|

gulaabee yevasookov lette hoe viakatee de kol jaandaa | kameesaar daa chiharaa hun jaikatt varagaa gulaabee naheen reh giaa see | uh suk giaa see ate us upar dukhamuseebataan dee chhaap saaf nazar aaundee see| chihare deean boondeean taanbe de puraane sikiaan varageean lagadeean san|

kameesaar is sipaahee noo gauar naal dekhadaa ate sir hilaaundaa| fir us dee pisataual dee nalee is aadamee dee chipakee sukee purraparree vich ik suraakh kar dindee| ik kaalaa jihaa ate lagabhag khoonarahit dhabaa baakee reh jaandaa|

jhattapatt us upar ret paa ke ih lok age chal painde|

lokaan deean jaikattaan ate pataloonaan leer leer ho chukeean san| boott ttutt ke raah vich ddig ge san| uhanaan ne pairaan te namade de ttukarre ate tthandt naal sun hoeean ungalaan te cheetharre lapett le san|

hun das aadamee larrakharraaunde, havaa de buliaan vich ddagamagaaunde hoe age vadh rahe san|

haan, eik aadamee see jo bahut shaant bhaav naal tan ke chal rihaa see|

eih see gaaradd daa laifatteenaintt govorookhaa otrek|

laal sainakaan ne kee vaar yevasookov noo kihaa

saathee kameesaar kadon tak ise tarhaan ihanoo naal naal lattakaaee firaange bekaar hee is noo vee khavaaunaa pai rihaa hai| fir is de kaparre, eis de boott vee vadheea han, auhanaan noo vanddiaa jaa sakadaa hai|

par yevasookov ne bahut sakhatee naal ajihaa karan ton manhaa kar ditaa| is noo jaan taan haidd kuaarattar pahunchaaoongaa jaan fir khud vee is de naal hee khatam ho jaaoongaa| uh bahut saareean galaan das sakadaa hai| ajihe aadamee noo aiven hee khatam kar denaa ttheek naheen hai| us noo jaaeiz sajaa milegee|

laifatteenaintt deean koohaneean rasee naal banheean hoeean san ate rasee daa doojaa siraa mariaootakaa de lak naal| mariaootakaa bahut mushakil naal ghisarradee hoee chal rahee see| us de lahoovihoone chihare te bilee varageean peeleean ate chamakadeean akhaan hun hor vee ziaadaa vaddeean vaddeean najr aaun lag peean san|

par laifatteenaintt is ton bekhabar see| haan us de chihare daa rang zaroor kujh fikaa pai giaa see| yevasookov ik din laifatteenaintt kol giaa| us ne us deean ddoongheean neeleean akhaan vich akhaan paaeean ate barree mushakil naal kihaa saitaan hee jaanadaa hai tainoo toon aadamee hai jaan kujh hor sareer te maas naheen par taakat do de baraabar| kithon aaee tere ch ainee taakat

laifatteenaintt de bulhaan te hameshaa vaang khijhaaun vaalee musakaan fail gee| us ne saant bhaav naal javaab ditaa

tere samajh ch naheen aaunee ih gal| sabhiaachaar daa farak hai | tuhaaddee aatamaa tuhaadde sareer dee gulaam hai ate meraa sareer meree aatamaa de ishaare te chaladaa hai| main aapane sareer noo sabh kujh sahin karan daa hukam de sakadaa haan|

taan ih gal hai| kameesaar ne shabadaan te zor de ke kihaa|

donaan paase retaleean pahaarreean sir chukee kharrheean sana naram naram, dtaal vaaleean ate lahiraaundeean hoeean| ihanaan deean chotteean te ret sapaan vaang tez havaa vich sarasaraa ate lahiraa rahee see| jaapadaa see ki maaroothal daa kade ant naheen hovegaa|

kade naa kade koee naa koee dand meech ke ret te ddig paindaa| uh niraash ho ke girragirraaundaa

hun hor age naheen chal hundaa| mainoo ithe hee chhadd dio| hor hinmat naheen rahee|

yevasookov usade kareeb jaandaa, ddaanttadaajhaarradaa ate dhakadaa hoeaa kahindaa chal age inakalaab noo pitth dikhaaundiaan sharam naheen aaundee

eih lok jiven kiven utthade| age chal painde| ik din ik sipaahee reenghadaa hoeaa ik pahaarree dee chottee te charrhiaa ate aapanaa sukiaa hoeaa sir ghumaa ke cheek piaa

bharaavo araal|

einaa keh ke uh moonh bhaar ddig piaa| yevasookov aapanee bachee khuchee taakat ikatthee kar ke pahaarree te charrhiaa us ne aapaneean fuleean hoeean akhaa de saahamane chakaachauandh karadee hoee neelatan dekhee| us ne akhaan meett leean ate aapaneean ttedteean ungaleean naal ret khurachan lagiaa|

kameesaar ne kanlobas daa naam naheen suniaa see| us noo ih vee pataa naheen see ki zameen | shabad sun ke sapenee malaah vee aapaneean ungaleean naal ise tarhaan jahaaj de ddaik noo khurachan lagade san|

chauathaa kaandd

jis vich mariaootakaa pahilee vaar laifatteenaintt naal galabaat karadee hai ate kameesaar ik samundaree muhinm dal bhejadaa hai|

dooje din tatt te vasee kiragizaan dee ik basatee dikhaaee ditee|

eis dee pahilee nishaanee see paatheean de dhoone dee tez gandh, jo retaleean pahaarreean valon aa rahee see | lokaan de khaalee dtiddaan vich betahaashaa choohe nachan lage|

fir uhanaan noo makaanaan de adhamaile gunbad dikhaaee dite| chhottechhotte kad vaale, jatal kute bhauankade hoe uhanaan val dauarre|

kiragiz aapane aapane gharaan de daravaajiaan te jamhaa ho ge| uh chalade firade manakhee pinjaraan noo taras ate hairaanee dee nazar naal vekh rahe san|

midde nak vaalaa ik budtaa aapanee bakare varagee daarree sahilaaundaa ate fir chhaatee te hath feradaa hoeaa boliaa

salaamaaalekuma kidhar jaa rahe ho javaano

yevasookov ne haualee jihe hath milaaeaa|

asee laal fauaj de sipaahee haan| kajaaleenasak jaa rahe haan| kripaa karake saanoo ghar lijaa ke khaanaa khavaa dio| soveeat ihade lee tuhaaddee rinee rahegee|

kiragiz ne aapanee bakar daarrhee hilaaee ate bulh chabe|

are hazoor.... laal sipaahee| baalashavik kendar ton aae ho

naheen, baabaa| kendar ton naheen, gurayev ton aa rahe haan |

gurayev ton o hajoor, o hazoor karaakum noo paar karake aae ho

kiragiz deean tirachheean akhaan vich is fike pe gulaabee viakatee lee aadar ate bhaia dee bhaavanaa chamak utthee, jo faravaree maheene deean barafeeleean havaa naal lohaa laindaa hoeaa karaakum daa bhiaanak maaroothal paidal paar karake gurayev ton araal saagar pahunchiaa see|

budte ne taarree maaree| kujh aauarataan bhajadeean hoeean aaeea| budte ne haualee jihe uhanaan noo koee hukam ditaa|

aus ne kameesaar dee baanh farree|

chalo javaan andar thorrhaa jihaa sauan lo fir utth ke pulaao khaanaa|

sipaahee ghar andar laashaan vaangoo jaa ddige ate is tarhaan sute ki raat hon tak uhanaan ne paasaa vee naa badaliaa| kiragizaa ne pulaao tiaar keetaa ate mahimaanaan noo khavaaeaa| uhanaan ne sipaaheean de modtiaan deean ubhareean hoeean haddeean noo hamadaradee naal thapathapaaeaa|

khaao, javaano, khaao tuseen suk hee ge ho khaao, takarre ho jaaoge

eih lok khaane te bas ttutt hee pe| charabee vaale pulaao naal ihanaan de dtidd ful ge ate bahutiaan dee taan tabeeat vee kharaab ho gee| uh bhaj ke maidaan vich jaande, tabeeat halakee karade ate murr ke fir khaan lagade| uhanaan de dtidd fir bhar ge, sareer garam ho ge ate fir uh sauan ge|

par mariaootakaa ate laifatteenaintt naheen sute|

mariaootakaa angeetthee vich balade koliaan kol baitthee see| uh beeteean museebataan noo bhul chukee see|

auhane aapane thaile chon painasal daa ik ttukarraa kadtiaa ate chitaraan vaale maasik navaan zamaanaa de ik safe te kujh akhar likhe| ih rasaalaa uhane ik kiragiz aauarat ton mang liaa see| is de ik poore de poore safe te vit mantaree kaauntt kokovatasev daa chitar chhapiaa hoeaa see| mariaootakaa ne kaauntt de chauarre mathe ate sunahiree daarree te ttedtemedte akhar likhe|

rasee aje vee mariaootakaa de lak naal banhee hoee see ate us de dooje sire ne pitth pichhe banhe hoe laifatteenaintt de hathaan noo kasiaa hoeaa see|

mariaootakaa ne keval ik ghantte lee us de hath kholhe san taan ki uh pulaao khaa sake| is ton baad us ne laifatteenaintt de hath fir kas ke banh dite|

laal fauaj de sipaahee mazaak karade

bilakul idaan, jiven sangalee naal kutaa banhiaa hove|

mariaootakaa, lagadaa hai toon taan dil de baitthee hain banh ke rakh aapane premee noo| kite ajihaa naa hove ki paree desh dee koee raajakumaaree uddanakhattole te uddadee hoee aave ate tere chan noo uddaa ke lai jaae|

mariaootakaa chup dhaaree rakhadee|

laifatteenaintt ghar andar gadde ik baans naal pitth laaee baitthaa see| us deean neeleean akhaan haualee haualee hilanajalan vaalee painasal noo barre dhiaan naal dekh raheean san|

age val jhukade hoe us ne puchhiaa

kee likh rahee en

mariaootakaa ne aapanee lattakadee hoee laal julaf vichon us te ik nazar suttee ate kihaa

tainoo kee matalab

shaaeid toon chitthee likhanaa chaahundee en toon bol de, main likh diaangaa|

mariaootakaa zaraa has pee|

bahut chalaak banadain matalab ki tere hath kholh diaan, toon mainoo ik maaren ate nauan do giaaraa ho jaave ainee budhoo naa samajh mainoo teree madad dee mainoo koee zaroorat naheen, kavitaa likh rahee haan |

laifatteenaintt deean palakaan hairaanee naal fail geean| uhane baans naalon pitth hattaaee|

kavataa toon kavitaa likhadee en

mariaootakaa ne painasal chalaaunee band keetee ate sharam naal laal ho gee|

ghoor kee rihain toon kee samajhanaa en ki bas toon hee barraa hazarat en jihanoo majoorakaa naach nachanaa aaundaa hai te main bevakoof penddoo kurree haan| tere ton jiaadaa bevakoof naheen haan|

laifatteenaintt ne modte jhattake par us de hath naheen hile|

main tainoo bevakoof naheen samajhadaa| siraf hairaan ho rihaa haan| kavitaa likhan bhalaa aj kalh kiharraa samaan hai

mariaootakaa ne painasal ik paase rakh ditee ate jhattake naal sir upar chukiaa| us de laal rang de vaal modtiaan te fail ge|

sachamach barraa hee ajeeb aadamee en toon| toon shaaeid ihee samajhadaa hai ki roon de naram naram bisatar te lett ke hee kavitaa likhee jaa sakadee hai par je meree aatamaa bechain hove taan kiven aseen bhukhe dtidd ate tthandt naal kanbade hoe maaroothal paar keetaa, main is noo shabadaan vich zaahar karan de supane dekhadee haan| kaas, main lokaan de dilaan tak aapanee gal pahunchaa sakadee | main taan aapane dil de lahoo naal kavitaa rachadee haan, par koee chhaapadaa hee naheen| kahinde ne ki mainoo parrhanaa chaaheedaa hai| par parrhan daa vakat hee kithe hai main taan sidhe saade dtang naal aapane dil dee gal likhadee haan|

laifatteenaintt zaraa ku musakaraaeaa|

sunaao taan| bahut jagiaasaa hai mainoo | main kavitaa noo thorrhaabahut samajhadaa

haan|

teree samajh ch naheen aaunee ih| tereean nasaan vich ameeraan daa khoon hai, bahut chikanaa chikanaa | tuseen fulaan ate khoobasoorat aauarataan baare likheean kavitaavaan pasand karade ho ate main likhadee haan gareebaan baare, einakalaab de sabandh vich, mariaootakaa ne dukhee hundiaan kihaa|

samajhoongaa kiaun naheen laifatteenaintt ne javaab ditaa| ho sakadaa hai ki uhanaan dee vishaavasatoo meree lee paraaee hove, par aadamee aadamee noo samajh taan sakadaa hee e|

mariaootakaa ne kujh jhijakade hoe kokovatasev daa chitar palattiaa ate akhaan jhukaa leean|

khair, chaahunde ho taan suno| par hasanaa naheen| tere baap ne taan 20 saal dee umar tak teree dekhabhaal lee daaee rakhee honee hai| par main taan aapane balaboote te hee is umar tak pahunchee haan|

naheen hasadaa| kasam naal|

taan sun| main sabh kujh hee kavitaa vich likh ditaa hai| kiven aseen kazaakaan naal joojhe, kiven bach ke maaroothal pahunche| mariaootakaa ne khanghooraa maar ke gal saaf keetaa| uhane neeveen avaaz vich shabadaan te zor de ke kavitaa paatth shuroo keetaa| uh bhiaanak dtang naal aapaneean akhaan mattakaa rahee see|

