pooran singh dee soch daa safar

kujh mudtale shabad

pooran singh ajohaa pravaasee lekhak hai, jo hun tak ik darajan pusatakaan panjaabee saahit dee jholee paa chukaa hai| inhaan vich das, lekhaan de sangreh han ate de, kahaanee sangrahi| traimaasik roopaantar raaheen vee uh baakaaeidagee naal paatthakaan tak pujadaa aa rihaa hai| hindee vich vee tin rachanaavaan de anuvaad chhap chuke han| par us deean rachanaavaan noo aalochakaanpaatthakaa duaaraa pooree tarhaan gaualiaa naheen giaa| hathalee pusatak soch daa safar bhaag pahilaa vee larreevaar roopaantar vich chhap chukee hai|

pooran singh de kujh paatthakaan noo shikaaeit hai ki us de vichaaraan vich sapasttataa naheen hai, ate lekhak deean galaa unhaan dee samajh ton baahar han| ajehe paatthakaan noo pooran singh daa do ttuk utar hai ki uh saadhaaran paatthakaan lee naheen likhadaa| nirasandeha us de vichaaraan vich ganbheerataa hai| us de mutaaliaa daa gheraa vishaal hai| bahut ghatt lekhak han, jinhaan paas pooran singh vaang giaan de bhanddaar han| jinhaan paatthakaan noo us deean likhataan dee samajh ghatt aaundee hai, jaan gilaa karade han ki lekhak de vichaaraan daa aadhaar koee naheen taan unhaan noo uh vichaarasheelataa daa sujhaao dendaa hai| pooran singh ne poorabee te pachhamee vidavaanaan deean likhataan daa deeragh mutaaliaa keetaa hai ate uh aapanee soch haaheen panjaabee vaaratak noo naveen rogan den dee kosis karadaa hai| pooran singh deean rachanaavaan parrh ke us de vichaaraan naal sahimat honaa zarooree naheen par kise vee tarhaan us dee pratibhaa te sk dee koee gunjaaeis naheen| uh ik daanisvaravidavaan lekhak hai|

soch daa safar bhaag pahilaa pooran singh dee naveen gadarachanaa hai| par, eis noo vaaratak dee kis shrenee vich rakhiaa jaae eih sochan vaalee gal hai| zaaharaa tor te ih rachanaa pushapendr te us dee yoo.ke. rahindee sahelee sanehaa vichakaar likheean geean chittheean daa sangreh hai| par, mahiz saadhaaran chittheean naheen han, kiaunj har patr likhan ton pahilaan lag pag adhee darajan sahiyogeean de vichaaravattaandare noo javaab daa aadhaar banaaeaa giaa hai| parrhaanchattheean noo rochak banaaun lee bhaaven pichhokarr vich pushapendr te sumeet de parasapar sanbandhaan dee larree vee chaladee hai taan jo soch daa safar noo naaval daa roop ditaa jaa sake par, eis noo dtileean karreean vaalaa naaval hee kihaa jaaegaa| charachaa adheen liaande ge|

vishe, har patr noo nibandh daa roop de dende han ate har nibandh vich vaarataalaap hai| par, eih patr, nibandh naheen han|

einhaan chittheean vich jinhaan vishiaan noo motte tauar te charachaa daa aadhaar banaaeaa giaa hai, aunhaan vich falasafaa darashana, raajaneetee, eitihaas, kalaa, saahit, sangeet, sikhiaa, samaaj shaasatar, dharam ate saaeins, yathaarathavaad, rehasavaad, adhiaatamavaad, sach te jhootth, paramaatamaa te mukatee, sabhiataa ton sabhiaachaar sansakritee, shivam, satiam, sundaram suhajasuaad, aanand, aad shaamal han| puspauad ate sanehaa ik doojee noo patr likhan ton pahilaan aapane sahiyogeean naal vichaaravattaandare vich bhaag laindeean han ate sanbandhit vise baare savaalajavaab vee hunde han| pooran singh dee kosis vichaar vimaras adheen vise baare har prakaar de snke navirat karan dee hai|

soch daa safar hakeekat vich jeevan noo sedh den lee ate manakh de man andar usaaroo bhaavanaa paidaa karan lee ik uparaalaa hai| lekhak anusaar jiharree soch sihatamand, sundar ate saatavik naheen uh vadde vadde upadar karavaa sakadee hai| ise prakaar sikhiaa baare ih bhaavanaa pragatt keetee gee hai ki jiharree vidiaa manakh noo soch daa suhabatee naheen banaaundee, auh keval kaarobaaree sikhiaa hai| khoj daa mantav mahiz ddigaree haasal karan tak seemat naheen honaa chaaheedaa| pooran singh ih drirr karaaunaa chaahundaa hai ki sansaar de siaaniaan dee soch daa itihaas jaane binaan, sach dtaalan, ausaaran ate vikasaaun vaale jeevan noo jaane binaan, parrhe likhe vidavaan hon de daave karee jaane aive haasoheenee gal hai| jad is pusatak dee naaeikaa pushapendr noo yakeen ho jaadaa hai ki sikhiaa mahiz ddigareean naheen taan uh peeaich.ddee. dee ddigaree lee dooje lokaan deean socheean te aakheean galaan dee thaan aapane aap noo jaanan ate jindagee dee asaleeat noo samajhan khaatar, khoj kaaraj daa vichaar tiaag dindee hai| inhaan pataraan vich sach te jhootth, asal te nakal, rath te sansaar aad sankalapaan noo nikherriaa giaa hai|

eis pusatak daa vadderaa bhaag darasan filaasafee naal sabandhit hai| darashan dee paribhaasaa, falasafe daa janam te vikaas, yoonaan de falasafe te filaasafaraan sanbandhee verave sahit jaanakaaree de ke dasiaa giaa hai ki yoonaan, misar, bhaarat, cheen aad deean sabhiaataavaan kis prakaar dee filaasafee noo janam dindeean han|

falasafe ate sikhiaa uparant pooran singh dee soch de safar daa agalaa parraa kalaa hai| kalaa te vaad vishes karake yathaarathavaada kalaa te saahit, kalaa te ashaleelataa jaan nangej, ate kalaa de adhiain baare kaafee tafaseel vich vichaar keetee gee hai| kalaakaaraan te saahitakaaraan sabandhee vee ttipaneean daraj han| ajehe saahit noo tarajeeh ditee gee hai jo falasafe,siaasee sidhaantaan, samaajak kureeteean te kauamee gauarav deea galaa ton upar utth ke ajehee sundarataa dee sirajanaa karo jiharree saatavik aanand dendee hoee, manakhee man vich deaa karunaa, khimaa

bhaatee, mamataa, sahaanubhootee, sahinasheelataa, santokh, sahiyog ate sanjam varage komal te saatavik bhaavaan daa sanchaar karo| kalaa de vakh vakh pakhaan sanbandhee verave sahit vishalesn kar ke kalaa dee vaddiaaee ih dasee gee hai ki uh vakh vakh vaadaan ton sutantar rahe|

soch daa safar, pooran singh dee ajehee rachanaa hai jo manakheejeevan daa ajehaa maaddal pesh karadee hai, jis dee praapatee lag pag asanbhav hai| saaveen padharee te sukhaaveen sudharee jeevan jaach daa ik namoonaa gurabakhash singh preetalarree ne vee pes keetaa see| prantoo, eik aadarash de chaahavaan hundiaan vee dohaan saahitakaaraan dee pahunch vich kaafee antar hai| fir vee pooran singh dee ih rachanaa paatthak de giaan vich vaadhaa vee karadee hai, aus de jajabiaan noo haloonadee vee hai ate suhaj suaad vee dendee hai| iho change saahit deean buniaadee lorraan han| lekhak dee shakhaseeat is rachanaa vich pooree tarhaan pratibinbat hundee hai|

panjaabee vaaratak de itihaas vich is pusatak daa navekalaa sathaan hai ate pooran singh dee soch daa safar filahaal jaaree hai| aas hai change nateeje nikalanage|

ddaa karanail singh thind,

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meraa muaafeenaamaa

mereean likhataan baare kee kisam de itaraaz keete jaande han| sabh ton pahilaa ate sabh ton vaddaa itaraaj jiharraa hun ghattadaa jaa rihaa hai ih see ki toon samajhe ghatt aaundaa hai| eis baare main pahilaan hee suchet see| ise lee aapaneea pahileea pusatakaan de pahile paniaan ute main ih chhapavaa ditaa see ki einhaan pusatakaan noo parrhan lee vichaarasheelataa dee lorr hai| nirol manaparachaave de chaahavaan inhaan noo khareed ke paise jaaeaa naa karan| meree is gal daa bahute paatthakaan ne itabaar naheen keetaa hovegaa kiaunk lekhak jaan saahitakaar bahute itabaarayog viakatee naheen mane jaande| main vee paatthakaan noo is de ulatt salaah naheen denee chaahundaa|

kujh lokaan de khiaal vich meree likhatee bolee daa aauakhaapan ate oparaapan meree likhit noo mushakil banaaundaa hai| meree bolee vich hindeesansakrit sbadaan dee varaton is de oparepan ate aauakhepan daa kaaran aakhee jaa sakadee hai| puraanee umar de panjaabee paatthakaan lee panjaabee vich uradoofaarasee de shabadaan dee varaton oparee naheen| eise tarhaan naveen peerrhee de panjaabee paatthakaan noo hindeesansakrit de shabadaan dee varaton subhaavak lagadee hai| meree koshis aapanee likhit noo saral banaaun dee hai| parantoo, aapane bhaavaan de sahee pragattaave lee jadon shabad labhan dee kosis karadaa haan taan angarezee, hindee, sansakrit, auradoo ate varasee de shabad saahamane aa khalonde han| meree chon daa faisalaa hindee ate sansakrit de pakh vich hundaa hai| mainoo ih pataa hundaa hai ki angarezee daa kiharraa shabad mere bhaav dee pratinidhataa kar sakadaa hai| us daa aulabaa karan lagiaa main uradoofaarasee naalon hindeesansakrit noo pahil dindaa haan| kaaran shaaeid ih hai ki main panjaabee noo utaree bhaarat deean boleean de parivaar daa hisaa samajhadaa haan ate is parivaar dee jananee sansakrit hai|

angarezee bhaashaa de sbadaan sainasabilittee senasibilitte, sainasittivanais senasittivenesasa ate sonasittivitt senasittivitte de arabaan vich sookham jihaa farak hai| panjaabee ne ajehee sookhamataa de pragattaave lee vakhavakh shabadaroopaan dee ghaarrat naheen gharree| ajehee ghaarrat lee uh sbad apanaae jaane zarooree han jinhaan daa roopa vikaas jaan roopavigaarr sanbhav vee hove, sundar vee ate samen anukool vee| aj kal aseen uradoo faarasee pichhe naheen bhaj sakade| aapane pichhe turee aa rahee peerrhee val vee saaddee koee zinmevaaree hai|

jadon main s. gurabakhash singh jee preetalarree noo parrhanaa aaranbh keetaa see, audon

auh bahut aauakhe lage san| janamasaakhee ate panj granthee parrhan vaalaa khaalasaa sakool daa vidiaarathee japujee ate aradaas chete kar ke dhaaramak parache vich fasatt aaundaa rihaa see, par saradaar jee dee naveen vichaaradhaaraa noo samajh ate apanaa sakanaa us lee aauakhaa see| ik ver, voolich vich vasan vaale aapane ik paatthak noo me puchhiaa, tuhaanoo hor saariaan vaang, meree likhat parrhanee aauakhee naheen lagadee aunhaan daa utar see, jaroor lagadee hai par jiharree likhit noo parriaan jhatt patt samajh aa jaave us daa saanoo pahilaan hee pataa hundaa hai| us vich parrhan ate parrh ke jaanan vaalaa kujh naheen hundaa|

jadon kise likhit vich ikaeesavaravaad noo sataa de kendareekaran dee daleel aakhiaa jaave| adhiaatamavaad noo dubaajarepan daa sarot sidh keetaa jaan daa yatan hove| deshabhagatee noo gunddiaan dee aakharee dtoee dasiaa jaave aatam nirabharataa, veerataa ate saravasataa adhikaar sovaranitta aadik noo vishav saantee de param shataroo maniaa jaave| us likhit noo, aus vichaleean daleelaan noo ate us vichalee vichaara vidhee noo parrhanaa, parrh ke samajhanaa ate samajh ke jeevana khedd de chauakhatte vich fitt kar ke us daa mulaankan karanaa thorree jihee ganbheerataa ate bodhak khechal dee mang karadaa hai| us noo aauakhee ate niraarathak keh ke pare sutt den lee naa siaanap dee lorr he naa suhiradataa dee|

mere mitar, ddaa. preetam singh kainbo jinhaan ne badobadee khichadhooh ke mainoo saahit jagat vich liaandaa see noo meree bolee dee katthinaaee daa koee gilaa naheen| jiharre lok bolee noo maanasik vikaas daa saadhan ate pragattaavaa manade han, auh us dee katthinaaee daa gilaa karan dee thaan us dee gahiraaee vich jaan daa yatan karade han| uh bolee noo vadhadee, vikasadee ate lokaan dee dimaagee kasarat karavaaun lee balavaan hundee vekhanaa chaahunde han| ajehe aadameean vichon ik han mere mitar s. ajamer singh kavainttaree| uh roopaantar de har ank noo parrhan pichhon mainoo ttaileefoon karade han meree soch ate soch de pragattaave vich reh geean kamazoreean valon soochit karade han; shabad jorraa ate visraam chinhaan deean ukaaeean ute ungal rakhade han| ik ver main kaahalee vich likh giaasaaeis ne manakhee sareer baare sabh kujh jaan liaa hai | unhaan ne foon kar ke aakhiaabahut kujh jaan liaa hai, par sabh kujh naheen jaaniaa| main bhul manee ate sedh lee dhanavaadee hoeaa| ajamer jee kahinde han, jiharreean ukaaeean aseen angarezee bhaashaa vich paravaan naheen karade uh saanoo panjaabee vich kiaun paravaan han kee panjaabee bhaashaa naheen kee panjaabee satikaarayog bhaashaa naheen kee panjaabee bolee saaddee manasik ameeree de vaadhe daa saadhan naheen

hun ik hor itaraaj dee gal karadaa haan| ih itaraaz kujh vakharee prakaar daa hai ate tin vakhavakh viakateean valon vakhavakh shabadaan vich keetaa giaa hai| mere mitar s. saravan singh amolak jee daa kahinaa hai kipooran singh de vichaaraan daa aadhaar koee naheen| s. tarasem singh jee ne aakhiaa, tuhaadde vichaaraan daa koee

kendar naheen| mere chhotte veer veerindar singh de jamaatee, s. ajeet singh sidhoo kahinde han ki eih pataa naheen lagadaa pooran singh jee kahinaa kee chaahunde han|

s. tarasem singh ate s. ajeet singh sidhoo mere paatthak hee naheen, sagon roopaantar lee preranaasarot vee han| doven mitar mere naalon bahutee vidiaa de maalak vee han ate roopaantar dee har aauakh sauakh vich sahaaeitaa ate saraprasatee daa bharosaa divaa ke is noo charrhadee kalaa vich rakhan lee mainoo utashaahit karade han| ih sochanaa ttheek naheen ki ih saare mitar prasanataa dee bhaal vich siralekh thale likhe ge lekhaan daa bhaav ate manorath naheen samajh sakade| naa hee ih kihaa jaa sakadaa hai ki seins daa sansaar ate soch daa safar einhaan dee samajho pare deean vasatooaan han| jinhaan suhirad mitaraan de kintooaan noo jiven main samajhiaa haan, uven duharaa ke likhadaa haan|

amolak jee daa vishavaas saaeida ih hai ki manakhee soch madhakaal vich upaje ate parapakataa noo puje adhiaatamak, samaajak ate siaasee aadarashaan dee parikaramaa karan naalon changeraa kam kar hee naheen sakadee| soch noo adhiaatamavaad, raashattaravaad ate maarakasavaad dee taabiaadaaree karan dee majabooree hai kiaunj inhaan bagair uh aadhaaraheen ho jaavegee ate poonjeevaad dee ejantt aakhee jaavegee| meree jaache prolettereeatt ddikattettarasip puraatan yahoodee pitareepradhaan prabandh daa aadhunik parantoo avivahaarak utaaraa hai| is lee meree soch maarakasavaad dee taabiaadaaree naheen karadee| raasttaravaad ate dharam noo main manakhee samaajaan vich ghiranaa ate vair bhaav dee sadeevataa de dosee manadaa haan| adhiaatamavaad noo main manakh vichale dabaajarepan daa sarot samajhadaa haan| ih paralokapremee ate lokavirodhee hai|

mere inhaan galat jaan ttheeka vichaar daa sittaa ih hovegaa ki mereean likhataan vich paramaatamaa de anubhavee giaan daa rahisamee visathaar naheen hovegaa; desha bhagatee de taane, raashattaree geetaan dee goonj, deshabhagataan deean adatee kurabaaneean de sohile, maatabhoomee dee mittee daa tilak karan dee reejh ate prataapaan, jhaanseean prat sharadhaa meree likhit daa visaavasatoo naheen bananage naa hee duneea de mazadooraan noo ikatthe ho ke poonjeepateea kol aarathak ate siaasee sataa khohan lee hathiaaraband inakalaab dee salaah hee mereean likhataan daa hisaa banegee|

meree likhit daa aadhaar kee hoeaa

je main amolak jee ate unhaan de hamakhiaal viakateean dee mano sathitee daa ttheek andaazaa laa sakiaa haan taan meraa utar ih hai ki main aapaneean likhataan jaan aapane vichaaraan lee kise aadhaar dee chon naheen kar sakaangaa| mere ilam ate anubhav vichon upajiaa hoeaa meraa vishavaas hai ki kise viakatee jaan kise manakhee samaaj noo changeraa banan lee jaan changeree jeevan jaach dee usaaree karan lee kise adhiaatamak, dhaaramak, raashattaree jaan siaasee aadaras dee adheenataa dee lorr naheen|

s. ajeet singh sidhoo ate s. tarasem singh jee mainoo kise aadarash dee adheenataa

karan lee naheen kahinde| meree jaache uh jaananaa chaahunde han ki mereean likhataan manakh maatar dee kiharree manzal val sanket karadeean han| inhaan vichalaa kendaree sunehaa kee hai ate unhaan dee ih jagiaasaa soch daa safar ate saaeins daa sansaar vichale lekhaan naal vadhere sanbandhat hai|

meraa nimaanaa jihaa utar ih hai

rinesaans, saaeins, masheenee kraantee, takaneek ate kanpiaoottar aadikaan ne mil ke saaddee duneea noo enaa badal ditaa hai ki is lee madhakaaleen kadaraankeemataan daa tiaag zarooree ho giaa hai| aavaajaaee ate sanchaar de saadhanaan ne duneea de deshaan noo ik vadde shir de muhaliaan daa roop de ditaa hai| aittamee hathiaaraan dee bhiaanakataa ne dharam yudhaa, jahaadaan ate inakalaabaan de shaitaanee chihariaan ute aadarasaan de nakaab laah ke inhaan vichale pasoopune ton ddaran ate amanashaantee lee taanghan noo bahaadareean, kurabaaneean ate baleedaanaan dee hirade heenataa de ttaakare vich vadhere satikaarayog ate zarooree kam sidh kar ditaa hai| jeevan dee lorr deean cheejaa dhana dee beorrakee upaj dee samarathaa ne samachee manakh jaatee lee surakhiat, sukhee ate satikaarayog jeevan dee usaaree deean sanbhaavanaavaan noo janam ditaa hai| vapaar de vikaas ne sahaaeitaa, sahiyog ate nirabharataa dee bhaavanaa noo kauamee gairat, aatam nirabharataa ate sabhiaachaarak sreshattataa dee hainkarr naalon bahutaa satikaar den dee lorr paidaa kar ditee hai| puraatanataa, adhiaatamakataa, daarashanikataa ate soorabeerataa aadik aadarasaan daa sahaaraa le bagair sansaarak jeevan noo sundar ate satikaarayog banaaun dee samarathaa rakhan vaalee padaarathavaadee sabhiataa noo apanaaun dee samachee sabhia manakh jaatee dee parabal ichhaa manakh maatar noo sabhiaataavaan ate sansakriteean dee sankeeranataa vichon baahar aa ke vishaal manakhee parivaar vich paraves karan dee preranaa den lag pee hai|

manakh jaatee de is supane noo saakaar karan lee sadeevee aman, nirashasatreekaran, dharatee de dhan dee niaae pooran vandd, shosn rahit vapaar, sansaar viaapee vidiak prabandh, vishav daa saanjhaa niaae prabandh, saanjhee vigiaanik khoj, samachee manakh jaatee de jeevanapadhar dee usaaree daa kendaree yatan ate is sabh kaase lee shaaeida ik visv sarakaar dee lorr vee mahisoosee jaan vaalee hai| pachhamee hathiaaraan de mul vajon ddragaan ate rafiaoojeean de khotte sikiaan de roop vich vasoolee vaalaa sauadaa pachhamee des bahutaa chir naheen kar sakanage| pachhamee janasaadhaaran hathiaaraan de vapaar vich sramasaaree mahisoos karan lag piaa hai|

madhakaaleen aadarashaan dee ainak raaheen vekhiaa ih supanaa keval khuskhiaalee disegaa| jangalee manakh de jeevan noo aadhunik unat manakh de jeevan de sanamakh rakh ke vekhiaan is supane vich kiaasee gee tabadeelee bahut hee chhottee ate bahut hee sauakhee apanaaee jaa sakan vaalee disegee| mainoo ih sauakhee ate subhaavak tabadeelee jaapadee hai| jo is de raah vich madhakaaleen mahaan aadarasaan deean alangh rukaavattaan naa hon|

main ih naheen kahindaa ki faanseesee kraantee ikale rooso de shoshal kaanattraikatt daa nateejaa see jaan kaaral maarakas de kaipeettal ne roos vich inakalaab lai aadaa| ajeheean tabadeeleean pichhe bahut saare siaasee, samaajee ate aarathak kaaran kam kar rahe hunde han| parantoo is gal ton inakaar vee naheen keetaa jaa sakadaa ki likhana bolan vaale lokaan duaaraa parachaare hoe vichaar vee baakee saare kaaranaan vich shaamal hunde han| saaeins, sanat ttaikanaalojee ate vishavavapaar duaaraa kiaaseekalapee jaan vaalee duneea dee usaaree inakalaab naheen, vikaas hai| inakalaabaan dee soch vichaar de bahute parasaar dee lorr naheen hundee| ginatee de kujh aagooaa de ishaare ute nachanattapan vaale lokaan noo soch dee thaan naarejaikaare dee lorr hundee hai| vikaas vises karake aadhunik vigiaanak vikaasa lee janasaadhaaran dee soch daa vikaas jarooree hai| soch de vikaas binaan lok samaajak, dhaaramak, saansakritik ate raashattaree hadabandeean vichon baahar aaun daa saahas naheen karanage| inhaan vanddeean dee lachhamana rekhaa noo ilaahee hukam daa darajaa dinde rahinage| aadhunik duneea dee naveen usaaree lee manakhataa vich koee ekataa, koee saanjh vekhee jaanee zarooree hai|

saare madhakaal vich manakhee ekataa dee gal naheen keetee gee| eeshavaree ekataa jaan vaahadaaneeat noo main manakhee ekataa naheen manadaa| ih roman ainparar jaan bhaaratee samraatt dee ekataa see| manakhaan vich aatamaa naan dee kise hond dee saanjh jaan ekataa dasee jaandee rahee hai| ih niraarathak ate avivahaarak ekataa see| is ekataa ne jahaadaan, dharamayadhaan ate morachaabandeean samen kise virodhee vichalee aatamaa dee chintaa naheen keetee| is dee lorr hee naheen see| aatamaa amar ate abhaj see| is dee chintaa karanee vaddee moorakhataa dee gal see belorraa kam see|

manakhaan vichalee bhaavuk ekataa rajogunee biratee hon karake mitarataa, sahiyog ate sahaaeitaa de apanatamoolak ghere noo aapane deshadharam de lokaan tak seemit kar ke aapane ghere ton baaharale lokaan prat sangharab deean bhaavanaavaan ate sanbhaavanaavaan vich vaadhaa karadee see| manakhee bhaavukataa vich piaar de bhaav noo srestt thaan praapat hai| parantoo is de vivahaarak roop daa gheraa bahut tang, adhikaaraatamak ate maalakeemee posasesasive hai| is daa adhiaatamak, daarashanik ate pachhaanaatamak roop, aatamaa vaag, avivahaarak, niraarathak ate kaalapanik hai| ise lee is prakaar de piaar noo rab jaan aatamak piaar aakh ke sansaarak vivahaar vichon khaaraj kar ditaa jaandaa hai|

jis piaar ne pachhaanaroopaan honaa hai us dee jarr bhaavakataa dee rajogunee dharatee dee thaan vichaar dee saatavikataa vich hovegee| ate us noo piaar dee thaan sahaaeitaa, sahiyog, satikaar, aapasee nirabharataa, shisttaachaar ate sadaachaar dee

1. piaar kabajaa naheen, pachhaan hai keh ke s. gurabakhash singh jee ne is noo aapamuhaaree bhaavukataa de pasoopune naalon nikherr ke bauadhik sookhamataa ate svaisanjam dee saadhanaa daa roop den daa yatan keetaa see|

sikhalaaee aakhiaa jaanaa vadhere yog hovegaa|

satikaar sabhiaachaar ate shisttaachaar roopee pachhaanamulak piaar vichaar dee sundarataa, sutantarataa ate saatavikataa daa naan hai| manakhataa vich saanjh ate ekataa dee bhaavanaa vichaar de vikaas binaan sanbhav naheen| vichaar daa vikaas is bhaavanaa daa hee doojaa naan hai| is lee main madhakaaleen ate puraatanakaaleen daarashanikataa de rajogunee varataare noo nangaa karan de naal naal is vichale saatavik ans dee gal karadaa hoeaa ih gal kahin daa yatan karadaa haan ki har prakaar dee manakhee soch, manakhataa dee saanjhee soch hai| ih kise ik desh dee kirat naheen| jithe ih bhulee ho uthe vee ih saaree manakhataa dee bhul jaan majabooree see ate jithe is ne manakhee kaliaan dee bhaavanaa noo utaariaa hai uthe vee is kaaraj dee vaddiaaee daa hakadaar koee ik samaaj jaan des naheen, sagon samachee manakhataa hai|

auparokat do chaar vaakaan vich aakhee gee jaan aakhee jaa sakan vaalee gal daa, soch daa safar vich enaa lamaa chauarraa visathaar kiaun keetaa jaa rihaa hai

eis lee ki vichaar daa vikaas at lorreendee ate lamee parakiriaa hai| aapane bhaav noo do ik vaakaan vich keh ke uddadee uddadee gal kar den naal sidhaantaan dee pareepooranataa naal saanjh paa chukee maanasikataa noo murr vichaaran ate sutantrataa naal sochan lee preriaa naheen jaa sakadaa| ih zarooree hai ki ajehee maanasikataa noo soch de samache safar dee hamasafar banaa ke ih vikhaaeaa jaave ki kithe ate kadon kiharraa galat morr murr ke soch ne jeevan lee kalesh daa bee beejiaa hai| aj jadon saaeins ate takaneek de sahaare dharatee utalaa jeevan saanjh, sahiyog ate sundarataa deean sanbhaavanaavaan de sanamakh khalotaa hai, auh soch noo koee galat kadam chukan ton rokan de yog taan hee ho sakegaa je uh soch de samache itihaas dee jaanakaaree rakhadaa hove|

pooran singh

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sanehaa, meree sanehaa jaan piaaree sanehaa likhan noo jeea naheen karadaa

tainoo ethon giaa chhe maheene hon lage han| aapane viaah deean tasaveeraan ghalan pichhon toon iaun chup saadhee hai jiven uh tasaveeraan naheen sagon tereemeree mitrataa daa talaakanaamaa san| je toon unhaan noo iho kujh samajhadee hai taan unhaan de utar vich likhee hoee meree chitthee noo aapane faisale viradh keetee gee apeel jaan ke, aus noo rad keete jaan dee soochanaa hee mainoo de chhaddadee| baaee jee kolon jadon vee puchhadee haan taan utar miladaa hai, aus ne aap taan koee chitthee likhee naheen, bharaa jee deean chittheean ton raazee khushee dee khabar miladee rahindee hai| are bhaaee, kujh taan das ki ih viaah daa jaadoo hai jaan pachhamee duneea daa prabhaav ki toon uh sabh kujh bhul gee hai, jiharraa kujh maheene pahilaan saadde lee dil dee dharrakan jinaa jarooree jaapadaa see| sundarataa, kalaa, darashan, vishavamatrataa, maanavavaad, dharam ate vigiaan saaddee vaarataalaap de vishe hunde san| sunahiree saveraan ate suramee saamaan vich jaranailee sarrak ute turadiaan meelo meel chale jaan dee bedhiaanee kadee kadee, vaddiaan vaasate chintaa ate krodh daa kaaran vee ban jaandee see| panjaab deean sarrakaan, pichhale das saal dahishat de bhaar hetth ju dabeean raheean han| saaddeean saveraan ute bhiaanakataa daa prachhaavaan pare ho jaan naal saaddee alharr umar daa asaavadhaan aasaavaad maapiaan de krodh noo asaar aakh ke saadde pairaan noo murr unhaan paiddiaan ute tor dindaa see|

mere lee ih sabh kujh bhul sakanaa aauakhaa hai| toon is noo bhul gee hain shaaeid eih khiaal karake enaa gusaa aaundaa hai ki tere naalon sanehasanbandh torr den noo jeea karadaa hai| par ih vee taan enaa sauakhaa kam naheen| je anbee kattaangee, taan charrh kis de ute raah dtole daa takaangee vaalee majabooree ban gee hai| jeevan vich ajehaa kujh vaapar rihaa hai, jisanoo tere varage kise aapane naal saanjhaa karanaa jarooree ho giaa hai| aapane viaahutaa jeevan de anandamee jaan chintaa bharapoora jeevan dee sundarataa jaan kuroopataa ute jis safalataa naal toon paradaa paaee rakhiaa hai onee dteetthataa mere vich naheen|

tainoo pataa hai ki paapaa jadon kachahiree ton chhuttee kar ke ghar aa jaande han taan kujh chir pichhon koee ik karamachaaree shaaeid chaparraasee kujh faaeelaan lai ke ghar aaundaa hai ate paapaa unhaan faaeelaan noo, aapane nijee samen vich jaan saadde samen vich parrhade parrataalade han| mainoo ih gal kade changee naheen lagee ki paapaa dafatar daa

kam ghar lai ke aaun| chalo je liaaunaa hee hai taan do chaar faaeelaan aapanee kaar jaan jeep vich rakh ke vee liaa sakade han| bhalaa ih kee shaan hoee ki aap khaalee hath ghar aa jaao auh vee kaar jaan jeep vich baitth ke ate tuhaadde pichhe pichhe ik aadamee faaeelaan chukee dauarriaa jaan saaeekal chalaaundaa aave

naheen bettaa, eih shaan dee gal naheen sagon ik lorr hai| din de kamakaar pichhon dafatar de karamachaareean ne ih vekhanaa hundaa hai ki kiharreean faaeelaan ziaadaa jrooree han| kesaan dee chhaanabeen vich kujh samaan lagadaa hai| main uthe betthaa auddeekadaa rahaan, eih unhaan noo changaa naheen lagadaa| ho sakadaa hai unhaan dee aazaadee vich kujh farak paindaa hove| is lee uh faaeelaan ghar bhejade han| main bahut vaar aakhiaa hai, main uddeek laindaa haan, tuseen faaeelaan vakh kar ke mainoo de dio| par uh manade naheen| das main kee karaan

pichhale do dtaaee maheeniaan ton ik navaan karamachaaree faaeelaan lai ke aaun lag piaa see| chauaveepanjhee saal daa saadhaaran jihaa nauajuaan saadhaaran jihe, par saafa suthare vasataraan vich, puraanee jihee saaeekal de hainddal naal lagee ttokaree vich do chaar faaeelaan rakhee lag pag roz shaam noo ghar aaundaa see ate faaeelaan paapaa de dafatar jaan kamare vich rakh ke chalaa jaandaa see| us saadhaaran aadamee vich kujh vee ajehaa naheen see jo kise dooje lee kise dilachasapee daa kaaran ban sake| vaddeean vaddeean nauakareean ute lage, vaddeean vaddeean kottheean vich vasade lokaan naal usanoo vee koee dilachasapee naheen see lagadee| uh paapaa noo jhuk ke salaam naheen see karadaa, par uh se adab vee naheen see jaapadaa| aj shukaravar jadon uh faaeelaan lai ke aaeaa, paapaa ghar naheen san| uh ghar das ge san ki unhaan ne dauare ute jaanaa see ate ho sakadaa see ki raat battaale jaan kaadeean rahinaa pai jaave| is gal daa us noo vee pataa see| main us de aaun ton ghanttaa ku pahilaan paapaa de dafatar vich aa baitthee saan| hun toon ih naa samajh laveen ki main uthe usanoo ikaliaan milan dee ichhaa jaan aas naal aaee saan| main keh chukee haan ki us vich kise asaadhaaran khich dee anahond hai| achhaa ih gal ethe hee chhaddadee haan| jis ne jo samajhanaa hai usanoo uh samajhanon rokiaa naheen jaa sakadaa| mainoo pataa hai ki main is lee uthe gee saan ki kujh chir ikaant vich baitth ke parrh sakaan| paapaa daa ih kamaraa unhaan de kachahiree vaale kamare vaang hee nihaaeit praaeevett hai| ghar daa koee jeea ghatt vadh hee is vich aaun dee lorr mahisoos karadaa hai; eih tainoo pataa hai| toon kahengee ki aj main is kamare vich aaun dee uchechee lorr mahisoos keetee see| chal aakhee jaa koee farak naheen paindaa|

kamare daa daravaajaa khulhaa see, taan vee us ne hath vich farree painasil naal daravaazaa khattakhattaaeaa| main aakhiaa, langh aao| us ne andar aa ke faaeelaan mez ute rakh diteean ate ik parracholaveen nazar meree nott buk ute paa ke aakhan lagaa, tuseen koee ucheree parrhaaee kar rahe ho

haan, main peeaich.ddee. kar rahee haan|

tuhaaddaa ttaapik kee hai

aus duaaraa ih prashan puchhiaa jaavegaa, eis gal dee mainoo aas naheen see| main taan ih samajhadee saan ki kachahiree daa ik saadhaaran karamachaaree sanbhav hai chaparraasee peeaich ddee. ton vaakif naheen honaa chaaheedaa| is faisale tak pujan lagiaa main is gal daa chetaa bhul gee saan ki jis viakatee ne meree kaapee vich chaarapanj sakattaan dee bhaatee paa ke ih jaan liaa see ki main kise ucheree preekhiaa dee tiaaree kar rahee saan uh chaparraasee taan ho sakadaa see par us dee soojhaboojh saadhaaran naheen see ho sakadee| jis saralataa ate bharose naal us ne aapane prashan puchhe san uh vee kise saadhaaran soojhaboojh de lakhaaeik naheen san| kujh chir lee main uven hee mahisoos keetaa jiven kise uch vidiaale vich meraa pahilaa din hove| aapane aap noo zaraa sanbhaal ke main utar ditaa| ek kalaatamak varadaanayathaarathavaad|

auh hai, tuseen yathaarathavaad noo kalaa lee varadaan man ke ture ho aapo aapanee soch hai| mainoo taan yathaarathavaad kalaa daa saraap hee jaapiaa hai| meree jaache yathaarath sreshatt kalaa daa visaa naheen| yathaarathavaad taan kalaa lee kalank vee sidh ho rihaa hai|