aae, aae saadde te kazaak charrh ke,

liaa aseen uhanaan naal lohaa ddatt ke|

dushamanaan dee sankhiaa see barree bhaaree,

aseen baazee jitee, par fer haaree|

rakh ke talee ute sees aseen larre,

thorrhe see aseen, par fir vee arre|

teee aseen bache, baakee ge maare|

morache ton hatte aseen, eis taraan haare|

bas is ton age ih kavitaa kise tarhaan vadh hee naheen rahee, machhee daa haizaa| samajh naheen aaundaa ki aootthaan daa jikar kiven karaan mariaootakaa ne preshaan hundiaan kihaa|

laifatteenaintt deean neeleean akhaan taan parachhaaven vich san, keval akhaan dee safedee te angeetthee dee chamakadee ag dee jhalak pai rahee see| us ne kujh der baad

kihaa

haan... kaafee vadheea hai| bahut saare anubhav han, bhaavanaavaan han| samajhee naa saaf pataa lagadaa hai ki dil dee ddoonghaaee chon nikaleean pankateean han| ainaa kahin ton baad us daa saaraa sareer ik vaar hiliaa ate hichakee varagee avaaz hoee| auhane jiven is avaaz noo lukaaunde hoe jaladee jaladee kihaa dekh buraa naa manee, par kavitaa de roop vich ih pankateean bahut kamazor ne | ihanaan noo maanjan dee lorr hai, eihanaan vich kalaa dee kamee hai |

mariaootakaa ne udaasee naal kaagaz aapane goddiaan te rakh ditaa| uh chup chaap makaan dee chhat val takan lagee| fir usane modte jhattake|

main vee taan ihee kahindee haan ki is vich bhaavanaavaan han| jad main aapaneean bhaavanaavaan pragatt karadee haan taan mere andar dee har cheez sisakan lagadee he| rahee ih gal ki ihanaan noo maanjiaa naheen giaa taan har thaan ihee sunan noo miladaa hai, bilakul ise tarhaan jiven toon kihaa hai tuhaaddeean kavitaavaan vich lishak naheen, chhaapiaa naheen jaa sakadaa| par ihanaan noo maanjiaa kiven jaae| kee gur hai is daa tuseen parrhelikhe aadamee ho, shaaeid tuhaanoo ih gur pataa hove mariaootakaa jazabaatee ho ke laifatteenaintt noo tuseen tak keh gee|

laifatteenaintt kujh der chup rihaa ate fir boliaa

mushakil hai is savaal daa javaab denaa| kavitaa rachanaa taan, dekho naa, eik kalaa hai| har kalaa lee adhiain zarooree hai| har kalaa de aapane niyam, aapane kanoon hunde han| misaal vajon je injeeneear noo pul banaaun de saare niyam pataa naa hon taan jaan taan uh pul banaa hee naheen sakegaa jaan fir aisaa nikamaa pul banaaegaa jo kise vee kam daa naheen hovegaa|

eih taan pul dee gal hoee| ihade lee taan ganit ate akal deean hor bahut saareean galaan dee jaanakaaree zarooree hai| par kavitaa taan meree rooh vich vasee hoee hai, janamajaat hai| ho sakadaa hai ki ih pratibhaa hee hove

pratibhaa hove, taan vee kee farak paindaa hai adhiain naal pratibhaa daa vee vikaas hundaa hai| injeeneear is lee ddaakattar naheen, sagon injeeneear hai kiaunk us vich bachapan ton hee injeeneearing val jhukaa see| par jekar uh parrhana likhan vich dilachasapee naa laindaa taan us daa kujh vee naa banadaa|

achhaa haan aidaan hee lagadaa hai, machhee daa haizaa| larraaee khatam hon saar hee ajihe sakool vich bharatee ho jaavaangee jithe kavitaa likhanaa sikhaaunde hon| ajihe sakool vee taan hunde honage naa

shaaeid, hunde hona laifatteenaintt ne sochade hoe kihaa|

zaroor jaaoongee ajihe sakool ch parrhan| kavitaa taan meree zindagee ban ke reh gee hai| meree aatamaa tarrafadee hai aapaneean kavitaavaan noo kitaab de roop vich chhapiaa dekhan lee ate bechain rahindee hai har kavitaa de hetthaan maareea baasovaa naam dekhan noo|

angeetthee bujh chukee see | hanhere vich makaan naal ttakaraaundee hoee havaa dee sarasaraahatt sunaaee de rahee see|

suno mariaootakaa ne kihaa, rasee naal tere hath dukhade honage naa

ziaadaa taan naheen| bas, zaraa sun ho ge ne|

achhaa dekh, toon sauanh khaa ki bhajegaa naheen, main tere hath kholh diaangee|

main bhaj ke jaa hee kithe sakadaa haan maaroothal vich taan ki gidarr mainoo noch noch khaa jaan| ajihaa bevakoof naheen haan main|

khair, fir vee kasam khaao| mere pichhe pichhe duharaao ih shabad aapane hakaan lee larran vaale proletaaree dee kasam khaa ke laal fauajee mareea baasovaa noo vachan dindaa haan ki main bhajanaa naheen chaahundaa|

laifatteenaintt ne kasam duharaaee|

mariaootakaa ne rasee dee gandt dtilee kar ditee, fule hoe guttaan noo raahat milee|

laifatteenaintt ne araam naal aapaneean ungalaan hilaaeean|

achhaa, hun sauan jaao, mariaootakaa ne ubaasee lee, hun vee je bhajiaa taan duneean vich sabh ton kameenaa aadamee hovegaa| aah lai, namadaa, aute lai lai|

shukareean, main aapanaa kottalapett laoogaa| shubh raataree, mareea...

mareea filaatovanaa, mariaootakaa ne barre maan naal laifatteenaintt noo aapanaa pooraa naam dasiaa ate namade hetthaan dubak gee|

yevasookov noo haiddakuaarattar tak aapanee khabar pahunchaaun dee kaahalee see|

par basatee vich kujh dinaan tak araam karanaa, kanbanee ton chhuttee paaunaa ate pett bhar khaanaa vee zarooree see | ik hafate baad usane tatt de naal naal chalade hoe aaraalasak dee basatee tak pahunchan ate fir uthon kajaaleenasak jaan daa faisalaa keetaa|

dooje hafate vich kameesaar noo idharon langhan vaale kiragijaan de moonhon ih pataa lagiaa ki patajharr de toofaan ne machheriaan dee ik kishatee noo chaar kilomeettar

door ik khaarree te liaa pattakiaa hai| kiragizaan ne dasiaa ki kishatee bilakul saheesalaamat hai| uh aiven hee tatt de pee hai ate machhere jroor hee ddub ge honage|

kameesaar kishatee noo dekhan giaa|

kishatee lagabhag naveen see, shaahabaloot dee mazaboot lakarr dee banee hoee| toofaan ne us noo koee nukasaan naheen pahunchaaeaa see| siraf baadabaan fatt giaa see ate chapoo ttutt giaa see|

yovasookov ne sipaaheean naal salaahamashavaraa keetaa| usane samundar de raasate seer dariaa de moohaane tak fauaran ik ttolee bhejan daa faisalaa keetaa| kistee vich aasaanee naal chaar aadamee baitth sakade san ate thorrhaa raasn vee bhejiaa jaa sakadaa see|

edaan karanaa ttheek rahegaa kameesaar ne kihaa, eis tarhaan kaidee noo chhetee uthe pahunchaaeaa jaa sakegaa| kauan jaane paidal safar ch kee ho jaave uhanoo haidda kuaarattar tak pahunchaaunaa zarooree hai| doojaa haiddakuaarattar noo saaddee khabar mil jaaegee| uthon ghurr savaaraan jree aapaan noo kaparre ate kujh jrooree cheejaan mil jaanageean| anukool havaa hon te taan kishatee raaheen, tinachaar dinaan vich araal saagar paar karake panjaven din kajaaleenasak pahunchiaa jaa sakadaa hai|

yevasookov ne riporatt likh ke tiaar keetee| laifatteenaintt ton haasal hoe dasataavejaan naal usane us noo kainavaas de ik thaile vich siaun ditaa| ih dasataavez uh har vele aapanee jaikatt dee andaroonee jeb vich sanbhaal ke rakhadaa see|

kiragiz aauarataan ne baadabaan dee muramat keetee ate khud kameesaar ne ttutte hoe takhatiaan ton chapoo banaaeaa|

faravaree dee ik tthandtee saver, jadon firozaa dee pitthabhoomee te neevaanlattakadaa sooraj paalish keete hoe pital de thaal vaang reengh rihaa see, kee aootth kishatee noo ghaseett ke jamee baraf dee had tak lai aae|

kishatee noo khulhe paanee vich tthel ditaa giaa ate musaafir is vich savaar hoe|

yevasookov ne mariaootakaa noo kihaa

toon is dal dee aagoo hovegee tere ute saaree zinmevaaree hovegee| is afasar daa dhiaan rakheen| je ih bach ke nikal giaa taan tuhaadde jiaun te laahanat hai| ihanoo jiaundaa jaan muradaa haiddakuaarattar tak pahunchaaunaa hee hai| je kite safed gaaraddaan de hath charrh ge taan ihanoo jiaundaa naheen chhaddanaa| changaa jaao|

panjavaan kaandd

eih saaraa kaandd ddainial ddefo de naaval raabinasan karooso ton choree keetaa giaa hai...

haan, einaa farak zaroor hai ki is vich raabinasan noo fraaeidde lee bahut der tak uddeek naheen karanee paindee|

araal dilakash saagar naheen hai|

tatt bilakul padharaa hai, jis te ghaah ugiaa hai, ret ate ret deean chaladeean firadeean pahaarreean han|

araal de ttaapoo karraahee vich pee rottee varage nazar aaunde han| uh aine padhare han jiven uhanaan te paalish kar ditee gee hove| uh bilakul nirajeev jaapade han|

eithe naa hariaalee hai, naa panchhee ate naa koee dooje jeevajantoo| inasaan ithe siraf garameean vich hee nazar aaunde han|

araal daa sabh ton vaddaa ttaapoo hai barasaakelames|

eis daa kee matalab hai, koee naheen jaanadaa| par kiragiz is daa arath einasaan dee mauat dasade han|

garameean vich aaraalasak dee basatee ton machhere is ttaapoo ute aaunde han| barasaakelames vich khoob saareean machheean hath lag jaandeean han, samundar machheean naal bhariaa rahindaa hai|

par patajharr vich jiaun hee samundar dee sathaa te chitteean jhang deean ttopeean dikhaaee den lag paindeean han, machhere aaraalasak basatee dee shaant khaarree vich vaapas parat jaande han ate fir basant tak uh nazar hee naheen aaunde|

je toofaan shuroo hon ton pahilaan hee machhere saareean machheean tatt tak lai jaan vich safal naheen hunde taan uh loonalageean machheean noo pooreean saradeean lee lakarr de dtaariaan vich ttaapoo te chhadd dinde han|

sakhat siaal vich jadon samundar cheranishev khaleej ton barasaa kelames ttaapoo tak jam jaandaa hai, taan gidarraan dee taan khoob mauaj ban jaandee hai| uh dauarrade hoe ttaapoo te pahunchade ate ineean ziaadaa namakeen machheean khaa lainde ki uthe hee uhanaan dee

mauat ho jaandee|

basant aaundee taan seer dariaa daa peelaa harrh baraf dee chaadar noo torradaa hai| taan machhere ttaapoo ute vaapas aaunde han| par patajharr vich uthe chhaddeean machheean gaaeib hundeean|

navanbar ton faravaree tak samundar vich barree halachal rahindee hai, chaare paasion zoraan de toofaan aaunde han| baakee samaan thorrhee havaa chaladee hai ate garameean vich araal saagar sheese vaang saant ate samatal ho jaandaa hai|

araal ukataahatt paidaa karan vaalaa samundar hai|

araal vich keval ik hee aakarashak cheez hai is dee neelatan, gairasadhaaran neelatan|

gahiraa neelaapan, makhamaleemulaaeim neelaapan, athaah neelaapan|

bhoogol deean saareean kitaabaan vich ise tarhaan varanan keetaa giaa hai is saagar daa|

mariaootakaa ate laifatteenaintt noo ravaanaa karade hoe kameesaar noo ih umeed see ki aaun vaale hafate dauaraan mauasam shaant rahegaa| kiragiz bajuragaan ne vee ihee kihaa see ki saant mauasam de chinh han|

eise lee taan mariaootakaa, laifatteenaintt ate kishatee chalaaun vich maahir do sipaaheean semayaanee ate vayaakhir noo samundaree rasate kajaaleenasak val lai jaan vaalee kistee aapane safar te ravaanaa ho gee|

anukool havaa naal baadabaan ful rihaa see ate paanee vich piaareean piaareean chhalaan paidaa ho raheean san| chapoo dee chhapachhap loreean sunaa rahee see| kishatee de doven paase gaarrhee jihee jhag paidaa ho rahee see|

mariaootakaa ne laifatteenaintt de hath bilakul kholh dite| kishatee chon bhalaa ih kithe bhaj sakadaa hai laifatteenaintt hun kishatee chalaaun vich semayaanee ate vayaakhir daa hath vanddaaun lagiaa|

auh khud aapane aap noo kaidakhaane val lijaa rihaa see|

jad us dee vaaree naa hundee taan uh namadaa lapett ke kishatee vich lett jaandaa| kise gupat gahire rehasaan noo yaad karake, jihanaan noo us ton binaan hor koee naheen jaanadaa see, auh musakaraaundaa rahindaa|

mariaootakaa us de is andaaz ton preshaan ho jaandee|

kiaun ih saaraa din dand kadtadaa rahindaa hai jiven aapane ghar jaa rihaa hove| us daa ant taan bilakul sapashatt hai haidd kuaarattar pahunchegaa, authe

aus dee puchhagachh hovegee ate us ton baad khedd khatam| zaroor ihade kujh pech dtile ne

par laifatteenaintt mariaootakaa de vichaaraan ton bekhabar pahilaan vaang hee musakaraaundaa rihaa|

mariaootakaa jadon sabar naa kar sakee taan usane puchh hee liaa|

toon kishatee chalaaunee kithon sikhee

govorookhaa otrek noo soch ke javaab ditaa

peettarazabarag vich... meraa aapanaa yaatta see... vaddaa saaraa| main us vich samundar ch jaandaa see|

kiho jihaa yaatt

ajihaa... baadabaanee jahaaz |

oh ajihe yaattaan noo taan main changee tarhaan jaanadee haan| asatarakhaan de kalab vich burajooaa lokaan de ajihe bathere yaatt dekhe ne main| dteraan de dter san uhanaan kol saare hansaan varage chitte ate kaafee vadde vadde| par meraa savaal kujh hor see| kee naam see us daa

nelee

eih kee naam hoeaa

meree bhain daa naam see ih| use de naam te main yaatt daa naam rakhiaa see|

eisaaeean de naam taan ajihe naheen hunde|

aus daa naam taan yelenaa see.. par angarezee dtang naalanelee|

mariaootakaa chup ho gee| uh safed sooraj noo dekhan lagee jis dee tthandtee ate safed mitthaas har cheez noo shahid varagaa mitthaa banaa rahee see| uh paanee de nilatan noo aapaneean baahaan vich bharan lee thale utar rihaa see|

mariaootakaa ne fir gal chalaaee

eih paanee kinaan neelaa hai| kaisapeean daa paanee haraa hai ate ithe dekho taan kinaan neelaa hai|

laifatteenaintt ne kujh is tarhaan javaab ditaa jiven aapane aap naal hee gal kar rihaa hove, khud noo hee javaab de rihaa hove

forel de mutaabik is daa lagabhag teejaa nanbar hai|

baadabaan vaalee kishatee jo kistee dauarraan samen varatee jaandee hai|

kee mariaootakaa chauankee te us val murree|

eih taan main khud noo hee keh rihaa see| paanee baare| main haaeeddarograafee dee ik kitaab vich parrhiaa see ki is samundar daa paanee bahut chamakadaar neelaa hai| forel naamee ik vigiaanak ne vakh vakh samundaraan de paanee dee ik soochee banaaee hai| sabh ton ziaadaa neelaa paanee shaant mahaansaagar daa hai| is soochee mutaabik is samundar daa teejaa nanbar hai|

mariaootakaa ne aapaneean akhaan meech leean jiven paanee dee nilatan dasan vaalee soochee noo aapanee kalapanaa vich vekh rahee hove|

bahut hee neelaa hai ih paanee| kise doojee cheez naal is dee tulanaa karanaa sanbhav naheen| ih ajihaa neelaa hai jiven ki achaanak us deean bilee varageean peeleean akhaan laifatteenaintt deean neeleean akhaan ute ttik geean| uh age val jhukee us daa pooraa sareer is tarhaan kanbiaa jiven us ne koee asaadhaaran cheej khoj lee hove| us de bulh hairaanee naal khulhe hee reh ge| uh burrabarraaee uh maan tereean akhaan vee taan bilakul ajiheean hee neeleean ne| is paanee varageean ihee taan main soch rahee see ki is vich koee jaaneepahichaanee gal hai, machhee daa haizaa|

laifatteenaintt khaamosh rihaa|

dumel sangataree rang vich ddub giaa| door kite paanee vich siaahee de dhabe nazar aa rahe san | barafeelee havaa saagar de tal te halachal paidaa karan lagee see|

poorabee havaa hai, saimayaanee ne aapanee fattee hoee varadee lapettade hoe kihaa|

shaaeid toofaan aaegaa| vayaakhir boliaa|

aa jaave do ghantte hor kishatee chalaavaange taan barasaa nazar aaun lagegaa| havaa chalee taan raat uthe hee ruk jaavaange|

chup chhaa gee| utthadeean hoeean kaaleean kaaleean lahiraan te kishatee ddik ddole khaan lagee|

asamaan vich vadde vadde kaale badal dikhaaee den lage|

beshak ajihaa hee hai| toofaan aa rihaa hai|

barasaa ttaapoo jaladee hee nazar aavegaa| khabe paase noo hovegaa uh| putthee jihee thaan hai ih barasaa vee | uthe chaahe jithe vee chale jaao har thaan ret hee ret hai| bas havaa faraatte maaradee rahindee hai|... oe baadabaan dtilaa karo, jaladee| ih tere janaral

dee pataloon naheen hai| laifatteenaintt samen te baadabaan dtilaa naa kar sakiaa| kishatee ne ik paase noo jhattakaa khaadhaa ate jhag uhanaan saariaan de moonhaan te vichh gee|

mere te kiaun baras rahe ho mareea filaatovanaa ton galatee ho gee see|

mere ton bhul hoee see kee keh rihaa hai, machhee daa haizaa| panj saal dee umar ton chapoo te meraa hath rihaa hai|

aucheean ucheean kaaleean lahiraan kishatee daa pichhaa kar raheean san| uh moonh kholhee ajagaraan varageean dikhaaee de raheean san| uh kistee de paasiaan te ttutt ke pai raheean san|

haae maan kadon aaegaa ih kanbakhat barasaa haneraa kinaa hai; hath noo hath maariaa naheen disadaa|

vayaakhir ne khabe paase nazar maaree| uh khushee naal cheek utthiaa

auh rihaa, kanbakhat kise thaan daa|

jhag ate dhund vichaale ik safed leek saaf chamak rahee see|

vadhaao tatt val, semayaanee cheekiaa|rab ne chaahiaa taan uthe pahunch jaavaange|

kishatee daa pichhalaa hisaa charamaraaeaa, baleean vee hileean| ik lahir taan uchhal ke kishatee de andar gittiaan tak aa varree|

paanee baahar kadto| mariaootakaa uchhal ke kharrhee ho gee ate cheekee|

paanee kadtee par kaahade naal, aapane sir naal

ttopeean naal|

semayaanee ate vayaakhir ne jhattapatt ttopeean utaareean ate tezee naal paanee baahar kadtan lage|

laifatteenaintt pal bhar lee taan jhijakiaa, fir us ne vee aapanee far vaalee ttopee laahee ate paanee kadtan vich uhanaan daa saath den lagiaa|

neeveen ate safaid rekhaa tezee naal kishatee de najdeek aa rahee see, baraf naal dtake hoe tatt daa roop laindee jaa rahee see| ubaladee hoee jhag kaaran uh hor vee ziaadaa safaid dikhaaee de rahee see|

havaa garajadee ate funkaaradee hoee aaundee ate lahiraan noo hor uchaa chuk dindee|

eik toofaanee bulhaa baadabaan te jhapattiaa, jo fule hoe dtidd vaang baahar noo nikal giaa|

kainavaas daa puraanaa baadabaan top de gole vaang fattiaa|

semayaanee ate vayaakhir masatool val dauarre|

rasaa farro, chapoo te pooree tarhaan jhukadee hoee mariaootakaa cheekee|

sarasaraaundee ate garajadee hoee ik vaddee saaree lahir pichhion aaee| kishatee ik paase noo jhuk gee ate tthandtee tthandtee ate chamakadee hoee mottee jihee dhaar is de uparon langh gee|

kishatee jadon sidhee hoee taan upar tak paanee naal bharee hoee see ate semayaanee ate vayaakhir daa koee ataapataa naheen see| paanee naal garrach ate fatte hoe baadabaan de ttukarre havaa vich lahiraa rahe san|

laifatteenaintt lak tak paanee vich baitthaa jaladee jaladee aapane upar saleeb banaa rihaa see| shaitaan| laahanat hai tere te paanee kadt mariaootakaa ne aapanee zindagee vich pahilee vaar bahut saareean motteean motteean ate bhadeean gaalhaan kadteean laifatteenaintt bhijee bilee vaang chhaal maar ke kharrhaa ho giaa ate paanee baahar kadtan lagiaa| mariaootakaa raat de hanhere, shor ate havaa vich pukaar rahee see

semayaanee vayaakhar

jhag daa thaperrhaa moonh te vajiaan| koee javaab naheen miliaa|

ddab ge, shaitaan

havaa ne adhee ddubee hoee kishatee noo tatt val dhak ditaa| aaleduaale paanee taan jiven ubal rihaa see| pichhion ik hor lahir aaee ate kistee dee teh zameen naal jaa ttakaraaee|

baahar chal| kishatee ton baahar chhaal maarade hoe mariaootakaa cheekee| laifatteenaintt us de pichhe pichhe kud ke baahar aa giaa|

kishatee noo khich liaao

paanee de zoradaar chhittiaan naal akhaan band hundeean jaa raheean san | is tarhaan uhanaan ne kishatee noo tatt te khichiaa| uh ret vich mazabootee naal dhas gee| mariaootakaa ne bandookaan sanbhaaleean|

raashan de bore baahar kadt liaau|

laifatteenaintt ne chupachaap mariaootakaa daa hukam maniaa| khushak jaghaa dekh ke mariaootakaa ne bandookaan rete upar sutt diteean| laifatteenaintt ne bore rakh dite|

mariaootakaa ne ik vaar fir hanhere vich pukaariaa|

semayaanee vayaakhar

koee javaab naheen miliaa|

mariaootakaa boriaan te baitth ke aauarataan vaang ro pee|

laifatteenaintt uhade pichhe kharrhaa see | us de dand vaj rahe san|

ausane aapane modte jhattake ate jiven havaa noo kihaa

berraa garak ih taan bilakul koee paree kahaanee hee hai| raabinasan karooso ate faraaeidde

chhevaan kaandd

jis vich doojee vaar galabaat hundee hai ate ih sapashatt keetaa jaandaa hai ki sifar ton do daraje upar saintteegredd vaale samundaree paanee vich nahaaun naal kee hundaa hai|

laifatteenaintt ne mariaootakaa daa modtaa halooniaa|

ausane kee vaar kujh kahin dee koshis keetee, par buree tarhaan vaj rahe usade jabaarre ne us noo kujh kahin naa ditaa|

ausane mutthee rakh ke jabaarre noo zor naal dabaaeaa ate aapanee gal kahee

ron naal kujh haasil naheen honaa| chalanaa chaaheedaa hai| ithe baitthe baitthe maranaa taan naheen hai| jam jaavaange|

mariaootakaa ne sir upar chukiaa| niraash hunde hoe kihaa jaavaange vee taan kithe aapaan ttaapoo te haan| har paase paanee hai|

fir vee chalanaa chaaheedaa hai| main jaanadaa haan ki ithe lakarr de dtaare han|

tainoo kiven pataa toon kade ithe aaeaa hai|

naheen, aaeaa taan kade naheen| jadon sakool vich parrhadaa see taan uhanaan dinaan vich main parrhiaa see ki machhere machheean rakhan lee ithe dtaare banaaunde han| saanoo iho jihaa koee dtaaraa labhanaa chaaheedaa hai|

chalo man lo ki daaraa mil giaa| fir age kee

eih savere dekhaange| uttho, faraaeidde

mariaootakaa ne sahim ke laifatteenaintt val dekhiaa|

teraa dimaag taan naheen fir giaa haae rabaa kee karoongee main teraa aj faraaeidde naheen, budhavaar hai|

khair, sabh ttheek hai| toon mereean galaan val dhiaan naa de| aapaan is baare fir charachaa karaange| hun uttho

mariaootakaa us dee gal manade hoe chupachaap kharrhee ho gee|

laifatteenaintt bandookaan chukan lee jhukiaa, par mariaootakaa ne us daa hath farr liaa|

ruk garrabarr naheen karanee| toon vachan ditaa hai ki bhajengaa naheen|

laifatteenaintt ne hath pichhe kar liaa ate zor naal tthahaake maaran lagiaa|

lagadaa hai dimaag meraa naheen, teraa dimaag fir giaa hai| jaraa soch taan kee main is samen bhajan dee gal soch sakadaa haan bandookaan is lee chukan lagiaa saan ki tainoo chukan vich takaleef hovegee|

mariaootakaa shaant ho gee, par mitthe ate ganbheer dtang naal us ne kihaa

madad lee shukareea| par mainoo hukam ditaa giaa hai ki tainoo haidda kuaarattar tak pahunchaa diaan... is lee saaf hai tainoo bandookaan naheen de sakadee, mere ute teree zinmevaaree jo hai|

laifatteenaintt ne modte jhattake ate bore chuk ke age age tur piaa|

ret, jis vich baraf ralee hoee see, pairaan thale charamaraa rahee see| thale, sunasaan ate samatal tatt daa koee ant naheen see | door koee bhaaree cheez baraf naal dtakee hoee najr aaee|

mariaootakaa tin bandookaan de bhaar naal dabee jaa rahee see|

kee gal naheen, mareea filaatovanaa, thorrhee hor hinmat rakho| zaroor ih dtaaraa hee hai

kaash ki dtaaraa hee hove | meraa taan dam nikaladaa jaa rihaa hai| tthandt naal bilakul aakarr gee haan | uh dtaare andar daakhal hoe| andar ghup hanheraa see | har paase loon lageean machheean ate jang lage loon dee sarraand failee hoee see|

laifatteenaintt ne machheean de dter noo hath naal chhoohiaa|

auh machhee chalo bhukhe maran dee nauabat taan naheen aaegee|

kaash rauasnee hundee chaare paase dekhanaa chaaheedaa| saaeid havaa ton bachan lee koee khoonjaa hee mil jaave | mariaootakaa ne hauankaa bhar ke kihaa|

bijalee dee umeed taan ithe naheen keetee jaa sakadee|

machhee baalee jaave.... dekh taan is vich kinee charabee hai| laifatteenaintt ne fir tthahaakaa maariaa|

machhee baalee jaave toon taan sachamuch paagal ho gee hai|

auh kiaun mariaootakaa ne khijh ke kihaa| volagaa tatt te saadde uthe taan bahut baaleean jaandeean ne| lakarreean ton vee vadheea jaladeean ne

pahilee vaar sun rihaa haan par baalaange kiven mere kol chakamak taan hai par sakarr kithon...