tuseen vee koee theesas likh rahe ho

jee naheen| kalaa sanbandhee jo vichaar mere han uho jihe vichaaraan vaale viakatee daa theesas ajoke kalaa paarakhooaan ate pareekhiakaan noo pravaan naheen hon lagaa| is lee main is rasate turan dee moorakhataa jaan daleree naheen kar sakadaa| ih keh ke us ne hath jorre ate vidaaeigee lee thorraa jihaa sir jhukaaeaa| jaande jaande noo main aakhiaa, yathaarathavaad sanbandhee tuhaadde vichaar kujh vakhare vee han ate anokhe vee| kujh chir ruk ke, zaraa ku visathaar naal samajhaa sakoge

binaan kujh kahe uh pichhe parat aaeaa ate mere valon kise sanket dee uddeek keete binaan, mez de dooje paase pee kurasee ute iaun sahij naal baitth giaa jiven uthe bahin daa usanoo adhikaar praapat ho giaa hove| main paapaa dee kurasee ute baitthee hoee saan ate iaun aseen ik dooje de saahamane ik dooje ton ddedt jaan de meettar dee vith ute baitthe hoe saan| aapaneean doven hatheleean mej ute rakh ke, aapanee nazar mere chihare ute ttikaa ke ate ik bemaloomee jihee musakaraahatt noo aapanee soojh ate suhiradataa dee jmaanat de roop vich aapane chihare dee sajaavatt banaa ke us ne aakhiaa, daso kis vichaar daa visathaar chaahunde ho par main adhe ghantte ton ziaadaa naheen ruk sakaangaa|

mainoo iaun jaapiaa jiven kise sakoch, kise uchech jaan kise prakaar dee kise bhoomikaa lee mere kol koee samaan naheen see| ih vichaar vee jhattapatt mere dimaag vich aa giaa ki je uh ik oparee thaaven aa ke enee tasalee ate apanat daa vikhaalaa paa sakadaa hai taan aapane ghar vich baitthee main kiaun kise prakaar de sankoch jaan uchech daa uhalaa zarooree samajhaan| ganbheer vishiaan dee charachaa mere lee naveen gal vee naheen see| is lee main vee use sahij daa vikhaalaa paaun daa yatan keetaa jiharraa sahij us lee ik subhaavak jihaa aachaar ban giaa prateet ho rihaa

see| aapane sayatan sahij noo aapanaa saadhaaran vivahaar pragatt karadiaan hoeaan main aakhiaa, aapane do ku vaakaan vich tuseen yathaarathavaad noo kalaa lee saraap yathaarath noo kalaa daa kalank ate sreshatt kalaa lee adtakavaan visaa vasatoo aakh ge ho| ih sabh kujh visathaar dee mang karadaa hai| ih nirane, nishache hee kise tarak vichon upaje han| je naheen taan ganbheer tarak dee uddeek kar rahe han| vakat ziaadaa vee lag sakadaa hai| aj is visevaarataa daa aaranbh kar lainde haan doosaree kise milanee ute gal pooree kar lavaange|

jee naheen, eih mere nirane naheen han; saadhaaran raavaan han| meree kaahal vichon upajee hoee sankhepataa ne mere vaakaan noo niraniaan daa roop de ditaa hai shaaeid|

tuhaaddee kaahal daa ik kaaran taan main samajh sakadee haan| din bhar de kam naal akathak ge hovonge| main chaah banaa ke liaaundee haan| chaah peendiaan kujh galaan vee kar lavaange|

jee naheen, mainoo koee bhaaraa kam naheen karanaa paindaa| is lee thakevaan mainoo naheen hundaa| rahee gal akeven dee, kudarat ne karorraan saalaan dee ghaalanaa naal manakh lee ik karamabhoomee dee sirajanaa keetee hai, visamaad bharee is vichatar karamabhoomee vich vicharade jis manakh noo akevaan mahisoos hundaa hai, aus dee akh noo is sansaar dee sundarataa naal saanjh paaun daa subhaag praapat naheen hoeaa| ethe dukh, chintaa, audaasee, auddeek, aashaa, niraashaa ate kaahal aadik taan ho sakade han, par akeven noo koee thaan naheen honee chaaheedee| meree kaahal daa kaaran ih hai ki main ghar jaa ke aapane chhotte jihe bageeche vich kam karanaa hai| je main vele sir naa giaa taan mere maataa jee us kam noo shuroo kar denage| uh kise kam noo samen ton edharaodhar naheen hon dinde| hun ih naa samajh lainaa ki uh mainoo ddaanttaddapatt vee karanage| uh kise naal guse ghatt hee hunde han| haan, jadon unhaan ne kam shuroo kar liaa hovegaa udon unhaan noo us kam ton hattaa ke main aap us kam noo karanaa aaranbh naheen kar sakaangaa| uh kam karanage ate mainoo laage baitth ke unhaan noo kam karadiaan vekhan dee majabooree hovegee| is noo meree anagahilee dee sazaa vee aakh sakade ho| oeh ho, aseen taan vaadhoo galaan vich vakat barabaad kar rahe haan| daso, gal shuroo kithon karee

gal shuroo vee ho chukee hai ate is ne chhetee chhetee mukanaa vee naheen| is lee main chaah daa prabandh karadee haan| ih aakh ke main us daa utar uddeeke binaan hee kurasee ton utth ke kamariaun baahar aa gee ate rasoee vich puj ke chaah banaaun vich rujh gee| chaah peen dee lorr us noo bhaaven ghatt see, par chaah banaaun dee lorr mainoo ziaadaa see| ene samen vich main us ajeeb aadamee deean anokheean galaan ute murr vichaar vee karanaa chaahundee saan ate aapane maanasik santulan noo ttheek vee karanaa chaahundee see| gais kukar ute chaah lee paanee garam ho rihaa see ate mere man vich us deean aakheean hoeean galaan, agarrapachharr ate betarateebeean jiheean duharaaeean jaa raheean san| mere maataa jee kam karanage ate mainoo kol baitth ke unhaan noo kam karadiaan

noo vekhan dee sazaa bhugatanee pavegee| koho jihee ajeeb maan hai ih| auh kise naal guse kade ghatt hee hunde han| taan vee eis putar noo maan de ttaaeem ttebal daa enaa khiaal karanaa paindaa hai| kinaa mitthaa sanbandh hai ih|| jis noo is visamaadee jagat vich akevaan mahisoos hundaa hai us ne is sansaar dee sundarataa daa rehas naheen pachhaataa| sidhe saade ate lorraanthurraan bhare jeevan vichon kinee khushee, kinaa santokh praapat kar sakan dee samarathaa he is nike jihe parivaar vich| vaddeean vaddeean praapateean daa maan karan vaale lok kade ene santushatt ate chaah lee kukar ute rakhe hoe paanee ne ubal ke meraa dhiaan aapane val morr liaa| mainoo chaah daa saamaan ttre vich chukee jaandee noo vekh ke bee jee ne ddraaeing room vich hee puchhiaa, kee gal putar, chaah aap kiaun banaaee hai deepoo noo aakh dindee|koee gal naheen bee jee, keh ke main chaah lai ke us kol puj gee| chaah dee piaalee banaa ke main us val vadhaa ditee| piaalee noo hath vich lai ke us ne ganbheer lahize vich aakhiaa, saadde kol keval pandaraan mintt bache han| ih chaah peen vich lag jaane han| yathaarathavaad sanbandhee saaddee vichaar mulatavee karanee pavegee|

koee gal naheen| ih vichaar fir kise vele kar lavaange| mainoo lagaa hai ki inhaan vaadaanvivaadaan naalon pahilaan tuhaanoo jaananaa vadhere zarooree vee hai ate rochak vee| ho sakadaa hai ki ik dooje de vichaaraan naal aseen sahimat naa ho sakee, prantoo jeevan prat tuhaadde drishatteekon dee sundarataa ton abhaj reh sakanaa mainoo aauakhaa lagadaa hai|

tasaan chaah bahut changee banaaee hai par main mitthaa zaraa jiaadaa pasand karadaa haan | penddoo aadamee haan naa, kahindiaan us ne piaalee vich khandd daa ik bharapoor chamach paa ke changee tarhaan gholiaa| ik ghutt bhariaa ate aakhiaa, ab aaegaa mazaa| ih aakh ke us ne mere val vekhiaa| usanoo shaaeid ih khiaal naheen see ki main us val vekh rahee saan ate bahut mitthe vaalee chaah daa ghutt bharan pichhon us deean akhaan vich aaee chamak ton, aus dee mitthe prat is kamazoree daa pataa laa ke, aus kamazoree noo uchee shrenee de taraajoo ute tol rahee saan| ik dooje val vekh ke aseen doven hee jiven trabhak jahe ge| dooje hee pal aapane aap noo sanbhaal ke us ne aakhiaa, meraa khiaal hai yathaarath kise vee kalaa daa yog vishaa naheen| kalaa dee jananee kalapanaa hai| yathaarath vigiaan daa visaa hai ate kalaa vigiaan naheen|

kalaa vigiaan bhaaven naheen taan vee is de nem han, maanadandd han|

kalaa de nem kalaa de suaamee naheen, sevak han seemaa naheen hadabandee naheen, majabooree naheen, keval sanket han, sujhaa han| ih nem vigiaan jaan ganit de nemaan vaang katthor naheen han| mainoo dtidd peerr hove jaan tez bukhaar, main kise mitr de viaah vich bhangarraa paa rihaa hovaan jaan kise sanehee de vichhorre naal udaas, do ate do sadaa chaar hee rahinage| ganit de nem meree sanvedanaa ton abhaj han| ih katthor bauadhikataa de dhaaranee han| game dil inhaan nukataacheenaan noo sunaae naa bane| par mereean udaaseean vich sansaar deean saareean bahaaraan noo mere lee udaas kar den

dee sanbhaavanaa ate samarathaa hai| mereean khusheean is jagat noo mere lee ramaneek banaa sakadeean han| kalaa viakatee ate samaaj de bauadhik sanbandhaan daa itihaas naheen, sagon haaradik sanbandhasauandaray dee sirajanaa hai|

auh chaah peenee bhul ke aapane khiaalaan de naal naal uchaa ate ucheraa jaaee jaa rihaa see| us de chihare ute ik anokhee jihee aabhaa fail rahee see| uh mere ton hee naheen sagon aapane aap ton vee door ho giaa lagadaa see| is maanasik avasathaa daa kujh ajehaa prabhaav see kamare vich ki main vee us daa pichhaa karan lee vivash ho gee jaapadee saan| jiven bevase hee mere kolon ih prasn puchhiaa giaa,kujh siaane ih vee taan kahinde ge han ki ih sansaar kise sirajanahaar de aadaras daa utaaraa hai, aus de man vich samaae asal dee nakal hai, ate kalaakaar is jagat noo aapanee kalaa daa vishaa banaa ke nakal dee nakal karadaa hai| is sanbandh vich tuseen.....

meraa vaak aje adhooraa hee see| is dee paravaah keete binaan hee us de andaralee kise utejanaa ne prabhaavashaalee bhaasaa daa roop dhaaranaa aaranbh kar ditaa| aapaneean nazaraan noo mere chihare ute ttikaaee uh keh rihaa see, anajaan san uh lok jinhaan ne is srishattee noo asal dee nakal aakhiaa| ih ik maualik sirajanaa hai| jis sirajanahaar de man vich aadarasaan daa akhatt khazaanaa hai us de hathaan vich uh nipunataa kiaun naheen ki us dee sirajanaa us de aadarasaan naalon adhooree reh gee| adhoore lokaan daa kalapiaa hoeaa sirajanahaar dee adhooraa hai| ih lok sirajanahaar ate us dee sirajanaa noo aapaneean ichhaavaan ate trisnaavaan dee takarree tolade rahe han| je is jagat vich kujh ajehaa vaapar giaa jo unhaan de hit vich naheen see taan ih jagat kise asal dee nakal ate adhooraa ho giaa| jo paireekaleej, sapaarattaa dee sainaa kolon haaran dee thaan unhaan ute jit paa giaa hundaa taan is jagat dee preebhaashaa badal jaanee see| ho sakadaa hai fir kalaakaar vee nakal dee nakal karan vaalaa naa ho ke ik sirajanahaar hundaa ate us dee sirajanaa us de aapane kalapanaa lok vichon upajee hoee hon karake nakal dee thaan asal hee aakhee jaandee| paireekaleez de haar jaan kaaran sirajanahaar adhooraa ate us dee rachanaa ik adhooree nakal, jo hoee hai, taan keval kujh ik lokaan lee| sapaarattaa vaaliaan daa faisalaa zaroor is ton ulatt hovegaa|

jadon uh poore vang vich bol rihaa see us samen bee jee kamare vich daakhal hoe| unhaan noo aaundiaan main vekh liaa see, par us dee pitth daravaaze val hon karake uh is galon anajaan see| chaah vaalee ttre dohaan hathaan naal farree hon karake main kamare vich daakhal hon lagiaan daravaajaa band naheen saan kar sakee| khulhe daravaaje andar aaun karake bee jee bilakul chupachaap andar aae san| daravaajaa khulhan dee aavaaj vee naheen see hoee| uh paapaa dee savaittar un rahe san| andaralaa drish vekh ke unhaan de hathaan vich farreean ate tej hiladeean salaaeean haualee haualee ahil

ho geean| unhaan dee baanh hetth polaa jihaa dabaaeaa hoeaa un daa golaa pataa naheen kadon farash ute ddig piaa ate rirrh ke meettar ku dee vith ute jaa ttikiaa| bee jee daa is samen kamare vich daakhal honaa kise sarovar de ahil paanee vich kise kankar pathar de ddig pain vaang see| mere man dee ikaagarataa vich upajan vaaleean tarangaan us dee surat naal jaa ttakaraaeean| us ne trabhak ke pichhe vekhiaa ate vekhadiaan saar kurasee ton utth ke sir jhukaaee ik paase jihe khalo giaa| bee jee de kujh puchhan ton pahilaan hee main aakhiaa, bee jee, ih paapaa de dafatar vich kam karade han| faaeelaan chhaddan aae san|

kee kam karanaa en, kaakaa

jee, main us dafatar vich chaparraasee haan| do ku maheene hoe han kam karade noo| mainoo der ho rahee hai| sat sree akaal|

bee jee ne un daa golaa farash ute hee piaa rahin ditaa| salaaeean mez ute rakh ke use kurasee ute baitth ge jis uton uh utth ke giaa see| unhaan ne bahut hee puraane, siaane ate unhaan anusaar ganbheer par mere khiaal vich bahut hee haasoheene suaal mere kolon puchhe| har prashan daa tasaleebakhas utar praapat kar lain pichhon unhaan ne aapane suaalaan varageean puraaneean, siaaneean ate ganbheer par mere khiaal vich belorreean naseehataan keeteean ate ddaraaeing room val chale ge| bee jee dee haalat ute thorraa jihaa taras aaeaa ate aapanee haalat ute mainoo bahut saaree hairaanee hoee| inhaan bhaavaan vichon chhetee hee baahar aa ke main use mez ute baitthee tainoo chitthee likhan lag pee haan taan ju gharreeanpalaan dee bheerr vich bhattak jaan ton pahilaan main us de vichaaraan noo, aus de aapane shabadaan vich patraarapan kar sakaan| us deean aakheean galaan noo main inabin taan naheen lag pag us de aapane sbadaan vich tere tak puchaaun daa yatan keetaa hai|

aro haan, yaad aaeaa| tainoo ik gal puchhanee hai| main kalaa noo nakal dee nakal keh ke paletto daa havaalaa ditaa see| us ne paletto daa naan taan naheen liaa| par usade vichaaraan baare kujh aakhiaa jaroor hai| kise paireekaleez daa jikar keetaa hai| koee raajaa maaloom hundaa hai| unj taan main ik inasaaeekalopeeddeea vich is baare parrh sakadee haan, par kauan mathaa maare| is dee kujh jaanakaaree likh ghal| mufat haath aae to buraa kiaa hai|

teree chitthee vichon tere aapaniaan baare jaanakaaree haasal kar ke unhaan noo sat kusat likhanee aaranbh karaangee|

bee jee noo main naheen dasiaa ki tainoo chitthee likh rahee haan, ate naa hee jhaaee jee noo |

teree aapanee ,

pataa naheen toon samajhadee hai ki naheen

pushapindar|

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eesatt haimalanddan,

21.5.95

meree...... piaaree........ pusapindar naheen pushapendr

sabh ton pahilaan tainoo ih das lavaan ki main chhe maheene tak chup kiaun saadhee rakhee, patar kiaun naa likhiaa|

suna

supaniaan ate sansiaan naal jinaa vaah kurreean noo paindaa hai, onaa munddiaa noo naheen| sabhanaa saahure vanyanaa sabh mukalaavanahaar hundeean han| ih sach har kise noo pataa hai, par ih pataa karan dee khechal koee naheen karadaa ki ih kiharre kiharre supane ate kine ku sanse lai ke baabal de deson ate amarree de viharriaun vidaa hundeean han| meree haalat saadhaaran kurreean naalon vakharee see| mainoo iaun lagadaa see| ki main janam ton hee falasafe naal viaahee hoee haan ate ik viaah ttutte binaan doojaa sanbhav naheen| ih meraa pahilaa sansaa see|

main jhaaee ate pitaa jee dee ikalee aaualaad haan| rakharree banhan lee karanajeet dee kalaaee taan saanoo dohaan noo praapat hai, par aapane maapiaan de burrhaape dee vahingee is saravan de modtiaan ute rakhanon mainoo sadaa sankoch aaundaa rihaa hai| dooje sanse daa bhaar pahile naalon ziaadaa see|

main hindoo parivaar vich jamee palee haan| mere pitaa jee ne mainoo aapane mitr dee nonh banaaun dee zid pooree keetee hai| pitaa jee daa bharosaa mere man daa sahaaraa bhaaven ban sakadaa see, prantoo nijee anubhav ute aadhaarat vishavaas hor hunde han ate baaharon dite ge bharose hor| main is parivaar de saare jeean noo mil chukee saan; par is parivaar daa hisaa ho jaan dee gal kade naheen see sochee| pitaa jee kade kade aapane mitr naal is prakaar dee gal karade zaroor san par main is noo do mitaraan dee aapasee mitrataa de goorrh noo pragatt karan vaalee vaarataalaap ton vadh kujh naheen saan samajhadee| jadon ih rishataa ho giaa taan main sochan lag pee, aapane maataa pitaa ton bahut door, paraae desh, anapachhaate lokaan vich meraa jeevan | teejaa sansaa hor vadhere bhaaraa see|

meree sareerik haalat, jis noo jhaaee jee muttaapaa ate bee jee changee sihat aakhade san, vee mere sansiaan vich shaamal see| prantoo, eis paase bahut dhiaan de ke main sochadee

saan, panjaab vich trinjan lag pag muk ge han| jeevan vich vaapareean tabadeeleean ne chirreean de chanbe vaale geetaan noo puraatan kar ditaa hai| teraa meraa sahel panjaab dee puraanee sansakritee daa ik prateek maatar hai| saaddee mitrataa vich jiven panjaab daa sadeean daa itihaas simatt ke samaa giaa hai| teree meree preetalarree de ttutt jaan de sanse daa bhaar sabhanaan ton vadh see|

meraa khiaal hai ki viaah ton pahilaan daa kujh samaan peke ghar vicha ate viaah ton pichhon daa kujh samaan sahure ghar vicha larrakee daa man sansiaan de bhaar hetth enaa dabiaa rahindaa hai ki supane sir chukan daa heea naheen karade| ih beeja roop ban man dee kise parat vich pe rahinde han| sahure ghar daa vaataavaran anukool hon jaa ho jaan aute inhaan dee hond daa ahisaas hon lag paindaa hai| tainoo pataa hai ki meraa viaah hindoo reetee ate aadhunik saadagee naal hoeaa see| doven mitar ik dooje daa ghatt ton ghatt kharachaa hoeaa vekhanaa chaahunde san| ik sikh parivaar noo hindoo reetee naal hoeaa viaah sanpooran tauar ute pravaan naheen hovegaa, eih meraa vichaar see| main samajhadee saan ki landdan jaa ke meraa aanandakaaraj vee hovegaa par ajihaa kujh naa hoeaa| keval mairij rajisattaree dafatar jaa ke kaanoonee viaah karanaa piaa ate ik saratteefikett mere hath farraa ditaa giaa|

eis viaah dee rangeenee ate rauanak aapane dtang dee see| is viaah ton pahilaan main aapane sahureghar jaan aapane ghara kujh hafate reh ke aapane naven parivaar baare bahut kujh jaan liaa see| sansiaan ne mere man vichon vidaa honaa aaranbh kar ditaa see| is lee main is viaah ate viaah te pichhon ditee gee paarattee vich pooree pooree dilachasapee lee ate is dee rangeenee ate rauanak de ik ik pal noo niraa maaniaa hee naheen sagon aapane jeevan dee vaddamalee daualat samajh ke is noo tasaveeraan ate veeddeeo filamaan dee tijoree vich band kar ke rakh liaa hai| ih sabh kujh kise dooje patr vich likhaangee| hun taan ih dasan daa yatan kar rahee haan ki main patr likhan vich enee dtil kiaun keetee|

eis parivaar vich aa ke sabh ton pahilaan achanbhaa mainoo milan vaalee apanat ute hoeaa| ghar daa har jeea jiven kee saalaan ton naheen, kee janamaan ton mainoo jaanadaa see| mere jeevan saathee dee vaddee bhain, ausadaa patee ate unhaan de bache sabh pahilaan ton hee mainoo pachhaanade san| mereean aadataan ton jaanoon san| meree vidiaa daa unhaan noo pataa see, main falasafe dee sattooddaintt haan, eih vee| tere jeejaa jee daa chhottaa veer ate unhaan de mitr mereean pasandaan ton jaanoon san| unhaan ne viaah dee paarattee samen uho tuhafe liaande jinhaan daa zikar aseen doven karadeean raheean haan| iaun lagadaa see ki saaddeean galaan uh kidhare luk ke sunade rahe san| ithon daa har sanbandhee teree meree mitraa ton jaanoon hai, tere naan ton jaanoon hai, tere baare oneean hee galaa kar sakadaa hai jineean main|

sabh ton vaddee gal ih ki ih saare lok pitaa jee ate jhaaee noo onaa hee

jaanade han jinaa main ate toon jaanadeean haan| karanajeet baare inhaan noo pataa hai, aus de kaparriaan de naap tak|

eis parivaar vich do cheezaan ukeean naheen hana ik maasaahaar ate doojaa kise dhaaramik jathebandee daa moh| unj is parivaar de mukheesaadde paapaasanpooran tor ute dhaaramik viakatee aakhe jaa sakade han| giaanavigiaan de premee, mitraan de mitr, bachiaan vich bache, budtiaan vich budte ate juaanaan vich juaan hundiaan hoeaa uh asal vich bachapan dee saralataa de dhaaranee han| unhaan dee suhabat ik subhaag hai| mere lee sabh ton vaddee kashis vaalee gal ih hai ki uh falasave dee lagan vaale han| unhaan daa kamaraa utam pusatakaan naal bhariaa piaa hai| us kamare vich jaa ke iaun prateet hundaa hai jiven tuseen hoe beete saare daaniaan dee mahifil vich jaa baitthe ho| paapaa naal galaan karanaa puraane daarasnikaan naal vaarataalaap karan de tul ho|

tere jeejaa jee de maataa jee taan saadde sabh de maataa jee han| dudh de bhare hoe piaale ute chamelee dee ful vaalee saakhee taan asaan sunee hoee hai; prantoo is saakhee daa saakhiaatakaar saadde maataa jee han| parrhe hoe naheen han, par jagat de tamaashe noo jis niralepataa naal vekhade han ate har honee noo jis dheeraj naal saveekaar karade han, auh jugatee kise sarasavatee noo vee inhaan kolon sikhan dee lorr hai|

eih praapateean eneean adabhat san ki mainoo is sabh kujh de vaasatavik hon daa vishavaas naheen see hundaa| pichhale saare maheene main iho jaanan daa yatan karadee rahee haan ki ih supanaa ho jaa asaleeat| bhaleebhaant niranaa kar lain ton pahilaan main tainoo ih sabh kujh likhanaa naheen saan chaahundee| hun jadon mainoo yakeen ho giaa hai ki ih parivaar is jagat dee ik vaasatavikataa hai ate meraa is parivaar naal sanbandh ik jeeaundee jaagadee sachaaee hai taan tainoo patar likhan hee vaalee saan ki teraa patar aa giaa hai| ingalaindd dee prakritik sundarataa ne vee mere patar noo lett keetaa hai| pichhale chhe maheene bhaaven saradeea de maheene san taan vee tere jeejaa jee ne saaree valait vikhaa ditee hai maheeniaan vich| jinhaan vaadeean ate jheelaan ne saile, keettas ate varaddazavarath paidaa keete san, aunhaan dee yaataraa karadiaan ih chhe maheene kiven udd pudd ge kujh pataa hee naheen lagaa| valaitee saradeean dee suny mainoo bahut changee lagee|

toon mere valon patar naa likhan daa gilaa keetaa hai jis de ttaakare jaan badale vich main vee ik gilaa karan dee lorr mahisoos karadee haan| toon aapane patar vich ik shabad dee varaton bahut keetee hai| uh sbad hai chitthee| are re re| is noo likhadiaan meree kalam ne kinaa kirakiraapan mahisoos keetaa hai| ih shabad kinaa kharhavaa ate katthor hai| is dee thaan patar likhiaa naa taan teraa dharam khatare vich paindaa hai ate naa hee panjaabee bolee, hindee bhaashaa dee makarooz hee manee jaandee hai| makarooj de arath han karajdaar; jis ne kise kolon karazaa liaa hove| is parivaar noo

auradoo ate faarasee naal vee saneh hai| is lee meree bolee vich vee inhaan boleean de shabad ralade jaa rahe han| panjaabee kol pahilaan vee uradoo faarasee daa ditaa hoeaa bahut kujh hai| unj hindee kolon vee kujh liaa jaa sakadaa hai; hor naheen taan tere naan de shabadajorr sodhe, savaare ate sabhiaae jaa sakade han|

toon ik anokhaa viakatee vekhiaa hai ate main ik anokhaa parivaar| toon hairaan hai ki anaitikataa de kalar vich naitik sankoch daa kamal kiven ug piaa ate main hairaan haan ki parivaarak asathirataa dee asaadh samasiaa de rogee samaaj de regisataan vich ih nikaa jihaa nakhalisataan, binaan kise ucheche yatan de, aapanee sundarataa ate seetalataa noo kiven kaaeim rakh rihaa hai|

eis parivaar vich chhotte motte saare prashan parivaarak ikatarataa vich vichaare jaande han| saaraa parivaar ikatthaa baitth jaandaa hai; koee kurasee ute te koee bhunje galeeche ute| maataa jee ajehee kise ikatarataa vichon gair haazar bhaaven naheen hunde, par aapane valon koee hisaa naheen paaunde| unhaan noo vekh ke prateet hundaa hai ki uh ajehe avasaraan daa khoob aanand lainde han| galabaat vich jadon vee koee betarateebee hundee jaape jaan koee uchaa, kaahalaa jaan bevaaree bole taan paapaa kujh naheen kahinde| anushaasan kaaeim rakhan dee zinmevaaree maataa jee dee hundee hai| uh aam karake holee, suno, naa bhee, zaraa tthahir jaa, eih tin chaar shabad jaan vaakans hee uchaarade han| har koee unhaan dee aagiaa daa paalan karadaa hai paapaa vee| maataa jee noo is gal daa pooraa bharosaa hai ki unhaan de parivaar vich unhaan dee aagiaa saravotam hai| parivaarak ikatarataa ton chhutt hor kise samen uh aapane is adhikaar dee varaton karan dee lorr mahisoos naheen karade|

jis din teraa patar miliaa see use shaam main patar hath vich farree paapaa kol gee ate aakhiaa, paapaa ik zarooree patar aaeaa hai| tuhaanoo parrh ke sunaaunaa hai ate utar den lee tuhaaddee sahaaeitaa vee lainee hai|

achhaa jee, patar aa hee giaa|

paapaa, tuhaanoo is patar de aaun daa pahilaan hee pataa see

aunhaan ne musakaraa ke aakhiaa, bettaa, jhaaee udaas hovegee| pitaa jee preshaan honage| patar taan likhanage hee| ih jaananaa koee aauakhaa kam naheen|

naheen paapaa, eih pitaa jee daa patar naheen| unhaan de patar taan sidhe tuhaanoo aaunde han| ih meree ik sahelee daa patar hai|

bahut suaadalaa hovegaa| chhetee sunaa| par koee parade vaalee gal..... auh neejh laa ke mere moonh val vekh rahe san| main kihaa, achhaa, hun dhiaan naal suno|

main teraa patar parrh ke sunaaeaa ate jithe jithe toon patar dee thaan shabad chitthee fir kalam daa moonh kirakiraa ho giaa| likhiaa see othe othe, zaraa attak attak ke, mainoo tere vaakaan vich lorreendee tabadeelee karanee pee| patar sun ke unhaan ne kise

aashaa bharapoor aanand daa anubhav kar liaa prateet hundaa see| kujh chir, akhaan meettee, sir hilaaunde, vaah, vaaha ate aa haa haahaa daa uchaaran karade rahe| main kihaa, kee gal paapaa

hamaare chaman men deedaavar aaeaa hai| kabhee ham us ke, kabhee apane chaman ko dekhate hain|

paapaa, tusaan taan gaalib ate ikabaal noo ikatthe kar ditaa hai|

vichakaar aap baitth giaa haan| ih milaap naheen nararr hai| anajaane galatee ho gee| chalo dohaan kolon muaafee mang lainde haan|

eis patar daa utar jaraa jaladee denaa chaahundee haan|

tere lee kee aauakhaa hai| unj ih prashan itihaasak hai, daarashanik naheen| are naheen| saaeid daarasnik vee hai|

paapaa, sooraj dee roshanee vich momabateean jagaaun dee bhul koee naheen karadaa| prasn itihaasak hove jaan daarasnik, autar tusaan hee denaa hai|

chale iaun karade haan ki saare mil ke utar dinde haan| sanicharavaar dee shaam noo ik meetting rakh lavo|

kee ih kiaasoparee gal naheen ki ghar dee nonh noo aae ik sahelee de patar daa utar den lee saaraa parivaar ikatthaa baitthe, patar sune, aus ute vichaar kare, ate kee utar denaa hai us vich aapo aapanaa hisaa paave prantoo is parivaar lee ih ik saadhaaran jihee gal hai| is parivaar de jeea mil baitthan ate khush hon daa koee mauakaa hathon jaan naheen dinde| uchede yatan naal ajehe mauake paidaa kar lainde han| agalee chhuttee ute rasoee vich kee kujh pakaaeaa jaan vaalaa hai| amake mitar de larrake de janamadin ute kee tohafaa ditaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| itiaadik galaan ton lai ke daarasnikaan, saahitakaaraan, kalaakriteean ate sidhaantaan ute ganbheer vichaaraan lee vee ikatthe hon daa rivaaj hai| ganbheer vichaar daa ih pahilaa mauakaa see mere lee, kise parivaarik ikatarataa vich is ton pahilaan iho vichaaraan hundeean san ki is ver kis paase jaanaa hai ate agale aitavaar kis noo ghar bulaaunaa hai| is parivaarak ikatrataa vich paapaa ne aapane ik mitar noo uchechaa bulaa liaa see ate unhaan daa chhottaa veer chacheraa bharaa achaanak aa giaa see| is meetting dee saaree kaaravaaee tainoo hoobahoo likh rahee haan| shabad mere aapane naheen han sagon bolan vaaliaan de han| tere jeejaa jee ne is ikarataa dee veeddeeo filam vee tiaar kar lee see ate kaisatt rikaaraddar ute vee rikaaradding kar lee see| main kaisatt ttep sun ke tainoo utar likh rahee haan| veeddeeo ttep dee kaapee tainoo ghal diaangee| toon vekhegee ki tere patar noo kinee ikaagarataa naal suniaa giaa see| patar dee samaapatee ute tere jeejaa jee ne aakhiaa,

bande noo sochanaa aaundaa hai| zaroor parrhiaalikhiaa aadamee hovegaa| par chaparraasee daa kam kiaun karadaa hai eis gal dee samajh naheen aaee| saaddaa desh.... |

paapaa de mitar ne vaak pooraa naheen hon ditaa, naheen bettaa, parrhelikhe aadamee sochanayog naheen rahinde|

tusaan us dee gal pooree naheen hon ditee| ih maataa jee dee aavaaz see| o sauaree| bettaa, tuseen gal kar lavo|

main taan bas iho kahinaa see ki saaddaa desh jeeneeas daa mul paaunaa naheen jaanadaa|

pratibhaa noo pataa hundaa hai ki uh amal hai| uh vikaaoo maal ban ke manddee vich naheen aaundee| je aa jaave taan pratibhaa kaahadee vidiaa vidavaan paidaa karadee hai, vichaaravaan naheen| aapanee gal samaapat kar lain pichhon chhotte veer ne aapane vadde bharaataa paapaa val iaun vekhiaa jiven aapanee kahee gal baare unhaan daa niranaa jaananaa chaahundaa hove| paapaa ne aapanaa dhiaan us valon hattaa ke aapane mitar val vekhiaa| mitar ne zaraa musakaraa ke aakhiaa, veer jee, tuseen daso|

.paapaa kahin lage, vidiaa ate pratibhaa de sanbandh dee gal kaafee mehatavapooran hai| meraa khiaal hai ki pratibhaa vee nirol alauakik vasatoo naheen manee jaanee chaaheedee| ih ik vikaas hai, eik usaaree hai, ate vidiaa daa jaan kise vishes prakaar dee vidiaa daa is usaaree naal gooharraa sanbandh hai| is nojuaan noo vee kise naa kise prakaar dee vidiaa ne koee naa koee sahaaeitaa zaroor ditee hai| is vishe ute vichaar fir kise vele karaange| aj taan ih vekhee ki us de patar vichon kiharreeankiharreean ajeheean sochaan upajadeean han, jinhaan daa zikar ate utar jrooree hai| mere val vekh ke unhaan ne aakhiaa, eih toon hee das bettaa, kiaunk patar daa utar toon likhanaa hai|

main aakhiaa, pahilee gal taan ih ki us ne yathaarathavaad noo kalaa daa kalank ate yathaarath noo saahit lee jaan sreshatt saahit lee adtukavaan visaa aakhiaa hai ate doojee ih ki meree sahelee paireekaleez baare jaananaa chaahundee hai|

tere jeejaa jee daa chhottaa veer bol piaa, kujh ku galaan meree samajhe naheen peean|

je das dio ki ih yathaarathavaad kee balaa hai taan shaaeid main vee kujh jaan sakaan| us de chaachaa jee ne aakhiaa, yathaarathavaad daa matalab hai reealeizam| hun taan ih balaa naheen rahee naa|

eis de naal nikeean vaddeean hor kee balaavaan han; par main ttohattaah ke matalab samajhan dee koshis karaangaa| tuseen age ture raho|

eih sabh kujh sauakhaa ho jaanaa hai, bettaa| inhaan shabadaan dee varaton baar baar honee hai| toon inhaan de pasiantee ate madhiamaan roopaan ton jaanoon hai| keval baikharee roop hee samajhan vaalaa baakee hai|

ankal jee, tuseen taan gal hor vee gunjhaladaar kar ditee hai| ih pashiantee, madhiamaan ate bekharee daa kee chakar hai

eih gal ethe, eis samen naheen hilaaee jaa sakadee| roopaantar de dooje ank

vich ik lekh chhapiaa see bhaashaa ki maatabhaasaa uh lekh aapane ankal kol baitth ke parrh laveen|

ttheek hai, paapaa| hun tuseen yathaarathavaad dee gal karo|

naheen, veer jee, yathaarathavaad us nauajuaan daa vishaa hai| us noo is baare keh lain dio| tuseen paireekaleez dee gal karo|

zaraa tthahir ke| main kaisatt badal navaan| jraa chaik kar lavaan ki veeddeeo ute rikaaradding vee ttheek ho rahee hai|

tere jeejaa jee ih keh ke aapane kam vich rujh ge| maataa jee utth ke kichan val chale ge ate hameshaa vaang paapaa vee unhaan dee sahaaeitaa lee uthe pahunch ge| paapaa kichan vich chaah daa saamaan liaa ke ttebal ute sajaaun lag pe ate baakee saare aapoaapanee thaan baitthe galaan karade rahe| chhotte veer ne utth ke khirrakee saahamane paradaa khich ditaa ate kamare vich bateean jagaa diteean| kamare daa vaataavaran garameean daa dhupiaalee valaitee saam ton badal ke ghasamailee siaalee saam varagaa ho giaa| ih des bhoomadh rekhaa ton door ate utaree dharuv de nerre ho| is karake ethe garameean vich raataan bahut chhotteean ate din bahut lame ho jaande han| joonajulaaee vich raat de das, saadte das vaje tak sooraj dee roshanee rihaa karegee| nauan saadte nauan vaje tak taan niree rosnee hee naheen sagon dhup vee hovegee| ethe saam dee dhup daa aapanaa navekalaa hee komal jihaa prabhaav hundaa hai| is prabhaav noo hor vee sukhaavaan kar dindee hai is des dee dharatee ute failee hoee hariaaval| unj taan landdan vich vee besumaar paarak han, jinhaan vich jaa ke valaitee garameean dee komal dhup dee chhuh daa aanand maaniaa jaa sakadaa hai; par ih shahir bahut vaddaa hon karake is sanbandh vich is deean kujh seemaavaan han| chhotte shiraan de vasaneek lameean sunahiree saamaan daa jinaa aanand maanade han, onaa landdan de lok naheen maanade|

saaddaa desh sareerak sukhaan ate kheddatamaasiaan noo man dee chanchalataa manadaa aaeaa hai| pachhamee sabhiataa inhaan noo jeevan deean mahaan praapateean manadee hai| kheddatamaase lee saver daa samaan uchit naheen| savere utth ke kaarakhaaniaan ate dafataraan noo bhajan dee kaahal hundee hai| manaparachaave lee saam daa samaan hee ttheek hai| is karake yorap vich saam de samen daa uchechaa saansakritik mehatav hai| ethe saam onee hee satikaarayog hai jinaa saadde des vich amrit velaa kade hundaa see| ethe ingalaindd vicha garameean noo des deean gharreean ik ghanttaa age kar leean jaandeean han| is daa nateejaa ih hundaa hai ki savere ik ghanttaa pahilaan jaag ke lok kamaan ute chale jaande han ate saam noo ik ghanttaa pahilaan ghareen puj jaande han| saam aapane kudaratee samen naalon ik ghanttaa lameree ho jaandee hai| themaz nadee de kandtiaan ute baneean paarakaan vich indarapuree de rang khilar jaande han|

kujh ik shaamaan barasaat dee bhettaa charrh jaandeean han| unj taan barasaat ton

bachan lee pabaan, kalabaan ate vadde vadde haalaan daa chokhaa prabandh hai, par kudarat naal saanjh kaaeim naheen rahindee| is lee dhupiaaleean shaamaan daa vadh ton vadh laabh lain dee ruchee valauat de lokaan vich aam hai| sanicharait noo vises karake|

khulheddalhe kamare de ik paase lage hoe ddaaeining ttebal ute chaah daa saahaa saamaan sajaaeaa jaa chukaa see| saare chaah peen lee aa ge ate is meetting dee baakee kaaravaaee chaah peendiaan hee nibhaaee gee|

veer jee, chaah vee peende raho ate gal vee chaaloo rakho|

yoonaan ne kee daarashanik paidaa keete han| silapakaar, kavee, naattakakaar, vigiaanee ate sant vee anek prantoo raajaneetee de khetar vich paireekaleez ate sikandar ih do naan hee varananayog han|

paapaa dee gal vich hee ttok ke chaachaa jee ne aakhiaa, sikandar baare taan aseen saare hee thorraa bahutaa jaanade haan par paireekaleez baare kade ghatt hee suniaa parrhiaa hai| is daa koee vishes kaaran hai

jis kisam daa jaan jis padhar daa itihaas aam karake saadde sakoolaan vich parrhaaeaa jaandaa rihaa hai ate hun tak parrhaaeaa jaandaa hai us vich jangaanyadhaan ate mulakageereean daa varanan hee pradhaan hundaa hai| jangaan naal vaah paireekaleez noo vee piaa hai; prantoo us ne mulakageereean dee thaan mitrataavaan ate usaareean noo vadhere pasand keetaa hai| us daa zikar saadhaaran kisam de itihaasaan de mech naheen aaeaa|

sikandar saadde itihaasakaaraan noo bahutaa jachadaa rihaa hai|

eis daa samaan kiharraa see veer jee

eih 495 poo.ee. vich paidaa hoeaa see| mahaatamaa budh 563 poo.ee. vich janame san| iaun ih budh jee naalon 67 saal chhottaa see| main kihaa, paapaa, paireekaleez, sukaraat ate paletto tinaan de samen daa thorraa jihaa aaeeddeea ho jaan naal saaree gal kujh vadhere saral ho jaavegee|

haan settaa, sun lavo, par chetaa rakhanaa jaraa mushakal hovegaa| fir vee kujh sahaaeitaa zarooree milegee| sukaraat umar vich paireekaleej naalon 25 ku saal chhottaa see| uh 470 poo.ee. vich janamiaa see ate 399 poo.ee. vich us noo zahir daa piaalaa pee ke maran dee sajaa ditee gee see| paletto daa janam paireekaleej dee mauat ton do ku saal pichhon hoeaa see| paireekaleej 429 poo.ee. vich mariaa see| iaun paletto de janam dee taareekh 428 poo.ee jaan 427 poo.ee. banadee hai| sukaraat dee mauat samen paletto dee umar atthaaee ku saal see|

taareekhaan chete rakhaneean aauakheean han, enaa hee kaafee hai ki ih chetaa rakhiaa jaave ki ih sabh kujh mahaatamaa budh de jeevan kaal de nerre terre vaapariaa hai|

bilakul ttheek| yoonaanee mithihaas vich takadeer jaan honee noo bahut vaddaa darajaa praapat hai| unhaan daa pradhaan devataa, jeeas vee honee saahamane bebas ho jaandaa| hai| honee jaan takadeer daa sidhaant puraatan yoonaan de itihaas ute use bharapoorataa

naal laagoo hundaa hai jis bharapoorataa naal mithihaas ute| vishes karake paireekaleez de itihaas ute honee jis niradaitaa naal laagoo hoee hai, auh samachee manakhataa lee dukhadaaeik hai|

veer jee, aunj taan honee ne hun tak aadamee daa pichhaa naheen chhaddiaa taan vee puraatan itihaas pichhe kujh vigiaanak kaaran zaroor honage jinhaan ton anajaan hon noo manakh honee aakhadaa aaeaa hai|

main samajhadee haan ki jiharree itihaasak ghattanaa saaddee vaarataalaap daa vishaa hai, ause baare ih vichaar vee keetee jaanee chaaheedee hai|

paireekaleez us samen paidaa hoeaa see jadon misar aapanee sataa dee sikhar chhoh ke iraaneean dee adheenagee pravaan kar chukaa see| yoonaan nike nike kee nagara raajaan vich vanddiaa hoeaa see| ih nagar raaj aape vich larrade rahinde san| inhaan dee futt kaaran eeraan kee nagar raajaan ute kaabaj ho chukaa see| yoonaanee nagar raaj eeraanee taakat daa ttaakaraa karanaa chaahunde san| sapaarattaa yoonaan daa sabh ton vadh shakateesaalee nagar raaj see| par uh eeraan viradh aapane guaandtee nagar raajaan daa saath den noo tiaar naheen see |

veer jee, kee lok taan is sidhee jihee gal noo vee honee hee aakhade honage

tuseen bhaaven naa aakho par ethanaz de nagar raaj lee sapaarattaa daa ih vivahaar ik honee hee see|

uh kiven

je sapaarattaa is dal vich shaamal hundaa taan ethanaz noo is dal daa netaa hon daa avasar naheen see milanaa| sapaarattaa de pare rahin naal ethanaj noo saradaaree milee ate ethanaj daa jamahooree hukamaraan, paireekaleez, eis sangh daa netaa banaaeaa giaa|

jamahooree hukamaraan daa kee matalab, paapaa

eis daa matalab hai lokaan daa chuniaa hoeaa netaa, raashattarapatee, pradhaan mantaree jaan haakam|

audon vee ilekashanaz chonaan hundeean san

zaroor

aj ton dtaaee hazaar saal pahilaan

haan, haan, eis ton vee pahilaan| maniaa taan ih vee jaandaa hai ki saadde desh vich vee vaidik kaal vich raajaa lokaan duaaraa chuniaa jaandaa see| mahaanbhaarat dee kathaa ih dasan daa yatan karadee hai ki kise yog viakatee noo raajagadee den dee pradhaa daa tiaag kar ke aapane putaraan noo, mohavash, raajaadhikaaree banaaun dee ichhaa ne bhaaratavarash vich vaddaa kales utapan keetaa|

veer jee, aus samen daa prajaatantar kee aj kalh varagaa hee see

prajaatantar deean kamazoreean jaan buraaeean udon vee us de naal san ate

aj vee naal han| inhaan daa sudhaar vee sanbhav hai| par ih gal sach hai ki us samen daa jamahooree prabandh saadde ajoke jamahooree prabandhaan naalon kite vadh jamahooree see| ih jaan ke hairaan hoeedaa hai ki eshanaz vich adaalataan de jaj ate fauajaan de jaranail vee vottaan naal chune jaande san | sukaraat noo mritoo dandd den vaale jaj lokaan duaaraa chune hoe san|

paapaa, eih daso ki honee kiven vaaparee

eiaun ki eeraanee haar ge| yoonaan dee jit hoee| ethanaz noo ate us de netaa paireekaleej noo sharadhaa naal vekhiaa jaan lag piaa| agon lee yoonaan dee rakhiaa dee jinmevaaree ethanaj noo sauanpee gee ate dooje nagar raajaan lee ih jarooree ho giaa ki uh jaan taan sainikaa dee ik vises sankhiaa ethanaj noo den jaan onee sainaa de prabandh lee dhan den| lagapag saare raajaan ne dhan denaa pravaan keetaa ate chhetee hee ethanaj de raaj kol beorrakaa dhan ikatthaa ho giaa|

eih taan vaapar gee honee| an kamaaeaa dhan zaroor paap val preradaa hai|

ho sakadaa hai iven vee hoeaa hove| prantoo paireekaleez ne dhan dee suyog varaton keetee see| uh mahaan usaraeea, neeteevaan, kalaapremee ate drirrhasankalapee see| uh vadde jaageeradaar gharaane vich jamiaa see| us dee maataa daa gharaanaa us de aapane gharaane naalon kite vadh dhanaadt see| doven gharaane prajaa tantravaadee san| is lee paireekaleez noo janasaadhaaran ate uchavarag dohaan daa bharosaa praapat see| jinhaan yoonaanee khanddaraan dee yaataraa ajoke manakhaan lee vishes mehatav ate aakarasn vaalee gal hai, auhanaan khanddaraan deean imaarataan dee usaaree paireekaleez de raaj vich hoee see| us dee agavaaee vich bitaae teeh saal ethanaj daa sunahiree samaan san| pahilee ver ethanaj ne daarashanikaan noo aakarasit keetaa| saare nagar raajaan vich aapane pratee satikaar upajaaeaa| ethon tak ki sapaarattaa daa nagar raaj vee ethanaj kolon bhai khaan lag piaa see|

saareean praapateean de baavajood ethanaz ate sapaarattaa daa rishataa bhai, eerakhaa ate ghiranaa daa rishataa rihaa| jiven jiven ethanaz daa aisvaraj vadhadaa giaa tiven tiven sapaarattaa dee eerakhaa vee vadhadee gee| ant is eerakhaa ne peelopeeneeseea dee jang daa roop dhaaran kar liaa| ih ik lamee larraaee see, jis vich pahile saal paireekaleez daa palaa bhaaraa rihaa| agale saal desh vich paleg fail jaan naal hajaaraan sipaahee mar ge te paireekaleej de do putar vee| jang vich pair ukharran lage ate lokaan dee sradhaa vee ghattan lag pee| lokaan dee sradhaa noo taan paireekaleej ne kujh kaaeim kar liaa par 429 poo.ee. vich aapane savaasaan dee ttuttadee ddor noo uh gandt naa laa sakiaa|

sapaarattaa ate ethanaz dee dushamanee paireekaleej dee mauat ton pichhon vee panjhee saal tak chaladee rahee ate 404 poo ee. vich ethanaz de pooree tarhaan naal haar jaan ute hee samaapat hoee| manakhee sadabhaavanaa ne jine ku samen vich ethanaj dee sundarataa

paidaa keetee see, manakhee man de kar bhaavaan ne one ku samen vich us noo nashattabhristt kar ditaa| bhristtaachaar ate anaitikataa vadhan lag pee| siaasee guttabandeean hon lag peean ate nijee vairaan, virodhee ate badaliaan daa dauar shuroo ho giaa| paireekaleez de kee saatheean noo, ethon tak ki usade putar noo doshee tthahiraa ke mauat dee sazaa ditee gee| us de is putar daa naan vee paireekaleej see ate is noo 406 poo.ee. vich maariaa giaa see|

sukaraat umar vich paireekaleez naalon panjhee ku saal chhottaa see| us ne ethanaj noo usaradevikasade vee vekhiaa see ate us dee barabaadee vee us deean akhaan saahamane hoee see| jis prajaatantar jaan jamahooreeat naal paireekaleez noo ishak see, oeh jamahooreeat at daraje dee ghinaaunee vasatoo ban gee see| sukaraat jamahooreeat daa virodhee see| paletto paireekaleez dee mauat ton do ku saal pichhon paidaa hoeaa see ate unhaan saalaan vich parrhalikh rihaa see ate juaan ho rihaa see jinhaan vich us daa desh pairo pair patan val jaa rihaa see| aapane usataad sukaraat vaang, auh vee prajaatantar daa sharadhaaloo naheen see| is de ulatt jis sapaarattaa dee sainik skatee ne us de desh dee barabaadee keetee see uh sapaarattaa ate us daa siaasee prabandh aus de dil dimaag ute amatt prabhaav paaun vich safal ho giaa see | juaan ho rahe paletto ne aapane desh vich sramasaaree, haar, autashaahaheenataa, gareebee, bhukhamaree, siaasee kharrayantar ate jhootthe mukadame vekhe san| us ne kee jaranailaan ate neeteevaanaan noo ajaaeen marade vekhiaa see| us de aapane usataad, sukaraat ne us deean akhaa saahamane dam torriaa see| uh aapane desh noo inhaa dosaan ton mukat karanaa chaahundaa see| uh jadon vee aapane desh de ujal bhavakh dee rooparekhaa uleekan lagadaa see audon sapaarattaa us dee kalapanaa vich saakaar ho jaandaa see | peelepeeneesheea dee jang ate jang vich haariaa hoeaa ethanaz palette lee ik dukhadaaee jhaakee see| shakatee, jang ate jit noo aadarash man ke turan vaale paletto ne sapaarattaa de lokaan dee jeevana jaach noo saahamane rakhadiaan hoeaan raajaneetee, vidiaa, dharam, naitikataa ate kalaa sanbandhee aapane vichaar sansaar noo dite| uh siaanaa hon de naal naal samaaj vich vee bahut uchaa ate aadarayog thaan rakhadaa see| nateejaa ih hoeaa hai ki jang ate jit noo aadarash manadiaan hoeaan us ne vidiaa, kalaa ate naitikataa aadik noo siaasat de sevak banaaun daa bharapoor yatan keetaa| ise gal val saadde nauajuaan daa ishaaraa hai| uh bahut had tak ttheek hai, eih kahin vich ki paletto de mat noo binaan parrataale sreshatt maniaa jaanaa, auchit naheen| tuseen meree is gal naal vee sahimat hovoge ki sapaarattaa baare changee tarhaan jaane binaan paletto daa mulaankan sanbhav naheen|

je akathak naa ge hove taan main kujh kahinaa chaahavaangaa| ijaazat hai nimarataa naal paapaa de mitar ne aakhiaa| kiharraa khooh gerrade rahe haan, jo thak jaavaange ate ak jaanaa hor vee maarraa

hai| suniaa naheen ak jaan vaaliaan noo us nauajuaan ne kee aakhiaa hai mez ute piaa chaah daa saamaan chuk ke ttre vich rakhade hoe chaachaa jee bole|

eik do minttaan vich mez utalaa saaraa nikasak kichan vich puj giaa| maataa jee ne saare baratan ddisavaashar vich ttikaaune suroo kar dite| saariaan dee sahimatee vekh ke paapaa de mitar ne kahinaa suroo keetaa, paireekaleez dee kahaanee bahut udaas kahaanee hai| asal vich manakhajaatee daa saaraa itihaas iho jiheean udaaseean naal bhariaa piaa hai| satayug vee niree kalapanaa naheen, primittiva kamiaoonizam jaan aad samaajavaad aiven managharrat galaan naheen han| je saaree dharatee ute naheen taan kidharekidhare puraatan manakhee samaajaan vich iho jihaa kujh naa kujh jroor hond vich aaeaa hai| je puraatan samen de lok adrait ate mokash varage sookham sidhaantaan ton jaanoon ho sakade san taan jamahooreeat dee soojhaboojh koee vaddee gal naheen| mere khiaal vich ih sabh kujh kidhare kidhare upaj ke vinaas noo praapat hoeaa hai| inhaan sookhmataavaan daa vinaas kise takadeer jaan honee de mathe naheen marrhiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa| is daa aapanaa kaaran see|

uh kee

veer jee, tuhaadde duaaraa baarabaar duharaae jaan vaale sidhaant vich is daa utar hai| tuseen saatavik vikaas noo srishattee daa manorath manade ho| saatavikataa jeevan vich kidharon baaharon naheen aaundee| ih sadaa ton jeevan vich hai| is ne vikasanaa hai; gupaton pragatteeaaunaa hai| puraatan samaajaan vich ih pragatt hundee rahee hai; par us samen vishavaman aapane saatavik vikaas vich enaa pachharriaa hoeaa see ki kidhare kidhare upajan vikasan vaalee saatavikataa dee umar lameree naheen see ho sakadee| raajasikataa de hanere is dee jot noo harrap kar lainde san|

tuhaaddaa kee khiaal hai ki hun manakhee man ate samaajak vaataavaran daa saatavik vikaas ho giaa hai|

naheen| is vikaas dee tor bahut susat hai| kujh dinaan dee gal hai, bee.bee.see. duaaraa aayojit bahuprakaaree badheejeeveean dee ikatarataa vich soojhaboojh vaale lokaan ne ingalaindd dee saavarinittee ate kaaman maarakeett de baaraan deshaan de sahiyog de do pakhaan vich vott denee see| satth prateeshat lokaan ne kauamee prabhoosataa saavarinittee de hak vich vott paae ate keval baaraan prateeshat ne sahiyog de hak vich| atthaaee prateeshat viakatee kise faisale ute naheen puj sake| ih atthaaee prateest saatavikataa val vadhanage jaan saavarinittee dee raajasikataa val, eis gal daa aadhaar is ute hai ki suhirad ate suchet manakh saatavikasauandaray dee gal kinee ku lagan naal lokaan tak puchaaunde han| je vikasit deshaan daa ih haal hai taan akhauatee teejee duneea de lokaan vich saatavik vikaas ik anahond vaang hai | taan vee niraash main naheen haan| chaal dheemee hai taan kee hoeaa| vikaas rukadaa naheen, vikaas ju hoeaa|

bas ethe hee ih galabaat samaapat manee gee| main vee bas karadee haan, patar

bahut lamaa ho giaa hai| mainoo yakeen hai ki us nauajuaan naal teree galabaat jaaree rahegee| ih patar us noo parrhan noo deveen| vekhee kee ucharadaa hai| ethe saariaan noo is gal dee bahut utasukataa hai ki ih hai kauan| mainoo uchechee chintaa hai, tere kaaran| unj teree akal ute bharosaa kar ke kade niraash taan naheen honaa piaa| is ver vekhee kee nateejaa nikaladaa hai|

bee jee, pitaa jee, paapaa, maataa jee ate karanajeet noo namasate|

sanehaa|

jis noo teree sahelee hon daa subhaag praapat hai|

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meree sanehaa,

kinaa sukhadaaeik hai ih bharosaa ki toon meree sanehaa hai| main hairaan haan ki jeevan vich ajihaa kee vaapar giaa hai, jis de kaaran men tere varage kise vishavasat ate aapane daa kol honaa bahut zarooree samajh rahee haan| bee jee te paapaa mere aapane han| karanajeet meraa veer hai| iaun lagadaa hai ki main aapane jeevan dee koee vaasatavikataa kise tarhaan inhaan kolon chhupaaunaa chaahundee haan| ih vaasatavikataa kise tarhaan koee vee naheen lagadee, kiaunk tainoo is baare dasanaa changaa lagadaa hai| kojhaan noo har kise kolon lukaaeaa jaanaa zarooree hundaa hai| unhaan daa khiaal vee aapane aap vich ik sharamasaaree ban jaandaa hai| tere naal is vaasatavikataa de varanan daa vichaar hee mainoo visamaad vich lai jaandaa hai| inhaan visamaadee uchaaeean uton vekhiaan parivaarak sanbandhaan dee sundarataa vich ate samaajik maanataavaan dee mahaanataa vich vaadhaa mahisoos hon de naal naal aapanee nijee, navekalee hond dee tuchhataa daa ahisaas ghattadaa mahisoos hon lag paindaa hai| man dee ih kiho jihee avasathaa hai, jis vich svai ate sarav deean virodhee suraan daa sangam kise madhur sangeet dee sirajanaa karadaa prateet ho rihaa hai|

tere paase vee ajeeb lok ikatthe ho ge han| ik nikee jihee gal te kinaa vaddaa daarashanik khalaaraa paa baitthe han| raaee daa pahaarr shaaeid iven hee banadaa hovegaa| kujh vee hove, gal hai mazedaar aiven sutt paaun vaalee naheen| tainoo falasafe naal prem hai| tere lee taan ih saaree bahis arath bharapoor honee hee hoee; main jis noo falasafe naal onaa lagaao naheen hai, jinaa tainoo hai vee sochan lag pee haan ki sansaar de siaaniaan dee soch daa itihaas jaane binaan, sach noo dtaalan, ausaaran ate vikasaaun vaale jeevan noo jaane binaan, parrhelikhe ate vidavaan hon de daave karee jaane aive haasoheenee gal hai| jiharree vidiaa manakh noo soch daa suhabatee naheen banaaundee, auh keval kaarobaaree sikhalaaee hai|

teree chitthee....... are.... re...... re...... tere patar vich paireekaleez baare parrh ke mainoo lagaa hai ki main galat suaal puchh baitthee haan| paletto dee soch noo haare hoe paireekaleej ne kanddeeshan naheen keetaa, sagon jite hoe sapaarattaa ne us dee soch noo sodh ditee hai| is lee paireekaleez baare jaanan naalon sapaarattaa baare jaananaa vadhere jrooree ho giaa hai| kidhare koee hor navaan jhamelaa taan naheen kharraa kar rahee main chal koee gal naheen,

yaar se chherrachhaarr chalatee rahegee|

tainoo suhirad lokaan daa sukhaavaan saath praapat hoeaa hai, eih khushee dee gal hai| is ton vee vadh khusee mainoo is gal dee hai ki tere uthe jaan naal maanasarovara manthan aranbh hoeaa hai| is manthan vichalee madhaanee duaale vale hoe netre daa ik siraa poorabee duneea vich vasade sudhaavesee yuvak de hath vich hai ate doojaa pachhamee jagat vich rahinde ajihe anubhaveean de hathaan vich hai, jinhaan noo poorab ate pachham vich jeeve jaan vaale jeevan daa nijee anubhav hai| is manthan vichon kis prakaar de giaanaratan dee praapatee hundee hai, eih samaan dasegaa| par main hun aapanee kahaanee dasan lagee haan|

main shukaravaar patar likhanaa aranbh keetaa see ate sanicharavaar samaapat kar ke ddaake paa aaee saan| hun toon mere ih vaakans ddaake paa aaee saan aute vis naa gholan lag paveen| tere kahin ute main chitthee dee thaan patar likhan lag pee haan par aapane penddoo muhaavare noo main tilaanjalee naheen de sakadee| meraa khiaal hai ddaak paaun ate ddaake maaran de farak ton toon taan bhaleebhaant jaanoon hain, shahiran hon de baavajood|

paapaa aitavaar shaam noo vaapas ghar aae san| nhaadho ke baahar laan vich baitth ge ate deepoo noo chaah banaaun lee keh ke bee jee unhaan de kol jaa bene| karanajeet ghar naheen see| main kichan vich deepoo dee sahaaeitaa karadee rahee| ajihaa karan lee bee jee mainoo keh ge san| puspee putar| deepoo kolon chaah banavaa ke liaa paapaa lee, keh ke uh mainoo aapane laage aaunen rok ge san| mainoo unhaan dee ih bholee siaanap bahut sohanee lagee| aj tak unhaan ghar daa koee kam karan lee mainoo ucheche tauar te naheen see aakhiaa, eih toon jaanadee hai| ghar daa kam karan dee isatreepraviratee dee tripatee saanoo maataa jee raaheen hee praapat hundee rahee hai|

pataa naheen pateepatanee vich kee galabaat hoee see, par jadon aseen chaah lai ke unhaan kol ge, bee jee bahut prasan lag rahe san| mech ute ve rakhade, deepoo noo paapaa ne aakhiaa, oe deepoo, enee garamee vich chaah daa hukam lai ke aa giaa e

hukam taan bee jee daa, saradaar jee|

bee jee daa hukam tere ute ki saradaar jee ute

saariaan ute, jee, keh ke deepoo nikaa nikaa musakaraaundaa kotthee val chalaa giaa|

karan kithe hai, bettaa chaah peendiaan paapaa ne puchhiaa|

kidhare giaa hovegaa, dosat naal| meraa sankhep utar sun ke bee jee bolo, aus noo dosat banaaune aaunde kithe ne| kade baahar naheen see nikaladaa| ddedta do maheene hoe ne aaun jaan lage noo| saver daa nikaliaa hoeaa hai, kahindaa see jhauareen chaliaan|

davindar val giaa hoveg|

davindar kauan hai

tuhaanoo naheen pataa kinee ver us val jaa ke chaah pee aae

hachhaa| uh profaisar jee, aunhaan daa naan davindar singh ho mainoo kee pataa, saare profaisar saahib aakhade ne| naan kise ne kade liaa hee naheen|

main chupachaap aapane maataapitaa dee vaarataalaap sunadee hoee soch rahee saan ki dodtaaee saalaan dee aavaajaaee de baavajood bee jee noo paravaar de ik sanehee de naan daa pataa naheen see lagaa| bee jee ate paapaa naal unhaan de ghar jaa chukeean haan, toon vee ate main vee| chintaa bharee khushee mainoo udon hoee jadon paapaa ne kihaa, jis mundde baare tuseen hune hune puchh rahe see, aus daa pindd vee odhar hee hai| uh jaapoovaal daa rahin vaalaa hai| davindar ne hee mainoo keh ke us noo chaparraasee luaaeaa hai| par us daa bolanachaalan, autthanabaitthan chaparraaseean vaalaa naheen |

chintaa is gal dee see ki bee jee ne paapaa noo us nauajuaan baare kee dasiaa puchhiaa see; ate khushee is gal dee see ki us naal aapane theesas baare vichaar karan hit profaisar ankal daa aasaraa liaa jaa sakadaa see| chhetee hee ih aasaraa lainaa pai giaa| agale din somavaara saam noo jadon uh faaeelaan lai ke aaeaa, paapaa aapane kamare vich baitthe chaah pee rahe san| main laan vich baitthee parrh rahee see| tere kolon lukaa karanaa ttheek naheen| main parrh naheen saan rahee, sagon parrh rahee hon daa saang kar rahee saan| main ajihee thaaven baitthee saan jithe baitthee noo uh getton varradaa hee vekh sakadaa see, shaaeid us ne vekhiaa vee| main us noo kamare val jaandaa, baraamade vich murradaa ate kamare vich daakhal hundaa vekhiaa| uh sadaa vaang faaeelaan rakh ke kamare vichon chhetee baahar naa aaeaa| dasapandaraan mintt paapaa de kamare vich kade unhaan dee haazaree vich koee ghatt hee tthahiriaa see| pinddaan ton aae patavante lokaan naal vee uh enaa lamaa samaan galaan naheen san karade hunde| unhaan deean galaa, shikaaeitaan ate bikav sun ke, aunhaan sanbandhee kaaravaaee karan daa samaan de ke uh aaun vaaliaan noo dasapandaraan minttaan vich hee vidaa kar dinde san| pandaraan ku minttaan pichhon uh baahar aaeaa, baraamade vich nikal ke us ne zaraa ruk ke mere val vekhiaa ate aapanaa hath sir dee uchaaee tak uchaa kar ke vidaaeigee vich hilaaeaa| main ddar gee kidhare paapaa ne usanoo iaun karadiaan vekh liaa hove taan........

aus de chale jaan pichhon paapaa aapanaa kam mukaa ke jaan shaaeid adhooraa chhadd ke baahar aa ge ate mere kol aa baitthe| aunhaan daa pahilaa vaak see, ethe kujh chain hai, andar taan bhatthee baniaa hoeaa hai, auton chaah peen dee majabooree|

chaah peen dee majabooree tuhaaddee aapanee banaaee hoee hai, paapaa| naa peeo taan badobadee tuhaadde moonh vich pain naheen aaundee| rumaal naal aapane moonh ate aapanee garadan uton paseenaa poonjhadiaan paapaa ne aakhiaa, mainoo taan ghar baahar vakeelaan naal vaah paindaa hai, kachahiree vich kaanoonee heraa fereean ate ghar vich

bhaashaaee baareekeean |

paapaa, ail.ail.bee. tuseen hai, main naheen| naa hee bhaashaaee baareekeean kaanoonee herafereean vaang ganbheer ate dukhadaaeik roop dhaaradeean han| ih taan jeevan lee nikaa jihaa singaar hundeea han, madhur jihee maanasik gudagudee, jis naal aadamee de moonh ute ik madham jihee musakaan iaun guzar jaandee hai jiven kise kesar kiaaree ute pauan daa ik halakaa jihaa ............

sattaap, sattaap| enee lamee kavitaa ik saahe naa sunaaee jaa| mainoo sochana samajhan daa samaan chaaheedaa hai| ih sabh kujh mere sir de uparon uparon langhadaa jaa rihaa hai| teraa bahut samaan ghar vich guzaradaa hai jaan kaalaj vich gujradaa rihaa hai| inhaan dhaavaan vich mamataa, befikaree ate bhavakh de rangeen supane teree bolee noo kavitaa varagaa roop den vich safal ho jaande han| mere chaarachufere failee hoee duneea vich suaarath hai, siaasat hai| mukaabalaa hai, eerakhaa hai, badalaa hai, krodh hai, jhootth hai, hinsaa hai ate ih sabh kujh jad mere tak pujadaa hai, audon bhaashaa deean baareekeea ne is de roop noo enaa badal ditaa hundaa hai ki mere lee uchit, anauchit ate sachajhootth daa niranaa mushakal ho jaandaa hai| main bhaasaaee baareekeean ton ddaradaa haan| mainoo bolee ik bhiaanak hathiaar maaloom hundee hai| is deean baareekeean maanasik gudagudee vee ho sakadeean han, eih main manadaa haan; parantoo keval saahit de khetar vich jaan paravaar vich ate suhirad mitaraan dee manddalee vich| siaasee khetar vich bhaashaa mahaan upadar daa safal saadhan hai|

toon andaazaa laa sakadee hai ki paapaa de moonhon ih sabh sun ke mainoo kinee horaanee hoee hovegee| paapaa noo is prakaar deean galaan karan dee jaach haieih mainoo yakeen hee naheen see ho rihaa| unhaan ne is ton pahilaan kade ghar de kise jeea naal iho jiheean galaan naheen san keeteean| gal karadiaan unhaan de chihare ute visamaad bharee ganbheerataa see| main unhaan noo deepoo naal ate kade kade bee jee dee saadagee naal, mitthe mitthe, parantoo atiant aadarabharapoor, makhaual karadiaan vekhiaa see| saahitak shailee vich enee ganbheer vaarataalaap unhaan kade naheen see keetee| uh chup san ate main soch rahee saan| karanajeet kotthee daa rett kholh ke laan vich daakhal hoeaa| ganbheerataa daa tiaag kar ke aapane saadhaaran roop vich praves karadiaan paapaa ne aakhiaa, aa bee mahaanrathee; ajakalh rahindaa kithe hai kadee mel milaap hee naheen hundaa|

munddiaan naal tibarree chalaa giaa see| sir jhukaaee khalote karanajeet daa sankhep utar sun ke paapaa ne aakhiaa, enee dhup vich tibarree jaan daa aparaadh ttheek hee enaa bhaaree hai ki toon sir chuk ke aapane piau de saahamane naa kharro sake oe mahaanrathee baitth jaa| aseen vee teree umar vich iaun hee karade rahe haan| saanoo jhirrakaan vee paindeean san ate naseehataan vee miladeean san, par tere vaang sir sutt ke naheen saan kharrade| teraa naan karanajeet dee thaan saravan kumaar honaa chaaheedaa see|

naan daa kee hai, hun badal dio, kurasee ute baitthade karanajeet ne aakhiaa,

je tuseen mainoo ik sakoottar lai dio taan meraa naan aape badaliaa jaavegaa mahaan sakoottar savaar|

teraa kee khiaal hai ki tainoo mahaantathee kise rath dee savaaree karan karake aakhiaa jaandaa hai vekhiaa pushap, fir uho bhaashaaee chakar|

paapaa, naan daa kee hai bhaaven karanajeet dee thaan bheemasain rakh dio, par sakoottar zaroor lai dio|

meraa is vich kee dakhal, bettaa| saare ddeelar tainoo jaanade han| kise din jaa ke aaraddar de aavee| main chaik saaeen kar diaangaa| rakam uthe bhar lavee|

o paapaa, yoo aar grett|

main jaan liaa ki paapaa aj bahut khus han| mauake daa laabh laindiaa hoeaa jaan laabh lain de manorath naal men kihaa, paapaa, ajakalh panjaab deean sarrakaan bilakul surakhiat han| profaisar ankal de pindd tak main ikalee jaa sakadee haan naa

tainoo ikalee jaan dee kee lorr hai, bhettaa aapane veer noo naal lai jaaeaa kar| hun taan sakoottar vee lai lavegaa| je ih mahaanrathee teraa aakhaa naa mane taan kaar lai ke chalee jaaveen| davindar naal galeen pai gee taan tainoo vakat daa chetaa bhul jaanaa hai| haneraasaveraa vee ho sakadaa hai| is lee paidal jaan saaeekal ute ikalee jaanaa ttheek naheen| jadon sunehaa ethe see, audon gal hor see| us varagee suchet kurree main hor koee naheen vekhee|

paapaapaapaa, mainoo budhoo aakhan daa ih dtang vee bhaashaaee baareekee hai| khabaradaar

are bee, meraa ih matalab naheen see, par ih mainoo pataa hai ki boree jaa ke toon shaam noo chhetee ghar naheen aa sakegee| aanttee deean aaloottakeean.....