vaah ue sooramiaan| samajh gee ki maan dee ghagaree dee chhaaven hee umar guzaaree hai| lai ih kaaratoos paarr ate main kandh ton kujh sakarr laahundee haan |

buree tarhaan jameean hoeean ungalaan naal laifatteenaintt ne bahut mushakil naal tin kaaratoos faarre| sakarr liaaunde hoe mariaootakaa hanhere vich laifatteenaintt te ddigade ddigade masaan bachee|

barood ithe chhirrak| ik hee jaghaa te... chakamak kadt|

chakamak chon sangataree bhaanbarr nikaliaa| mariaootakaa ne us noo baarood de dter vich vaarr ditaa| ik foonkaar jihee hoee| fir haualee haualee peeleean changiaarreean dee fulajharree jihee chalee ate suke chhilarraan noo ag laganee shuroo hoee|

bal gee ag, mariaootakaa khushee naal cheekee, machheean liaao... sabh ton ziaadaa charabee vaaleean|

balade hoe sainkarraan ute uhane dtang naal machheean chineean| shuroo vich taan soonsoon dee avaaz hoee ate fir chamakadaar ate garamagaram lapattaan nikalan lageean|

hun siraf baalan hee paaunde rahinaa pegaa| chhe maheeniaan tak machheean kaafee ne|

mariaootakaa ne saare paase nazar dauarraaee| machheean de vadde vadde dteraan te lapattaan de nachade hoe parachhaaven pai rahe san | dtaare deean lakarr deean kandhaan vich trerraan ate suraakh san|

mariaootakaa ne dtaare daa nireekhan keetaa| uh ik kone ton cheekee

ethe ik sahee salaamat konaa hai ag vich machhee hor paa dio, kite bujh naa jaae| main ithe chaare paase ott kar diaangee bilakul kamare varagaa ban jaaegaa|

laifatteenaintt ag kol sungarr ke baitthaa garamee lai rihaa see| mariaootakaa kone vich machheean chuk ke sutt rahee see| aakhir us ne pukaar ke kihaa

tiaar ho giaa| roshanee liaao

laifatteenaintt ne baladee hoee machhee poochh ton farr ke chukee| uh kone vich pahunchiaa| mariaootakaa ne tin paasion machheean dee kandh banaa ditee see ate vichakaar thorrhee jihee khaalee thaan reh gee see|

ethe baitth ke ag baal lai| main vichaale machheean daa dter lagaa ditaa hai| main udon tak raashan lai ke aaundee haan|

laifatteenaintt ne baladee hoee machhee machheean de dter de vichakaar ttikaa ditee| ag bahut haualee haualee ate jiven mak maar ke balee | mariaootakaa vaapas aaee | usane bandook kone vich kharrhee kar ditee ate bore zameen te rakh dite|

auh, machhee daa hezaa saatheean daa afasos hundaa hai| aiven hee ddub ge|

changaa hove ki aseen kaparre sukaa leee| naheen taan tthandt lag jaavegee|

taan sukaaundaa kiaun naheen machhee dee ag batheree tez hai| utaar kaparre, sukaa|

laifatteenaintt jhijakiaa|

pahilaan toon sukaa lai, mareea filaatovanaa| main tad tak uthe uddeek karadaa haan | fir main aapane kaparre sukaa lavaangaa|

laifatteenaintt daa kanbadaa chiharaa vekh ke mariaootakaa noo us te taras aaeaa|

dekh rahee haan ki toon bilakul budhoo hai| asalee ameerazaadaa hai| tainoo ddar kaahadaa hai kade koee nangee aauarat naheen dekhee

naheen, eih gal naheen hai... main sochiaa ki shaaeid tainoo changaa naa lage|

bakavaas hai aapaan saare iko jihe hadd maas de bane hoe haan| farak hee kee hai| kaparre utaar, budhoo

auh cheek pee, tere dand taan masheenagan vaangoo vaj rahe ne | toon taan mere lee pooree museebat hain

bandookaan te lattake hoe kaparriaan chon bhaaf utth rahee see|

laifatteenaintt ate mariaootakaa ang saahamane, eik doosare de aahamosaahamane baitthe san ate aapane aap noo garamaa rahe san|

mariaootakaa laifatteenaintt dee goree goree, komal ate patalee jihee pitth noo bahut dhiaan naal ate ttikattikee banh ke dekh rahee see| uh bolee|

toon ainaa goraa kiven hai machhee daa haizaa lagadaa hai tainoo malaaee naal mal mal ke nahaaunde rahe ne|

laifatteenaintt daa moonh sharam naal laal ho giaa| us ne mariaootakaa val dekhiaa| kujh kahinaa chaahiaa, par mariaootakaa dee gol gol chhaatee te ang de peele parachhaaven nachade vekh ke us ne aapaneean neeleean neeleean akhaan jhukaa leean|

kaparre suk ge| mariaootakaa ne modte te chamarre dee jaikatt rakh lee|

hun sauanaa chaaheedaa hai| ho sakadaa hai kalh tak toofaan tham jaave| ihee changee kisamat hai ki kishatee naheen ddubee| saaeid kade naa kade seer dariaa tak pahunch hee jaavaange| uthe machhere mil jaanage | toon sauan jaa, main ag dee dekhabhaal karaangee| jadon neend naal mereean akhaan band hon lageean taan main tainoo jagaa diaangee| is tarhaan aapaan vaaree vaaree ag dee rakhavaalee karaange|

laifatteenaintt ne aapane kaparre thale vichhaae ate upar kott lai liaa| uh sauan taan giaa, par bechainee bharee neend vich uh burrabarraaundaa rihaa| mariaootakaa us noo ttikattikee banh ke dekhadee rahee|

fir usane modte jhattake|

eih taan mere gal pai giaa | barraa hee naazuk hai| kite tthandt naa lag gee hove ihanoo aapane ghar taan shaaeid makhamal vich hee lipattiaa rahindaa hovegaa| aah, kee cheez hai ih jindagee, machhee daa haizaa|

savere jadon chhat deean trerraan vichon chaanan jhaakan lagiaa taan mariaootakaa ne laifatteenaintt noo jagaaeaa|

dekh, toon ag daa dhiaan rakh ate main tatt val jaa ke aaundee haan| dekh ke aaundee haan ki kite aapane saathee tair ke nikal hee naa aae hon ate tatt te baitthe hon|

laifatteenaintt barree mushakil naal utthiaa| sir hathaan vich farr ke us ne ddubadee jihee avaaz vich kihaa sir darad kar rihaa hai|

koee gal naheen... ih taan dhoone ate thakaavatt daa nateejaa hai| ttheek ho jaaegaa| bore chon rottee kadt lai, machhee bhun lai ate khaa lai|

mariaootakaa ne bandook chukee, jaikatt naal saaf keetee ate tur pee|

laifatteenaintt goddiaan bhaar reeng ke ag kol pahunchiaa| uhane bore vichon bhijee hoee rottee kadtee, rottee dee burakee torree, thorrhee jihee chabaaee, ate baakee usade hathaan chon thale ddig pee| fir uh ag de kol farash te hee dteh giaa|

mariaootakaa ne laifatteenaintt daa modtaa jhanjorriaa ate bebasee vich cheek ke kihaa

auttha berraa garaka museebata

laifatteenaintt deean akhaan fail geean, bul khulhe reh ge|

autth, keh rahee aan| museebat aa gee| lahiraan kishatee vahaa ke lai geean| aapaan taan hun kiton de naheen, rahe|

laifatteenaintt uhadaa moonh takadaa hoeaa khaamosh rihaa|

mariaootakaa ne us noo dhiaan naal dekhiaa ate hauankaa bhariaa|

laifatteenaintt deean neeleean akhaan dhundaleean dhundaleean ate khaalee khaalee jiheean nazar aa raheean san| badahavaasee vich us dee galh mariaootakaa de hath te aa pee| uh angaariaan vaang tap rahee see|

aue, hinmat haaran vaale, taan tainoo tthandt lag hee gee| hun main karaan taan kee karaan

laifatteenaintt de bulh kujh hile|

mariaootakaa jhuk ke sunan lagee

mikhaaeil eevaanovich mainoo nanbar ghatt naa dio... main paatth yaad naheen kar sakiaa... kalh noo tiaar kar lavaangaa|

eih toon kee bak rihaa hai mariaootakaa ne thorrhaa khijhade hoe puchhiaa|

aue... lai lai is noo jangalee muragaa... laifatteenaintt achaanak cheekiaa ate ik vaar taan uchhal piaa|

laifatteenaintt fir ddig giaa ate ungalaan naal ret khurachan lagiaa|

mariaootakaa pichhe hatt gee ate us ne hathaan naal moonh dtak liaa|

auh jaladee jaladee kujh aoottapattaang bakee jaa rihaa see|

mariaootakaa ne niraashaa vich chaare paase nazar dauarraaee|

ausane jaikatt utaar ke zameen te sutt ditee ate laifatteenaintt de behosh sareer noo barree muskil naal khich ke us te lai aaee| fir us noo kott naal dtak ditaa|

auh aapane aap noo pooree tarhaan laachaar mahisoos karadee hoee jhuk ke us de nerre baitth gee| us deean dubaleean pataleean galhaan te dhundaleean hoeean akhaan vichon haualee haualee hanjhoo lurrakan lage|

laifatteenaintt paase maaradaa hoeaa kott noo vaar vaar utaar ke sutt dindaa see| par mariaootakaa us noo har vaar tthoddee tak dtak dindee see|

mariaootakaa ne dekhiaa ki laifatteenaintt daa sir ik paase noo lurrak giaa hai| us ne us de sir thale bore rakh dite| us ne upar, jiven asamaan noo sanbodhan karade hoe darad bharee avaaz vich kihaa jekar ih mar giaa... taan main yevasookov noo kee javaab devaangee haae, kee museebat hai|

auh bukhaar naal tap rahe laifatteenaintt de sareer te jhukee ate usane us deean dhundaleean hoeean neeleean akhaan vich jhaakiaa|

mariaootakaa de dil noo tthes lagee| us ne hath vadhaa ke laifatteenaintt de ulajhe hoe ghungaraale vaalaan noo haualee jihe sahilaaeaa| us daa sir aapane hathaan ch lai ke uh komalataa naal bolee

neeleean akhaan vaale mere budhoo|

satavaan kaandd

shurooaat ch bujhaarat, ant vich bilakul saaf

chaandee deean shahinaaeean, shahinaaeean te lageean ghantteean|

shahinaaeean vajadeean han, ghantteean ttunakadeean han, baraf varagee komal ttanakaar paidaa karadeean hoeean

ttanattanaattanattan

ttanattanaattanattan

shahinaaeean goonjadeean han

tootootootarroo

tootootootarroo|

eih saaf tauar te fauajee maarach hai| beshak maarach hai, auhee jo hameshaa paredd de samen hundaa hai|

maidaan vee uhee hai, jis vich mepal de rukhaan deean hareean hareean reshamee pateean chon chhan ke aaun vaalee dhup failee hoee hai|

baindd maasattar baindd daa niradeshan kar rihaa hai|

baindd maasattar baindd val pitth karake kharrhaa hai ate us de lame kott dee kaatt vichon poochh baahar nikalee hoee hai, loonbarree varagee vaddee saaree laal poochh| poochh de sire te sunahiree gend hai ate gend vich surakaanttaa lagiaa hai|

poochh idharaudhar hilajul rahee hai, surakaanttaa vaajiaan noo sanket karadaa hai ate ih vee dasadaa hai ki taashe ate bigal kadon vajan| jadon koee vaadak kise soch vich ddub jaandaa hai taan surakaanttaa zor naal us de mathe te vajadaa hai|

baindd vaale aapanee pooree koshis naal baindd vajaa rahe han| baindd vaale bahut ajeeb jihe han|

baindd vajaaun vaale maamoolee ate vakh vakh raijamainttaan de sipaahee han| ih pooree fauaj daa baindd hai|

par baindd vajaaun vaaliaan de moonh naheen han... nak thale bilakul padharee jaghaa hai| shahinaaeean uhanaan deean khabeean naasaan vich ghuseean hoeean han|

auh sajeean naasaan naal saah lainde han, khabeean naasaan naal shahinaaee vajaaunde han| shahinaaeean vichon khaas tarhaan dee avaaz nikaladee hai, jhanajhanaaundee

hoee ate man noo bahilaaundee hoee|

saavadhaan

bandook modte te

raijamaintta

battaaleean

kanpanee

battaaleean nanbar ikafaaravaradd maarach

shahinaaeean

tootootootarroo

ghantteean

ttanattanattan|

kaale chamakadaar boott paaee kapataan shavetasov barree shaan naal nachadaa hai| kapataan daa kasiaa hoeaa ate chikanaa pichhavaarraa soor de lotharre varagaa hai| usade pair taal de rahe han thapathap|