tuseen galaa karo main jaa ke nahaa lavaan|

kiaun bee nahir vich naheen naataa

nhaataa saan, eise lee taan murr nhaaun dee lorr pee hai| pinddaa tirrak rihaa hai|

karanajeet nahaaun chalaa giaa| paapaa tereean galaan kar kar tainoo yaad karan lag pe ate haualee haualee thorraa jihaa udaas ho ge| main kaaran puchhiaa taan kahin lage, audaas naheen haan, bettaa| sanehaa varatee kurree daa khiaal aaun ute koee ganbheer hoe binaan kiven reh sakadaa hai| aunj is noo ganbheerataa naa keh ke us pratee aadarabhaav aakhiaa jaanaa vadhere yog hai| haan, tere jhoreen jaan dee gal chete aa gee| davindar taan tainoo keval aitavaar hee mil sakadaa hai| je mainoo koee kam naa hoeaa taan main vee chal viraangaa|

fir kujh soch ke bolo, naheen, naheen| toon hee jaa aaveen| uh hameshaa rokadaa rahindaa hai| kahindaa hai naa aaeaa kar| lokaan noo pataa lag giaa hai ki ddipattee kamishanar meraa dosat hai| har vele koee naa koee sifaaras lai ke ture rahinde han|

eis lee main naheen jaavaangaa| lorr hove taan deepoo noo jaan aapanee bee jee noo naal lai jaavee|

mainoo aitavaar jheree jaan dee khulhee chhuttee mil gee see| agale hee aitavaar main das ku vaje ankal kol jaa pujee| profasar ankal aapane aitavaaree libaas vich ddaaeening ttebal saahamane baitthe san| aitavaaree libaas ton meraa bhaav hai sanddesamar ddarais, samajh gee en naa| pajaamaa aindd ne buniaan aauar kameez| mainoo vekhadiaan hee unhaan de sohane chitte dandaan ute bunhaan daa paradaa pare ho giaa| unhaan deea lataan mauaj de thale lukeean hoeean san, eis lee pajaamaa mainoo dis naheen see rihaa| iaun lagadaa see kurasee ute nangaa baitthaa aadamee has rihaa hai| unhaan dee nishakapatt haasee noo vekh ke mainoo angarejee dee kavitaa yaad haipee mainaj sharatt vichalaa aadamee yaad aa giaa, jis kol pahinan noo kameez bhaaven naheen see, par khush rahin lee santokh bahut see| aapane saare jeevan vich uh us din udaas hoeaa, jis din raaje dee gamageenee daa ilaaj karan lee, kise prasan aadamee dee kameez lai ke raaje noo puaaun lee, prasan aadamee dee bhaal karade hoe raaje de aadamee us kol aae, raaj daa dukh dasiaa te us kolon usadee kameez mangee| uh jeevan vich pahilee ver udaas hoeaa ki us kol koee kameej naa hon karake uh ik lorravand dee lorr pooree naheen see kar sakiaa| aapane raaje dee sevaa daa subhaag praapat naheen see kar sakiaa|

ddabalarottee de ttukarre ute ghar daa kadtiaa taajaa makhan laaunde hoe uh bole, eikalee aaee en pushapendr| tere paapaa naheen aae| chalo changaa hoeaa, toree aanttee ne chaah banaaundiaan thak jaanaa see| bee jee ttheek han

aanttee ne andaron kurataa liaa ke unhaan de modte ute rakh ditaa, enee garamee, auton kurataa paaun dee majabooree| kaire galat din aaee hain toon|

main chalo jaandee haan, fir tusee pajaamaa vee laah dio bhaaven

einhaan kolon ih vee sach hai, keh ke aanttee ne aaloo deean ttikeean dee

palett mere saahamane liaa rakhee| aanttee daa haasaa ankal de haase naalon ghatt kudaratee naheen see|

aanttee man liaa ki ih tuhaanoo pataa hai ki aaloo deean ttikeean mainoo pasand han, par ih kiven pataa lag giaa ki main aa rahee haan| naal hee ih kiven bhul ge ki eneean ttikeean main khaa naheen sakaangee|

naa taan saanoo tere aaun daa pataa see ate naa hee ih saareean tere lee han| jis lee ih baneean han, auh ttikeean daa tere naalon bahutaa shauakeen hai|

achhaa jee, aj pataa lagegaa ki saaddaa ttesatt kis naal ttakaraa gi | aakharee shabad mere moonh vich hee see ki ghar daa baaharalaa daravaazaa khulhiaa, honddal naal lagee ttokaree vaalee puraanee jihee saaeekal varree, moonh ute haase varagee musakaan sajaaee, faaeelaan vaalaa nauajuaan ghar vich daakhal hoeaa| usadee pahilee nazar

mere ute hee pee| meraa moonh tejasavee naheen hai, taan vee mainoo vekhadiaan hee us de chihare utalee musakaahatt roopee shabanam kidhare alop ho gee| ganbheerataa ne musakraaehatt dee thaan lain daa yatan keetaa, par kaahalee vich paae kaparriaan vaang edharon uchee, odharon neeveen ate betukee jihee hundee gee| jo mere jaan ton pahilaan uh uthe puj giaa hundaa taan meree vee iho haalat honee see| us ne sir jhukaa ke saariaan noo saanjhee jihee namasakaar keetee| profaisar ankal ne aakhiaa, aa bee sumeet, teraa hee intazaar see, einhaan ttikeea noo kine chir dee chhuttee lai ke aaeaa e pradhaan mantaree kolon

jee, chaar vaje vaapas ghar pujattaa e|

main khush saan ki aj lame samen tak charachaa chal sakegee| galaan galaan vich ih pataa hee naa lagaa ki aseen kineean kineean ttikeean maa ge saan ate kine kine kap chaah pee ge saan| saaraa vaataavaran sukhaavaan ho giaa see ate har prakaar daa uchech ik paase ho giaa lagadaa see| raramee vadhadee jaa rahee see, par bijalee daa pakhaa vee aapane dharam daa paalan karee jaa rihaa see| mainoo usade naan daa pataa vee lag giaa ate ih vee main jaan liaa ki uh chaah vich khandd onee naheen see paaundaa, jinee us ne us din paapaa de kamare vich baitthiaan paaee see| aj uh us ton lagapag ddiaurree khandd paa rihaa see ate is gal dee chintaa vee us noo naheen see ki chaah vichalee khandd ton us daa samaajik sathaan anumaaniaa jaa rihaa see| naashataa kar ke aseen ddaraaeing room vich aa baitthe| aanttee aapane kam lage rahe ate asaa aapanee saahitak charachaa chherr lee| profaisar ankal kujh chir saadde kol baitthe rahe ate aanttee dee aavaaz sun ke unhaan daa dasiaa koee sauadaa lain sakoottar lai ke guradaasapur noo chale ge| haan bee, kaparre pahin ke| meraa pahilaa prashan see,

aj zaraa visathaar naal daso ki yathaarathavaad noo kalaa daa kalak kiaun kahinde ho ho sakadaa hai tuhaanoo mere ttheek tthaak shabad yaad naa rahe hon jaan main hee kaahalee vich ajihaa kujh keh giaa hovaan| meraa khiaal hai ki yathaarathavaad kalaa daa kalank hai naheen see aakhiaa| main kihaa see ki yathaarathavaad kalaa lee kalanb sidh ho rihaa hai| inhaan dohaan vaakaan de arathaan vich bahut farak hai| jo main aapane bhaav pahile dtang naal pragatt keete san, taan vee mainoo aapane vaak dee sodh karan daa mauakaa dio ate mere bhaav val vekho; shabadaan pichhe naa jaau|

naheen, naheen| main shabadaan pichhe naheen jaavaangee kiaunk main kise bahis vich jit praapat karan de manorath naal gal naheen kar rahee| main taan is ttaapik baare jaananaa chaahundee haan, eis daa bahupakhee vishalesn karanaa chaahundee haan| ih mere beesas dee lorr hai|

tuhaaddaa manorath nisade hee ucheraa he, parantoo saravotam naheen| saravatam manorath pataa naheen kiharraa aakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai, par theesas naal ucheraa manorath zaroor kiaasiaa jaa sakadaa hai|

aus manorath val kidharo koee sanket zaroor kar denaa|

kalaa kise vaad dee vakaalat naheen| ih jeevan dee kise mudtalee lorr dee puratee daa saadhan hai| jeevan dee uh mudtalee lorr aanand hai ate vakh vakh prakaar de manoranjan iko aanand de chhottevadde uche neeven, satiaasabhia ate sreshatta asrestt roop han| aanand sundarataa dee upaasanaa vichon upajadaa hai ate sundarataa aapane anek sookham ate sathool roopaan vich, saadde chaarachufere vichaaraan, vasatooaan, viakateean, ghattanaavaan ate inhaan chahunaan de aapasee sanbandhaansanjagaan de roopaan vich pasaree hoee hai| har kalaakaar aapanee soojh ate samarathaa anusaar is sundarataa noo saakaar karan daa yatan karadaa hai; har samaaj aapanee soojh ate samarathaa anusaar kalaakriteean vichalee sundarataa ton aanandit hundaa hai| kujh lok sundarataa ate kalaakaar de sanbandh dee ate sundararaa ate samaaj de sanbandh dee viaakhiaa karade han| har koee aapoaapanee drishattee, soojh ate samarathaa anusaar viaakhiaa karadaa he ate kee prakaar de vaad hond vich aa jaande han| saare vaad sundarataa, aanand, kalaa, kalaakaar ate samaaj de aapasee sanbandh noo samajhanasamajhaaun de chhottevadde jaan safalaasafal yatan han| ih kalaa ate kalaakaar de hukamaraanapath pradarashak naheen han| ih kalaa, kalaakaar ate samaaj vichakaar vicharan vaale vichole han|

paleez, ho sakadaa hai tuseen uh kujh rahin jaa rahe hove jis dee main mang karan lagee haan| je naheen taan vee pahilaa ih dasan dee khechal karo ki ih vichol hukamaraan kiven ban ge

kahinaa taan iho kujh hee hai, parantoo hun meree gal daa rukh kujh badal jaavegaa| tuseen kaar chalaaunde jaa rahe hove ate tuhaanoo aapane saahamane ture jaa rahe gadde noo ovarattek karanaa pai jaave taan tuseen sarrak daa khabaa paasaa chhadd ke saje paase hon lee majaboor ho jaande ho|

oeh ho| mero prashan daa susat rafataar gaddaa tuhaaddee viaakhiaa dee ranj raftaar kaar saahamane aa giaa lagadaa hai|

roopak de roop vich ih sabh ttheek hai, aunj havelee vich kharrotee kaar meree

naheen tuhaaddee hai| us kaar noo havelee vich parrotee rahin dio ate aapanee bauadhikataa de hans noo us maanasarovar val uddaaree laaun dio|

eih roopak pahile jinaa ttheek naheen, aunj tuhaaddee bhaashaa dee parabeenataa daa lakhaaeik zaroor hai| haan, tusaan puchhiaa hai ki vaadaan daa enaa mehatav kiaun ho giaa| meraa khiaal hai ki kalaa noo sataa jaan sarakaar dee adheenagee vich rahin dee salaah sabh ton pahilaan yoonaanee vichaaravaan palett ne ditee see| us ton pahilaan hoe ik hukamaraan paireekaleez ne us de nagararaaj vich kalaa dee bharapoor saraprasatee keetee see ate kalaa ne visamaadee sikhraan chhooheean san| ho sakadaa hai is misaal noo mukh rakhadiaan hoeaa us samen de budheejeeveean ne palett dee gal noo saarathak man liaa hove, par..... |

..... par saraprasatee ate adheenagee vich bahut varak hai|

are vaah| tuseen taan meraa man parrhan lag pe ho|

haan, haan, tuseen| tusaan mere moonh dee gal khoh lee hai|

main taan kujh naheen aakhiaa| tuseen reh rahe see ki saraprasatee ate adheenagee vich farak hai|

mere kahin ton pahilaan tusaan ih aakhiaa hai|

bedhiaanee vich keh gee hovaangee| koee aakho, hai ih sach ki saraprasatee ate adheenagee vich farak hai|

eih vee daso ki kee farak hai

tuseen meraa imatihaan lain lag ho

tusaan mainoo kineea galaan puchheean han ate main kineean galaan keeteean han| kee main vee ih samajhaan ki main aapane parakhiak de sanamakh baitthaa haan

achhaa jee, main dasadee haan farak| kalaa noo aapane manorath, aanand val subhaavak vikaas karan vich, kalaa dee sahaaeitaa karanaa is dee saraprasatee hai ate kalaa noo aanand ton vakhare siaaseesamaajee manorathaan dee praapatee daa saadhan banan lee majaboor karanaa, kalaa noo sataa dee adheenagee paravaan karavaaunaa hai| ih preebhaashaa main tuhaadde mat anusaar banaaee hai|

bilakul ttheek| sataa ne kalaa naal ih deve sanbandh rakho han, kise had tak dharam ne vee, kiaun ju jathebandee daa roop dhaaran kar lain pichhe dharam vee sataa daa rogee ho jaandaa hai| kalaa komal hai ate kanaakaar kamazor| inhaan noo saraprasatee ate adheenagee doven manajoor hundeean aaeean han| je koee kalaakaar kade adheenagee dee karraahee vichon nikalan vich safal hoeaa ho taan us karraahee hetth baladee saraprasatee dee ag vich ddig ke| ajoke yug vich parajaatantar de ohale vich adheenagee ate saraprasatee ik roop ho geean han| akhauatee poonjeevaadee deshaan vich yooneevarasitteean, risarach, graanttaan, ddigareean, einaamaan ate ahudiaan de roop vich paravaan keetee hoee adheenagee noo saraprasatee aakhiaa jaandaa hai ate samaajavaadee taanaashaaheean vich hooremakee de zor naal manavaaee hoee adheenagee noo saraprasatee sidh keetaa jaandaa hai| meree kaar raah vich aae gadde noo ovarattek kar chukee hai| hun fir sarrak de khabe paase aa jaande haan|

main taan gadde daa chetaa hee kulaa baitthee saan|

parantoo ddaraaeevar enaa laaparavaah naheen ho sakadaa| meraa khiaal hai ki har vaad kalaa de vishaal taanebaane dee kise ik tand dee ik paasee ate ulaar jihee viaakhiaa karadaa hai| aapane manorath dee praapatee lee kalaa noo kise vaada vivaad dee lorr naheen hundee| tuseen peeaich ddee. kar lain pichhe vaar aindd pees jaan raanaa soorat singh de paatth vichon pahilaan naalon bahut aanand praapat karan de yog naheen hovege| main peeaich.ddee. naheen kar sakadaa, par main kise kalaakritee de

paatthaanand ton is kaaran vanchit naheen rahaangaa| parantoo sataadhaareean ate hukamaraanaan noo is gal dee lorr hai ki inhaan vaad ate sidhaantaan daa mehatav kalaa naalon ucheraa ate vadderaa baniaa rahe| hukamaraanaan dee kirapaa naal ate unhaan dee sevaa vich lag mukadamaan dee miharabaanee naal ih sidhaant ate vaad sevak ton suaamee ban baitthe han| ik is sadee de pahile dahaake daa vaad hai ate doojaa dooje dahaake daa| vaad upajade han ate binasade han| inhaan ddigade dtahinde kandtiaan vich kalaasareetaa nirantar pravaahit rahindee hai|

sakoottar dee aavaaz utar valon saadde nerre aaundee gee| ghar de laage aa ke aavaaj band ho gee| ghar daa daravaajaa khulhiaa ate sakoottar samet prafaisar ankal ghar vich daakhal hoe| sakoottar parraa kar ke uh sidhe saadde kol kraaeing room vich aa ke bole, aje tak mukee naheen gal, koee lamee charachaa chherr baitthe ho

akal, aseen dheesas de ttaapik yathaarathavaad ik varadaan sanbandhee vichaar kar rahe haan|

puj ge kise nirane ute auh kharre kharre hee bole|

eih niranaa taan ho hee giaa hai ki tusaan mere theesas lee ttaapik galat sujaisatt keetaa hai sujhaaeaa hai| inhaan naal ddisakashan naa hundee taan main uh pooraneean galatamalat jiheean galaan likh deneean san ate tuhaadde ate paapaa de asar rasookh naal ddigaree lai ke baitth jaanaa see| vatt e sem kinee sram dee gal hai|

bettaa jee, jo tuseen hun soch rahe ho. ih vee taan galat ho hee sakadaa hai|

dupahir dee rottee daa samaan ho giaa hai| ih gal bilakul galat naheen| aa ke rottee khaa lavo| paalee ne vee aapanaa kam mukaa ke ghar jaanaa hai, aanttee ne hasadiaan hasadiaan hukam jaaree kar ditaa| ih tainoo pataa hai ki profaisar ankal de ghar khaanaa dee thaan shabad rottee varatiaa jaandaa hai ate tere chaahun ute vee is vich koee tabadeelee naheen ho sakadee| je aj toon vee ethe hundee taan tainoo vee khaanaa naseeb naheen see honaa, rottee hee khaanee painee see| khair, toon bhaaven kujh vee kahi, saanoo rottee daa tere khaane naalon kite ziaadaa suaad aaeaa| aanttee de do aim.e. paas kar ke vee rasoee vich maahir han ate aapanee is muhaarat noo poore shauak naal varatade han| unhaan daa pakaaeaa khaanaa khaan pichhon ih gal samajh pai jaandee ho ki akal ne unhaan noo koee nauakaree kiaun naheen karan ditee| aseen khaanaa khaa ke utthan lage taan ankal ne aakhiaa, naa bee kaahalee naa karo| main enee dhup vich shahiron

aaeaa haan, eis daa kujh taan mul paao| paalee ne maaladev anbaan dee bharee baalattee mez kol liaa rakhee| ankal iho lain ge san| tainoo pataa hai uh abaa de kitane shauakeen han| uh baraf vee liaae san, jiharree aaundiaan hee kutt ke baalattee vich paa ditee gee see ate us vich pe anb unhaan veehapanjhee minttaan vich kaafee tthandte ho ge san, jiharre saanoo rottee jaan khaanaa khaan vich lagaa| main chaahundee see ki aseen chhetee chhetee anbaan dee alakh mukaa

ke murr aapanee galabaat jaaree karee, par ih doven bhale purash ene maze naal, suaad laalaa ke anb choop rahe san ki mainoo, aanttee ate paalee noo adhe ghantte tak inhaan dee uddeek karanee pee| khair| kufar ttoottaa khudaa khudaa kar ke ate aseen murr ddraaeing room vich aa baitthe| is ver ankal jee vee vihale ho ke saadde kol aa baitthe san, pake paireen| gal mainoo hee toranee pee

eih main manadee haan ki graanttaan, ddigareean, nokareean, einaamaan, sajaavaan, sainsarashipaan ate jalaavataneean de kaaran paravaanee hoee jaan tthosee hoee saraprasatee ne vaadaan daa mehatav vadhaa ditaa hai, par ih kalaa lee kalank kiven ban sakade han

tuseen ih vee mano shaaeid manade ho ki ih vaad kalaa de sevak han ate saraprasateea ate adheenageean ne suaamee de ttaakare vich sevak daa rutabaa uchaa keetaa hai|

chale ih vee man liaa|

taan fir tere prashan daa utar tainoo mil giaa, bettaa|

ttheek hai, ankala par main visathaar chaahundee haan|

lo visathaar vee haazar hai| pahilee gal ih ki koee sevak eemaanadaar, vafaadaar ate mihanatee ho sakadaa hai ate ajihaa hon karake changaa sevak aakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai; aapane maalak lee varadaan naheen maniaa jaanaa chaaheedaa| ih akaaddameean jaan yooneevarasitteean vich baitth ddigaree yaafataa mukadamaan dee miharabaanee sevak, varadaan aakhe jaan lag pe han|

akal jee, dio utar|

aseen aj prashan kar rahe haan| utar sumeet ne hee dene han|

meraa utar ih hai ki kalaa ate sidhaant daa ih ulattaa rishataa aapane aap vich ik kalank hai| is riste de prabhaav naal saaree kalaa kalankit ho rahee hai| aj panjaabee de bahute kavee jaan aapane aap noo pahilee paal vich rakhan vaale bahute kavee peeaich.ddee. han| ddigareean dee ginatee unhaan de kaavasodaray dee daleel manee jaandee hai| ahude dee uchaaee unhaan de keerateekaaraan dee ginatee vadhaaundee hai| unhaan dee kavitaa, aunhaan de jeevan vich samaaee hoee kise sundarataa, aunhaan de hirade vich vasadee kise kamalataa ate unhaan de aacharan dee kise pavarataa daa aapamuhaaraa pragattaavaa naheen hai, sagon vaadaa de velane vich peerr ke kadtiaa hoeaa, samakaalee ghattanaavaan daa bauadhik ras hai| ih gal keval kavitaa ute laagoo naheen hundee, sagon kalaa de har roop ute dtukadee hai|

eis vich yathaarathavaad.......|

main ih kahin lagaa haan| har vaad kise kalaa de kise jhukaa dee viaakhiaa karadaa hai| saare vaadaan duaaraa visathaare jaan vaale jhukaa kalaa vich har samen hunde han| kise ik samen vich kise siaasee, samaajee jaan aarathak lorr lee kise ik jhukaa val bahutaa dhiaan ho jaandaa hai ate ucheche yatan naal ajihee kalaa utapan

keetee jaandee hai jiharree kise vishes jhukaa dee dhaaranee hove| fir usanoo rumaansavaadee, yathaarathavaadee prabhaavavaadee vichaaravaadee aadik naan dite jaande han| kujh chir lee kise ik vaad val jhukee hoee kalaa dee ulaar gaddee chaladee rahindee hai| jadon ih ulaar vadh jaandaa hai, audon is dee prakiriaa vajon kise dooje jhukaa ute zor ditaa jaanaa aranbh ho jaandaa hai| iaun kade kalaa daa koee ang lorr vadh vikaas kar jaandaa hai te kade koee kalaa de saare angaan jaan jhukaavaan de vikaas vich anupaat kaaeim naheen rahindaa| anaanupaatee angavikaas kalaa noo kojhee, bhasuhanee ate beemaar kalaa banaa dindaa hai| naa anaanupaatee angavikaas vaalaa viakatee sundar hai, naa anaanupaatee angavikaas vaalaa samaaj hee suasath hai ate naa hee ana anupaatee angavikaas vaalee kalaa hee anandaaeik hai| kise prakaar dee vaadee kalaa asal vich kalaa naheen jaaven uh vaad maanavavaad hee kiaun naa hove| kalaa daa sutantar honaa hee kalaa dee vaddiaaee hai| vaadaan dee sevaadaar kalaa ik prakaar daa |

zaraa dasoge yathaarathavaad ne kalaa vich kis kis kojh noo upajaaeaa ate vikasaaeaa hai

sabh ton pahilaan yathaarathavaad ne kalaa vich kalapanaa daa mehatav ghattaaeaa hai| saaeins ate masheen jaan sanat hee manakhee kalapanaa daa gal ghuttan vich chokho samarath han, naal kalaakaar vee ral ge han ate masheenee purajiaan dee harakat de biaan vaang jeevan dee har kiriaa noo hoobahoo biaanan vich gauarav mahisoos karan lag pe han| pahilaan pahil saahitak kirataan naaval aadika daa aakaar vadderaa karan lee pachhamee desaan de naavalakaaraan ne saadhaaran dainik jeevan dee har nikee vaddee kiriaa noo biaan karan daa rivaaj paaeaa see; par jiven jiven yathaarathavaad daa bolabaalaa hundaa giaa, tiven tiven jeevan vichalee har kuroopataa, har ashaleelataa, kalaa jaan saahit daa vishaavasatoo hon daa maan praapat karadee gee hai| aj hinsaa, bhiaanakataa ate kaamukataa noo kalaa vich enaa satikaar keval ise daleel de adheen ditaa jaandaa hai ki ih jeevan dee vaasatavikataa hai| aj saaddeean saahitak kirataan vichale paatar sabhiataa ate sabhiaachaar noo chhike ttang ke ghinaaunee bhaashaa dee varaton karade han, siraf is lee ki ihee bhaashaa jeevan vich kidhare naa kidhare varatee jaandee hai|

je ih sabh kujh jeevan vich hai taan kalaa vich is dee manaahee kiaun main ashaleelataa dee vakaalat naheen kar rahee, sagon aapane is vishavaas dee prorrhataa chaahundee haan ki kalaa vich asleelataa ate nangej kalaa daa kalank han|

kalaa daa kalank tusaan taan meraa vaakesh varatanaa suroo kar ditaa hai| kadee kojh jeevan vich hundaa hoeaa vee kalaa vich is lee varajit honaa chaaheedaa hai ki kalaa jeevan naheen| kalaa jaan sahit jeevan daa seesaa naheen; keval yathaarath hon karake hee sabh kujh kalaa daa vishaa naheen ban jaandaa| kalaa kaalapanik he, kalaa

sundaram dee upaasanaa hai, kalaa kamal hai| ih kise asal dee jaan kise nakal dee nakal naheen, sagon aapane aap vich ik maualik rachanaa hai| ih sodaray lok vich keetee jaan vaalee aanandabhavan dee usaaree hai| jeevan de vishaal pasaare vich is aanandabhavan dee usaaree lee yog saamagaree dee chon karan dee zinmevaaree kalaakaar jaan saahitakaar dee hai| jo sundar, saansakritik ate aanandaaeik hai, auh kalaa daa vishaa hai| sundar, saansakritik ate aanandaaeik daa yathaarath honaa jarooree naheen, je hove taan mainoo koee itaraaj naheen|

par mainoo itaraaz hai| chaar vaj ge han| tuhaaddeean galaan mukan vich naheen

aaeea| main chaah banaaun lagee haan|

profaisar saahib, eih kee ho giaa| main chaar vaje ghar pujanaa see| chhetee karo. mainoo ghar chhadd aao|

gazab ho giaa, sumeet, mainoo tiaar hundiaan vakat laganaa hai| pushapee tainoo chhadd aaundee hai| chhetee jaao|

auh mere naalon pahilaan gharon baahar nikal giaa| baahar hee aakhan lagaa, saaeekal main fir aa ke lai jaavaangaa|

aseen chhetee chhetee kaar vich baitthe ate jaapoovaal val chal pe| do ku meelaan daa pandh see| panjaansataan minttaan vich ghar saahamane puj ge| uh gharreemurree aapanee gharree val vekh rihaa see|

chaar vaj ke chauadaan mintt ho ge han| bas ethe rok dio| mere naal ghar chalo, paleez| maan noo pataa lag jaavegaa ki main tuhaadde kaaran laitt hoeaa haan|

main kaar noo sarrak de ik paase kar ke khalhaar ditaa| sanehaa, hun main jo dasan lagee haan zaraa sanbhal ke sun| chaarapanj ekarr jmeen duaale usaree hoee chhesat futt uchee chaaradeevaaree dee valagan vich baniaa hoeaa ih uh ghar see, jis de laagon dee aseen doven kee ver langheea saan| chaaradeevaaree ate lohe deean chaadaraan de bane hoe gett pichhe kinee sundarataa lukee hoee see, eih dasan lee mere kol bhaashaa naheen| main kuloo, kashameer, shimalaa, ddalahauajee vekho san par sundarataa daa saakhiaatakaar pahilee ver keetaa| iko thaan, eiko na ene ful main pahilaan kade naheen san vekho| mainoo ik pal vich ih ahisaas ho riaa ki angarez kavee varaddajvarash ne jadon hazaaraan ddofaiddilaj jheel de kinaare vekhe honage taan us de man ute kiho jihaa prabhaav piaa hovegaa| sumeet noo kaahal see| us de naal main vee kaahalee kaahalee fulaan naal ghireean, hareeankachoor laanaan vichon nanghadee jaa rahee see| is nazaare noo suragee keh ke is noo kaalapanik jaan paraasareerak main naheen banaaunaa chaahundee| ih ik lokik hond hai, eik at sundar vaasatavikataa hai| main hor vadhere dhiaan naal vekh ke is daa yathaayog varanan karaangee|

sundarataa dee god vich bane aanandabhavan ton aje aseen door saan ki saanoo patthe kutaran vaale ttoke de chalan dee aavaaz sunaaee den lag pee| sumeet ne lamaa

saah lai ke aakhiaa, auh hoeaa jis daa mainoo ddar see| uh ghar jaan dee thaan ttoke dee aavaaz val murr giaa ate aseen chhetee hee baaharalee deevaar dee ott vich bane ik sundar vaare vich puj ge| dtaare vich patthe kutaran lee ttokaa lagaa hoeaa see ate ik sundar, prasanamakh devee aapane hatheen ttokaa chalaa ke hare patthe kutar rahee see| hun uh ttake daa hathaa chhadd ke cheeranee laaun lag pee see| is lee aavaaz band ho gee see| is devee daa nooraanee chiharaa vekh ke mainoo is chaaradeevaaree vich hune hune vekhee hoee sundarataa fikee fikee jaapan lag pee| main bevasee jihee us de moonh val vekh rahee saan, jadon mere kol sir jhukaaee kharrote sumeet ne aakhiaa|

maan jee ih

mainoo pataa hai, bache| lai toon pane kutar ate main is noo andar lai jaandee haan| uh patthe kutaran lag piaa ate ih dibamoohatee aapane pale naal moonh daa paseenaa poonjhadee hoee mero naal tur pee| ttaaleean, anbaan, jaamanooaan de uch rukhaan naal ghiriaa hoeaa ih ghar baaharalee tapash ton kinaa surakhiat hai andar daakhal hon ute meraa pahilaa anubhav ih see| inhaan rukhaan vich ik kikar vee see ate ik pipal vee| ho sakadaa hai is ton pahilaan vee kikar daa rukh main kidhare vekhiaa hove par ghar vich saanbhee satikaaree hoee is kikar daa roop niraalaa see| ddraaeing room daa falaaee paroof daravaazaa kholh ke us devee ne mainoo andar jaan lee aakhiaa| main us ton agalaa daravaajaa kholhiaa taan kamare dee safaaee, sajaavatt, seetalataa ate sansakriataa saahamane meraa sir bevasaa jhuk giaa| jis tarhaan is ghar de chogirade saahamane saaddee sarakaaree kotthee de laanaan ate ttainis korattaan dee shaan sramasaar ho gee see, ause tarhaan is ddraaeing room dee sobhaa saahamane meraa intteereear ddokareshan daa saaraa maan murajhaa giaa see| is sabh kaase daa visathaar aje sanbhav naheen| dotin ver uthe jaa ke, kujh lamere samen lee is saaree sundarataa noo ghokh ke fir likhaangee|

aje main is kamare de visamaadee prabhaav vichon baahar naheen saan aaee ki us devee ne aakhiaa, garamee taan kujh ziaadaa hee hai, par main chaahundee haan ki sumeet aa lave, fir kujh peen lee liaavaan| usanoo piaas lagee hovegee| ikatthe hee...| vaak aje adhooraa hee see, jadon paseene vich bhijaa sumeet andar aa giaa| enee chhetee kutar le, meetoo ate maan de gulaabee mukharre noo hathaan vich farr ke us ne utar ditaa, bahute taan tusaan kutar chhadde san, vaddio chalaake

achhaa, hun bahutee hushiaaree naa vikhaa| main enee chhetee paseejan vaalee yabodhaa naheen| daso peeoge kee, sharabat jaan sikanjaveen

main shikanjaveen peeangaa| inhaan baare inhaan noo puchhe|

main shikanjaveen pasand karadee haan

maan kichan val chale ge te pichhe pichhe putar vee| main ddraaeing room ikalee reh gee ate sochan lag pee| sochattaa kee see, man vich kee prakaar de prashan

aunan lag pe| kamare dee saaree sajaadaa, soddiaan ate unhaan utaleean gadeean de kavar kise sookham man dee kalapanaa ate suchaje hathaan dee nipunataa dee gavaahee de rahe san| bandhaan ute lattak raheean vishaal tasaveeraan dharatee maan de piaar ate satikaar dee salaah de raheean san| eneea vaddeea vaddeea loddasakep pettingaz main pahilaa kade kise aaratt gailaree vich vee naheen san vekheean| ih saaddee sundarataa kithon aaee hai eis lok ute keete jaan vaale kharach lee paisaa kithon aaundaa hai saaddaa tanamaahadaar maalee inhaan daa sevaa hisaa ful naheen ugaa sakadaa ethe enee mihanat kauan karadaa hai enee sundarataa noo enee uchee chaaradeevaaree vich kaid kiaun keetaa giaa hai eis devee noo kise prakaar daa kadee holaa bhaaraa kam karan vich kise prakaar daa sabach kiaun naheen eih gareeb ate majaboor naheen jaapadee taan vee sumeet chaparraasee dee nauakaree kiaun karadaa hai eih dib moorat aapane ttaaeem ttebal dee enee paaband kiaun hai eis ne sumeet noo bahutaa kiaun naheen parrhaaeaa prashanaan daa pravaah chuk giaa| maanpatar kamare vich daakhal hoe| putar de hath vich ik vaddee saaree de see| de vich tin ras ate ikojaveen de karo de jang| maan khaalee hath see| ve vich ik nikee kaualee vee see ate us bolee vich khandd see, naal ik chamach vee| sumeet ne galaasaan vich ikojaveen paaee ate aapane galaas vich khandd daa ik vaddaa saaraa chamachaa paa ke mitthaa maich kar liaa|

asee haualee haualee suaad laa laa tikojavee peende rahe| main kamare deean kandhaan, daravaajiaa, khirrakeean chhat ate varas bhul vekhadee rahee| mereean akhaan dee prasanataa vadderee see jaan mere ttosatt baddaj dee santushattee ih faisalaa mere lee aauakhaa see| vadde vadde do jagaan vich vadde vadde chhe galaas sikanjaveen zaroor hovegee| pataa naheen jeebh de suaad adheen jaan apanat de kise ahisaas naal uh devee hor peen lee aakhadee gee ate main hor peendee gee| asaan deven jag khaalee kar dite| us devee ne sumeet noo aakhiaa, meetoo, bachiaan de aaun taan vakat ho rihaa hai| main tuhaadde kol naheen baitth sakadee| majh noo patthe paaunaa naa bhulee|

hun ih kee karanage su khais is ton pahilaan ih das ki main tuhaanoo naa lai ke sanbodhan ho sakadee haan

meraa khiaal hai ki naa rakho hee ise lee jaande han| par tuhaarraa naan shaaeid is kam naheen rakhiaa giaa|

kiaun jee, mere naan vich kee kamee hai

kamee naheen, sagon bejee e| enaa laj naan pu s b d uchaaradiaan jaraa hushiaar rahinaa paindaa hai|

tuseen is noo aapane matalab lee fottaa kar lave, par mainoo ih das ki

chhe ku vaje unhaan kol pindd de kujh kache aa jaanage| ih unhaan noo jimanaasattik sikhaaunage, khichhaaunage, hasaaunage ate kuchh khuaapiaa ke gharaan val noo ghal

denage| hun ise kam dee tiaaree vich lag ge han|

achhaa, eih jimanaasattik vee jaanade han|

mere maan jee kee kujh jaanade han, kee kujh kar sakade han, eis daa andaazaa laaunaa ttheek naheen| is noo is de amalee roop de vich vekhanaa hee banadaa hai| main dasaangaa taan tuhaanoo yakeen naheen hovegaa| mere maan jee ik kuaaleefaaeedd naras ate anakuaaleefaaeedd sarajan han| uh ik vadheea adhiaapakaa han| is pindd de lokaan dee kamaaee daa ik paisaa vee uh ddaakattaraan dee jebaan vich jaan naheen dinde| uh silaaeekadtaaee vich maahir han| ghar vich lageean sabh tasaveeraan unhaan ne aap banaaeean han| siraf farem main keeteean han, aunhaan dee agavaaee vich| rasoee unhaan dee isatreeataa daa pareekhiaa tavan hai, baagabaanee tap hai, chitrasaalaa saadhanaa sathaan hai, bachiaan naal.....|

main sumeet noo ethe hee rok ditaa| is ute yakeen kar sakanaa sanbhav naheen see| ih sabh kujh kinaa chakaraaunaa see, pazaling see| hor kee prashan paidaa hon lag pe ate main chaahiaa ki ghar jaa ke is taanebaane noo saanbhanasootan daa yatan karaan|

main sumeet kolon vidaaeigee chaahee| ik musakraaehatt ate sir jhukaa ke saje hath naal daravaaze val keete ik khoobasoorat sanket naal us ne meree ichhaa noo paravaanagee ditee| aseen gharon nikal ke laanaan vich banee sarrak ute ture jaa raho saan ki dakhan val de hise vich dasabaaraan bachiaan naal kheddade maan jee dis pe| bachiaan de saaf suhane kaparre, aunhaan deean kheddaan ate jimanaasattik de insattrakattar de roop vich maan jee daa ih navaan rol vekhan lee main udhar murr pee| de kurreean noo haidd sattaindd hathaan ute kharre honaa sikhaaun lee maan jee aap hathaan ute kharre ho ke das rahe san| kinaa saamaan see, jimanaasattik daa uthe ate bachiaan de kheddan lee salaaeedd ate bhoole aadik| main ik hairaanee vichon nikal ke doojee vich ate doojee vichon nikal ke teejee vich jaaee jaa rahee saan| mereean hairaaneean daa ant mainoo nazar naheen see aa rihaa| main ghar de gett val murradiaan hoeaa aakhiaa

sumeet jee, main tuhaaddee maan noo vekh ke bahut hairaan hoee haan|

tusaan meree maan noo vekhiaa naheen aje ate vekh lain daa daavaa kar rahe ho| gal zaraa kachee jihee hai|

vekhiaa naheen aje eih kee gal hoee bhalaa|

eih sachee gal hai| ih chaaradeevaaree vich ghiree hoee zameen, eis zameen ute failiaa hoeaa ghaah, khirre hoe ful, bhoomade rukh, thorree jihee fasal, eih saareean sabazeean, eih vaddaa saaraa makaan, makaan vichalee sundarataa ate hor kinaa saaraa saamaan, jis noo is devee de hathaan dee chhuh daa subhaag praapat hai, eih nikaa jihaa pindd jiharraa tusaan aje vekhiaa naheen vekhoge, jaanoge, manoge ki ih sabh kujh meree maan hai| is sabh kaase ne mainoo jaaeaa, piaariaa te paaliaa hai| meree maan bahut

vaddee hai, dharatee jinee vaddee| jis daa zikar main keetaa hai ih meree maan dee mineechar maaeekarokaajm jaan laghoo roop hai| hai bahut vachatr| jis noo tuseen heraanee keh rahe hai. ih hairaanee naheen sagon jagiaasaa jaan utasukataa dee adhikataa hai| is jagiaasaa daa aadar karo| hor jaane meree maan noo jiven jiven jaanoge tiven tiven visamaadee uchaanaan val utthade jaaoge ate ant apane aap noo aapane aap daa ahisaanamand aakhonge|

main katthaputalee vat kaar vich aa baitthee, kaar sattaaratt keetee ate vidaaeigee vich hilade sumeet de hath val ik nazar vekh ke kaar noo ghar val tor ditaa|

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teraa patr parrhiaa ate is aas naal parrhiaa ki toon itt daa juaab pathar naal ditaa hovegaa, par ih aas pooree naheen hoee| tere pat vichale ik shabad chitthee noo lai ke main ih itaraaz keetaa see ki ih shabad bahutaa madhur ate sangeetak naheen| is dee thaan patr shabad dee varaton dee salaah dindiaan hoeaa main pak noo jaanabujh ke patar likhiaa see| meraa khiaal see ki toon apanon se chherr chalee jaae asad vaalee aapanee puraanee aadat anusaar, einhaan shabadajorraan val isaaraa kar ke mainoo uven hee tthitth karogee, jiven main tainoo chitthee ate pat shabadaan vichale antar ate tere naan de sbadajorraan dee asdharaa kaaran kar rahee saan| par ajihaa kujh naa hoeaa| main tere vivahaar vich aae pareevaratan daa kaaran jaananaa chaahundee saan| jiven jiven teraa patt parrhadee gee tiven tiven kaaran daa pataa lagadaa giaa|

eik gal daa pataa lag jaan naal kee hor gunjhalaan paidaa ho geean han| ih ttheek hai ki paapaa ate bee jee nauakaree de silasile vich aam karake baahar rahe han ate aseen doven pabalik sakoolaan de chakar vich gharon door raheean haan par pitaa jee ate jhaaee jee noo profaisar ankal de nerr vich rahindiaan hoeaa unhaan lokaa baare pataa kiaun naa lag sakiaa, jiharre profaisar akal naal enaa nerr rakhade han eih bahut hairaanee vaalee gal hai| hairaanee naal ziaadaa ih afasos vaalee gal hai, eik ghaatte jihe vaalee gal hai ki ik anamol saanjh de subhaag ton aseen ene chir tak vanchit raheea jad ki ankan jee dee raaheen ih subhaag sadaa hee saaddee pahunch vich see|

khair, eis sanbandh vich bahutaa sochan dee lorr naheen| hun taan iho kaahal hai| ki toon sumeet baare vadh ton vadh jaanakaaree den daa yatan karen| toon likhiaa see ki us vich ajihee koee gal naheen jis kaaran us val vadhere ruchit hoeaa jaave| meraa yakeen hai ki hun tak teraa ih khiaal badal giaa hai| toon taan, toon ethe door benee main us nike jihe paravaar vich ruchee rakhan lag pee haan| main hee kiaun mere naal sanbandhat saare hee ucheche prabhaavit han ate is gal daa saboot tainoo is patr ton mil jaavegaa, jadon toon vekhogee ki paapaa kineean nikeean galaan baare puchha

parrataal kar rahe han| inhaan lokaan dee vadhee hoee dilachasapee kaaran hee teraa doojaa patr vee, main paapaa noo parrhan lee de ditaa see| aas hai ki toon is daa buraa naheen manaavengee| ttheek hai ki us patr vich rujh ajihaa see jis noo toon aapane bee jee, paapaa jee kolon chhupaa ke rakh rahee sain; par naal hee toon ih vee likhiaa see ki eis bhet noo mere naal saanjhaa karan vich tainoo anokhee khushee vee hundee hai| mainoo vee ih sabh kujh ethe vasadee mitramanddalee vich saanjhaa karanaa changaa lagadaa hai| jadon main pat hath vich pakarree paapaa kol gee taan kahin lagaa, bahut lamaa patr hai| toon kithe magazamaaree karadee rahegee| ik ver taan parrh hee chukee hain, liaa mainoo pakarraa de| main vihale valon parrh lavaangaa| agale hee din savere savere chaah peende hoe mainoo aapan lage, maithon rihaa naheen giaa, bettaa| saachaa patr parrh ke hee neend aaee| neend vee kee aaunee see, patr de supane hee vekhadaa rihaa haan saaree raat|

fikar pai giaa hovegaa ki hun sapaarattaa baare kujh parrhanaa likhanaa pai jaavegaa|

eih sabh kujh mere lee vikar vaalee gal naheen, sagon dilachasapee hai, eik khoobasoorat rujhevaan hai|

taan fir supaniaan daa kaaran

eih khoobasoorat rujhevaan ik vishaan khilaare daa roop dhaaradaa jaapan lag piaa hai| iaun lagadaa hai jiven saareean pooravadhaaranaavaan ate maanataavaan vich uthala puthal hon lag pee hai| teree sahelee de pitaa ne bhaasaa de sanbandh vich jo kujh aakhiaa hai, auh is gal dee mang karadaa hai ki manakhee jeevan, manakhee man ate manakhee bhaashaa vichakaar bane hoe saare sabandhaan noo ghokhiaa parakhiaa, parrachaliaa ate sodhiaa jaave| naa sumeet koee saadhaaran viakatee hai ate naa hee us dee maataa ik maamoolee isatree| teree sahelee de man vich kee prashan paidaa hoe han| sanbhav ho uh inhaan prasnaan daa koee utar dtoonddan daa yatan karo| par main chaahundaa haan ki mere man vich utthan vaale prasn vee us tak puchaae jaan ate unhaan de utaraan dee ucheree mang keetee jaave|

ene zarooree prashan kiharre han, paapaa

saare ik ver naheen puchhaangaa ate ho sakadaa hai sunan vaale noo uh bahute zarooree vee naa jaapan| meraa pahilaa prashan ih hai ki panjaab deean karrakadeean dhupaan ate jan daa maheenaa| is saal suniaa ho garamee bahut pe rahee hai uthe| teree sahelee us anokhe ghar deean graasee laanaan vich hare kachoor ghaah daa honaa das rahee hai| zaraa aauakhee jihee gal hai| us dhup vich ghaah noo haraa rakhanaa|

h sakadaa hai, aus dee gal vich atakathanee hove|

ho vee sakadaa hai te ih vee ho sakadaa hai ki naa hove| is lee is sanbandh vich puchhiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai|

agalaa prashan

main haualee haualee chith ke khaan dee salaah dindaa haan|

eis prashan vich bahutee daarasnikataa nazar naheen aaundee|

je ih enee saadhaaran gal hundee taan teree sugharr mahelee de ttainis korattaan dee hariaaval us ghaah saahamane vikee naa pee hundee| nisache hee ih gal daarashanikataa naal sanbandhit naheen, par kise de prakirateeprem, kise dee sodaya preeyataa naal sanbandhit zaroor hai| ih kise dee lagan ate mihanat naal sanbandhit hai| is lee daarashanikataa jinee hee mehatavapooran hai, sagon vadh|

ttheek hai, paapaa, eis daa utar uddeek lainde haan| par is sapaarattaa vaalee gal daa kee keetaa jaave

agale aitavaar taan main ik baraat naal jaa rihaa haan| us ton agale aitavaar ik pikanik daa prabandh kar lainde haan|

paapaa, main sapaarattaa dee gal keetee hai| is pat de utar dee gal|

ene dinaan vich sapaarattaa sanbandhee ik lekh likh laindaa haan| henaalatt paarak vich saaraa parivaar pikanik lee jaavaange| uthe ikaant vich betth ke saare siaaniaan saahamane uh lekh parrhiaa jaavegaa ate us ute vichaaravattaandaraa keetaa jaavegaa| us noo sodh suaar ke toon aapanee sahelee noo likh deveen| hun ton hee saariaan noo soochit kar dinde haan|

bahut khoob, paapaa, ek panth de kaaj|

eih sukh mange ki mauasam saath deve|

mauasam ne saaddaa saath ditaa hai ate uh pikanik mere jeevan dee ik itihaasak ghattanaa ban gee| hafataa bhar aseen khaanapeen deean cheezaan dee tiaaree vich rujhe rahe ate paapaa sapaarattaa baare lekh likhade rahe| rasoee vich ene dinaan lee rujhee rahin daa ih meraa pahilaa mauakaa see, eis desh vich ate ghar vich| ghar daa kam taan main pahilaa vee karadee rahee saan par pikanik noo bahubhoj daa naan de ke paapaa ne mere lee muaamalaa jaraa ganbheer banaa ditaa| jhaaee jee dee sikhiaa mere bahut kam aaee| maataa jee ne meree madad karan dee ichhaa paragatt keetee, par main ih keh ke unhaan noo manhaa kar ditaa kieis pikanik lee pakaaeaa jaan vaalaa bhojan meree nigaraanee ate aagiaa vich pakaaeaa jaanaa hai| is kam vich uh viakatee hisaa lai sakadaa hai jiharraa meree aagiaa vich kam kar sakadaa hove| tuhaaddaa nanbar taan pahilaan hee kattiaa giaa| ik tarhaan naal saariaan daa nanbar kattiaa giaa, par taan vee meree madad zaroor hundee rahee|

aitavaar noo panjaan paravaaraan daa jabaa chhe kaaraan vich baitth ke henaalatt paarak puj giaa| aseen das vaje ton pahilaan hee paarak vich puj ge saan, taan vee paarak vich tinachaar sau kaaraan saadde ton pahilaan hee puj chukeean san| giaaraanbaaraan vaje tak taan ih ginatee hazaaraan tak puj jaan dee sanbhaavanaa see| vishaal paarak vich khilareepasaree hoee manakhee ate maseenee sundarataa prakiratee dee sundarataa naal ika mik ho ke aakh rahee see ki manakh, masheen ate prakiratee dee mitarataa naal khushaalee,

khoobasooratee ate khushee dee utapatee hee sristtee daa manorath hai| paarak vich banee hoee eik nikee jihee jheel de chaarachufere lokaan dee bheerr see| kujh khalote san, kujh aaraam kuraseean ute baitthe san ate kujh ik aapo aapaneean reemottakanttarol kishateean, paanee de tal ute edharaudhar dauarraa rahe san| beshumaar patangaan uddaaeean jaa raheean san ate sainkarre ajihe san jiharre sooraj devate noo aatamasamarapan karee, hare ghaah de vishaal vichhaaune ute lette hoe san| sooraj dee poojaa daa rivaaj vee pachhamee yoorap de puraatan lokaan vich see ate satton renj de patharaan noo ise poojaa lee banaae ge kise mandar daa bakeeaabakaaeaa maniaa jaandaa hai| par sooraj dee mitrataa daa enaa chaa hai aadhunik pachhamee yoorapeenaa noo ki garameean dee rute beechaan ute jaa paarakaan vich jaa ke, keval dhup noo aapanee kaaeaan daa kajan savaaee, saver ton shaam k ghaah dee makhamalee chhuh maanade rahinde han| dhup sekan daa shauak inhaan lokaan noo doora duraadde dhupiaale deshaan val lai jaandaa hai| unhaan desaan vich jaa ke dotin hafatiaan deean chhutteean maanan de manorath noo mukh rakh ke ih lok saaraa saal, nem naal paise jarrade rahinde han| yoorap de dhupiaale deshaan de lokaan dee upajeevakaa kise had taka pachhamee yoorap de kandte deshaan de lokaan dee dhupaasanaa ute nirabhar karadee hai|

henaalatt paarak baagabaanee daa kamaal naheen sagon kudaratee saadagee daa kishamaa hai| tin paasiaan ute jangalaan naal ghireea mekaleea, hareean dalavaanaan vich eik nikee jihee jheel ate chauathe paase sarrak ute baniaa hoeaa paarak daa vaddaa gott aseen kaaraan noo kaar paarak vich khalhaar ke khaan peen daa saamaan chukee sanghane jangalaan val tur pe| meel kar tur ke jangal vich daakhal hoe taan iaun lagaa jiven landdan dee masheenee hafarraadafarree naalon naataa ttutt giaa hai| uchee ttekaree ute asaan do ttikaane chun le, eik dhup vich ate doojaa chhaaven| dohaan thaavaan ute do galeeche vichhaa dite ate dhup sekan de shauakeenaan noo dhupe chhadd ke baakee saare chhaaven vichhe galeeche aute aa biraaje| inhaan vich uh saare aadamee mauajood san jiharre pahilee meetting vich san| tere jeejaa jee ate unhaan daa chhottaa veer patang uddaaun chale ge san ate maataa jee bachiaan ate isatreean naal dhupe baitthe san| do naven viakatee vee eis sabhaa vich shaamal san ate unhaan vichon ik dee patanee vee| paapaa ne sapaarattaa de siralekh hetthaan ih lekh parriaa

aapane aparagatt roop vich chetanaa ik hai ate paragatt roopaan vich anek| soch aparagatt chetanaa daa ik paragatt roop hai ate manakhee soch de roop vich aneka roopee vee ho giaa hai ate aseem vee| anekaroopee manakhee soch ne iko jihe nemaa adheen vikaas keetaa hai| bhaaratee ate yoonaanee sochapranaaleean tin bhin disadiaan hoeaa vee iko jihe nemaan anusaar vikaseean han| sapaarattaa naan de puraatan yoonaanee

1. baittaree naal chalan vaale kishateeroop khiddaaune, jinhaan noo kandte ute khalo ke ik chhotte jihe yantar naal edharaudhar morriaa ate dauarraaeaa jaa sakadaa hai|

2. eingalaindd vich ik puraatan mandar de panddaz|

praant de vasaneekaan dee jeevanajaach ne yoonaanee soch noo uven hee prabhaavit keetaa see| jiven badale hoe jeevan ne bhaaratee soch noo prabhaavit keetaa see| rigaved bahut puraatan pusatak hai, bhaarat dee sabh ton puraatan pusatak| ho sakadaa hai ih sansaar dee sarava pratham pusatak hove| is vich chanaan, sooraj ate taariaa, painaa, paaneean ate baisataraan, bandalaan, barasaataan ate banasapateean, patharaan, pahaarraan ate nadeean, pashooaan, panchheean ate maanavaan dee aapasee mikataa de geet han| saadagee noo sundarataa samajhan vaale saadhaaran manakh de bharamaan ate bharosiaan, sansiaa ate supaniaan daa varanan hai, eis puraatan pusatak vich| aapane chauagirade naal kupan paidaa karan de manorath naal aapane aaleduaale jeevan baare praapat keetee gee manakhee jaanakaaree ate aapane jeevan dee surakhiaa ate sundarataa vich sahaaeitaa karan vaalee kudarat dee vitigataa eis pusatak daa vishaa vasatoo hai|

eis de naal naal kujh ajihaa vee hai jiharraa agiaan, te ate male vichon upajiaa hon karake kuroop hai, kaner hai, nindaneey hai| ho sakadaa hai ih ansh samen de beetan naal upaj ke is pusatak daa hisaa ban giaa hove| saadhaaran manakh dee suhiradataa jiven jiven upanisdaan, braahamanaan ate darashanaan vich hundee hoee mahaanbhaarat tak pujee hai, tiven tiven ih suhiradataa dee thaan chaturataa daa roop dhaaradee gee hai| is chaturataa daa manorath see aapane aaleduaale de jeevan ute adhikaar praapat karan daa suaarath, jis dee sidhee lee har prakaar dee kattharataa varatee jaanee charooree see | adhikaar roopee suaarath dee sidhee lee chaturataa ate katthorataa vich sevak ate suaamee daa sanbandh sathaapat ho jaanaa subhaavak see| tin ku hazaar saalaan ton manakh is sanbandh noo darashan jaan filaasavee daa naan den dee bhul karadaa aa rihaa hai| kidhare kidhare suhiradataa ate siaanap daa sanjog vee hoeaa hai| jis de sahaare maanav jeevan vichalee sundarataa ate aapane suaasaan dee rod noo ttuttan bachaaee rakhan vich safal rahee hai| suhiradataa ate siaanap de sanjog noo filaasafee kahinaa ttheek vee hai ate jarooree vee|

darashan jaan filaasavee de inhaan de roopaan noo de vakh vakh naan dite jaa sakade han| katthorataa ate chaturaaee jaan chalaavee de sanjog vichon upajee hoee vilaasavee noo saakatadarashan ate suhiradataa ate siaanap de mel ton upajee filaasafee noo sahiyogadarashan aakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai| samen dee sarrak ute aapane jeevan dee yaataraa vich ih doven darashan kadee kadee aapas vich mile vee han te ttakaraae vee han; par, aam karake ih dove aapoaapane rasatiaan noo ik dooje ton satikaarayog vith ute rakhan vich hee bhalaa manaaunde san| inhaan de mel daa matalab hundaa see shaakatadarasn dee prabhataa ate inhaan de ttakaraao daa matalab hundaa see sahiyogadarasn dee haar| is lee sahiyogadarasn jis noo saatavik vichaaradhaaraa vee aap sakade haan| jeevat rahin lee, saakatadarashan jaan raajasik vichaaradhaaraa naalon charaa ku pare rahin dee asafal siaanap karadaa aaeaa hai|

har jeev aapanee rakhiaa lee aapane chauagirade ton chauakanaa rahin daa yatan karadaa hai| is yatan dee yogataa har jeevan vich kudaratee hai| manakh vee aranbh vich aapanee rakhiaa de manorath naal aapane changirade noo jaanan daa yatan karadaa| see| jadon shikaaree manakh kisaan ban giaa ate aapanee rakhiaa valon nisachit hon lag piaa, audon aapane chauagirade dee jaanakaaree us lee aanand ate mitrataa daa sarot ban gee hovegee| jithe jithe vee manakhee jeevan noo mitrataa bharapoor kudaratee chauagiradaa miliaa hai, authe uthe us dee soch ne aapane nerrale ate duraale chogirade noo jaanan ate mitr banaaun daa yatan keetaa hai| cheen, bhaarat ate yoonaan vich iven hee hoeaa hai| rigaved deean aranbhak richaavaan ate yoonaan daa sukaraata palette aadikaa ton pahilaan falasavaa asal vich suhirad manakh dee kudarat prat kraatareebharee jagiaasaa ton vadh hor kujh naheen see| cheen vich ih jagiaasaa dekho lame samen tak shaakatavilaasafee ton abhaj reh sakee see| bhaarat vich ih chhetee hee suaarathee peharr varag de vans pai ke saakatafilaasafee vich badalanee aranbh ho gee see| uthe ih roop vikaas jaan roop vigaarra dharam dee chhatarachhaaeaa hoeaa hon karake enee safaaee ate sundarataa naal sire charrhiaa hai ki hun tak saatavik vichaaradhaaraa ate raajasik vichaaradhaaraa vich kise prakaar daa nikherraa karan dee kiriaa ton sankoch keetaa jaanaa siaanap samajhiaa jaandaa hai; ate vishanoo de ik hath vich bhiaanak sudarasn chakar ate dooje hath vich komal kamal ful de sidhe virodh noo nam kalar karataa namo saant roop keh ke saant roopo dee aarr vich khalot

keh karataa noo sadaa lee sir jhukaa ditaa giaa hai| yoonaan daa kudaratee chogiradaa vee mitaa ate mairee bharapoor see| ithe vee aranbh vich sahiyogadarashan jaan saatavik vichaaradhaaraa ne janam liaa see | mudtale yoonaanee vichaaravaan dharatee ute jeevan dee vichat khedd de visamaadee rehas noo jaanan dee reejh rakhade san| yoonaanee vichaaravaanaan deean kee peerrheean jeevan dee utapatee ate vikaas de giaanabhavan dee usaaree vich aape aapanaa hisaa paaundeean raheean san| kise ne jal noo jeevan daa mool aakhiaa ate kise ne prithavee jaan mittee noo, kise ne vaayoo noo jeevan daa sarot sidh karan dee koshis keetee ate kise ne aganee noo| inhaan ton pichhaleean peerreean de vichaaravaanaan ne saariaan noo ikatthaa kar ke jal, vaayoo, dharatee ate aganee de sanjogasumel ton jeevan dee utapatee daa vichaar paidaa keetaa ate kujh ajihe vee hoe jinhaan ne aittam jaan paramaanoo noo srishattee daa mool maniaa| inhaan mudtale yoonaanee vichaaravaanaan dee vichaaravidhee vichon hee kinasaans jaan punar jaagratee dee kripaa naal aadhunik vigiaan de vikaas daa chamatakaar hoeaa hai| aadhunik jeevan te vigiaan vihoonaa ho ke jeea hee naheen sakadaa, parantoo puraatan samiaan de ih vigiaanee vee jeevan de dukhasukh ton niralep jaan abhaj naheen san| ih saare santasaaeinsadaan san| jeevan de bhetaan noo jaanan dee maasoom jagiaasaa vaale ih lok jeevan naal mitrataa ton vakhare har sanbandh noo manakhee gauarav dee giraavatt manade san|

eik paase ih lok manakh ate prakiratee vichakaar sundar sanbandhaan dee sathaapanaa de supane vekh rahe san ate dooje paase jeevan saral ton gunjhaladaar hundaa jaa rihaa| see| dooje ddang de bhojan lee bhattakadaa firan vaalaa manakh salatanataan deean usaareean karan de aahar vich lag giaa see| salatanataa, shahiraan, audayogaan, vapaaraan, sainaavaan ate yudhaan bhare jeevan vich suaarath, katthorataa, shakatee ate chaturaaee daa vaadhaa subhaavik see| jis tarhaan bhaarat vich prehataan ne suaarath vas, rigaved de prakiratee piaar noo, pichhalere vaidik kaal vich pashooaan dee balee samen uchaare jaan vaale atharavavedee balokaan daa roop de ditaa see, ause tarhaan yoonaan vich sofitt lokaan ne shudh soch noo suaarath daa jaamaa puaaun dee pahil keetee see| mudtale yoonaanee vichaaravaan prakiratik daarasnik san| unhaan dee soch pichhe koee suaarath naheen see| uh nirol jagiaasaa see| hun jadon yoonaan dee haakam srenee soch noo aapane suaarath dee sevaa vich laaunaa chaahundee see, audon safitt vichaaravaanaan ne paise lai ke dimaagee kalaabaazeean dee sikhiaa den daa kam saanbh liaa, ate sod suaarath dee sevak ho nibarree| sofitt lokaan ne barre zor naal ih sidhaant prachaariaa ki manakh sabhava sreshatt hai| sansaar dee har soch ate har lai daa sathaan manakhee lorr noo sanamakh rakh ke niyat keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| ih sidhaant samen dee lorr de enaa anukool see ki sukaraat ate palott, sofittaan de kattarr virodhee hundiaan hoeaan vee is sidhaant ton prabhaavit hone bach naheen sake| bachanaa taan ik paase unhaan ne darashan noo sofittaan dee is aagiaa daa paalan karan lee moolon hee majaboor kar ditaa| sukaraat ate paletto de kaaran yoonaanee darasn ne sahiyog dee saatavikataa vichon nikal ke sangharas dee raajasikataa vich praves keetaa see ih sahiyogadarashan ton badal ke saakat darashan baniaa see ate is tabadeelee vich sapaarattaa daa vishes hath see|

aj ton tinasaadte tin hazaar saal pahilaan dee gal hai jadon yoonaan chhotte chhotte kee nagararaajaan vich vanddiaa hoeaa see| ih nagararaaj darashan, saahit, sangeet ate kalaa vich unatee kar rahe san parantoo aapo vich ralamil ke rahin dee soch inhaan de sir vich naheen see samaa sakee| yoonaanee nagararaajaan vichon ik daa naan see laikaneea ate sapaarattaa is riaasat dee raajadhaanee see| ih raaj ddereean kabeele ate yoonaaneean dee maalakee see ate inhaan jangapasand lokaan ne aapane aandteeguaandtee raajaan noo aapanee adheenagee lee majaboor kar liaa see| ih lok arre so jharre; sharan parro so kare de dharam de dhaaranee jaan asool de manan vaale san ate sahiyog dee bolee bolan noo kamazoree aakhade san| inhaan skatee pooj jaan saakat lokaan de jeevanajaach dee kujh jaanakaaree har soojhavaan aadamee lee laahevandee hai, kiaunj inhaan lokaan dee vajhaa naal hee us yoonaanee soch ne raajasikataa daa raah apanaaeaa see, jiharree dharatee utale saare jeevan noo, kise naa kise roop vich prabhaavit kar sakadee hai ate kar rahee hai|

sapaarattaa de raaj daa vidhaan parajaatantar ate baadashaahat daa anokhaa

misharan see| dee baadashaah naa mulak samaane vaalaa asool laikaneea ute laagoo naheen hundaa| lagapag chhe so saal tak sapaarattaa daa nagararaaj de baadashaahaan duaaraa chalaaeaa jaandaa rihaa hai| ih raaje de vakh vakh gharaaniaan vichon hunde san ate pitaa dee gadee putar noo ditee jaandee see| sapaarattaa ton pichhon roman salatanat vich vee ik ton vadh aipararaz shinasaaha hunde rahe han| do raajiaan dee lorr yudh vichon upajee hoee see| eik raaje de larraaee vich chale jaan magaron doojaa raajaa gadee dee sanbhaal karadaa see| raajiaan daa yodhe jaranail honaa zarooree see| jang samen raajiaan de adhikaar aseem ho jaande san ate aman samen inhaan vich kattauatee ho jaandee see| haan, kauamee jashanaan ate tiauhaaraan de mauake ute raaje noo kise vee dooje aadamee naalon doonaa bhojan ditaa jaandaa see|

puraatan yoonaan de is praant, lekoneea de vidhaan deean kee galaan vichatr san| is anusaar desh dee janasankhiaa noo tin sreneean vich vanddiaa hoeaa see| sabh ton vaddee srenee daasaan dee see inhaan noo helatt aakhiaa jaandaa see| kisaan, kaamo, raaj, misataree, julaahe, mochee ate vapaaree aadik sabh is shrenee vich saamal san| jo koee vee aapanee upajeevakaa lee koee kam jaan kaarobaar karadaa see, aus noo helatt jaa daas aakhiaa jaandaa see | holatt lokaan dee ginatee doojeean dohaan shreneean naalon vadh see, kee gunaa vadh ate uh vee yoonaanee nasal de hee san|

doojee shrenee pireeoseea jaan naagarikaan dee see, har naagarik noo zameen daa ik ttukarraa sarakaar valon ditaa giaa hundaa see| ih jmeen pitaa kolon putar noo virase vich mil jaandee see| naagarikaan noo koee kaarobaar karan dee aagiaa naheen see| uh keval sainik hunde san| unhaan deean zameenaan ute kam helatt jaan daas karade san| unj taan saare naagarik baraabar mane jaande san; par raajadhaanee sapaarattaa vich vasan vaale naagarik doojiaan naagarikaan naal is gal vakhare san ki uh raajasee muaamaliaan vich hisaa lai sakade san| koee naagarik aapanee zameen vech naheen see sakadaa|

teejee shrenee haakamaan jaan jageeradaaraan dee see| ih vaddeean vaddeean jageeraan de maalak hunde san| doven baadasaaeh de jageeradaar gharaaniaan vichon hunde san| inhaan raajiaan dee sahaaeitaa lee atthaaee mainbaraan dee kauansal chunee jaandee see| ih mainbar jageeradaaraan vichon hunde san ate satth saal ton chhottee umar daa aadamee inhaan anaaee mainbaraan vich naheen see liaa jaa sakadaa| haan, doven raaje is sabhaa de mainbar hunde san| unhaan noo milaa ke sabhaa dee ginatee teeh ho jaandee see ate ih doven satth saal ton ghatt umar de ho sakade san| is sabhaa de atthaaee mainbar, sapaarattaa vich vasan vaale naagarikaan duaaraa, jageeradaaraan vichon chune jaande san| kise mainbar dee mauat ho jaan ute us dee thaan navaan mainbar chun liaa jaandaa see| vadderiaan dee ih sabhaa ik prakaar dee uchee adaalat vee see ate lok sabhaa de saahamane rakhe jaan vaale muaamaliaan dee lisatt tiaar karanaa vee is daa kam see|

sapaarattaa de saare naagarikaan de ikatth noo lok sabhaa aakhade san| is sabhaa kal bahute adhikaar naheen san| ih ik tarhaan naal srotiaa dee sabhaa see| is sabhaa vichon panj mainbaraan dee ik kamettee chunee jaandee see | inhaan mainbaraan noo eehar aakhiaa jaandaa see| efaraan dee chon daa tareekaa ik tarhaan naal laattaree varagaa hee see| jado raajaa jang vich jaandaa see, audon de ekar us de vateere dee nigaraanee karan lee jaande san| har maheene deve raaje ebaraan saahamane vafaadaaree dee sahun chukade san te echar is gal daa vachan dinde san ki aseen onaa chir raaje de naal haan jinaa chir uh desh de vidhaan daa satikaar karadaa hai| sapaarattaa daa ih satikaarayog vichat vidhaan lagapag chhe sau saal tak des vich laagoo rihaa| is dee kise dhaaraa viradh kade koee soch naheen utthee ate is vich kise tabadeelee jaan vikaas dee sanbhaavanaa ne vee kade janam naheen see liaa| samen de beetan naal efaraan de adhikaaraan vich kujh vaadhaa ho giaa see, binaan kise inakalaabee uthalapathal de, saanjhee razaamandee naal| chhe sau saal tak kise siaasee garrabarr de naa hon daa bhaav ih naheen see| ki laikaneea vich khoonakharaabaa naheen see hundaa|

hundaa see ate ih do vaddeean bhiaanak kuroopataavaan de roop vich keetaa jaandaa see| unj taan sapaarattaa de naagarikaan noo vee bahurree sutanraa naheen see taan vee unhaan daa paalanaposhan is dtang daa see ki unhaan noo is paase sochan dee lorr naheen see paindee ate jaach vee naheen see rahindee| paratoo helattaan dee gal hor see| dooje yoonaaneean vaang yoonaanee hundiaan hoeaa vee inhaan dee haalat pashooaan naalon ucheree ate changeree naheen see| inhaan kolon sakhatee naal kam liaa jaandaa see| aapane maalakaan noo aapanee mihanat dee kamaaee daa vadderaa hisaa de ke inhaan kal guzaare jagaa masaan bachadaa see| aapane maalakaan prat ros inhaan de manaan vich upajadaa ate vadhadaa rahindaa see| inhaan dee ginatee vadh vee see ate kadee vee rahindee see| ginatee de vaadhe naal de khatare vadhade san| ik ih ki vadhee hoee ginatee jameenaan dee upaj daa bahutaa hisaa khaan noo mangadee see, jis kaaran maalakaan de hise vich ghaattaa hon daa ddar hundaa see, ate doojaa ih ki ih bahuginatee valon bagaavat daa ddar vee lagaa rahindaa see| is mushakal daa atiant kujhaa hal kadtiaa giaa see| har saal ik tiauhaar manaaeaa jaandaa see| is tiauhaar dee tiaaree vich ate tiauhaar ton pichhe is de khalaare noo saanbhan vich rul milaa ke do maheene lagade san| asalee tiauhaar keval das din jaaree rahindaa see| vadde vadde meliaan de roop vich ikatthe ho ke inhaan dasaan dinaan vich unhaan saare ddelattaan noo katal kar ditaa jaandaa see, jinhaan noo belorre samajhiaa jaandaa see jaan jinhaan de beadab hon daa shak ho jaandaa see| har shiree noo inhaan katalaan dee pooree khulh jee, par ik saal vich siraf das din|

eis khoonakharaabe dee bhiaanakataa is dee vaasatavikataa jaan is saaree vaarataa de sachaa hona ute shak karan dee salaah dindee hai par sapaarattaa de lok eih sabh kujh karade san; sagon is ton veekujh vadh har navaan janamiaa bachaa vishesgaan

jaa maahiraan de saahamane panj keetaa jaandaa see| ih siaane us de sareer daa muaaeinaa kar ke ih dasade san ki ih sihatamand ate balavaan sainik banan de yog hai| jaan naheen| kamazar bachiaan noo kise navakalee thaave kaavaankatiaan de khaan lee sutt ditaa jaandaa see| keval sihatamand bache hee jeeaunde rakhe jaande ate paale jaande san| kurreean ute vee iho prem laagoo hundaa see kiaun ju sapaarattaa de lok ih manade san ki sihatamand maavaan hee sihatamand bache paidaa kar sakadeean han|