bahut khoob javaano|

ddamaddamaddam

laifatteenaintta

laifatteenaintt janaral saahib tuhaanoo yaad kar rahe han|

kis laifatteenaintt noo

teejee kanpanee de laifatteenaintt govorookhaaotrek noo janaral saahib yaad kar rahe han|

janaral ghorre te savaar hai| ghorraa chauank de ain vichakaar kharrhaa hai| janaral daa chiharaa laal ate muchhaan chitteean han|

laifatteenaintt| ih kee himaakat hai

heeheehee haahaahaa

dimaag fir giaa hai hasan dee juraat main teraa dimaag tthikaane liaa... toon kis naal gal kar rihaa hai

hohoho o haan, tuseen janaral naheen, bilaa ho, hajoora

janaral ghorre te savaar hai| janaral lak tak taan janaral hai ate us ton hetthaan daa dharr bile daa hai| kise vadheea nasal de bile daa vee naheen har ghar de pichhavaarre nazar aaun vaale sadhaaran nasal de mattamaile ate dhaareedaar bile daa|

aus ne aapane panjiaan naal rakaab dabee hoee hai|

main teraa korattamaarashal karaangaa laifatteenaintt kihee anasunee gal hai| gaaradd daa afasar ate usadee dhunee baahar nikalee hoee hove| laifatteenaintt ne nazar jhukaa ke dekhiaa ate us daa jiven dam nikal giaa| us de kamaraband de hetthon dhunee baahar nikalee hoee see, patalee patalee ate haree haree| dhunee hairaan kar den vaalee tezee naal ghunm rahee see... us ne aapanee dhunee farree par uh tilak gee|

grafataar kar lo is noo| is ne sahun dee ulanghanaa keetee hai|

janaral ne rakaab vichon panjaa kadtiaa; nahun khole ate laifatteenaintt val vadhaae| panje vich chamakadaar arr lagee hoee see ate us dee ik karree dee jaghaa ik akh jarree hoee see|

sadhaaran akh| gol peelee patalee ate ajihee tikhee ki laifatteenaintt de dil vich utaradee chalee gee|

eis akh ne piaar naal akh maaree ate kujh kahin lagee| akh kiven bolan lagee ih koee naheen jaanadaa, par uh bol rahee see

ddar naa ddar naa aakhir hosh vich aa giaa|

eik hath ne laifatteenaintt daa sir upar chukiaa| laifatteenaintt ne akhaan kholh diteean| uhane ik dubalaapatalaa jihaa chiharaa dekhiaa jis te laal julafaa lattakeean hoeean san ate akh piaar bharee ate peelee see, bilakul uho jihee hee jihe jihee us ne arr vich jarree hoee dekhee see|

ve zaalamaa, toon taan mainoo bilakul ddaraa hee ditaa see| poore hafate ton tere sirahaane baitthee preshaan ho rahee haan| mainoo taan lag rihaa see ki toon chal vasengaa| is ttaapoo te aapaan bilakul ikale haan| naa koee davaadaaroo hai naa kise tarhaan dee koee madad| ubalade paanee daa hee shukar| suroo vich taan uh vee baahar kadt dindaa see... kharaab, namakeen paanee noo aandaraan sahindeean naheen san|

laifatteenaintt bahut mushakil naal piaar ate chintaa de ih sbad samajh sakiaa|

ausane sir chukiaa ate is tarhaan idharaudhar dekhiaa jiven kujh vee samajh naa paa rihaa hove | saare paase machheean de dter san| ag bal rahee see, gaj te ketalee lattak rahee see, paanee ubal rihaa see|

eih sabh kee hai kithe haan main

bhul giaa naheen pahichaanadaa main mariaootakaa haan|

laifatteenaintt ne aapane naazuk ate peele hath naal mathaa ragarriaa|

aus noo sabh kujh yaad aa giaa, auh haualee jihe musakaraaeaa ate

burrabarraaeaa

haan... yaad aaeaa| raabinasan faraaeidde|

lai fir bahik giaa| ih faraaeidde taan tere dimaag vich jam ke baitth giaa hai| pataa naheen aj kiharraa din hai| main taan ihanaan daa hisaab hee bhul gee haan|

laifatteenaintt fir musakaraaeaa|

din naheen| ih taan ik naam hai... ajihee ik kahaanee hai ki jahaaz ttutt jaan ton baad ik aadamee ik veeraan ttaapoo te jaa pahunchiaa| uthe us daa ik dosat baniaa| us daa naam see faraaeidde| toon ih kahaanee kade naheen parrhee auh jaikatt te dteh piaa ate khanghan lagiaa|

naheen... kahaaneean taan bahut parrheean ne, par ih naheen| toon aaraam naal piaa rahi, hilajal naa| naheen taan fir bimaar ho jaavegaa| main kujh machheean ubaaladee haan| khaan naal sareer vich jaan aa jaaegee| poore hafate ton paanee ton binaan tere moonh vich ik daanaa vee taan naheen giaa| dekh taan bilakul safed ho giaa hai, mom vaang| piaa rahi|

laifatteenaintt ne susatee mahisoos karadiaan akhaan mund leean| us de sir vich haualee haualee bilauaree ghantteean vaj raheean san | us noo bilauaree ghantteean vaaleean shahinaaeean dee yaad aaee| uh haualee jihe has piaa|

kee gal hai mariaootakaa ne puchhiaa|

aiven hee kujh yaad aa giaa.. behoshee dee haalat vich ik ajeeb jihaa supanaa dekhiaa see|

toon supane vich kujh bol rihaa see | toon lagaataar aaddar dindaa see, ddaanttadaa jhaarradaa see... kee kujh naheen hoeaa| havaa seetteean vajaaundee see, chaare paase veeraan see ate main ttaapoo ute tere naal ikalee see ate toon hosh vich naheen see | ddar naal meraa dam nikaladaa jaa rihaa see| uh kanb gee| samajh naheen aa rihaa see kee karaan|

fir toon kiven kam chalaaeaa

bas jiven kiven chalaa hee liaa| sabh ton vadh ddar taan mainoo is gal daa see ki toon bhukh naal mar jaaengaa| paanee ton binaan hor kujh khaadhaapeetaa vee taan naheen| bachee hoee rottee hee paanee ch ubaal ke tainoo pilaaundee rahee| hun taan siraf machhee hee bachee hai| namakeen machhee bimaar lee kee karadee par jiven hee dekhiaa ki tainoo hosh aa rihaa hai, akhaan kholh rihaa hai taan mere man daa bojh halakaa ho giaa|

laifatteenaintt ne aapanaa hath age vadhaaeaa| mitteeghatte naal lathapath

hon de baavajood sundar ate pataleean ungalaan us ne mariaootakaa dee baanh ute rakh diteean| sahije jihe us dee baanh thapathapaaundiaan laifatteenaintt ne kihaa

shukareea, piaaree

mariaootakaa de chihare te laalee dauarr gee ate usane laifatteenaintt daa hath hattaa ditaa|

ahisaan pragatt naa karo | dhanavaad kahin dee koee lorr naheen hai| toon kee sochadaa hai ki aapaneean akhaan saahaven kise noo maran ditaa jaa sakadaa hai main jaanavar haan jaan inasaan

par main taan... teraa dushaman haan| mainoo bachaaun dee tainoo kee pee see khud tere vich vee jaan naheen rahee|

mariaootakaa gharree ku taan chup rahee, aulajhan vich ulajhee hoee| fir us ne hath hilaaeaa ate has pee|

dushaman hath taan tere ton chukiaa naheen jaandaa | vaddaa aaeaa dushaman, meree kisamat vich ihee likhiaa see| golee tere te sidhee naheen chalee| nishaanaa khunjh giaa| uh vee zindagee vich pahilee vaar | hun tere lee lagaataar presaan honaa pegaa| lai, khaaha

mariaootakaa ne laifatteenaintt val pateelee vadhaaee| us vich charabee vaalee sunahiree machhee tair rahee see| machhee dee halakee halakee ate piaaree piaaree mahik aa rahee see|

laifatteenaintt ne pateelee vich machhee de kujh ttukarre kadte ate maze naal khaan lagiaa|

behad namakeen hai| galaa jal rihaa hai|

koee chaaraa naheen, eihadaa| je mitthaa paanee hundaa taan machhee noo us vich ubaal ke loon kadt lainde| par badakisamatee ki uh vee naheen hai| machhee namakeen, paanee vee namakeena kee museebat hai, machhee daa haijaa|

laifatteenaintt ne pateelee ik paase kar ditee|

kee hoeaa hor naheen, khaanaa

naheen| main khaa liaa| tuseen khaao|

golee maar ehanoo, hafate ton ihee khaa rahee haan | gale ch fas ke reh gee hai ih taan |

laifatteenaintt koohanee de bhaar lettiaa see|

kaash... sigaratt hundee| usane hauankaa bhar ke kihaa|

sigaratt taan dasiaa kiaun naheen mainoo semayaanee de thaile chon mainoo kujh tanbaakoo miliaa hai| thorrhaa gilaa see par main us noo sukaa liaa hai| pataa see mainoo ki toon tanbaakoonoshee karanee chaahegaa | bimaaree ton baad sigaratt peen dee chaah hor vee vadh jaandee hai| aah lai|

laifatteenaintt de man te bahut ddoonghaa prabhaav piaa| usane kanbadeean ungalaan naal tanbaakoo dee thailee farr lee|

toon taan heeraa hai, mariaootakaa| naras ton vee vadh ke

naras ton binaan toon jee hee naheen sakadaa ausane rukhepan naal javaab ditaa ate usade galh laal ho ge|

hun tanbaakoo lapettan lee kaagaz naheen hai| tere us gulaabee moonh ne mere saare kaagaj khoh le ate paaeep main guaa chukiaa haan|

kaagaz... mariaootakaa sochan lagee|

fir faisalaakun jhattake naal uh jaikatt val murree, jo laifatteenaintt ne upar lee hoee see| usane jaikatt dee jeb vich hath paa ke ik chhottaa jihaa banddal kadtiaa|

ausane banddal kholh ke us vichon kujh kaagaz kadte ate laifatteenaintt val vadhaae|

aah lai|

laifatteenaintt ne kaagaz farre ate uhanaan noo dhiaan naal dekhiaa| fir mariaootakaa val najr utthaaee| us deean akhaan dee nilatan vich hairaaneepreshaanee chamak rahee see|

eih taan tereean kavitaavaan ne teraa dimaag kharaab ho giaa main naheen laine|

lai lai, tere te shaitaan dee maar pave meraa dil naa dukhaa; machhee daa haizaa mariaootakaa chilaaee|

laifatteenaintt ne gauar naal us val vekhiaa|

shukareea| ih main kade naheen bhulaangaa|

ausane kaagaz de sire ton ik chhottaa jihaa ttukarraa paarriaa, tanbaakoo lapett ke sigaratt banaaee ate dhoonaa uddaaun lagiaa| fir sigaratt de neele dhoone vich kite door dekhan lagiaa|

mariaootakaa us noo ik ttak dekhadee rahee| fir chaanachak hee usane kihaa

main tainoo dekhadee haan ate ik gal kise tarhaan vee samajh naheen aaundee| tereean akhaan ajiheean neeleean kiaun ne zindagee ch kade iho jiheean akhaan

naheen dekheean| aiseean neeleean ne tereean akhaan ki aadamee ihanaan vich ddub sakadaa hai|

pataa naheen, laifatteenaintt ne javaab ditaa, janam ton hee ajiheean ne| bahut lokaan ne mainoo kihaa hai ki ihanaan daa rang asadhaaran hai|

haan, sach hai| tere kaidee banaae jaan ton kujh hee der baad main sochiaa| ki ih deean akhaan ajiheean kiaun ne| khataranaak ne tereean akhaan|

keehade lee |

aauarataan lee| chaanachak hee dhur andar leh jaandeean ne| uhanaan noo moh laindeean nen|

tainoo vee moh liaa

mariaootakaa bharrak utthee|

dekh taan shaitaan noo raaj jaananaa chaahundaa hai| lettiaa rahi, main paanee lain jaa rahee haan|

mariaootakaa utthee, ausane laaparavaahee naal ketalee utthaaee, par machheean de dter ton age jaa ke khushee naal murree ate pahilaan vaang bolee

mereean neeleean akhaan vaale budhoo

atthavaan kaandd

jis lee kise viaakhiaa dee lorr naheen

maarach dee dhup hai vaataavaran vich basant daa rang|

maarach dee dhup araal saagar te failee hoee hai nazar dee had tak neelee makhamal te| karrakadee dhup aapane tez dandaan naal kattadee jihee jaapadee hai, aadamee daa khoon taan jiven rijharajh jaandaa hai|

hun tin dinaan ton laifatteenaintt roz baahar nikaladaa hai|

auh dtaare ton baahar baitth ke dhup sekadaa hai, aapane chaare paase dekhadaa hai| us deean akhaan vich hun khushee jhalakadee hai, auhanaan vich chamak aa gee hai ate uh neele saagar vaang neeleean nazar aaundeean han| is daramiaan mariaootakaa ne saaraa ttaapoo chhaan maariaa hai|

aapanee is chhaanabeen de aakharee din uh sooraj chhipan de samen khushee khusee vaapas paratee|