sapaarattan maapiaan noo siaaniaa de faisale viradh res naheen see hundaa ate naa hee aapane bache dee ajihee mauat daa sang hee uh manaaunde san| inhaan de prakaar de khoonakharaabiaan ton ilaavaa mulakageereean lee jangaan vich lahoo veett lain pichhe bamaadaa ate inakalaabaan dee lorr unhaan noo naheen see rahindee| einhaan lokaan de samaajak jeevan daa aadaandd jang ate jit vich simattiaa hoeaa see| jang ate jit te vakhare kise manorath dee kalapanaa karano vee ih varaj dite ge san| jis karam daa fal jaan manorath jang ate jit ton vakharaa kujh hor hove, auh kam karan dee ukee manaahee see, einhaan noo| saare kam helatt jaan daas karade san| kam karan daa matalab hee helatt jaan gulaam honaa| shahiree siraf sainik see ate us lee larran ton sivaa hor koee kam naheen see| samaajik jeevan dee samachee usaaree is sach dee rosnee vich jaan is jaangaleeat de hanere vich keetee gee see|

har shahiree lee viaah karanaa zarooree see | jiharraa viaah naheen see karadaa, aus noo har roz vidiaaratheean de sakoolaan deean garaaunddaan duaale alafanangaa turanaa paindaa see, meech jaave, haneree jaave| viaah dee umar teeh saal see, par veeh saal de aadamee noo lukaven sanbandh rakhan dee ijaazat see, je uh unhaan sanbandhaan noo lukaven rakh sake taan| naa rakh sakan dee haalat vich dandd bahut katthor see| bache, vishes karake mundde paidaa karane bahut zarooree san| je kise isatree noo ik patee ton aaualaad naheen see hundee taan usanoo kise dooje aadamee kol aaualaad praapat karan dee khulh see| tin putaraan de pitaa noo sainik sevaavaan ton mukat kar ditaa jaandaa see ate chaar putaraan daa pitaa har prakaar dee raajasee, sainik ate samaajik sevaa ton mukat maniaa jaandaa see| aapanee marajee naal uh kise sevaa daa bhaar chukee rakh sakadaa see| jang vich maranaa jetoo hon naalon kite vadh maan vaalee gal see ate bhagorre jaan bujadil noo samaaj vich koee thaan naheen see hundee| uh murr jang vich hisaa lai ke ate mar ke aapanaa kalab ho sakadaa see|

eih dhiaan rakhiaa jaandaa see ke koee bahiree bahutaa gareeb naa hove ate naa hee ameer ameer hon de avasar ghatt san, kiaunk kise prakaar daa koee kaarabaar, sapaarattaa de naagarik duaaraa keetaa jaanaa paravaan naheen see| aapane helatt kolon vee uh mukarar keetee jinas ton vadh naheen see lai sakadaa, kiaunj us ton vadh den dee gunjaaeish hee naheen see hundee| saare nagarik pindd de saanjhe langar vich khaande san ate aapane valon is vich hisaa paaunde san|

sapaarattaa de naagarikaan noo desh baahar jaan dee aagiaa naheen see ate naa hee dooje raajaan de lokaan noo khulhamakhalhaa sapaarattaa vich firan dee aagiaa see| ih nagararaaj kise dooje raaj naal kise prakaar de vapaarak jaan sabhiaachaarak sanbandh naheen see rakhadaa| is de sanbandh keval sainik san ate jite hoe ilaake de lokaan noo helatt gulaama dee padavee de ditee jaandee see| koee helatt uchechee bahaadaree kaaran naagarik vee banaaeaa jaa sakadaa see|

naagarikaan noo gahine paaun dee aagiaa naheen see| sapaarattaa de sike lohe de san, eis lee dhan sanchan dee preranaa vee kidhare naheen see| sapaarattaa de lokaan daa jeevan saadagee dee adatee misaal see| enee saadagee ki kise prakaar dee kise kalaa, kavitaa jaan daarashanikataa noo koee thaan naheen see| yoonaan ne sansaar noo sabhiataa, sansakritee, saaeins, kavitaa, naattak , mooratee kalaa ate bhavananiramaan aadik anekaan sangaataan diteean han par sapaarattaa daa is vich koee yogadaan naheen| kamal bhaavaan noo ucheche yatanaan naal sapaarattaa de lokaan de manaan vich kadt ditaa giaa see| sookham vichaaraan noo dimaagee rog keh ke door rakhiaa jaandaa see| isatreean noo mamataa aadik komal bhaavaan de pragattaave kaaran sharam aaundee see| uh aapane navajanamiaan noo khanddaan vich suttiaa jaan ute udaas jaan karunaatur naheen san hundeean| jang vich mare putaraan daa sor karan dee manaahee see| kaaeiraan noo nafarat karan vich isatree gauarav maniaa jaandaa see| vishes karake aapane putr jaan patee noo us dee buzadilee kaaran ghiranaa karanaa, kise isatee lee bahut hee mehatav vaalee gal manee jaandee see|

sapaarattan isatree noo samaaj vich vishes thaan praapat see| jang dee bhatthee lee baalan paidaa karan daa saadhan hon karake uh kee ik kaanoonaan ton upar manee jaadee see| naagarik dee haiseeat vich uh zameen dee maalak vee see ate patanee de naate uh patee dee aamadan vich vee hisedaar see| us dee vidiaa vee maradaan vaang hee zarooree see| jimanaasattik aadik kurreean mundde ikatthe karade san ate nagan| vidiaa daa mool manorath see bachiaan noo shaasan vich rahin ate peerr jhalan dee aadat paaunaa vidiaarathee jeevan de nem atiant katthor san ate ih sabh kujh jang ate jit noo manorath man ke keetaa jaandaa see | chhe sau saal tak is prabandh noo safalataa praapat rahee| ant vich 371 poo.ee. vich yoonaan de ik hor nagararaaj beebaz dee sainaa ne sapaarattaa noo haraa ke is dee sataa daa sadaa lee ant kar ditaa|

eik mithihaasak kathaa anusaar laaeekaragas naam de kise devee manakh ne sapaarattaa daa vidhaan banaaeaa see| prasadh yoonaanee itihaasakaar paloottaarak ne laaeekaragas de jeevan baare likhiaa hai| paloottaarak pahilee sadee vich hoeaa hai ate is deean likhataan ne pachhamee raajaneetee vetaan noo bahut prabhaavit keetaa hai| roos ate neesh neetase is te ucheche prabhaavit hoe han ate raasttaravaadee samaajavaad daa sidhaant vee paloottaarak deean likhataan vichon upajiaa hai| paletto jaan afalaatoon

dee jagat prasadh pusatak reepabalik noo sapaarattaa de vidhaan daa afalaatoonee utaaraa aakhan vich bahutee ukaaee naheen| palen de shagirad arasatoo ne is vidhaan de ik ik nukate dee aalochanaa kar ke is vidhaan noo at daraje daa anamanakhee vidhaan saabat karan dee kosis keetee hai| bhaaven sapaarattaa de vidhaan daa adhiain ajokee vidiaa daa zarooree ang naheen taan vee palett dee preranaa daa moolasarot hon karake ih vidhaan hun tak manakhee soch noo prabhaavit karadaa aa rihaa hai, kiaun ju darashan ate saahit sanbandhee ganbheer vichaaraan karan vaaleean sabhaavaan de ajihe samelan ghatt hee hunde han, jinhaan vich paletto daa zikar naa hove| ih gal manakhee soch lee kise tarhaan sharamasaaree jaan mihane dee gal naheen; par is gal daa manakhee soch noo mihanaa vee hai ate sharamasaaree vee ki is ne palett de sohile gaaun vich belarraa gauarav mahisoos keetaa hai par us noo samajhan samajhaaun ate sodhan vich lorreendee sutantaa ton kam naheen liaa|

lekh parrhiaa giaa, holee holee, ttharame naal parrhiaa giaa ate bahut hee dhiaan naal, chupachaap ikaman ho ke suniaa giaa| iaun lag rihaa see ki sunadiaan hoeaa ih sarote ithon kidhare door chale ge san ate hun haualee haualee vaapas murr rahe han| sabh ton pahilaan paapaa de mitar ne chup noo torriaa, veer jee, eis nauajavaan ne darashan de itihaas vich ik navaan chaipattar kholh ditaa hai|

eih lekh main likhiaa hai, veer jee| paapaa de moonh ute viang bharee musakraaehatt |

veer jee, likhiaa taan tuseen hai, par lekh de tauar te ih koee uchechee praapatee naheen| tuseen is naalon vadh sundar lekh likhade rahe ho, likh sakade ho|

naale kahinde ho ki is lekh naal darashan de itihaas vich ik navaan chaipattar khulh giaa hai|

zaroor khulh giaa hai| niraa pur navaan chaipattar hee naheen khulh giaa, sagon darashan de samache itihaas noo naven sirion likhan dee lorr pai gee hai ate is lorr daa ahisaas us nauajuaan de inhaan sbadaan ne jagaaeaa hai ki je paireekaleez haaran dee thaan jit giaa hundaa taan paletto de vichaar hun naalon vakhare hone san|

bhaa jee, je gusaa naa karo taan ih lekh likhan dee lorr, tusaan vee, aus de patr ton baad hee mahisoos keetee hai|

je tuseen mainoo naalo naal parrhade rahe hunde taan shaaeid tuhaaddee raae kujh hor hundee| chalo main vee, saaddee soch noo sedh den vaale us nauajuaan daa shukaraguzaar haan| saaddee sanehaa ne hun tak kujh naheen aakhiaa| saaeid ethe haajr naheen| usadaa man patangaa naal undd rihaa hai|

naheen paapaa, main vee ethe haan ate meraa man vee ethe hee hai|

ethe hundaa hoeaa vee ethe naheen, kiaunk sochaan vich leen hai|

aapanee soch saadde naal saanjhee karo, bettaa|

kujh ziaadaa kahinaa chaahavaangee| geetaa vich budhee noo saatavik, raajasik ate taamasik dasiaa giaa hai| ih jaanadiaan hoeaa vee mere man vich ih miaal kade naheen aaeaa ki yoonaanee vichaaradhaaraa noo inhaan vanddaan vich vanddiaa jaave| aj jadon paapaa ne soch noo deshakaal dee had ton pare, keval manakhee soch de roop vich vekhanavichaaran val ishaaraa keetaa hai taan aapaneean kee kulaan ton paradaa pare hundaa parateet ho rihaa hai| aapane sdh sookham ate moolaroop vich vichaar deskaal ton pare hai ate jeevan daa ik sanghattak hai, ang hai, eik hond hai| aapane viakat roop jaan paragatt roop jaan sanbandh moolak roop vich vichaar, desh ate kaal duaaraa anukoolik jaan chhonadittioneda kanddeeshadd hai| saatavik, raajasik ate taamasik roopaa vich vichaar, eik hee sathaan ute ik hee samen vich, vakh vakh prabhaavaan adheen vakh vakh prakaar dee ho jaandee hai| vichaar noo bhaaratee, madhapoorabee ate yoonaanee aadik naan de ke desh jaan sathaan de aadhaar ute is dee vandd karan naalon kite vadh zarooree hai ki ik des dee vichaaradhaaraa noo saatavikataa ate raajasikataa de aadhaar ute vanddiaa jaave ajihee vandd manakhee vichaar vichalee saravaviaapakataa val sanket karegee ate vichaar dee saravaviaapakataa de vishavaasee manakh lee aapane asale dee saravaviaapakataa daa anubhav kar sakanaa hun naalon kujh ku sauakhaa ho jaavegaa kiaun ju vichaar keval manakh maatar daa hee naheen, sagon jeevan daa ik sanghattak ho, ang hai|

bette, aapane vichaar noo zaraa hor sapasatt karo| ho sake taan koee misaal de ke samajhaao, paleez| paapaa de mitar ne aakhiaa|

oho, main taan ddar rahee saan ki pahilaan hee gal bahut lamee ho gee hai| main ih kahinaa chaahundee haan ki vichaar noo doshaan ate kamaan deean vanddaan vich vanddiaa jaanaa ttheek naheen| ajihaa hon naal vichaar manakhee samaajaa vichale vakheviaan ate virodhaan daa kaaran ban sakadee hai| manakhee samaaj aapane visvaasaan noo sache ate attal, aapane dharamaan noo sreshatt ate dhuron aae, aapaneean sansakriteean noo puraatan ate amar aakh ke ik dooje naalon sreshatt hon daa daavaa karade aae han| inhaan daaviaan uton larrade jhagarrade vee rahe han| aj vee is prakaar dee sresttataa daa khiaal ik samaaj de mainbaraan vich dooje samaaj de mainbaraan prat ghiranaa daa kaaran banadaa vekhiaa jaa sakadaa hai| asal vich falasafiaan, dharamaan, sansakriteean ate sabhiataavaan daa kauamee maan ik haasoheenee gal hai| ih sabh manakhee vichaar dee anukoolataa jaan kanddeeshaning daa nateejaa han| kauamee dristtee ton vekhiaan ih praapateean prateet hundeean han| manakhee dristteekon ton vekhiaan ih bhauatik vikaas jaan aivoliaoosn dee lameechauarree prakiriaa deean karreean han| inhaan noo kauamee praapateean jaan ke inhaan ute uchechaa maan karanaa uven hee hai, jiven yoorapeen kauamaan aapanee chamarree de chitte rang noo bhoogolik prabhaav manan dee thaan aapanee sayatan praapatee aakh ke is daa uchechaa maan karan...|

meree gal lamee bhaaven ho gee see, par samaapat aje naheen see hoee| is baitthak vich naven shaamal hoe viakatee dee dharam patanee ne, meree gal noo vichon hee ttaik ke aakhiaa, prantoo ajihaa maan keetaa jaandaa hai ate iaun honaa kudaratee hai|

tusaan ttheek aakhiaa hai| main vee iho kahinaa chaahundee haan ki jiven koee kam aapane rang noo praapatee jaan ke us daa maan karadee hoee siaanee naheen aakhee jaa sakadee, auven hee sabhiaataavaan, sansakriteean ate chhalasafiaan daa kauamee maan vee siaanap vaalee gal naheen| is kiriaa de keete jaan ate kudaratee hon daa ih bhaav naheen ki ih ttheek vee hai jaa siaanee gal vee hai| manakh de aapane subhaa vich hee kinaa kujh ajihaa hai jiharraa kudaratee hai, par manakh de samaajik jeevan dee sundarataa daa virodhee hai| manakh sadaa ton |

muaaf karanaa, aapane kauamee gauarav daa tiaag kise tarhaan vee sundarataa vaalee gal naheen aakhee jaa sakadee| is gauarav ton sivaa saadde kol hai hee kee eis noo hath de ke saadde kol reh kee jaavegaa eis gorav daa sadakaa hee kauamaan age vadhadeean han ate kauamaan de age vadhan daa bhaav hai samachee manakhataa daa age vadhanaa|

paapaa vichon hee bol pe, vekh beebaa, tuseen doven hee aapo aapane thaan sacheean ho, par ih gal naa bhul ki aseen sapaarattaa de vidhaan dee gal kar rahe haan|

kujh khaanapeen val dhiaan karanaa chaaheedaa hai| galaan naal dtidd naheen bharanaa| ih chaachaa jee dee aavaaz see|

chaachaa jee, jinaa chir patangaan uddaaun vaale murr naheen aaunde, onaa chir taan uddeekanaa hee pavegaa| jaan uttho ate jaa ke sad liaao unhaan noo aseen on chir vich galeechaa khich ke chhaaven kar lainde haan| galeechaa chhaaven karadiaa asaan vekhiaa ki jithe maataa jee, chaachee jee ate unhaan deean larrakeean suteean hoeean san, aus galeeche ute chhaan aa chukee see| uh aapane dtang naal pikanik daa aanand lai raheean san| chaachaa jee ih aakh ke murr galeeche ute baitth ge, chal aape aa jaanage| ethon utth ke jaanaa aauakhaa hai| kanaras buree balaa hai; par hun main kujh kahinaa vee chaahundaa haan

eis bachee dee ih gal solaan aane sach hai ki kauamee gauarav daa tiaag kar ke saadde kol kujh naheen reh jaavegaa| saadde kol is gauarav ton sivaa hai hee kujh naheen| ih bahut vaddaa dukhaant hai| kauamee gauarav vich milee preranaa ne manakhee samaajaan noo jangaan, jitaan, mulakageereean, tabaaheean, bohuramateean ate sharamasaareean val vadhaaeaa hai| manakhee jeevan vich jo kujh sundar hai, jis de kaaran manakh maatar daa sir uchaa hai, auh kauamee gauarav vichon naheen upajiaa, auh vikasiaa hai, auh srishattee dee subhaavak abhivianjanaa hai| main neeraj noo salaah diaangaa ki uh is dristtee ton aapane vichaaraan dee aap parrataal kare taan changaa hai|

neeraj chup kar ke baitthee naa reh sakee, asaan hune suniaa hai ki sapaarattaa de lokaan de jeevan vich aakharaan dee jaangaleeat see | jang lee kujh lokaan noo vihale

kar chhaddanaa, holattaan noo pashooaan vaang varatanaa ate maaranaa, eisatreean noo parapurashaan naal sanjog dee khulh denee itiaadik asabhia ate niralajataa vaale nemaan bhare samaaj de ttaakare vich je aapane puraatan bhaaratee jeevan ute gorav keetaa jaave taan kee buraaee hai

keval ih ki kauamee vanddaan vich vanddee hoee soch kauamee gauarav dee pattee banh lain karake aapanee kamee soch daa sahee mulaankan naheen kar sakadee| bhaaratee samaaj braahaman, khatree, vaish ate soodar deean vaddaan vich ttheek uven hee vanddiaa hoeaa see, jiven sapaarattaa| kharrheean noo jangaanyadhaan lee oven hee raakhaven rakhiaa giaa see. jiven sapaarattaa de naagarikaan jaan pireeoseean noo | vaish je daas naheen san taan daasaan naal bahute change vee naheen san, par boodaraan dee haalat sapaarattaa de olattaan naalon naa udon changee see, naa aj changee hai| achhoot banaa ke rakhe hoe soodaraan noo vaadhoo samajh ke maar dite ge holattaan naalon bahute khushakisamat manan noo main tiaar naheen| jis noo parapurab naal sanjog kahinde haan, aus noo niyog keh ke samaajik paravaanagee den dee lorr bhaaratee samaaj ne vee mahisoos keetee see, santaan utapat karan noo ik rin chukaaunaa, keh ke ho sakadaa hai, asal vich jang dee bhatthee lee baalan daa prabandh keetaa jaanaa hee manorath hove| isateeman vich deaa, karunaa ate mamataa aadik komal bhaavaan daa daman kar ke us vich ghiranaa ate katthorataa aadik de sanchaar deean kathaavaan naal saaddaa aapanaa itihaas vee bhariaa piaa hai| jang vichon pitth vikhaa ke aae bharaavaan, putaan ate pateean noo taahane dandeean ate choorreean pahinan noo aakhadeean isatreean har sabhia samaaj de itihaas daa gauarav bharapoor hisaa han| kauamee gauarav de bandhanaan ton mukat ho chukee soch lee naa palette khimaa yog han ate naa hee ved viaas abhal han| aseen aj ton hazaaraan saal pahilaan hoe lokaan prat, eis lee pakhapaatee kiaun hoeee ki uh us desh vich paidaa hoe jis vich aseen paidaa hoe haan, jad ki aapane samakaaleean ate sanbandheean prat saaddaa vateeraa eerakhaa ate ghiranaa dee upaj hundaa hai| main taan eho salaah devaangee ki soch noo deshakaal ton pare dee cheez manadiaan hoeaa kauamee gauarav daa aadhaar naa banan ditaa jaave| is noo manakh daa saanjhaa virasaa samajhiaa jaave| kauamee gauarav de sikiaa vich mul taare binaan manakhee gauarav daa heeraa hath naheen aa sakadaa|

paapaa ne taaleean dee pahil keetee| saariaan ne taaleean dee goonj paa ditee| paarak vich ture firade lok saadde val vekh ke musakaraa de agore turade ge| asaan doven galeeche laagoolaag kar ke vichhaa le| patangabaaj vaapas aa chuke san, thake hoe ate bhukhe| paapaa ne aakhiaa, aao, hun vekhee saaddee sunehaa ne bahubhoj vich kee kujh banaaeaa hai ate kis kamaal noo hath laaeaa hai| jiven jiven khaanapeen daa saamaan khulhadaa giaa, tiven tiven mainoo pataa lagadaa giaa ki tere jeejaa jee ate maataa jee ne mainoo paiking de kamen hattaa ke ih kauam aap kiaun sanbhaaliaa see| ajihee koee cheez saamaan vichon gairahaajr naheen see, jis dee lorr pai sakan

dee zaraa vee sanbhaavanaa see| thaaleean, koleean, chamache, loon, mirach, masaalaa, salaad kattan lee chhureean, hath dhon lee saaban ate taualee, peen lee dter saaraa paanee, june baratan saanbhan lee palaasattik de baig, tin tharamos botalaan vich ubaal ke liaandaa hoeaa chaah daa paanee, kap, cheenee, dudh aadik, sabh kujh| aachaar, chattaneean ate jaim aadik vee hai see ate naal hee ik ddabal rottee vee| ik aaees baakas anthaan daa bhariaa hoeaa see| ih anb raat bhar fij vich rakh ke tthandte kar le ge san| ih lok vee tere sumeet ate profaisar ankal vaang hee anbaan de shauakeen han| aaloo ttikeean daa suaad inhaan noo main paa diaangee| us akhauatee bahubhej vich vee aaloottakeean banaa ke lai gee saan| saamaan vichon chaah peen lee mang ate paanee peen lee galaas kadtadiaan main maataa jee noo puchhiaa, eih mag ju haisan, galaasaan dee kee lorr see maataa jee mangaan vich hee paanee pee lainde|

aunhaan ne has ke aakhiaa, galaasaan vich chaah vee taan pee sakade saan, par pette sarran daa ddar see| hun toon ih vee aakhengee ki vadde chamach ju han, ttee sapoon kiaun liaande eih sabh kujh liaaun vich khechal ghatt hundee hai ate aanand ziaadaa hundaa hai| saamaan binaan pikanik ik majabooree jihee jaapan lag paindee hai| fir aj daa har ghaattaa bahubhej daa itihaasak ghaattaa ban jaanaa see|

baaharalee dhup ate andaralee bhukh doven chamakeean hoeean san| presan dee jinmevaaree meree see| tere jeejaa jee ate unhaan daa chhottaa veer meree sahaaeitaa kar rahe san| ik vaddee saaree ttre vich aaloottakaan rakh ke saariaan noo aapanee sahaaeitaa aap karan lee aakh ditaa| jis tezee naal ttre vich peean ttikeean noo aurradoo lagaa us val vekh ke main ddar gee ki ik taan ttikeean thurr jaaneean san, dooje ttikeean naal raj jaan kaaran meraa banaaeaa hoeaa zaradaa, daheenbhalo, chholebhatthoore ate maingo aaees kreem aadik sabh kujh piaa reh jaanaa see parantoo ajihaa kujh naa hoeaa| aaloottakeean noo aapo aapaneean palettaan vich rakh ke meree banaaee chattanee naal jinhaan suaadaan, satikaaraan, taareefaan ate bhukhaan naal khaadhaa giaa, aunhaan ne meree mihanat noo safal kar ditaa| vishes karake paapaa ate unhaa de mitar de khaan ate salaahun vich kujh ajihaa jaadoo see ki main kujh chir lee sanehaa ton anapooranaa banadee anubhav karan lagee| mere andaralee isatree aapane gauarav dee antalee uchaaee ute jaa baitthee see| main man hee man keh rahee saan ki rasoeeghar nisache hee isatree daa saadhanaasathaan hai, tapovan hai|

aapanee sikhiaa anusaar main aalattakeean ate chattanee bhukh chamakauan lee banaaeean san| iven hee hoeaa| panjasat minttaan pichhon hee chaachaa jee ne aakhiaa,

liaao bee, dio kujh khaan noo | tuseen taan chup hee kar ge ho| maataa jee ne aakhiaa, mainoo pataa hai ki keean ne daheenbhale ate karadaa pahilaan khaanaa hai ate keean ne chholebhatthoore| aah piaa sabh kujh, ho jaao shuroo,

par zaraa sabar naal|

jarade vaale pateele uton dtakan laahe jaan ute maataa jee ne aakhiaa, shaabaas, meree dhee| mainoo bharosaa ho giaa hai ki main aapanee rasoee daa chaaraj tainoo sauanp ke surakharoo ho jaavaangee| tere paapaa de pitaa jee mainoo kahinde hunde san, putar, tere magaron rasoee vich berauanakee ho jaan daa ddar hai| toon meree rasoee daa shingaar

taareefaan ho raheean san, mere pakaae bhojan deean ate main yakeen naal jaanadee saan ki ih sacheean han| main kise bhejan noo chakh ke naheen see vekhiaa aje| maataa jee lee ik thaalee pros ke unhaan age rakhee| atiant sharadhaa ate chaa naal unhaan ne khaanaa aranbh karan ton pahilaan saariaan val vekhiaa| unhaan dee khusee chintaa vich badal gee| baakee sabh khaan vich masaroof san| main maataa jee dee haalat noo vekh rahee saan| main puchhiaa, maataa jee, kee gal ho

neeraj te kamal kithe han

main edharaodhar vekhiaa| uh doven kidhare naa dise| main maataa jee noo aakhiaa, tusee khaao, main inhaa noo kahindee haan zaraa pataa karan|

zaraa haualee naal, eik paase kar ke aakheen| saariaan daa mazaa kirakiraa naa hove|

main iven hee keetaa| ih palett hath vich pakarree, khaande khaande ik paase chale ge| edhar saare jane aapane dhiaan bhojan daa aanand maanade rahe| main vee khaan baitth gee ate khaandee hoee aap hee heraan ho rahee saan ki sabh kujh enaa suaadee kiven ban giaa see| aaees kreem khaadhee jaa rahee see jadon tere jeejaa jee neeraj ate kamal noo lai ke aa ge| saaf disadaa see ki dovaan vich jhagarraa hoeaa hai ate andare andar aje vee ho rihaa hai| hun saariaan daa dhiaan inhaan val ho giaa| aapo aapane dtang naal har kise ne unhaan de iaun chale jaan vaalee gal noo unhaan lee ghaattevandaa sauadaa aakhiaa kiaunk hun khaanapeen lee bahut kujh baakee naheen see rihaa| is tarhaan dee koee gal kise ne naa aakhee, jis ton ih zaahar hove ki uh unhaan vich hoe jhagarre noo taarr giaa hai| saaree gal noo haase vich paa ke vaataavaran noo murr sukhaavaan karan de saare yatanaan de baavajood ih naa ho sakiaa ki pahilaan vaang ikaant vich betth ke sapaarattaa de vidhaan ute ik parracholaveen jhaat paaee jaa sake| khaan ton vihale ho ke chaah peen dee ichhaa daa pragattaavaa paapaa de mitar valon ho chukaa see | hune hune aaees kreem khaadhee gee see, eis lee chaah daa progaraam ikaddedt ghanttaa lett kar ditaa giaa| garamee daa zor ghatt jaan karake saariaan ne jangal dee sair daa iraadaa banaa liaa ate ik ghantte baad paratan de khiaal naal dotin ttoleean vich vanddeej ke saare jangal vich alop ho ge| maataa jee ate neeraj saamaan kol baitthe rahe| tere jeejaa jee, kamal ate us daa mitar dev ate main ik ttolee saan| tere

jeejaa jee de puchhan ute kamal ne dasiaa, sunehaa jee dee gal khatam hon ute

paapaa ne taalee vajaaunee shuroo kar ditee see| saare taaleean vajaaun lag pe san| main vee saamal see| neeraj ne is noo sunehaa jee dee jit ate aapanee hetthee samajhiaa| mere naal is karake uchechee naraaz hai ki main us dee haar vich khusee manaaee hai|

aseen vichaar kar rahe saan| jit haar daa koee prashan hee naheen see|

aapanee naaraazagee noo jaaehar karan lee koee vee bahaanaa labhiaa jaa sakadaa hai| prashan paidaa keetaa jaa sakadaa hai|

eis daa bhaav ih hai ki naaraazagee puraanee hai ate kaaran vee koee hor hai| tuhaadde netaan vich jhaatee paaun dee ichhaa meree naheen| is lee main khimaa mangadee haan| aseen koee hor gal karee|

raajos noo saadde jhagarre baare pataa hai| hun ih jhagarraa paradiaan ton baahar aaun lee kaahalaa hai| main sharamindaa haan ki meree vajhaa naal tuhaadde rang vich bhang | kamal andaron udaas see| vaak adhooraa chhadd ke chup ho giaa| koee vee kujh naa boliaa| saare hee chup kar ge|

kujh chir pichhon edharaodhar deean galaan hon lag peean| hun naa taan vaataavaran hee sukhaavaan lagadaa see ate naa hee manaan vich hee koee chaa see| ghantte ku ton pahilaan hee aseen vaapas aa ge ate chaah banaaunee shuroo kar ditee | baakee saare vee holee holee pujade ge| chaah saariaan ne peetee, par chup chupeete chhetee hee bhaanddetteendde saanbh ke aseen kaaraan val tur pe| lok saadde val vekh ke shaaeid soch rahe san ki kaise ajeeb lok han| samaa suhaavanaa ho rihaa hai ate ih gharaan noo murr rahe han| is gal ute shaaeid toon vee hairaan hovegee ki soch vichaar, khaanapeen ate ghunmanafiran de saare kamaan vich haazar hundiaan hoeaan dev ne aapane moonh ik shabad vee naheen see boliaa|

kamal ate neeraj doven ddaakattar han| inhaan dee aapasee naaraazagee ne baakee saariaa de naal naal mainoo vee udaas kar ditaa| kujh hor likhan noo jeea naheen karadaa| tere parr dee uddeek jroor lagee rahegee| bahutee dtil naa kareen|

teree sanehaa|

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sanehaa,

tere har pat ute taareekh pee hundee hai| is padd ute men vee taareekh paaee hai| ih keval is lee ki tainoo pataa lag jaave ki tere valon utar aaun ton pahilaan hee main patr likhanaa shuroo kar ditaa hai| likhadee hoee soch rahee haan ki tere patr noo pataa naheen kinaa ku chir uddeekanaa painaa hai| samen daa asatatav jinaa sookham hai, eis dee hond daa ahisaas onaa hee prabal hai| aapanee hond daa ahisaas divaae binaan beetan vaalaa samaan saadde jeevan daa akhatt saramaaeaa hai, eik vaddamalee daat hai| tainoo yaad hai eik ver toon daarashanik uchaaee ute baitth ke mainoo ttaaeem aindd eettaranittee samaan ate sadeevataa baare dasan daa yatan keetaa see ate main saaree gal sun ke aakhiaa see, chhadd yaar, koee ajihee gal kar jiharree mere sir uchee naa hove; aute uton naa langhadee jaave| toon kihaa see. gal taan bahutee uchee naheen, toon hee sir neevaan keetaa hoeaa hai| aj vee samen ate sadeevataa dee daarashanik viaakhiaa karanee mere lee sanbhav naheen taan vee is sach daa ahisaas mainoo hai ki aapanee hond daa ahisaas karavaae binaan beetan vaalaa samaan, beetiaa hon ute vee saadde kol hundaa hai; kidhare jaan dee thaan ruk giaa hundaa hai| jeevan de jine bahute pal saadde kol tthahir jaande han, jeevan onaa hee bahutaa sundar ate svapanayukat ho jaandaa hai| main bauadhik tauar ute is gal dee kaaeil naheen ki eettaranittee jaan sadeevataa sanbhav hai, par is gal dee maanasik prateetee mainoo hundee hai ki man lee ttaaeemalaisanes tthimelesasanesasa daa jaan samen ton uche ho jaan daa anubhav anahonee gal naheen| ih anubhav aanandaaeik hai ate aanandaaeik hon karake manorath hai| samen dee hond de ahisaas noo teekhan ate prathal karan vaalee har gal, har vasatoo, har vichaar, har viakatee ate har ghattanaa saadde aanand dee ghaatak hai| tere patr dee uddeek vee samen dee hond de ahisaas noo teekhan karadee hai|

profaisar ankal de ghar beetiaa samaan aanandaaeik see| us ton pichhon sumeet de ghar bitaaeean kujh gharreean je aanandaaeik naheen taan visamaadee jaroor san| uh ghar, ghar dee anubhaavak vishaalataa, ghar de chogirade dee ramaneekataa, ghar baare mandar daa bhulekhaa paaundee sajaavatt ate safaaee, rishee vaalameek dee kalapanaa noo saakaar

karan vaalee mariaadaa ate is sundar srishattee dee sirajanahaar uh devee, jiven mere naal hee kaar vich aa varre san, eih saare de saare inhaan de sukhaaven saab vich safar karadee hoee main aje adh vich hee pujee saan ki saaeekal ute aaundaa karanajeet meree nazare piaa| main ik paase kar ke kaar rok ditee| uh mere kol aa ke ruk giaa| main vaddee bhain hon karake kaar vich baitthee rahee ate us noo panj futt saadte giaaraan vich lame kad ne saaeekal uton utaran dee lorr naa pain ditee, kidhar chaliaa, karan

chaliaa naheen, aaeaa haan| marazee naal naheen, ghaliaa hoeaa|

bee jee ne ghaliaa honaa

ghaliaa taan bee jee ne hee hai. unj paapaa vee ghare han|

chal aa fir be.....| us noo kaar vich baitthan noo aakhadee aakhadee noo khiaal aa giaa ki uh taan saaeekal ute hai main kaar chalaaundee rahee ate uh kaar de naal naal saaeekal chalaaundaa aaeaa| aape vich galaan karade asee doven bhain bharaa panjaabee garameean dee lamee nighee shaam daa aanand vee maan rahe saan| je do din pahilaan hoee barasaat ne sahaaeitaa naa keetee hundee taan aaunde jaande ttarakaa ne enaa ghattaa uddaaunaa see ki asaan ik dooje daa saath chhaddanaa hee ttheek samajhanaa see| basaanttarakaan de ddraaeevar ate guradaasapur ton aapane pinddaan noo paratade saaeekalasavaar, paidal ate ttaangiaan vich baitthe lok aapo aapane dtang naal kaar ate saaeekal dee asukhaavee saanjh daa haaranaan, haasiaa ate ishaariaan naal suaagatasamarathan karade hoe saadde kol dee langhade ge| guradaasapur vich daakhal hundiaan hee sabh kujh badal giaa| pahile chauak vich khalote sipaahee ne kaar de age ho ge karanajeet noo dooron pachhaan liaa see| edhar odhar dee saaree aavaajaaee rok ke us ne meree kaar noo langhaaeaa ate adab naal salaam vee keetee| meraa jeea keetaa ki kaar ik paase kharree kar ke us kol jaavaan ate aakhaan, ankal jee, eiaun kar ke mainoo sharamindaa naa kariaa karo fir sochiaa ki is mariaadaaheen hundee jaa rahee duneea vich kujh ik puraane lok hee taan ajihe bache han jiharre umar, vidiaa, rutabe, siaanap, sharaafat ate maasoomeeat noo aadarayog samajhade han| ghar pujee taan vekhiaa thee jee faattak vich kharro san| mainoo kaar vichon nikalan daa samaan dite binaan hee uh bole, aus raat pain lagee hai ate toon|

bee jee, changaa bhalaa din hai | tusaan sooraj dee haazaree vich raat paa ditee hai| paapaa laan vich baitthe san| mainoo vekh ke bahut khush hoe, aao bettaa jee, khoob raj ke aaloottakeean khaadheean aj davindar daa kee haal hai aj taan vichaaree aanttee deean jhirrakaan ton bachiaa rihaa hovegaa; par kurrataa paaunaa pai giaa honaa | paapaa, tuseen unhaan dee chhadd, aapanee sunaao| bee jee guse vich lagade han| teree bee jee de guse dee saanoo pooree pachhaan hai, bettaa| tajarabekaar haan| naatajarabaakaar akal vee naheen han, paapaa|