sun rihaa kalh aapaan ithon jaa rahe haan|

kathe

authe kujh hee doora ithon koee atth ku kilomeettar de faasale te|

authe kee hai

machheriaan dee jhoparree mil gee hai| edaan man ki bas mahil hai| bilakul khushak ate ttheek tthaak hai| khirrakeean daa mazaboot seesaa tak saheesalaamat hai| us vich tandoor ate mittee de kujh ttutte futte bhaandde vee han| uh saare kam aa jaanage | sabh ton vaddee gal taan ih hai ki sauan lee takhate lage hoe han| hun jmeen te lettan dee zaroorat naheen rahegee| aapaan noo taan shuroo vich hee uthe chale jaanaa chaaheedaa see|

par ih pataa hee kis noo see

eihee taan gal hai ainaan hee naheen, eik hor khoj vee kadt maaree hai main| vadheea khoja

auh kee hai

tandoor de pichhe khaanapeen daa kujh samaan vee hai | raashan lukiaa hoeaa hai| bahutaa naheen hai| chaual han te koee atthadas ser aattaa aattaa| kujh kharaab ho giaa hai, par fir vee khaadhaa jaa sakadaa hai| lagadaa hai ki patajharr vich jiven hee

toofaan aaundaa dekhiaa hovegaa, machheriaan ne uthon bhajan dee kaahalee keetee hovegee ate jaladabaazee vich raashan samettanaa bhul ge honage| hun taan khoob najaare ne aapane|

agalee saver uh naveen jaghaa lee chal pe| aootth vaang ladee hoee mariaootakaa ageage chal rahee see| usane sabh kujh aapane upar lad liaa see| laifatteenaintt noo kujh vee chakan naheen ditaa see|

rahin de| kite fir bimaar ho giaa taan laine de dene pai jaanage| toon fikar naa kar dekhan vich bhaaven main dubaleepatalee haan, par mazaboot haan|

dupahir tak uh doven aapanee manzil te pahunch ge| uhanaan ne baraf hattaaee ate daravaajiaan noo kabaziaan vich lagaa ke kharrhaa keetaa | uhanaan ne tandoor machheean naal bhar ke jalaaeaa ate ag sekan lage| uhanaan de chihariaan te sukhad musakaan khedd rahee see|

vaah... kiaa shaahee tthaatth hai

bahut kamaal hai toon mariaootakaa umar bhar teraa ahisaan manoogaa... toon naa hundee taan dam nikal giaa hundaa|

so taan hai, shahizaade|

auh chup ho ke ag te hath sekan lagee|

garam hai, khoob garam hai ...haan taan hun aapaan age kee karaange

kee karaange eintazaar|

kis cheez daa

basant daa thorrhaa hee samaan reh giaa hai adhaa maarach guzar giaa hai| bas ihee koee do hafatiaan dee hor gal hai| umeed hai fir machhere ithe aapaneean machheean lain aaunage ate aapaan noo us paar pahunchaaunage|

kaash, aidaan hee hove| machheean ate sarre hoe aatte de sahaare aapaan bahutaa chir jiaunde naheen reh sakaange| do hafate hor jeea lavaange ate fir khedd khatam, machhee daa haizaa|

eih toon kee muhaavaraa boliaa karadee en, har vele machhee daa haizaa kithon sikhiaa toon ih

aapane asatarakhaan vich| machhere is tarhaan galabaat karade ne| gaalee galoch dee jaghaa| gaalaan vagairaa mainoo pasand naheen| jadon kade gusaa aaundaa hai taan ihee keh ke dil dee bharraas kadt laindee haan|

ausane bandook de gaz naal tandoor vich machheean hilaaeean ate kihaa

aue haan, toon kade mere naal ik kahaanee dee charachaa keetee see, kise ttaapoo baare... faraaeidde de sabandh vich| aiven vihale baitthe rahin naalon taan changaa hai ki uh kahaanee sunaa| deevaanee haan main taan kahaaneean dee aidaan hundaa see ki pindd deean aauarataan meree maasee de ghar ikattheean hundeean san ate guganeekhaa naam dee ik budtee noo vee aapane naal lai aaundeean san | sau saal jaan shaaeid is ton vee vadh umar see us dee| naipoleean de roos aaun tak dee yaad see us noo| jiven hee uh kahaanee kahinaa suroo karadee main kone vich hee baitthee reh jaandee | saah tak naa laindee ki kite koee sbad naa chhutt jaave |

toon raabinasan karooso dee kahaanee sunaaun noo keh rahee en naa adhee kahaanee taan main vee bhul chukiaa haan| ik arasaa pahilaan parrhee see|

toon yaad karan dee koshis kar, jinee yaad aa jaae unee hee sunaa dee|

achhaa, koshis karadaa haan |

laifatteenaintt ne kahaanee yaad karade karade zaraa akhaan mund leean|

mariaootakaa ne sauan vaale takhate ute aapanee jaikatt vichhaa lee ate tandoor de nazadeek vaale kone vich baitth gee| ethe aa jaa, ithe kone vich jiaadaa garamee hai|

laifatteenaintt kone vich jaa baitthiaa | tandoor kaafee garam ho chukiaa see, aus chon sukhad garamee aa rahee see|

toon shuroo taan kar| jaan chhirrakadee haan main ihanaan kahaaneean te|

laifatteenaintt ne tthoddee te hath rakhiaa ate kahaanee sunaaunee shuroo kar ditee

livarapool nagar vich ik ameer aadamee rahindaa see| us daa naam see raabinasan karooso..

eih shahir kithe hai

eingalaindd vich... haan, taan uthe ik dhanee rahindaa see, raabinasan karooso.....

zaraa ruko ameer aadamee kihaa naa toon eih saareean kahaaneean ameeraan ate raajiaan mahaaraajiaan baare hee kiaun hundeean ne gareebaan baare kahaaneean kiaun naheen hundeean

pataa naheen, laifatteenaintt ne fikaa jihaa paindiaan javaab ditaa, main kade ihade baare sochiaa naheen|

zaroor is lee ki ameeraan ne ih kahaaneean likheean honageean|

mainoo hee lai lo| kavitaa likhanaa chaahundee haan, par is vaasate mere kol giaan dee kamee hai| poore vadheea dtang naal likhadee main gareebaan baare| khair koee gal naheen| parrha likh jaaoongee, fir likhaangee|

haan taan... is raabinasan karooso de dimaag vich duneean de chaare paase chakar lagaaun dee gal aaee| uh dekhanaa chaahundaa see ki hor lok kiven rahin sahin karade han| uh baadabaanaan vaale ik vadde jahaaz vich aapane shahir ton chaliaa...

tandoor vich ag bal rahee see, laifatteenaintt ravaanagee naal kahaanee sunaa rihaa see|

haualee haualee us noo saaree kahaanee de nike ton nike verave vee yaad aaunde jaa rahe san|

mariaootakaa saah rokee baitthee see | kahaanee de sabh ton prabhaavashaalee ansaan te uh bahut hee khushee naal aah bharadee|

laifatteenaintt ne jadon raabinasan karooso de jahaaz dee duraghattanaa dee charachaa keetee taan mariaootakaa ne ghrinaa naal modte jhattake ate puchhiaa

eis daa matalab ih hai ki raabinasan karooso de saare saathee maare ge

haan saare|

fir taan zaroor jahaaj de kapataan de dimaag vich foos bhariaa hoeaa see jaan fir duraghattanaa ton pahilaan uhane bahut jiaadaa pee lee see | main taan haragij ih manan noo tiaar naheen, ki koee vadheea kapataan aapane jahaazeean noo is tarhaan maran devegaa| kaisapeean saagar vich saadde jahaaj ise tarhaan kee vaar duraghattanaa de shikaar hoe han ate do tin ton jiaadaa aadamee kade naheen ddube, baakee saariaan noo bachaa liaa jaandaa see|

eih toon kiven keh sakadee hai aapane semayaanee ate vayaakhir vee taan ddub ge han naa ihadaa matalab ih hai ki toon bahut ghatteea kapataan hai, jaan fir duraghattanaa ton pahilaan toon bahut charrhaa lee see

mariaootakaa hakee bakee reh gee|

chaaron khaane chit kar dite toon taan, machhee daa haizaa| changaa, age sunaao kahaanee|

faraaeidde naal mulaakaat daa jadon zikar aaeaa taan mariaootakaa ne fir ttokiaa

haan taan hun samajhee ki toon mainoo faraaeidde kiaun kihaa see toon khud jiven

raabinasan hee hain naa

jadon samundaree ddaakooaan de hamale daa zikar aaeaa taan mariaootakaa deean akhaan chamak uttheean ate usane laifatteenaintt noo kihaa

ek jane te das ttutt ke pai ge bahut maarree gal see naa ih taan, machhee daa haijaa|

laifatteenaintt ne aakhirakaar kahaanee khatam keetee|

mariaootakaa laifatteenaintt de modte daa sahaaraa lai ke jiven jaadoo vich banhee hoee baitthee see| usane jiven supane vich kihaa

kamaal hai lagadaa hai ki toon bahut kahaaneean jaanadaa en| ik din ik kahaanee sunaaeaa kar|

kee sachamuch tainoo changee lagee

bahut hee vadheea| is tarhaan har shaam jaladee jaladee beet jaaegee| samen daa pataa vee naheen chalegaa|

laifatteenaintt ne ubaasee lee|

neend aa rahee hai

naheen... bimaaree ton baad kamazor ho giaa haan|

haae vichaaraa

mariaootakaa ne fir piaar naal usade vaal sahilaae| laifatteenaintt ne hairaan ho ke aapaneean neeleean akhaan us val chukeean|

auhanaan akhaan vich kujh ajihee garamee see, jo mariaootakaa de dil deean ddoonghaaeean tak noo chhooh gee| uh aapanee sudhabadh bhul gee, jhukee ate aapane khushak ate fatte hoe bul lefatteenaintt dee kamazor ate kharavee galh ute rakh dite|

nauavaan kaandd

jo ih tasadeek karadaa hai ki dil je kise niyamakaanoon noo naheen vee manadaa taan vee manakh dee chetanaa yathaarath ton moonh naheen morr sakadee|

mariaootakaa ne naa khunjhan vaale nishaane daa sikaar hon vaaliaan dee soochee vich safed gaaradd de laifatteenaintt govorookhaa otrek daa nanbar ikataaleevaan honaa chaaheedaa see|

par hoeaa ih ki mariaootakaa deean khusheean vich us daa sathaan pahilaa ho nibarriaa|

mariaootakaa jeeajaan naal laifatteenaintt te mar mittee| us de patale patale hathaan te, aus dee piaaree piaaree avaaz te ate sabh ton ziaadaa taan us deean asadhaaran neeleean akhaan te|

auhanaan dee nilatan naal zindagee jagamagaa utthee|

auh araal saagar dee ukataahatt bhul gee, namakeen machhee ate sarre hoe aatte de akaa den vaale savaad daa vee us noo dhiaan naheen rihaa| kaale paanee de visathaar ton pare jeevan de rauale rape vich hisaa lain dee naa dabaaee jaa sakan vaalee teebar ichhaa vee hun mitt gee| din de samen uh sadhaaran kam kaaj karadee rotteean pakaaundee ate ukataahatt paidaa karan vaalee machhee ubaaladee, jis dee vajhaa naal uhanaan de masoorre suj ge san| kade kade uh tatt te jaa ke ih vee dekh laindee ki lahiraan te kite uh baadabaan taan uhanaan val naheen aa rihaa, jis daa intazaar see|

shaam noo jadon basant de aakaas ton kanjoos sooraj aapanaa kiranajaal samettan lagadaa taan uh aapane kone vaale takhate te jaa baitthadee| uh laifatteenaintt de modte te aapanaa sir ttikaa dindee ate kahaanee sunadee|

bahut saareean kahaaneean sunaaeean laifatteenaintt ne | changee muhaarat haasal see us noo kahaaneean sunaaun vich|

din beetade ge, lahiraan vaang haualee haualee bojhalabojhal|

eik din laifatteenaintt jhoparree dee dehalee te baitthaa, dhup sekadaa hoeaa

mariaootakaa deean ungalaan val dhiaan naal vekh rihaa see, auh nipun hon kaaran barree furatee naal ik mottee machhee noo saaf kar rahee see | laifatteenaintt ne akhaan jhapakaaeean ate modte jhattak ke kihaa

hoona... bilakul bakavaas hai| dtatthe khooh ch pave|

kee hoeaa piaare

main kahindaa haan sabh bakavaas hai saaree zindagee hee fajool hai| mudtale sansakaar, lade ge vichaar| bilakul bakavaas tarhaan tarhaan de rasamee naam, aupaadheean gaaradd daa laifatteenaintt dtatthe khooh ch pave gaaradd daa laifatteenaintt main jiaunaa chaahundaa haan| sataaee saal tak jeea chukiaa, par sach taan ih hai ki jeea ke taan bilakul dekhiaa hee naheen| beant daualat luttaaee, kise aadarash dee bhaal vich desvides bhattakiaa, par mere dil vich kise kamee, kise asantosh dee jaanalevaa ag bharrakadee rahee | hun sochadaa haan ki je koee udon mainoo ih kahindaa ki aapane jeevan de sabh ton bharapoor din main is behoodaa saagar vichakaar, eis rottee dee shakal vaale ttaapoo te guzaaraangaa taan main kade vishavaas naa karadaa |

kee kihaa toon, kiho jihe din

sabh ton ziaadaa bharapoor naheen samajhee kiven kahaan ki toon aasaanee naal samajh jaave ajihe din, jadon saaree duneean khilaaf main ikalaa hee khud noo morachaa laindaa hoeaa anubhav naheen kar rihaa haan, jadon mainoo ikale noo hee sangharash naheen karanaa pai rihaa hai| main is samache vaataavaran vich guaach ke reh giaa haan | us ne aapaneean baahaan is tarhaan failaaeean mano pooraa aasamaan uhanaan vich samett liaa| injh lagadaa hai ki main is vaataavaran daa attatt ang ban giaa haan| is de saah, mere saah han| aah dekh ki lahiraan saah lai raheean han... saan... saan.... saan... ih lahiraan naheen mere saah han, meree aatamaa de saah han, eih main haan|

mariaootakaa ne chaakoo rakh ditaa|

toon taan vidavaanaan dee bhaashaa vich galaan karadain| tereean saareean galaan mainoo samajh naheen aaundeean| main taan sidhe saade dtang naal ih kahindee haan main hun khud noo bhaagaan vaalee mahisoos karadee haan|

shabad vakh vakh ne, par arath iko hee hai | hun taan mainoo is tarhaan lagadaa hai ki je is behoodaa garam ret noo chhadd ke kite naa jaaeaa jaae, hameshaa lee ithe hee rihaa jaae, eis failee hoee garam dhup dee garamee vich ghulamil jaaeaa jaae, jaanavaraan vaang santokh daa jeevan bitaaeaa jaave taan kinaa changaa hove|

mariaootakaa iko ttak ret noo dekhadee rahee jiven koee zarooree gal yaad kar

rahee hove| fir us de bulaan te ik aparaadhee dee musakaan varagee komal musakaan nazar aaee|

naheen... bilakul naheen main taan kade ithe naa rahindee| aalasee ban ke rahinaa chubhan lagadaa hai, eis tarhaan taan aadamee haualee haualee dtilaa ho jaandaa hai| ajihaa vee taan koee naheen jis de saahamane aapanee khushee zaahar keetee jaa sake| saare paase muradaa machheean ne| changaa hove, je machhere jaladee hee machheean farran lee aa jaan| ue haan, hun taan maarach khatam hon vaalaa hai| main jiaunde lokaan vich jaan lee tarrap rahee haan |

taan kee asee, zindaa lok naheen

haan, hai taan sahee| par jiven hee bachiaa khuchiaa sarriaa hoeaa aattaa ik hafate baad khatam ho jaavegaa ate jadon sakaravee ho jaaegee, fir dekhaangee ki toon kee raag alaapengaa fir piaare, tainoo ih vee taan naheen bhulanaa chaaheedaa ki hun tandoor naal lag ke baitthan daa zamaanaa naheen hai| dekh naa, authe saadde saathee morachaa lai rahe ne, aapanaa khoon vahaa rahe ne| ik ik aadamee dee keemat hai| ajihe samen vich main araam naal baitth ke maze naheen lutt sakadee| main fauaj vich bharatee hon samen aiven hee taan sahun naheen see khaadhee|

laifatteenaintt deean akhaan vich hairaanee dee chamak jhalak utthee|

kee matalab hai teraa fir ton fauaj vich vaapas jaan daa iraadaa rakhadee en

taan hor kee

laifatteenaintt daravaaje dee chauagaatth naalon torre hoe lakarree de ik ttukarre naal chupachaap kheddadaa rihaa| fir us ne haualee dhaaraa varagee avaaz vich kihaa

ajeeb larrakee en toon dekh mariaootakaa, main tainoo ih kahinaa chaahundaa see| main tang aa giaa haan is saaree bakavaas ton| kine saal ho ge lahoo vahindiaan, nafarat dee ag jalade hoe| janam ton hee main sipaahee naheen see| kade taan meree vee inasaanaan varagee, changee zindagee see| jaramanee naal yudh hon ton pahilaan main vidiaarathee see, bhaashaa ate saahit parrhadaa see, aapaneean piaareean ate vishavaasapaatar kitaabaan dee duneean vich rahindaa see| dter kitaabaan san mere kol| mere kamare deean tin paasiaan deean kandhaan hetthon lai ke upar tak kitaabaan naal bhareean rahindeean san| uhanaan dinaan vich kade kade ajihaa hundaa ki peettarazabarag vich saam noo dhund sarrak de raaheean noo aapane panje vich daboch laindee, jiven uhanaan noo nigal jaandee | tad mere kamare vich angeetthee khoob garam hundee, neele shedd vaalaa lainp

baladaa hundaa| kitaab lai ke araam kurasee vich baitthaa hoeaa main khud edaan daa anubhav karadaa jiven ki is samen sabh tarhaan deean chintaavaan ton mukat aatamaa khirr utthadee, man deean kaleean de chattakhan tak dee avaaz vee sunaaee dindee| basant vich badaam de rukhaan vaang us vich ful khirrade| samajhadee hai

hoona... mariaootakaa de kan kharrhe ho ge|

fir kisamat daa likhiaa uh din aaeaa, jadon ih sabh kujh khatam ho giaa, ttukarre ttukarre ho giaa, taar taar ho ke havaa vich udd giaa... uh din mainoo is tarhaan yaad hai jiven kalh dee hee gal hove | main aapane pindd vaale bangale de varaandde vich baitthaa see ate mainoo ih taan yaad hai ki koee kitaab parrh rihaa see| sooraj chhip rihaa see| saare paase laal lahoo jihaa failiaa hoeaa see| relagaddee vich pitaa shahiron aae| uhanaan de hath vich akhabaar see, khud preshaan san| uhanaan ne siraf ik sbad kihaa, par uh ik shabad hee paare vaang bhaaree, mauat varagaa bhiaanak see... jang| ih see uh shabad sooraj chhipan dee laalee varagaa khoonee| pitaa ne hor kihaa, vaadeem, tere parradaadaa, daadaa ate pitaa ne desh dee pukaar saahamane sadaa sir jhukaaeaa hai| umeed hai ki toon vee pitaa dee aas viarath naheen gee| main kitaabaan ton vidaa lee | tad main sache dil naal hee ajihaa faisalaa keetaa see...

bilakul bevakoofee mariaootakaa modte jhattak ke cheekee| ih taan bilakul uhee gal hoee ki je meraa baap nashe vich dhut ho ke kandh naal aapanaa sir maare taan mainoo vee zaroor ise tarhaan karanaa chaaheedaa hai eih gal meree samajh vich naheen aaundee|

laifatteenaintt ne ddoonghaa saah bhariaa|

haan... toon ih naheen samajh sakegee| tainoo kade aapanee chhaatee te ih bhaar naheen sahinaa piaa| kul daa naam, maanamariaadaa, faraz... aseen is dee bahut kadar karade saan |

taan kee hoeaa main vee aapane savaragavaasee pitaa noo bahut piaar karadee see | par je us daa dimaag kharaab ho jaandaa taan mere lee us de kadamaan te chalanaa zarooree naheen see| tainoo chaaheedaa see ki uhanaan noo angootthaa dikhaa dindaa|

laifatteenaintt moonh banaa ke, kurratan naal musakaraaeaa|

naheen dikhaaeaa main uhanaan noo angootthaa | larraaee ne hee mainoo aapane khoonee raah te gharrees liaa| aapane hatheen main aapanaa hee ih manakhataa noo piaar karan vaalaa dil koorre de dter vich, sarabaviaapee kabarasataan vich dafanaa ditaa| fir inakalaab aaeaa| main us te premikaa vaang vishavaas keetaa... par us ne... main

aapanee afasaree dauaraan ik vee sipaahee te ungal naheen utthaaee| fir vee mainoo gomel satteshan te bhagauarriaan ne farr liaa| mere padachin paarr sutte, moonh te thukiaa, chihare te gandagee mal ditee | bhalaa kiaun main bhajiaa ate uraal jaa aparriaa| maatabhoomee te meraa vishavaas udon vee baakee see| main fir ton larrhan lagiaalataarree gee maatabhoomee lee, auhanaan feetiaan lee jihanaan daa ainaa apamaan keetaa giaa see| larriaa ate ih mahisoos keetaa ki meree koee maatabhoomee naheen rahee, ki maatabhoomee vee inakalaab vaang hee dtol vich pol hai| donon hee khoon de piaase han| feetiaan lee larran vich koee tuk naheen see| mainoo yaad aaee ikalauatee manakhee cheez dee vichaar dee| mainoo kitaabaan dee yaad aaee| ihee chaahundaa see ki uhanaan kol vaapas parat jaavaan, auhanaan ton maafee mangaan, auhanaan de naal rahaan ate manakh jaatee noo us dee maatabhoomee, einakalaab, aus de khoonakharaabe kaaran tthokar maar diaa |

samajhee matalab ih ki duneean ttutt ke do ttukarre ho rahee hai, lok sach dee talaash kar rahe ne, khoon vahaa rahe ne ate toon naram sofe te lett ke kisekahaaneean parrengaa|

mainoo naheen pataa... ate naa hee jaananaa chaahundaa haan, laifatteenaintt preshaan ho ke cheekiaa ate uchhal ke kharrhaa ho giaa| siraf enaa jaanadaa haan ki paralo dee gharree nerre hee hai| toon ttheek hee kihaa hai ki dharatee ttutt ke do ttukarre hoee jaa rahee hai| ttukarrettukarre hoee jaa rahee hai budtee kiton dee| uh gal sarr chukee hai, khanddakhandd ho rahee hai| uh bilakul khaalee hai, aus dee saaree daualat luttee jaa chukee hai| uh ise khokhalepan dee vajhaa naal khatam hoee jaa rahee hai| kade uh javaan see, lahiraaundee mahikadee see, aus vich bahut kujh lukiaa piaa see | us vich naven naven deshaan dee khoj, anajaan dhanadaualat noo labh lain dee khich see| uh sabh kujh khatam ho giaa, aus vich kujh navaan khojan lee baakee naheen rihaa| aj manakh jaatee dee saaree samajh ise gal vich lagee hoee hai ki jo kujh usade kol hai use noo bachaa ke rakh sake, jiven kiven sadee, saal ate gharree langh jaae| takaneek| muradaa ganit ate vichaar jihanaan noo ganit ne deevaaleean banaa ditaa hai| ih saare manakh de vikaas deean samasiaavaan de hal vich lage hoe han| vadh ton vadh lokaan daa naash zarooree hai, taan ki baakee lok aapane dtidd ate jebaan ziaadaa fulaa sakan| dtatthe khooh ch jaave ih sabh kujh aapane sach ton binaan kise hor sach dee mainoo lorr naheen| tuhaadde baalashavikaan ne hee bhalaa kiharraa sach labh liaa hai einasaan dee jiaundeejaagadee aatamaa noo kee aaddar ate raashan vich naheen badal ditaa bas bahut ho giaa| main is naal bhar

giaa| hun aapane hathaan te khoon de hor dhabe naheen lagaaunaa chaahundaa|

dadh daa dhotaa hath te hath rakh ke baitthan vaalaa toon ihee chaahundaa hai naa ki teree thaan hor lok raah daa koorraakarakatt saaf karan

haan beshak karana narak ch pain ih saare jihanaan noo ih pasand hai uh is siaape vich pain| sun mariaootakaa| jiven hee ithon chhuttakaaraa paavaange| sidhaa kaakesheea jaavaange| sukhoomee kol meraa ik chhottaa jihaa bangalaa hai| uthe aparraangaa ate kitaabaan lai ke baitth jaavaangaa ate bas narak ch pai jaave duneean | chupachaap ate shaanteepooran jeevan bitaaoongaa| mainoo hun sach dee hor zaroorat naheen main aman chaahundaa haan ate toon parrengeelikhengee| toon taan parrhanaa chaahundee en naa toon hee taan shikaaeit karadee hai ki parrh naheen sakee| lai hun parrh leen| main tere lee sabh kujh karaangaa| toon mainoo mauat de moonhon kadtiaa hai, main ih taan naheen bhul sakadaa|

mariaootakaa uchhal ke kharrhee ho gee| teeraan vaang usane shabadaan dee jharree lagaa ditee

taan main tere shabadaan daa ih matalab samajhaan ki main matthiaaeean nigaladee firaa, jad ki har matthiaaee te kise de khoon de dhabe honage aapaan roon vaale naram naram bisatare ute uparathale hunde rahaange, jadon ki dooje lok sach lee aapanaa lahoo ddolade rahinage eihee kahinaa chaahundaa hain naa toon

toon ajiheean bhadeean galaan kiaun karadee en laifatteenaintt ne dukhee hundiaa kihaa|

bhadeean galaan tainoo taan har cheez naram naajuk chaaheedee hai naa, misharee vaangoo mittheematthee | naheen ih naheen ho sakadaa| sun zaraa toon baalasvikaan de sach te nak moonh charraaundaa hai| kahindaa hain ki toon sach noo jaananaa naheen chaahundaa| par us sach noo toon kade jaaniaa vee jaanadaa hai ki us daa saaratat kee hai kis tarhaan lokaan de paseene ate hanjhooaan naal bhijiaa hoeaa hai

naheen jaanadaa, laifatteenaintt ne bujhee jihee avaaz vich utar ditaa, par mainoo ih gal jroor ajeeb jihee lagadee hai ki toon kurree ho ke ainee katthor, ainee ujadd ho gee en ki ihanaan nashe vich dhut ate gande mande aavaaraagaradaan naal kattavadt vich hisaa lainaa chaahundee hai|

mariaootakaa ne lak te hath rakh le| uh fatt pee

auhanaan de sareer gande ho sakade ne, par teree taan aatamaa gandee hai| mainoo taan sharam aaundee hai ki ajihe aadamee dee pakarr vich fas gee| bahut kameenaa, bahut ddarapok en toon| piaaree, aapaan sukh chain naal lataan nisaal ke bisatare te