mahaanrathee tainoo lain giaa see| miliaa naheen

mere naalanaal hee aaundaa see, pataa naheen baazaar vich kidhare ruk giaa honaa|

ajakalh sakoottar de chakar vich hai teraa veer|

paapaa, je chakar daa bhaav dhiaan, khiaal jaan moodd hai taan main vee hun nahaaun ate kaparre badalan de chakar vich haa|

nhaadhe, kaparre badal ke raat daa khaanaa khaadhaa ate bisatare vich jaa varree| pataa naheen kis kalapanaa lok dee sair karadee noo neend aa gee ate kis supanasansaar de sukh maanadee rahee ki savere utthadiaan hee gharabaar, sansaar pahilaan naalon sohanaa lagadaa jaapiaa| kalh deean saareean galaan noo sodh suaar ke ik nibandh daa roop den vich din daa chokhaa samaan beet giaa ate beetiaa vee aapanee hond de ahisaas noo teekhan keete bagair| ladte vele jade paapaa dafataron vaapas aa ke aapane kamare vich baitthe taan main vee unhaan kol jaa baitthan daa koee bahaanaa labhan lag pee| hun mainoo ih manan ate kahin vich koee sankoch naheen ki main paapaa kol baitthan daa bahaanaa naheen saan labh rahee, sagon sumeet noo milan daa koee tareekaa soch rahee saan| mainoo pooraa yakeen hai ki toon vee hun ih naheen chaahundee ki sumeet aave, paapaa dee mez ute faaeelaan rakho ate mainoo kotthee de baahar kise rukh hetth baitthee noo vekh ke dooron hee hath hilaa ke chalaa jaave| aapanee chitthee vich likhee ki main tere man dee haalat noo ttheek ttheek jaaniaa hai ki naheen| hun pat ate chitthee de jhagarre vich naa paveen|

meraa man inhaan jhagarriaan ton pare pahunch giaa hai| ik besuraa jihaa bahaanaa mainoo labh piaa ate ant vich ih sureelaa vee saabat hoeaa| main paapaa de kamare jaan ghareloo dafatar daa daravaazaa jaa tthakoriaa| paapaa ne baaeid ih samajhiaa ki kachahiree daa koee karamachaaree andar aaun dee aagiaa mang rihaa hai| faaeel uton akhaan chuke binaan hee bole, kam in chhome ina mere bainkayoo sar kahin ute unhaan ne trabhak ke upar vekhiaa ate aakhiaa,

are bettaa, toon daravaazaa kharrakaaun dee kee lorr see

are bee, sarakaaree dafatar hai| kee pataa ithe baitthaa aadamee paapaa hai ki ddipattee kamishanar|

tere bee jee ne bulaaeaa hai

naheen, naheen, ddaro naa| main aapane kam aaee haan| main aapane theesas daa pahilaa chaipattar likhiaa hai| tuhaanoo sunaa ke tuhaaddee salaah lainaa chaahundee haan|

main kaanoon naal mathaa maaran vaalaa aadamee haan| jaan fir hinsaa, hatiaa ate jhootth naal meraa vaah rahindaa hai| kalaa dee komalataa ate saahit dee sundarataa baare main kee jaanaan|

paapaa, tuhaadde bolan de dtang ton iaun lagadaa hai ki tuseen...|

daravaazaa murr kharrakiaa| paapaa ne hath de ishaare naal sumeet noo andar

bulaaeaa| daravaaje de sheese vichon hath daa isaaraa vekh ke uh andar aaeaa| us de andar aaundiaan hee main bevasee jihee kurasee ton utth ke khalo gee| paapaa ne jaataa ki main kamare vichon baahar jaan lee utthee haan| aakhan lagaa, achhaa bettaa, fir kise vele tero chaipattar baare gal karaange| par men uthe hee khalotee rahee| main baahar jaan lee naheen saan utthee| main taan sumeet dee suhiradataa, siaanap te saralataa noo satikaaran lee kharree hoee saan, main taan us de aachaar dee sundarataa ate aacharan dee pavathaa noo sir jhukaaunaa zarooree samajhiaa see, mainoo taan us dee maan dee mahaanataa ate us de parivaar dee mariaadaa ne aapanee mariaadaa daa paalan karan lee preriaa see| main taan aapanaa uh sabak duharaa rahee saan, jiharraa chauak vich khalot ankal surajan singh ne aapane saloott raaheen, sad vaang kalh shaameen vee mainoo parrhaaeaa see|

main uthe hee khalotee rahee| sumeet ne faaeelaan paapaa dee mez ute rakh diteean ate mej ute rakhiaa hoeaa meraa nibandh chuk liaa| paapaa ne mere val vekh ke aakhiaa, lai, bettaa, teree samasiaa daa hal ho giaa| sumeet tere chaipattar noo parrhegaa ate mere naalon changee salaah de sakegaa|

haan, sumeet, toon| davindar ne mainoo dasiaa see, toon kalaa ate saahit baare bahut jaanadaa hain ate is baare teraa aapanaa nijee koee drishatteekon vee hai| koee bhalaa jihaa naan laindaa see uh| ajakalh ih sabh kujh hindeepanjaabee vich ho giaa hai saadde bhaa dee museebat see.... giaa hai| saadde bhaa dee museebat hai| kee kahindaa see saatavik

jee unahaan ne aiven ......

naa bee, aiven naheen| aseen vee akhaan vaale haan| kachahiree de baraandde vich baitthaa, jiharraa aadamee shaapanahoor parrhan vich magan rahindaa hai, aus baare kahee hoee koee gal aiven naheen ho sakadee| toon ih chaipattar lai jaa| parrh ke aapanee raae likh ke devindar noo puchaa deveen| ih aitavaar jaa ke lai aavegee|

agale aitavaar aapane theesas daa chaipattar lain ate aapane jeevan daa ik chaipattar likhan, main jharee pahunch gee| meree ichhaa ate aas anusaar sumeet pahilaan hee uthe pahunchiaa hoeaa see ate aanttee dee aagiaa daa paalan karade hoe profaisar ankal ne vee kurataa pajaamaa paaeaa hoeaa see| sabh ton vaddee gal ih ki sumeet de maataa jee vee uthe biraajamaan san| unhaan dee shakhaseeat bilakul badalee hoee lagadee see| hun uh aapane ghar vichalee mariaadaa purasotam dee thaan ik hasamakh, chanchal muttiaar lag rahe san| viharre vich meraa pair paindiaan hee sabh ton pahilaan uho hee mere kol aae ate hasadiaan hoeaa uchee aavaaz vich aakhiaa, suaagatam, kumaaree pushapend suaagatam|

main khushee bharee hairaanee vich unhaan van vekh hee rahee saan ki unhaan ne mainoo aapanee galavakarree vich ghutt liaa| pahile prasnaan vich ik hor daa vaadhaa ho giaa| enee

ganbheer isatree is ghar vich aa ke en prasanamakh ate chintaamukat kiven ho gee hai eis daa ih roop is de aapane ghar vich vekhe roop naalon enaa vakharaa kiaun hai einhaan prashanaan dee sarasaraahatt mere diladimaag vich ho hee rahee see ki pindd deean atthadas isateean ate eneeank hee kurreean viharre vich iaun aa varreean jiven aapane ghar aaeean hon| vadderee umar deean isateean ne sumeet dee maataa noo vaaree vaaree gal naal laa ke piaar ditaa| kurreean ne aadar naal hath jorr ate sir jhukaa ke us kolon piaar liaa| profaisar ankal de kahin ute asee saare us ghar de visaal ddraaeing room vich jaa baitthe | sukar hai aj teraa idhar aaun noo jeea keetaa| ik siaanee isatree ne sumeet dee maan noo aakhiaa|

jeea taan bahut karadaa hai maataa jee, par kamaan kaaraan vichon vihal naheen |

koee gal naheen| puta saanoo kujh bhulaa kite dhan bhaag, toon aaee|

rab ne vadde vadde kam paa dite tainoo dhee; par shaabaase aa tainoo teree raate har koee naheen jamiaa|

tuhaaddeean aseesaan han, maan jee| tuseen sir te hath naa rakhade taan main kee kar sakadee saan

naa dhee, aseen teraa den naheen de sakade| jugajug jee| rab teree umar lamee karo| saadde kol taan seesaan ee aan| aaundee jaandee rihaa kar|

eis prakaar deean galaan kar ke ih sabh chale ge| is pindd de lokaan vich is isatree dee enee izataapanat daa kaaran kee hai kee ilaake de hor pinddaan de lok vee is noo iven hee piaarade satikaarade han je han taan kiaun mere dimaag vich prashanaan de anbaar usarade jaa rahe han| sumeet ne mez ute pee ik faaeel vichon meraa nibandh kadt ke saariaa noo vikhaaundiaan aakhiaa, einhaan paniaa ute khilare hoe khiaal aj saadde dhiaan daa kend han| asaan saariaan ih lekh parrhiaa hai; ethon tak ki aanttee ne vee| is baare aapane vichaar das ke dhanavaadee banaao|

tainoo kise saahit sabhaa daa saikattaree honaa chaaheedaa see|

samajh lo aj main uh hee haan| keval aj daa din| bahute chir lee ih chhatt mere ute naa ladee jaave|

pahilaan main aapanee raae dasadaa haan| keh ke profaisar ankal aje kujh kahin hee lage san ki aanttee ne aakhiaa, tuseen naheen, aj toshee pahil karegee|

santosh bettaa toon, .....

haan jee, toshee| aakhar tuhaadde param sis naal jeevan de kujh saal bitaae han is ne|

einhaan daa param shis hun vee mere naal hai| us ton par main kade naheen hoee| mere jeevan daa har pal.....|

baaharalaa daravaazaa kharrakiaa, sumeet ne utth ke kholhiaa taan tinachaar biradh andar daakhal hoe ate sidhe ddraaeing room vich aa ge| aseen saare unhaan de satikaar vajon utth kharre hoe| ankal jee ne aakhiaa, aao baittho chaachaa jee|

aunhaan vichon ik ne baitthanon inakaar karadiaan hoeaa aakhiaa, aseen bahin naheen aae, profaisar jee| kurree de aaun dee sunee see| dheedhiaanee de darashanaan noo aa ge| tuseen baittho aseen chalade haan| tosee dhee, sabh sukhasaand hai naa

haan, baapoo jee, vaahiguroo dee mihar aa|

hachhaa putr, aseen chalade haan| karo galaanbaataan| jaan lagee mil ke jaaveen | keh ke uh chale ge|

main ih nibandh dhiaan naal parrhiaa hai| ih nibandh de roop vich sanpooran naheen prantoo beesas daa pahilaa chaipattar hon karake ik praveshakaa daa kam bahut hee sundarataa naal nibhaa rihaa hai| is ton ilaavaa vee is deean kujh visestaavaan han|

chup kiaun kar ge bettaa| aapanee gal pooree karo| uh vishestaavaan kee han jaraa saanoo vee daso| saikattaree kolon naa ddaro| ih asalee naheen, banaauttee saikattaree hai|

mainoo saikattaree dee naheen, sagon tuhaaddee aagiaa dee lorr hai| tuhaaddee haazaree vich kujh kahinen sankoch hundaa hai| maape bachiaan daa haasaa naheen uddaaunage, eis bharose vichon kahin lagee haan| pushapendr ne is aaranbhak chaipattar vich kujh ajiheean galaan aakheean han, jinhaan ton prateet hundaa hai ki uh kalaa jaan saahit sanbandhee baneean aa raheean dhaaranaavaan dee attalataa, aupayogataa ate sreshattataa de bhaar hetth dab ke naheen likh rahee| is de ulatt uh chaahundee hai ki kalaa sanbandhee parachaare jaa rahe saare sidhaantaan daa punar mulaankan keetaa jaave ate ajehaa karadiaan hoeaan kise sidhaantakaar dee skhaseeat de bhaar hetth dab ke koee gal naa aakhee jaave|

enaa keh ke unhaan ne ik ver fir profaisar ankal de moonh val vekhanaa shuroo kar ditaa| uh bole, toshee bettaa, aapanee gal nik aakho| je main ate mere varage lok lakeer dee fakeeree karade aa rahe han taan ih unhaan dee akaiddamik majabooree hai taaleemee ate imatihaanee lodd hai| horanaa baare mainoo pataa naheen, par main nijee tauar ute kise sidhaantakaar daa dabel naheen haan ate naa hee kise sidhaant daa pujaaree haan|

jis roop vich ih nibandh saadde saahamane ho, aus roop vich ih saaddee pushapend de beesas daa hisaa vee naheen aakhiaa jaa sakadaa| is de theesas daa ttaapik hai yathaarathavaadaek kalaatamak varadaan| eih praveshikaa kise ik vaad daa hee naheen sagon samachee kalaa daa vislesn kar ke is de navaniramaan dee preranaa daa ikaraar karadee mahisoos hundee hai| is baare main puspend kolon kujh sunanaa chaahundee haan|

hun saariaan deean nazaraan mere ute aa ttikeean| main kahinaa shuroo keetaa, mainoo khushee hai ki main aapane sbadaan raaheen aapane bhaavaan daa ttheek tthaak pragattaavaa kar sakee haan| sumeet jee naal hoeean do gobatteean kaaran hee mere vichaaraan vich

eik tabadeelee jihee aa gee hai | hun main kise ddigaree noo aapane lee mehatavapooran praapatee naheen manadee| naa hee main aapane kathit ttaapik noo dhiaan vich rakh ke likhanaa chaahundee haan| hun meraa manorath hai, samachee kalaa de vikaas noo vaachanaa ate samache jeevan de vikaas vich is de aadaanapradaan, eis deean namosheean ate naakaameean, eis deean praapateean ate sanbhaavanaavaan ate is naal hoeean vadheekeean ate vafaavaan dee yathaa sanbhav charachaa karanaa| mainoo khushee hai ki meree lekhanee pooree safalataa naal meraa manorath tuhaadde tak puchaa sakee hai|

sumeet ne puchhiaa, kee yathaarathavaad dee gal vich chhadd ditee jaavegee mainoo pataa naheen| main samajhadee haan ki hun aapane kam vich main ikalee naheen haa| aseen saare mil ke ih kam kar rahe haan| is lee ih faisalaa vee asaan saariaan hee karanaa hai ki gal kithon aaranbh keetee jaave ate kiven agere teree jaave|

main samajhadaa haan ki je aseen manakhee chetanaa jaan manakhee man noo bauadhik ate bhaavuk naan deean de vanddaan vich vandd leee taan darashan noo manakhee bauadhikataa dee vel noo lagaa hoeaa fal ate kalaa noo manakhee bhaavukataa de maanasarovar vich khirriaan hoeaa kamal aakhiaa jaan vich bahutee vadheekee jaan atakathanee naheen|

sumeet keh rihaa see ate us de maataa jee ik hairaanee jihee naal us val vekh rahe san| dohaan val vaaree vaaree vekhade ankal jee nikaa nikaa musakaraa rahe san ate aanttee daa dhiaan goshattee ate kichan vich vanddiaa hoeaa see| main mantramugadh saan| sumeet ne gal jaaree rakhee, jeevan vich aapane sach noo jaanan dee ichhaa hai| ih ichhaa kiaun hai eis daa manorath kee hai, age chal ke vichaaraangaa| ih ichhaa jeevan vich mauajood hai, eis ton inakaar karanaa sauakhaa naheen shaaeid sanbhav hee naheen| jeevan vich sundarataa daa vee moh hai ate is gal daa jeevan noo pataa hai ki ih moh kiaun hai, eis daa manorath kee hai| jeevan vich sukh dee ichhaa hai, aanand lee taangh hai| ih aanand svairakhiaa jaa saravaaeeval shuravivala naheen, sagon us ton pare dee kee praapatee hai| ih praapatee keval sundarataa raaheen haasal keetee jaa sakadee hai, eis sach ton vee jeevan anajaan naheen| aanand daa manorath jeevan vich sundarataa daa moh paidaa karadaa hai| jis jeevan noo svairakhiaa jaan saravaaeeval dee chintaa hai, auh aanand ton door hai, dukhee hai, kashatt bharapoor hai| surakhiaa daa bharosaa aanand dee pahilee srat hai| surakhiaa ton meraa bhaav saravaaeeval jaan svairakhiaa lee keetaa jaan vaalaa sangharash naheen| is ton meraa bhaav hai rakhiaasurakhiaa bharosaa| darashan dee bhaasaa vich is noo sivam aakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai| main hune jihe aakhiaa see ki jeevan vich aapane sach noo jaanan dee ichhaa hai| is de manorath dee gal karan ton pahilaan main ih kahinaa chaahundaa haan ki sach jaan sach de giaan naal jurre hoe adhiaatamak aadarashaan de jhamele meree akal dee pakarron pare han| adhiaatamak aadarasaan de aadhiaatamavaadeean de daaviaan noo ik paase kar

deeee taan sach noo jaanan dee ichhaa daa lokik manorath jaaniaa jaa sakadaa hai ate

meree jaache uh manorath svai rakhiaa ate surakhiaa hee hai| main keh rihaa haan ki sach noo jaanan dee ichhaa daa manorath shivam hai| roopaantar naam de panjaabee traimaasak de panjaven ank vich chhape ik nibandh satiam ate shivam noo parrh ate vichaar ke main uparokat sitte ute pujaa haan|

chup kiaun kar giaa en aseen sun rahe haan|

aanttee daa dhiaan rasoee val hai|

zaraa tthahireen| main kukar hetthon ag bujhaa ke aaundee haan| mere aaun ton pahilaan gal age naa toreen| aanttee rasoee vichon vaapas aa ge ate sumeet ne gal age toree, je satiam daa manorath shivam hai ate sivam noo puj chuke jeevan vich sundaram dee taangh ho taan aseen karose naal ih keh sakade haan ki samache jeevan daa jaan samache vikaas daa manorath aanand hai|

ankal jee chup naa reh sake, sameet, auh lekh main vee parrhiaa see| parantoo j sittaa toon kadtiaa hai, aus ton iaun lagadaa hai ki uh lekh mainoo dubaaraa parrhanaa pavegaa| aapanee tarakavidhee anusaar toon aapanaa manaechhat sittaa kadtiaa hai| lopak ne satiam ate shivam vich kaaran ate kaaraj daa sanbandh zaroor dasiaa hai, par toon us sanbandh noo ulattaa karan dee koshis kar rihaa hai|

ankal jee, tusaan uh lekh dubaaraa parrhanaa hai ate main uh lekh ghattaghatt pandaraan vaar parrh chukaa haan| satiam ate shivam mainoo eik dooje de kaaran prateet hoe han| sundaram ate aanand inhaan dohaan ton pare hana agere han, auchere han| jeevan vich satiam ate shivam doven sundaram de saadhan han; sevak han par ih sabandh aje jeevan dee saadhaaran gatee raaheen viakat naheen hundaa| ajehaa hon lee hor vikasan dee lorr hai| jeevan ne surakhiat ho ke aapane asale noo aapane sach noo sanpooran roop vich abhiviakat kar ke jeenaa sikhanaa hai| us samen ih manan vich kise noo koee itaraaz naheen hovegaa ki jeevan daa asalaa sundaram hai jeevan daa manorath aanand hai|

par is samen taan aseen ih vekhade haan ki jeevan de ik sach noo padaarath dee sookhamataa de roop vich jaan lain karake manakh ne paramaanoo banb banaae han ate tabaahee dee yogataa noo aapane maanavatav dee sikhar samajh rihaa hai|

eih ttheek hai, ankal jee, par hun tak manakh tabaahee raaheen surakhiat hon daa pashoopunaa karadaa aaeaa hai| manorath surakhiaa hee hai| tabaahee noo saadhan mananaa us dee moorakhataa hai|

eiven hee sahee| teree gal man lainde haan, par hun kalaa ate yathaarathavaad val murranaa chaaheedaa hai|

sumeet ton pahilaan main aapanaa aaranbh kar ditaa hai, ankal jee, murran dee lorr naheen, kalaa saadde naal naal turadee aa rahee hai, jaan saaddee vichaar daa dhuraa

banee rahee hai, satiam, shivam ate sundaram vichaale galat sanbandhaan de sitte vajon

aupaje hoe kalaasidhaantaan dee parrachol ate naroe saatavik sidhaantaan dee khoj hee saaddaa manorath hai| sumeet naal hoee pahilee gal baat vich hee inhaan dasiaa see ki manakh dee bauadhikataa puraatan kaal ton hee sat dee dabol rahee hai| sukaraat ate afalaatoon ne bauadhikataa noo manakh vichale katthor bhaavaan dee taabiaadaaree vich laaun daa bharapoor yatan keetaa see| naal naal kalaa ute vee kararreean paabandeean laaun vich manakhee samaajaan de kaliaan dee aas keetee see| iaun satiam ate sundaram noo shivam de daas banaa ke inhaan vich suaamee ate sevak daa uh sanbandh sathaapat keetaa see, jis daa sadakaa hun tak kalaa aapane asale ton bepachhaan rahee hai ate manakhee komal

bhaavaan daa maanasarovar, jalanidhee hundiaan hoeaa, kamaladhanaheen hee rihaa hai| aapanee gal mukaa ke main vekhiaa ki chaare srote hairaan hoe mere val vekh rahe san, aunhaan dee hairaanee ne mainoo thorraa jihaa preshaan kar ditaa| aapane aap noo sanbhaalan daa yatan karadee hoee main bolee, ankal jee, main kujh tuhaaddaa kee vichaar....

meraa matalab,

pushapaa bettee, toon mereean aasaan umeedaan ute pooree utaregee, eis daa mainoo yakeen ho giaa hai| main tere vichaaraan de vikaas ute naheen, sagon aapanee safalataa ute hairaan ho rihaa haan|

sumeet de maataa jee, jinhaan de naan ton main jaanoon ho chukee haan, ne aakhiaa, eis bachee de is vaak ki manakhee man daa maanasarovar kamalaaliy naheen ban sakiaa dee saarathakataa ute kujh shak keetaa jaa sakadaa hai| homar, shaikasapeear, ttaigor, ttaalasattaae, kaaleedaas ate ainjil aadikaan deean kirataan dee hond vich iaun kahinaa kithon tak ttheek hai

meree santashee maataa jee, einhaan deean kirataan karake hee taan ih kujh aakhan dee lorr hai| jis jeevan ne sundaram noo shivam daa sevak banaaeaa hai, aus jeevan deean lorraa vichon upajeean hanakalaa deean paribhaashaavaan ate unhaan paribhaasaavaan de aadhaar ute keetee gee hai kalaa dee viaakhiaa| meree jaache sundarataa ate aanand de maadhiam raaheen manakhee man daa saatavik vikaas srestt kalaa daa jaan kalaa daa manorath hai ate is manorath dee praapatee lee keetaa giaa chetan yatan kalaa hai| kalaa daa saaraa itihaas ih dasadaa hai ki manakhee man de saatavik vikaas noo is daa mool manorath naheen maniaa giaa, kidhare kidhare, ttaavaan ttaavaan koee kamal khirriaa hai, par samachaa maanasarovar kamalaankit naheen hoeaa|homar noo varajil naalon vadderaa maniaa jaanaa, saikasapeear daa varaddazavarath naal vadheea honaa, ved viaas de chharrayantaan noo vaalameek de hirade dee saralataa naal vadh satikaariaa jaanaa, budh deean moorateean vich niravaan dee saatavikataa noo saakaar karan vaale gunmanaam moorateekaaraan dee thaan manakhee sareer dee sakalataa ate shakatee daa pradarasn karan vaaleean moorateean de gharranahaar maaeekal ainjalo noo srestt maniaa jaanaasadh karadaa hai ki kalaa saatavikataa daa somaa naheen sagon raajasikataa daa hathatthokaa banadee aaee hai| aapane jinme lag dharam

daa paalan karan vaalee sarasavatee naheen, sagon shakatee ate lakasmee de gharaan vich bahukarabuhaaree karan vaalee nauakaraanee banee rahee hai|

main taan ih vee kahaangee ki karunaa, vaatasal ate shaant dee haazaree vich singaar noo rasaraaj maniaa jaanaa is sach daa saboot hai ki samache maanavaman daa saatavik vikaas kalaa daa manorath kade vee naheen hoeaa| haakam varag dee vilaasabhakh daa bhojan samajhee jaan vaalee kalaa hee aj bahutee maatraa vich paidaa kar ke janasaadhaaran vich vanddee jaa rahee hai| dos vee lokaan sir ki unhaan de suaad hee iho jihe han|

pushapad bette, eis desh vich taan kujh dam hai|

naheen naheen| hun kise gal vich koee dam naheen| main kichan vich jaa rahee haan ate sumeet meree sahaaeitaa karegaa| rottee daa velaa ho giaa hai, baakee galaan fir kise vele| keh ke aattee kichan val chale ge ate sumeet vee unhaan de pichh pichhe ddraaeing room vichon baahar ho giaa| unhaan de jaandiaan hee sumeet de maataa jee utthe ate ankal jee de kol jaa ke unhaan saahamane iaun jhuke jiven unhaan de pairaan noo chhuh ke namasakaar karan lage hon| kurasee ute baitthe ankal jee ne unhaan de sir noo aapane dohaan hathaan vich sanbhaal ke aapanee godee vich rakh liaa ate aakhiaa, aro, aro; neeloo, eih kee kar rahee en| piaudhee vich ih uchech kithon aa giaa auh santosha unhaan de pairaan vich faras ute baitth ge| sir ankal jee dee godee vich see akhaan vichon hanjhoo veh rahe san, ankal jee, tusaan aapanaa dharam pooraa kar ditaa hai| tusaan mere sameedd noo murr jeevat kar ditaa hai| uh shabad, auho lahijaa, auh drirrataa, auho soch dee sutantrataa ate uh meraa sumeet| tuseen dhan ho mere dharamapitaa| kahinde hoe uh hanjhoo koree jaa rahe san| main unhaan de modte ute hath rakh ke kujh dheeraj denaa chaahiaa| akal jee ne hath de ishaare naal mainoo manhaa kar ditaa| kujh chir pichhon uh saant ho ge| ankal jee ne unhaan daa moonh upar chuk ke aakhiaa, sumeet dee mauat ton hun tak rok rok rakhe ih hanjhoo, aj bekaaboo kiaun ho ge, mere bache

meraa sumeet pravaan charrh giaa hai| meree tapasiaa safal hoee hai, meree saadhanaa sire charrhee hai| mere lee ih khushee daa mauakaa hai| mere kolon ih khusee sanbhaalee naheen gee| manjal daa maarag dasan vaale rahibar noo guroo dakasnaa vajon den lee inhaan hanjhooaan ton vadderee sanpatee mere kol naheen| mere guradev, mere pitaa| tuhaaddee bhettaa han ih hanjhoo, jiharre main sumeer dee yaad noo vee naheen dite|

dupahir daa khaanaa khaa ke aseen murr ddraaeing room vich aa baitthe ate sumeet de maataa jee havelee val chale ge| main ih puchhan dee daleree kar lee ki uh kithe ge han| ankal jee ne dasiaa, havelee de ik kamare vich teshee daa aim.aaee. hoom hai, authe jaa baitthegee| pindd de lokaan noo pataa lag giaa hai ki aj uh ethe hai| unj uh maheene vich de ver aapane nisachit samen ute aa ke larravandaa

daa ddaakattaree muaaeinaa karadee hai| aj dee feree pindd de lokaan lee boongaa hai| kujh

eik taan us noo namasatenamasakaar karan lee hee aaunage par je kise noo koee ahur hai taan us noo davaaee vee ditee jaavegee|

aapane ghareloo kamaan vich uh ik mintt daa agaa pichhaa naheen hon dinde| aj unhaan de uh kam kauan kar rihaa hovegaa

eis daa pooraa prabandh kar ke aaee hai uh| kise naa kise dee ddiaoottee laa ko aaee hai ate har kam use nipunat naal keetaa jaavegaa jis naal uh aap karadee hai|

shaam ho gee| sumeet ate us de maataa jee dee vidaaeigee daa samaan aa giaa| so de lagapag isatree purab ate bache ikatthe ho ge| piaar, satikaar, sharadhaa ate khusee de bhaavaan noo enee teekhanataa naal pragattaaunde ene chihare main pahilaan kade naheen san vekho| mainoo aakhiaa giaa see ki main unhaan noo aapanee kaar vich bitthaa ke jaapoovaal chhaddadee jaavaan| is tarhaan main vee vidaa keetaa jaan vaaliaan vich saan ate unhaan vich hon karake unhaan vaang piaaree, satikaaree jaa rahee saan atar lagasee unhaan de leerriaan noo, jiharre suhabatee hon ataar de jee|

maanpatr noo unhaan de ghar de mazaboot faattak saahamane utaar ke main guradaasapur val chal pee| toon andaajaa laa sakadee hai ki kine ku suaal mere dimaag vich utth rahe honage| prashanaan dee ginatee vadhadee jaa rahee hai ate sumeet vich meree dilachasapee vee| is naven log sadakaa mere aachaar vivahaar vich pahilee tabadeelee ih aaee ki paapaa de ghareloo dafatar vich meraa aaun jaan vadh giaa ate vadhadaa vadhadaa ik prakaar daa nitanem ban giaa hai| main har roj ladte vele dafatar vich aa baitthan daa koee naa koee bahaanaa labhan vich safal ho jaandee haan| mere vateer vich aaee is tabadeelee noo bee jee ne jaanch liaa hai| uh vee daftar vich mere kol aa baitthan lag pe han| jis din karanajeet ghar hundaa hai, aus din aap aaun dee thaan us noo ghal dinde han| uh bahutaa chir mere laage naheen baitthadaa| helo deedee, hau aar yoo keh ke kotthee de gotto baahar ho jaandaa hai| jo bee jee mere kol baitthe hon taan paapaa de aaun ute unhaa noo chaah aadik piaaun lee utth ke ddraaeing room vich chale jaande han| mainoo pataa hai ki chaah paapaa dee kamazoree hai| uh chaah peendiaan adhaapauanaa ghanttaa jroor laa dinde han ate kade kade pooraa ghanttaa vee| je tasalee naa hove taan dubaaraa chaah banavaaun vich koee vadheekee naheen manade| ih vee tainoo pataa hai ki chaah bhaaven deepoo banaave bhaaven main banaavaan ate bhaaven bee jee aap banaaun, bee jee ne onaa chir paapaa de kol zaroor baitthe rahinaa hundaa hai, jinaa chir uh paapaa chaah peende rahin| kee din main ih aas ate ichhaa karadee rahee ki sumeet us samen ghar aave, jadon paapaa ddraaeing room vich chaah pee rahe hon| ajehaa naa ho sakiaa, shaaeid paapaa ne us noo nisachit samen ute aaun daa aadesh de rakhiaa see|