lettaange... usane chirraaunde hoe kihaa| dooje khoon paseenaa ik karake dharatee dee kaaeaapalatt kar rahe ne, ate toon toon kute daa putar en|

laifatteenaintt daa chiharaa laal ho giaa| us de patale bul mich ke ik lakeer varage ban ge|

zabaan noo lagaam de aapane aap noo bhul rahee hai toon... kameenee aauarat

mariaootakaa ik kadam age vadhee, ausane hath chukiaa ate laifatteenaintt dee kharave dubale patale chihare te kas ke thaparr jarr ditaa|

laifatteenaintt pichhe hattiaa, auh kanb rihaa see ate usane muttheean kaseean hoeean san| usane ruk ruk ke kihaa

khushakisamatee hai teree ki toon aauarat en nafarat karadaan main tainoo neech kise thaan dee|

auh jhonparree andar chalaa giaa|

bauandalee jihee mariaootakaa aapanee dukhadee hoee hathelee noo dekhadee rahee, fir usane hath jhattakiaa ate jiven aapane aap noo hee kihaa

vaddaa aaeaa navaabazaadaa machhee daa haizaa

dasavaan kaandd

jis vich laifatteenaintt govorookhaa otrek prithavee greh noo hilaa den vaalaa dhamaakaa sunadaa hai ate kahaaneekaar kahaanee de ant dee zinmevaaree ton kinaaraa kar laindaa hai|

jhagarraa hon de tin dinaan tak laifatteenaintt ate mariaootakaa vichakaar koee galabaat naa hoee| par sunasaan ttaapoo te alagaalag rahinaa sanbhav naheen see| fir basant vee aa giaa see, auh vee ikadam hee ate kaafee garamee lai ke|

ttaapoo noo dtakan vaalee baraf dee patalee jihee teh kee din pahilaan hee basant de nanhe sunahiree khuraan thalhe lataarree jaa chukee see | saagar de ddoonghe neele darapan dee pitthabhoomee vich hun tatt ne chamakadaa peelaa rang dhaaran kar liaa see|

dupahir de samen ret jalan lagadee| us noo chhoohan naal hath jal jaande| sooraj ddoonghe neele anbar vich sone de thaal vaang ghunmadaa| basantee havaavaan ne us te paalish karake us noo jagamagaa ditaa see|

dhup, basantee havaavaan ate sakaravee de sataae ihanaan donaan praaneean vich hun larraaee jhagarraa karan dee koee taakat naheen rahee|

auh donon saver ton lai ke shaam tak ret te lette rahinde, eik ttak us gahire neele darapan noo dekhade rahinde, auhanaan deean sujeean akhaan kise baadabaan de nishaan bhaaladeean rahindeean|

main hun hor baradaashat naheen kar sakadee| je tin din tak machhere naheen aae taan sahun khaa ke kahindee haan ki main ik golee aapane sir chon paar kar diaangee| mariaootakaa ne ik din niraash ho ke udaas neele saagar val dekhade hoe kihaa|

laifatteenaintt ne haualee jihe seettee vajaaee|

mainoo taan kameenaa ate ddarapok kihaa see ate khud kee ho giaa thorrhaa hor sabar kar saradaar ban jaaegee| teraa raah bilakul sidhaa hai avaaraagaradaan de kise ttole dee saradaar ban jaaengee|

toon fir kiaun ih beeteean galaan lai ke baitth giain auhee puraanaa siaapaa mainoo gusaa aa giaa see, eis lee tainoo buraa bhalaa kihaa see| ate us dee zaroorat

vee see| ih jaan ke mere dil noo ddoonghee satt lagee see ki toon kinaa nikamaa en, bilakul kaaeir hain| mainoo dukh hundaa hai ki toon ajihaa en| toon taan mere dil vich vas giaa en, meraa dimaag kharaab kar ditaa e, neeleean akhaan vaale shaitaana

laifatteenaintt ne zor naal tthahaakaa maariaa ate garam ret te chit lett ke havaa vich lataan lahiraaun lagiaa|

teraa dimaag taan ttheek e mariaootakaa ne kihaa|

laifatteenaintt ne fir zor naal tthahaakaa maariaa|

oe oh, goonge| kujh boladaa kiaun naheen

par laifatteenaintt tad tak aapane tthahaake maaradaa rihaa, jadon tak ki mariaootakaa ne us deean pasaleean vich ik ghasun naheen maariaa|

laifatteenaintt utthiaa ate us ne haase kaaran akhaan vich aa jaan vaale hanjhooaan deean boondaan saaf keeteean|

toon ih tthahaake kis gal te lagaa rihaa en

kamaal dee kurree en toon, mareea firalaatovanaa, kise noo vee is tarhaan hasaa sakadee hain| muradaa vee tere naal nachan lag pave

kiaun naheen tere hisaab naal taan us lakarree de ttukarre vaang manjhadhaar vich gerre kadtanaa ttheek hai, jo naa ik kinaare, naa doosare khud vee chakar vich raho ate doojiaan noo vee chakar vich paa dio

laifatteenaintt ne fir tthahaakaa maariaa| us ne mariaootakaa daa modtaa thaaparriaa|

teree jai hove, aauarataan dee mahaaraanee| meree piaaree faraaeidde| toon taan meree duneean hee badal ditee, mereean ragaan vich amrit daa prabhaav paidaa kar ditaa hai| teree upamaa anusaar main hun kise latth vaang manjhadhaar vich gerre naheen khaanaa chaahundaa| main khud mahisoos kar rihaa haan ki aje kitaabaan dee duneean vich vaapas paratan daa velaa naheen aaeaa| naheen, main aje hor jiaunaa hai| aapane dand hor mazaboot karane han| bherree vaangoon vadtade firanaa hai taan ki mere aasapaas lok mere dandaan ton ddar jaan|

kee matalab kee sachamuch teree akal tthikaane aa gee

haan, meree akal tthikaane aa gee, piaaree tthikaane aa gee meree akal shukareea, toon kujh raasataa dikhaa ditaa| jekar aseen kitaabaan lai ke baitth jaavaange ate tuhaanoo saaree duneean dee vaangaddor sauanp diaange taan tuseen taan ajihaa berraa garak karoge ki bas bilakul budhoo e toon, meree piaaree| jadon do sabhiaachaaraan

dee ttakar ho rahee hai taan gal ik paase taan laganee chaaheedee hai| jadon tak...

ausane gal vichaale hee chhadd ditee|

aus deean gahireean neeleean akhaan dumel te jameean hoeean san, auhanaan vich khushee deean chingaarreean nach raheean san|

aus ne samundar val ishaaraa keetaa ate dheemee ate kanbadee hoee avaaz vich kihaa

baadabaan|

mariaootakaa is tarhaan uchhal ke kharrhee hoee jiven us vich bijalee dauarr gee hove| usane dekhiaa

door, bahut door, dumel dee gahiree neelee rekhaa te ik safed changiaarree jihee chamak rahee see, jhilamilaa rahee see ik baadabaan havaa vich lahiraa rihaa see|

mariaootakaa ne hatheleean naal aapanee chhaatee dabaa lee| pal bhar lee taan is baadabaan te vishavaas naa karade hoe us ne us upar akhaan gadd diteean|

laifatteenaintt us de nerre aa giaa| usane mariaootakaa de hath farr le, khich ke uhanaan noo chhaatee ton alag keetaa, nachanattapan lagiaa ate mariaootakaa noo aapane chaare paase ghunmaaun lagiaa|

auh nach rihaa see, fattee pataloon vich aapaneean pataleean pataleean lataan noo upar val uchhaaladaa hoeaa aapanee kurakhat avaaz vich gaa rihaa see

saagar de us neele neele pasaar vich

safed baadabaan aapanee ik jhalak dikhaaundaa hai...

neele neele vich .. dikhaaundaa hai.... hai|

band kar ih bakavaas | mariaootakaa ne khushee vich hasade hoe kihaa|

meree piaaree mariaootakaa kamalee sundareean dee mahaaraanee hun jaan bachan daa raah nikal aaeaa aapaan hun bach ge

shaitaan kise thaan daa| dekhadaa hai naa ki tainoo vee is ttaapoo ton inasaanaan dee duneean vich jaan dee prabal ichhaa hai|

hai, prabal ichhaa hai keh taan chukiaa haan main tainoo ki mainoo is dee bahut ichhaa hai|

zaraa tthahir saanoo uhanaan noo sanket karanaa chaaheedaa hai| uhanaan noo idhar bulaaunaa chaaheedaa hai|

eis dee kee lorr hai auh khud hee idhar aa rahe ne|

ate je kise dooje ttaapoo val murr ge taan kiragizaan ne taan kihaa see ki ithe anaginat ttaapoo han| ho sakadaa hai ki saadde kolon hee nikal jaan| jaa jhoparree chon bandook chuk ke liaa |

laifatteenaintt jhapatt ke jhoparree vich giaa| uh bandook noo havaa vich uchaa uchhaaladaa hoeaa fauaran vaapas aaeaa|

eih khedd band kar| mariaootakaa chilaaee, tin goleean daag de|

laifatteenaintt ne bandook daa batt modte naal laaeaa| sheese varagee khaamosee noo cheeradeean tin goleean chalan dee avaaz havaa vich goonj gee| har golee chalan te laifatteenaintt larrakharraaeaa| hun us noo is gal daa ahisaas hoeaa ki uh bahut kamazor ho giaa hai|

baadabaan hun saaf nazar aaun lagiaa see | uh vaddaa kujh gulaabee ate peelaa see| uh shubh sagan soochak panchhee vaangoon paanee vich tilakadaa jihaa vadhiaa aa rihaa see|

eih kee balaa hai kishatee noo dhiaan naal dekhade hoe mariaootakaa burrabarraaee| kiho jihee kistee hai ih machheriaan dee kishatee varagee taan bilakul naheen| us ton taan bahut vaddee hai|

kishatee vaaliaan ne goleean dee avaaz sun lee see| baadabaan lahiraa ke dooje paase jhuk giaa ate kistee murr ke sidhee tatt val aaun lagee|

gulaabeepeele baadabaan hetthaan neele saagar dee pitthabhoomee vich ih kishatee kaale dhabe varagee dikhaaee de rahee see|

eih kishatee taan machhere vibhaag de insapaikattar dee kistee varagee lagadee hai| par uh aj kalh ithe kee karan aae han| samajh naheen aa rihaa, mariaootakaa haualee haualee barrabarraaee|

kishatee jad koee sau meettar dee dooree te reh gee taan uh khabe paase ghunmee| us te ik aadamee dikhaaee ditaa| us ne aapane doven hath moonh de saahamane liaande ate zor naal pukaar ke kujh chilaaeaa|

laifatteenaintt chukanaa hoeaa| uh age val jhukiaa| usane bandook ret upar sutt ditee ate do hee chhaalaan maar paanee tak jaa pahunchiaa| usane aapane hath failaae ate khushee vich masat ho ke cheek utthiaa

huraraa ih taan saadde aadamee ne| jaladee karo shreemaan | jaladee karo|

mariaootakaa ne aapaneean akhaan kishatee ute gadd diteean| us noo chapoo chalaa rahe viakatee de modtiaan te sunahire feete jhilamilaaunde hoe nazar aae|

mariaootakaa ik ddareesahimee chirree vaang farrafarraaee|

aus deean yaadaan vich ik chitar ubhariaa

baraf... neelaa paanee.. yevasookov daa chiharaa| usade shabad je safed gaaraddaan de hath charr ge taan is noo jiaundaa uhanaan de havaale naa kareen|

ausane hauakaa bhariaa| aapane bul chithe ate jhapatt ke bandook chuk lee|

auh badahavaas jihee cheek pee

aue, kanbakhat afasar pichhe murr main kahindee haan pichhe murr, kanbakhata laifatteenaintt gittiaan tak paanee vich kharrhaa hath hilaaundaa rihaa|

achaanak us noo aapane pichhe ag ate toofaan naal chakanaachoor prithavee greh de fattan daa bolaa kar den vaalaa dhamaakaa sunaaee ditaa| us dee samajh vich kujh naheen aaeaa| uh is museebat ton bachan lee ik paase noo kudiaa ate ttukarre ttukarre hoee jaa rahee prithavee daa dhamaakaa hee uh aakharee avaaz see, jo usane sunee|

mariaootakaa behosh ho ke ddige pe noo dekh rahee see| uh aapanaa khabaa pair anajaane hee ate aiven hee zameen te lagaataar pattak rahee see|

laifatteenaintt sir bhaar paanee vich jaa ddigiaa| usade fatte hoe sir vichon laal dhaaraavaan veh ke samundar de darapan vich ghul mil raheean san|

mariaootakaa ik kadam age vadhee, fir jhukee| uh kuralaa utthee, ausane aapanee varadee paarr suttee ate bandook sutt ditee|

paanee vich gulaabee rang de komal dhaage naal jurree hoee akh tair rahee see| us vich hairaanee ate dukh dee jhalak see| samundar varageean neeleean akhaan mariaootakaa noo vekh raheean san|

auh goddiaan bhaar paanee vich ddig pee| usane bejaan ate lahooluhaan sir noo chukan dee koshis keetee ate achaanak laas te dteh pee| uh tarrafan lagee, ausane aapanaa chiharaa lahoo naal lathapath kar liaa ate dukh bharee avaaj vich kookan lagee

mere piaare aah kee kar ditaa main akhaan kholha mere val dekh mere piaare oe, neeleean akhaan vaale

kishatee vich tatt te pahunche lok uhanaan noo injh dekh rahe san jiven uhanaan noo sap sungh giaa hove|