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eih patr de bhaagaan vich kiaun hai| ih toon samajh sakadee hai| joon de maheene vich aaranbh ho jaan vaaleean barasaataan ne meraa ghar nikalanaa band kar ditaa| vishes karake pichhale do ku aitavaar taan bahut hee sije hoe san| pichhale hafate chauadaan taareem noo teree chitthee mil gee| kaaroon daa khazaanaa labh pain vaalee gal see| ik ver parrhee, do ver parrhee pataa naheen kinee ver parrhee| jee keetaa ih chitthee sumeet noo de devaan| fir khiaal aaeaa ih taan ik tarhaan naal ikabaal karanaa hoeaa| ih main manadee haan ki ih koee ikabaalaejuram naheen taan vee ikabaal, eikabaalaejuram naalon vee aauakhe hunde han|

tainoo mere pichhale patr noo parrh ke mere vivahaar vich hoe pareevaratan de kaaran daa pataa lagaa hai| is pat noo parrh ke toon hairaan hovegee ki keval vivahaar vich hee naheen, sagon vichaar vich vee pareevaratan hoeaa hai| teree mitrataa vichon milee hoee bauadhik poonjee mere bahut kam aa rahee hai| tere naal baitth ke ganbheer visiaan ute vichaaravattaandaraa naa keetaa hundaa taan mainoo sumeet deean galaan dee samajh naheen see painee| jis daanishamandee noo main aapane lee vaadhoo bhaar samajh ke tere tak hee seemit rakh ke khus saan aj us dee uchechee thorr mahisoos karadee hoee tere patr noo baar baar parrh ke is vich likhe hoe saare de saare darasnik khalaare paasaare noo aapane dimaag de kise kone vich saanbh samett lainaa chaahundee haan| sutant soch vaale lokaan daa saath saadde maanasik vikaas lee kinaa zarooree hai| toon kise inattilokachual palayar bauadhikaaananda daa jikar karadee hundee hai| mainoo ih aanand jo paramaaanand naheen taan ghattaghatta mahaanaanand jroor jaapiaa hai| is aanandaanubhootee dee yogataa daa aadhaar kee hai, eih tere paapaa hee das sakade han parantoo ih main jaanadee haan ki is yogataa ton sakhane honaa ik durabhaag hai| teraa sahel meraa subhaag hai, sanehaa|

jadon sumeet ne aapanee maataa de itaraaz daa utar dindiaan hoeaan hamar ate varajil, ved viaas ate vaalameek, shaikasapeear ate varaddazavarath deean kalaakriteean daa ttaakaraa keetaa, audon mainoo iaun lagaa jiven meree sach de saare bandhan ttutt ge han ate main mahaan sojhee de sanamakh ho gee haan| is anokhe anubhav de

prabhaav vich hee main shingaar ras dee saradaaree ute kintoo kar ditaa| ethon tak taan muaamalaa ttheek rihaa par jad main ih aakhiaa ki kaamukataa noo kalaa keh ke lokaan noo kuhaj ditaa jaa rihaa hai ate dosh vee lokaan ute hee laaeaa jaandaa hai ki unhaan de suhajasuaad daa padhar neevaan hai taan sumeet dee maataa jee ne is gal ute kintoo kar ditaa| uh taan changaa hoeaa aanttee ne gal baat daa silasilaa rok ditaa, naheen taan mere kolon utar naheen see ditaa jaanaa| main ih sabh kujh is lor vich keh gee saan ki pahileean saareean dhaaranaavaan ate maanataavaan daa khanddan jarooree vee hai ate sanbhav vee| kujh ise prakaar daa prabhaav kabooliaa see main soch dee sutanttaa de anubhav daa| sumeet de maataa jee noo den lee tatakaaleen utar mere kol naheen see parantoo ghar aa ke main sochadee rahee ki jo iho gal ttheek hai ki lokaan de suhajasuaad ne hee kalaa dee rooparekhaa uleekanee hai taan lokaman de saatavik vikaas noo kalaa daa dharam aakhan de kee arath han tere paase val vasade lokaan kol is prashan daa koee utar hove taan pataa kar| main sumeet naal is vise ute vichaar karaangee|

kujh din ton barasaat rukee hoee see ate garamee vee bahutee naheen see| kalh aitavaar main savere utth, nahaa dho ke kaar farree ate ankal jee kol puj gee| akal jee ne musakaraa ke aakhiaa, aj dotin hafatiaan pichhon vekhiaa tainoo| pahilaa naalon siaanee siaanee lagan lag pee en, pushapendr |

rab karo, tuhaaddee gal ttheek hove|

aanttee vee ddraaeing room vich aa ge| unhaa puchhiaa, bee pushapaa, teree sahelee ne koee khabar naheen ditee| tainoo koee khat patr aaeaa

main hee pahil keetee see likhan dee| hun uh vee likhadee hai kadee kadee| bahut khush hai| main kujh sach chhupaaeaa ate kujh paragatt keetaa|

aj sumeet ethe naheen aa rihaa| ghar dee zinmevaaree us noo sauanp ke toshee kise aimarajainsee kaaran jeevanavaal aaee hoee hai|

taan fir aseen othe chale jaande haan|

aapanee aanttee noo puchh lai|

mere valon veeh vaaree jaao, par mainoo aj bahut kam hai| barasaataan ne kee

kam rok rakhe san| aj meraa sir khurakan naheen honaa|

chal bee pushapiaa| chaah sumeet kolon hee peeange|

saanoo ghar aae vekh ke koee chaa charrhiaa sumeet noo| us chaa vich uh aapane vishaal ghar naal vadderaa ho giaa jaapiaa mainoo| aseen tine kichan vich chale ge| ih kichan saaddee sarakaaree kotthee de ddraaeing room naalon chhottaa naheen see| savaaee dee kujh puchh naa| main chaah banaaun lee kukar val jaan lagee taan sumeet ne aakhiaa, mainoo kutt puaaoge tuseen

kiaun jee, eis vich kutt pain vaalee kiharree gal ho jaavegee

tuseen chaah banaauge taan kichan vich piaa saamaan varatage| kichan vichalaa

saamaan edhar odhar hovegaa| is dee tarateeb vichalee tabadeelee ton meree maan jaan jaavegee ki kise naven viakatee ne kichan vich kam keetaa hai| ghar aaeaa hoeaa har navaan viakatee mahimaan hai| mahimaan noo kichan de kam laaun de dosh daa dandd taan bhugatanaa hee pavegaa|

meraa haasaa nikal giaa| main ankan jee noo aakhiaa, tuhaadde neeloo jee bahut ajeeb han, har pakh adatee| aj main sunehaa noo unhaan baare likhaangee|

chaah banaaunde sumeet ne chuk ke aakhiaa, sunehaa kinaa madhur naan hai vaah, saaraa aapaa suaad suaad ho giaa| ih kon hai kithe hai

bettaa, eih is dee ik sahelee hai|

kade milaao naa| zaroor inhaan vaang hee niramal, nirachhal hovegee| mere naalon vaddee hai jaan chhottee

kujh chhottee hee hovegee| kiaun

ankal jee, koee siaanee jihee kurree labho jiharree mere naal vaddee hove umar vich ate hove vee sunehaa|

kiaun sumeet kee lorr pai gee

ankal jee, mainoo deedee shabad bahut piaaraa lagadaa hai| meraa jeea karadaa hai, main vee kise noo deedee keh ke bulaavaa|

sumeet deean akhaan vich do motte motte atharoo ddalhak rahe san| ankal jee ne aakhiaa, sumeet, saaddee sunehaa bhaaven umar vich tere naal chhottee hai par uh is yog hai ki toon us noo deedee keh sake| us naal changeree deedee labhanee mere lee sanbhav naheen| us dee susheelataa, sahinateelataa, siaanap ate us de svaikaaboo saahamane toon vee aapane aap noo chhottaa mahisoos karengaa, sumeet| uh landdan rahindee hai| keval patramilaap hee sanbhav hai filahaal|

je meree deedee hundee taan aah sabh kujh mainoo naa karanaa paindaa, ttoo mez ute

rakhadiaan sumeer ne aakhiaa| chaah pee ke vihale hoe taan uh aakhan lagaa, aj daa mauasam andar baitth ke galaan karan daa naheen| aao baahar chalee|

ankal jee ne aakhiaa, pushape, mainoo kaar dee chaabee deee jaghaa main neeloo daa pataa kar ke aaundaa haan| tuseen galaan karo|

sumeet, jadon main pahilee ver is ghar vich aaee saan udon bahut garamee see, par is bageeche vichalaa ghaah udon vee haraa see| is hariaaval ne mainoo hairaan keetaa see| is daa bhet jaanan dee ichhaa hoee see| aj fir uho jagiaasaa jaag pee hai|

jeev dee jagiaasaa taan kudaratee hai pahetoo ghaah | ih dishaa ....|

naheen, naheen| mere lee ih vishaa mehatav rakhadaa hai| manakh dee mihanat ate lagan naal sanbandhat hai|

chale iven hee sahee| par mihanat naal pahilaan giaan zarooree hai| ih jaananaa jrooree hai ki ghaah deean sainkarre kisamaan han| je main baans noo ghaah dee ik kisam aakhaan taan hairaan naa honaa, eih ttheek gal hai| kanak, jhonaa aadik saare anaaj ate bahut saareean daalaan ate ganaa aadik aapane asale vajon ghaah han|

baans vee ghaah hai

main kihaa see hairaan naa honaa par tuhaaddee chauaraanee kudaratee hai, tuhaaddee jagiaasaa vaang| main kudarat naalon takarraa banan dee moorakhataa kar giaa saan| aasattreleea vich ghaah dee ik ajihee kisam vee hai, jiharree khajoor naal raladee miladee hai ate aakaar vich vee ghaah ghatt ate birakh vadh lagadee hai| chhaddo ih sabh giaan| asaan ih jaananaa hai ki is ghar de laanaan vichalaa ghaah haraa .....

main gal ttok ke bolee, giaan noo chhaddo naa, sagon vadhaao|

sumeet ne has ke aakhiaa, baattanee banaasapatee shaasata sanbandhee meraa giaan seemat rihaa hai| lorr jogaa hee jaanadaa haan| tuseen vee aapanee lorr noo mukh rakho|

jiven tuseen ttheek samajho|

har prakaar de ghaah dee aapanee umar hai ate aapanee umar daa bahutaa hisaa uh haraa rahindaa hai jaan rakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai| kanak dee lorr jhone naalon vakharee ho ate kamaad dee makaee naalon vakharee| manakh ne aapane kam aaun vaale ghaah deean kisamaan baare giaan praapat kar ke us noo sanbhaaliaa ate varatiaa hai| aseen.... |

.... aapane laanaan vich lage ghaah de subhaa noo jaanade naheenaus noo kinaa paanee, kiho jihee khaad ate kis prakaar dee dharatee dee lorr hai, eis daa pataa naheen karade| ghaah suk jaandaa hai, peelaa pai jaandaa hai| giaan mainoo chetaa aa giaa ki main sumeet de vaak noo adh vichaaliaun farr liaa see| sharamindagee jihee naal main aakhiaa, soree khimaa karanaa mainoo pataa hee naheen lagaa ki main |

eis vich khimaa mangan vaalee kiharree gal hai main tuhaadde jinaa siaanaa ho jaan noo kise prakaar dee bhul samajhan dee thaan aapane lee maan vaalee gal samajh ke fakhar karaangaa khimaa naheen mangaangaa|

naheen naheen, main siaanee hon daa daavaa naheen kar rahee| siraf ih keh rahee haan ki tuhaaddee dasee hoee gal meree samajhe ho gee hai|

ghaah, dharatee, khaad, paanee ate mauasam aadik daa lorreendaa giaan haasal kar lain pichhon jaan giaan praapatee de naal naal karam dee lorr paindee hai| karam yog bahut katthin hai| ih kiriaa roop hai, praikatteekal hai| ih giaan naalon kite vadderee saadhanaa hai| is kiriaa roop.....|

mainoo ik nikee jihee gal kahin dee aagiaa dio| karam yog dee katthinataa is gal vich vee hai ki ih fal dee ichhaa daa tiaag karan dee mang karadaa hai ate fal dee ichhaa noo tiaaganaa at katthin hai|

meree gal sunadiaan hoeaa sumeet ne sir jhukaa liaa see ate mintt chhadt mintt jhukaaee rakhiaa| mere kee gal hai kahin ute us ne sir upar chukiaa ate akhaan meettee ik lamaa saah lai ke akhaa kholheean, aapanee subhaavak musakaan moonh ute morr liaadee ate aakhanaa shuroo keetaa, main ved viaas, geetaa ate sree krishan, sabh daa lorreendaa satikaar karadaa haankeval lorreendaa satikaarapar karam de fal dee ichhaa de tiaag vich vishavaas naheen rakhadaa| ho sakadaa hai maikas dee praapatee lee ih tiaag zarooree hove, parantoo mere lee, aam lokaan vaang, mokash naal jeevan jiaadaa zarooree hai| jeevan vich har kam us de fal dee ichhaa naal ate us vichon upajan vaale har change bure nateeje dee pooree pooree jinmevaaree naal keetiaan hee jeevan noo khush, khushahaal ate khoobasoorat banaaeaa jaa sakadaa hai| dtal dee ichhaa daa tiaag kise kanapatalee jaan maseen lee hee sanbhav hai kiaunj unhaan vich ichhaa dee hee anahond hai| maseen jaan katthaputalee honaa maanav noo bebhaa naheen dindaa| zinmevaar hon vich hee us daa purustav hai| ih ik vakharaa visaa hai| iko samen ik gal keetee jaa sakadee hai| ih galaan fir kise vele karaange| is samen.....|

aus dee gal ttok ke main aakhiaa, eis samen taan iho jeea karadaa hai ki ise gal noo jaaree rakhiaa jaave|

tuseen bhaashaaee baareekeean dee staranj de khilaarree hai| mere aaranbh keete hoe vaak noo aapanee soch dee sedhe tor lainde ho, bahut khoob| par, main is samen, tuhaaddee ichhaa vich naheen taraangaa| main keh rihaa saan ki karam yog kiriaa roop hai fal dee ichhaa naal ate nateeje bhugatan dee pooree zinmevaaree naal keetee jaan vaalee kiriaa daa roop| aao ghar de pichhavaarre chal ke is karam yog noo is de kiriaa roop vich dekhee|

aseen ghar de pichhavaarre val tur pe| aakaash vich badal bahut san; par meenh daa koee rangadtang naheen see| laan de naal naal banee pathareelee sarrak ute turade aseen galaan karade rahe| havaa saadharan naalon tez see; samaan saadhaaran naalon suhaavanaa see| sumeet keh rihaa see, eis dharatee daa muaaeinaa karavaa ke is vich yog kisam daa ghaah lagaaeaa giaa hai| ih koee vaddee khechal vaalee gal naheen| khaad daa prabandh vee saadhaaran jihee gal hai, par paanee dee samasiaa zaraa gunjhaladaar hai| is samasiaa daa hal ate puraatan misar ate naveen takaneek de sanjog naal keetaa hai|

turee jaandee main soch rahee saan ki is parivaar ne jeevan de yathaarath noo jaan ke us de yog varaton karan vich kamaal kar ditee hai| parantoo, kalaa ate yathaarath de aapasee sanbandh vich inhaan noo koee sundarataa kiaun naheen disadee| meraa jeea keetaa ki aapanaa ih prashan main kidhare likh ke rakh lavaan, par mere hath vich naa kaagaz see naa kalam| uche darakhataan vich ghire ik sundar taalaab kandte jaa ke sumeet ik

aavaaz ne jiven mainoo jagaa ditaa meraa supanaa torr ditaa| uh keh rihaa see, eis taalaab de paanee noo panp kar ke us ute ttaink vich lijaaeaa jaandaa hai| othon ih meenh de roop vich varhaaeaa jaandaa hai, jithe chaahee othe, jadon chaahee odon| is dtang dee bahut varaton ghaah lee hee hundee hai| mere maataa jee noo ghaah naal uchechaa piaar hai| ih saaraa giaan ate ih saaraa karam unhaan de ise bhagatee bhaav ne ikatthaa karavaaeaa hai|

auh bainch uton utth kharrotaa ate hathon farr ke mainoo vee utthaa liaa| us de hath dee is doojee chhooh ne mere man vich koee halachal naa upajaaee| hathon farree uh mainoo aapane maataa jee de baindd room vich lai giaa| ik alamaaree daa daravaazaa bolhiaa ate us vich ik shailaf ute pe hoe ghaah val isaaraa kar ke baliaa, eih mutth ku ghaah pichhale pandaraan saal ton ithe sanbhaaliaa piaa hai| suke hoe is ghaah noo mere maataa jee atiant sharadhaa ate satikaar naal vekhade han| is noo vekh ke aapane aape ton, aapane chogirade ton, eis sansaar ton uche utth jaande han; kise aanand vich ttik jaande han|

tusaan unhaan kolon is daa bhet puchhiaa hai je naheen taan kiaun

kade lorr naheen pee|

profaasar ankal noo pataa hai

shaaeid hai ho sakadaa hai naa hove| mainoo pakaa pataa naheen|

main puchh sakadee haan, eis baare, aunhaan kolon auan

zaroor puchh sakade ho|

kaar dee aavaaz sunaaee ditee| ankal jee sumeet dee maataa jee noo lai ke aa ge san| uh ddraaeing room val chale ge ate maataa jee saadde kol baidd room val aa ge| naras de libaas vich uh jimanejeeam vaalee santosh naalon vadh chusat ate rohabadaar lag rahe san| unhaan ne kujh ros naal puchhiaa, mere kamare dee talaashee lai rahe ho

kujh ise tarhaan hai |

binaan vaarantt

naheen maan jee, binaan vaarett naheen| tuhaadde piaar ate aapanee sharadhaa daa duharaa vaarantt saadde kol hai|

bahut hushiaar ate haazar juaab kurree hain toon| main moonh hath dho ke rasoee vich jaa rahee haan| tuseen ddraaeing room vich baitth ke galaanbaataan karo| ankal jee vee othe han|

main kichan vich tuhaaddee madad karaan

lorr pain te madad main aap mangaangee, mere modte ute hath rakh ke unhaan ne musakaraa ke aakhiaa|

jeea karadaa see ki saaraa din uthe gujaar diaan, par ankal jee noo ghar

chhaddan jaanaa see ate chitthee daa doojaa hisaa vee likhanaa see| is lee khaanaa khaa ke, ankal jee noo beree chhadd ke, main guradaasapur aa gee| soch rahee saan sumeet ik naheen. de han| uh ghar niraa pooraa ghar naheen sagon supaniaan daa navaan sansaar hai| ene ameer ghar vich vasan vaale maanpat de rahinasahin vich kise prakaar dee ameeree daa koee naanishaan naheen| khaanapeenapahinan, sabh saadaa ate saadhaaran hai| ih ghar de maalak naheen lagade, sagon rakhavaale jaan sattee jaapade han| ih sabh kujh mere man vich enaa ulajh giaa hai ki is noo sulajhaaun daa khiaal vee ulajhanaa vich vaadhaa karadaa hai| is lee main iho sochiaa hai ki jeevan de is naven raah ute turadee rahaan| ih jeevan aapaneean gunjhalaan aap kholhadaa jaavegaa| yatan bakaaoo lagadaa hai, sahij sukhadaaeik hove shaaeid|

baaee jee ate pitaa jee bilakul ttheek han|

teree pushapendr|

nott sunehaa, eis naven sanbandh kaaran mainoo daarashanikataa naal uchechaa lagaau ho giaa hai| main is dee lorr mahisoos karan lag pee haan| is sanbandh vich meree sahaaeitaa karadee rahee| adhavaatte naa chhadd deveen| kalaa baare vichaar karadiaan filaasafee dee uchechee lorr paindee hai| inhaan saatavik ate suhirad lokaan dee sabhaa vich sramindee naheen honaa chaahundee| arasatoo duaaraa keetee hoee sapaarattaa de vidhaan dee aalochanaa baare jaroor likhee ate je ho sake taan inhaan ton pahile yoonaanee vichaaravaanaan baare ho sakaa| vee, kaan ch main sumeet noo samajhan de yog

pushapendr|

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piaaree pushapendr,

kujh vishes kaaran han ki ih patr main tainoo aapane valon ikalee, binaan kise dee salaahasahaaeitaa le, likh rahee haan| pahilee gal ih hai ki main naheen chaahundee ki toon bahute lame samen lee samen dee hond de ahisaas daa bhaar chukee firen| teraa patr main paapaa noo de ditaa hai| is ver ajehaa karadiaan kujh jhijak hoee see| mainoo iaun jaapiaa hai ki sanehasanbandh de safar vich toon kujh ziaadaa age chale gee hain ate bahut tejee naal vee| khiaal aaeaa kidhare paapaa is noo teree bhaavukataa daa ochhaapan ate bodhikataa daa petalaapan naa samajh lain| fir soch ne dooje paase vekhiaa taan profaisar ankal jee tere pakh vich bhugatade dise ate main paapaa noo patr de ditaa| agale hee din unhaan ne ucheree prasanataa pragatt keetee ate aakhiaa, bettaa, eis patr de utar noo murr kujh der ho jaanee hai| tere chaachaa jee kujh door chale ge han| unhaan naal agalee milanee teraan agasat dee mithee gee hai | toon aapanee sahelee noo hor lameree uddeek lee majaboor naa kar| aapane valon ik parr likh de| is ver vee main ik shabad duaale daaeiraa laaeaa hai| us val dhiaan den dee lorr hai|

doojee gal ih hai ki jinhaan anokhe lokaan naal teraa vaah piaa hai, aunhaan vich meree dilachasapee kudaratee hai; kujh toe kaaran ate hun kujh aapane kaaran| kauan hai ih sumeet jis noo sunehaa varagee deedee darakaar hai

teejee gal vee mere aapane achanbh dee hai| kalaa sanbandhee tero vichaaraan ne mainoo achanbhit kar ditaa hai| aje kujh din hoe han ki paapaa naal galaan karadiaan suhaj suaad daa masalaa utthiaa see| use vich shingaar ras daa vee zikar aaeaa see| tere pat vich ise vise baare parrh ke main taahiaa ki kalaa ate lokaman de vise ute hoee charachaa tainoo likh diaan| jis samen aseen is vise sanbandhee gal kar rahe saan tere jeejaa jee veeddeeo maseen dee kise saitting vich rujhe hoe san| unhaan ne achhopale jahe ttep reekaaraddar vee chaaloo kar ditaa ate galabaat de ant ute ttep mere havaale kar ditee| galabaat daa aaranbhak bhaag nisache hee meree yaadaskatee dee upaj hai parantoo, eis daa vadderaa bhaag ttop sun ke likhiaa giaa hai| main is vaarataalaap

noo kalaa ate lokaman daa siralekh de rahee haan, par paapaa aapanee vaarataalaap vich bahutee ver lokaman dee thaan manasaadhaaran kahinde han| unhaan noo saadhaaran shabad naal onaa hee piaar hai jinaa janasaadhaaran naal|

paapaa jadon vee likhadeparrhade thak jaan, auh ttaileevizan ute veeddeeo filam vekhanaa pasand karade han| aapanee is lorr lee unhaan ne ginatee deean kujh filamaan rikaaradd kar ke rakheean hoeean han| unhaan vichon koee ik filam lagaa ke baitth jaande han ate bahut magan ho ke vekhade han| ih kujh ku filamaan ghar vich kee kee vaar chal chukeean han| inhaan ton ilaavaa kise hor filam vich unhaan noo dilachasapee naheen| tere jeejaa jee ate unhaan daa chhottaa veer jadon aapanee pasand dee koee filam vekhanaa chaahun, paapaa utth ke upar bainddaroom vich chale jaande han| aunhaan daa kahinaa hai neech ke sang te meech bhalee|

eik din main puchh liaa, paapaa tuseen aapaneean kujh ku pasandeedaa filamaan ton ilaavaa koee hor filam naheen vekhade bhalaa kiaun

kiaunk ashaleelataa, aujaddataa, nangej, ashisttataa, kaamukataa ate hinsaa aadik noo aapanaa manaparachaavaa banaa ke main aapane vichale manakh daa niraadar naheen karanaa chaahundaa|

paapaa, je is noo meree ashisttataa jaan gusataakhee naa samajho taan main ih kahinaa chaahundee haan ki kaamukataa, ashaleelataa ateaujaddataaadik baare tuhaaddaa itaraaz ttheek aakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai, par nangej de kujh roop ajehe han jo kalaa naal mil ke sundarataa vich ulathaae jaa chuke han| puraatan bhaaratee mandaraan vichaleean moorateean, madhakaaleen kalaakaar maaeekal ainjilo de banaae but sreshatt kalaakriteean mane jaande han| aakharaan daa nangej hai inhaan vich| bachiaan daa nangej jeevan dee sundar vaasatavikataa hai|

bettaa jee, aapanee soch noo sutantr rakhanaa bahut zarooree hai| har khetar vich soch dee sutantraa kaaeim rakhadiaan hoeaa vicharanaa hee manakhee akal dee sreshattataa hai| kee sochaan ajiheean han, jinhaan daa rivaaj pai giaa hundaa hai| aseen unhaan sochaan noo ik rivaaj jaan ik faishan de tauar ute apanaa lainde haan| ih bahutee siaanee aadat naheen|

main samajhee naheen, paapaa|

khaajooraahe aadik deean moorateean jaan ainjile de banaae butaan dee naganataa dee vakaalat karan daa ik rivaaj jihaa ho giaa hai| kujh vidavaanaan dee fikarebaazee unhaan de shaagiradaan dee soch daa aadhaar ban ke unhaan kolon kee prakaar de sidhaantaan dee usaaree karavaaun vich safal ho gee hai| ih sabh bauadhik kalaabaajee hai| ese kalaabaajee daa ik paintaraa ih hai kinangej de kee roop han| asal vich nangej, nangej hai; eis de do roop naheen han| roopaan dee ghaarrat raaheen nangaj dee kuroopataa ute bauadhikataa daa uh baareek paradaa paaun daa yatan keetaa giaa hai jis raaheen uh disadee rahe par desh naa aakhee jaa sake|

bache dee naganataa noo kee aakhoge, paapaa

main is prakaar dee kise vasatoo dee hond hee naheen manadaa|

kee bache nange naheen hunde kadee jaan unhaan noo nangaa vekhiaa naheen jaandaa

bache nange hunde han ate unhaan noo is haalat vich vekhade vee haan aseen|

par, eis noo nangej naheen aakhiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa|

eih kiaun

eis lee ki bachiaan noo aapane nange hon dee gilaanee jaan sharam jaa ahisaas naheen| unhaan noo nange vekh ke, vekhan vaale de man vich vee ajihe kise bhaav dee utapatee naheen hundee| is lee bache dee naganataa nangej naheen| pashoo nange han| unhaan dee naganataa nangej naheen| nangej deean do kisamaan naheen han| nangej keval nangej hai|

pathar dee mooratee daa man naheen| uh aapane nangej ton bache vaang hee, niralep hai, paapaa |

mooratee de man dee gal baad vich karaangaa, pahilaan ih puchhanaa chaahundaa haan ki gandeean moorataan vaale galaasee rasaaliaan vich varate ge kaagaz daa man hundaa hai jaan naheen naheen| taan vee uh rasaale saadde samaajak jeevan dee vaddee namoshee mane jaande han| uh daraskaan de manaan noo prabhaavit karade han, beemaar karade han|

kiaun kis dtang naal aunhaan daa man naheen hundaa|

vekhan vaaliaan daa man hundaa hai, eis lee|

tusaan bilakul ttheek aakhiaa hai, mere bache| par main kahindaa haan ki inhaan moorateean ate moorataan vich vee man hai| uh de moorateekaar daa man, moorat banaaun vaale daa man, kalaakaar daa man, maaeekal ainjino daa man, khaajuraaho de taantrikaan daa man|

paapaa, tuhaaddee gal manan noo jee karadaa hai; man hee lee hai| fir vee ih puchhanaa chaahundee haan ki mandaraan vichaleean moorateean jaan ajil duaaraa banaaeean moorateean neech bhaavaan noo ukasaaundeean maaloom naheen hundeean, kiaun

bulitt paroochh jaikatt vichon golee naheen langhadee| eih moorateean jaan kalaakriteean puraaneean han saaddaa puraatan virasaa han, eis sansaarak jeevan dee neecharaa das ke manakh noo paralok val morradeean han; einhaan vich kalaa hai, saadhanaa le, lagan hai, mihanat hai inhaan vich ashaleelataa vekhanee manakhee man dee kamazoree hai, eih sach vaang nangeean han| kine asatar han| dharam daa asatar, puraatanataa daa asatar, filaasafee dee bulitt paroof jaikatt, kauamee gauarav daa bankar| inhaan vich golee naheen langhadee| parantoo, jis jaikatt vaale aadamee noo golee naheen lag sakadee uh aadamee golee de prabhaav vich vishavaas naheen rakhadaa, eih mananaa moorakhataa hai| golee de ddar ne hee taan jekatt banavaaee ate pahinaaee hai| jaikatt dee hond golee de ddar dee hond daa saboot hai| inhaan jaikattaan noo laah ke, einhaan bauadhikadaarashanik, dhaaramak ate kauamee gauarav de paradiaan noo naah ke, pare kar ke, nirafal, niramal,

sidhe saadhaaran man noo inhaan moorateean de sanamukh karo ate vekho ki inhaan daa prabhaav hai jaan naheen; je ho taan changaa ho jaan buraa|

paapaa, hazaaraan lok inhaan moorateean noo vekhan jaande han| unhaan de moonhaan val vekhiaan ih prateet naheen hundaa ki uh inhaan noo vekh ke kise bure bhaav ton prabhaavit ho rahe han| ih kiaun

eih fraaeidd noo puchhe | uh dasegaa ki ih man bahut gahiraganbheer hai, eis de kee tahikhaane han, eis noo paakhandd karanaa aaundaa hai, eih dhokhaa de sakadaa hai, vikhaalaa paa sakadaa hai| je mainoo puchhade ho taan main aakhaangaa ki nangej noo keval nangej samajhade hoe is noo ashisttataa ate ujaddataa aad dee srenee vich hee rakho ate inhaan saariaan sanbandhee mere itaraaz noo ttheek manadiaan hoeaan aapanee gal age tar|

tuhaaddee gal noo ttheek man liaa, paapaa, ate ih vee man liaa ki bache dee naganataa noo nangej keh ke nangej dee neechataa saahamane ik deevaar usaaran dee koshis keetee gee hai jiven koee aatankavaadee pulis de ghere vichon nikalan lee kise nirados noo kaaboo kar ke aapanee dtaal banaa lavo| changaa hoeaa gal daa moonh is paase murr giaa ate meraa ik bhulekhaa door ho giaa| taan vee mool prasn aje main puchhanaa hai| sumeet de maarraa jee ih manade han ki kalaa vichale ghatteeaapan ate manaparachaave vichalee asisttataa lokaan jaan samaajikaan de suhaj suaad de ghatteeaapan kaaran hai| pusped is khiaal naal sahimat bhaaven naheen par is daa khanddan karan dee yogataa vee naheen rakhadee| main vee sumeet de maataa jee vaang sochadee haan| gal filamaan ton chalee see| inhaan val hee vekh lau| tuhaadde manaparachaave dee yogataa kujh ik filamaan vich hai baakee saareean unhaan lokaan lee han, jinhaan daa suhaj suaad jaan ttesatt neevaan hai| unhaan dee mang is ghatteea manaparachaave noo paidaa karan dee zinmevaar hai|

mere siaane bette ne changee tarhaan visathaar naal samajh ke gal keetee hai| aapane prashan daa tuhaanoo pataa hai ate main vee us noo changee tarhaan samajh liaa hai| utar labhan ton pahilaan, aao, eih nisache kar leee ki suhajasuaad kee hai| tuseen suhajasuaad kis noo aakhoge

bahut sookham suaal hai, paapaa| ral mil ke utar labhade haan| tuseen kahinde ho har jeev vich aanand lee taangh hai ate aanand sundarataa dee upaasanaa daa sittaa hai| suhajasuaad inhaan dohaan shabadaan de sanjog naal banaae kise vaak raaheen pareebhaasit keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai|

pareebhaashaa vee banaao hun|

eih kam tuseen karo, paapaa|

je sundarataa ate aanand de rishate noo subhaavak man leee taan pareebhaasaa ih ho sakadee hai ki aanand dee ichhaa ate is ichhaa dee pooratee dee yogataa suhajasuaad hai|

tuhaaddee laaee hoee je daa kee bhaav hai

kujh lok ajehe vee ho sakade han jinhaan noo sundarataa dee thaan kuroopataa ate kukaram vichon aanand miladaa hove; jiven shikaar vichon|

taan ton ih zarooree hai ki is parabhaashaa vich kise ajihe sbad daa vaadhaa keetaa jaave jis naal ih dos rahit ho jaave|

main aapanee shabadaavalee varat laind haan| mere anusaar saatavik aanand dee

eichhaa ate yogataa suhajasuaad hai|

shabad saatavik daa gheraa bahut vishaal hai, paapaa|

aseen kahinde haan ki kujh lokaan daa suhajasuaad vadheea jaan sreshatt hai ate kujh lokaan daa ghatteea jaan asrestt| kee tuseen das sakade ho ki saadde jeevan vich kee kujh ajihaa hai jiharraa saadde suhajasuaad noo srestt banaa sakadaa hove

meraa pahilaa utar hovegaa vidiaa, vishes karake komal kalaavaan daa adhiain|

vidiaa jaan komal kalaa de adhiain vichon aanand dee ichhaa upajegee jaan aanand dee ichhaa vichon komal kalaa daa adhiain upajegaa

eichhaa vichon adhiain daa upajanaa hee yukatee yukat lagadaa hai| vidiaa yogataa noo vadhaa sakadee hai; paidaa naheen karadee|

vadhaa sakadee hai; par zarooree naheen ki vadhaave| komal kalaa daa adhiain aam karake inhaan dee nirakhaparakh, alochanaa, viaakhiaa aadik dee yogataa noo vadhaaundaa hai| is yogataa noo maaddaran isathaittikas jaan aadhunik suhajasuaad aakhiaa jaandaa hai| ajokeean yooneevarasitteean vich baitthe saare kalaarathee aadhunik suhajasuaad de panddit han| saatavik suhajasuaad ton kohaan door hunde han| jadon kise de suaadaan vich suhaj aa jaandaa hai, jadon kise de manoranjan sundar ho jaande han, jadon koee saatavik aanand daa maananahaar ho jaandaa hai, audon us noo kukaramaan dee gulaamee naheen karanee paindee| je kise preetee bhojan ute aaeaa hoeaa aadamee baakee saariaan ton pahilaan, derr ke, prase bhojan ute ttutt pave ate haranaan naalon savaaeaa ddiaudtaa khaa jaave taan uh gharon khaa ke aaeaa hoeaa naheen maniaa jaa sakadaa ki maniaa jaa sakadaa hai

naheen, paapaa, aus noo taan bhukhaa jaan pettoo hee aakhiaa jaavegaa|

sach vee iho hovegaa| saadde saahitak mahaarathee, kalaapaarakhoo, kalaakaar ate kaveekeval kavee, saahitakaar jaan kalaakaar han; auh shabadaan de jorratorr, pingal dee punachhaan ate arooz dee gulel naal faaeilan faaeilaatun de nishaane funddan vich maahir jroor han; par, aunhaan de suaadaan vich sundarataa naheen hai| suhajaarathee farrayotee naheen hunde|

paapaa, kine achanbhe vaalee gal ho ki vidiaa manakh de suaadaa vich suhaj paidaa naheen kar sakadee|

pataa naheen tuseen kiaun achanbhit ho rahe ho, bettaa| vidiaa vich ajihaa kee hai jis naal manakhee man vich saatavikataa daa sanchaar ate vikaas ho sakadaa

hove ganit de suaal kadtiaan man kiven kamal ho jaavegaa eitihaas vich mahimood gazanavee de sataaraa haliaan daa haal parrh sun ke koee kinaa ku komalachat ho jaavegaa kaimisattee ate vizikas vich saadde suaadaan vich suhaj paidaa karan dee samarathaa kinee ku hai madh kaal de manakh dharam daa gulaam see| aadhunik manakh saaeins daa sevaadaar hai; enaa farak zaroor hai ki dharam savarag daa laaraa laaundaa see ate aadhunikataa takaneek, manakh noo aapanee upaj dee khapat daa saadhan samajhadee hai; bhaaven ih upaj denik jeevan deean lorraan dee pooratee karan vaalaa saamaan hove ate bhaaven hatiaa lee banaae ge sookham, aadhunik hathiaar hon| yagaan vich pashooaan dee balee samen prohitaan duaaraa parrhe jaan vaale salokaan vich jinee ku saatavikataa meekaimisattee, kailakoolas ate kuainttam de faaramooliaan vich us ton vadh naheen hai| suhajasuaad dee adaalat vich kharre keetiaan aadhunik vigiaanee prohit madhakaaleen dhaaramik prohitaan naalon ghatt aparaadhee naheen sidh honage| kalaa daa adhiain karan vaale ajoke kalaa rathee vee poore prohitavaadee han| suhajasuaad dee jarrh dimaagee jaanakaaree vich naheen, sagon bhaavaan dee kamalataa vich hai| tuseen vee kee galaan ton anajaan ho| yoonaanee bhaashaa dee kavitaa noo tuseen naheen samajh sakeree| kee tuhaadde ttaisatt noo haualaa jaan ghatteea man leee suhaj suaad vidiaa ute aadhaarit naheen|

paapaa, je kalaa daa adhiain hee manakhee suaadaan vich suhaj paidaa karan vich safal naheen taan baakee saaree vidiaa kolon is pakh vich kise kisam dee aas rakhanee fazool hai| dhan baare kee aakhoge

lagadaa taan iaun hai ki dhanavaan lokaan de suaadaan vich bahut suhaj hai par hundaa onaa naheen, jinaa disadaa hai| unhaan ne lorr ton vaadhoo dhan noo kharachan de uparaale karane hunde han| uh is dhan noo ajihe dtang naal kharach karade han ki unhaan dee haun noo vadh ton vadh tasalee praapat ho sake| koee samaan see jadon ameereegareebee noo dhuron aaeean maniaa jaandaa see| ajakalh is noo samaajak jeevan dee lorreendee beeinasaafee dasiaa jaandaa hai ate sansaar daa samaajavaadee hisaa is noo belorree, beeinasaafee vee aakhadaa hai| kise suhajasuaadee lee ih sanbhav naheen ki kise beeinasaafee ute aadhaarit sathitee vich santushatt reh sake| is lee dhanavaan daa suhajasuaad vee ik vikhaavaa hai lakasmee ate sarasvatee daa sahel sanbhav naheen|

eik daa vaahan uloo ate doojee daa hans hai| ih mil ke naheen tur sakadeean| paapaa, sataadhaaree lokaan ne kalaa dee bahut chir tak saraprasatee keetee hai| jaageeradaaraan, raajiaan, mahaaraajiaan, samaraattaan ate shahinasaahaan de sahaare kalaa ne kee sikharaan chhoheean han|

eih taan paletto hee das sakadaa hai ki kalaa dee saraprasatee dhan, sataa, haumai ate prabhootaa daa vikhaalaa see jaan suaadaan dee sundarataa| us daa utar kiaasanaa aauakhaa naheen, kiaunj kalaa noo sataa dee sevaa vich laaun dee daarashanik gatakebaazee

daa uh pitaamaa see| kalaa ne sataa dee chhatar chhaaeaa hetth kujh sukh maaniaa hai, eis ton inakaar naheen keetaa jaa sakadaa| taan vee ih naheen bhulanaa chaaheedaa ki sataadhaaree lok keval asaadhaaran hee naheen hunde, sagon ik prakaar de maanasik rogee vee hunde han| hittalar de hamajoleean ne dooje sansaar yudh samen yauarap de dosaan daa kalaadhan lutt ke jaramanee vich lai aandaa see| ih kalaa daa prem naheen see, sagon dooje deshaan noo sauandarayaheen karan dee katthorataa see ik atiaachaar see|

paapaa, hun tuseen hee daso ki manakhee man noo suhaj daa suaad kiven paindaa hai vidiaa, dhan, sataa, padavee aadik is yog naheen taan is dee jarrh kithe ho

sunehaa, saaraa jeevan surakhiaa lee yatanasheel hai| svairakhiaa de sangharas vich peerr ho, kalesh hai, the vasaahee hai, kuroopataa hai| ih sabh kujh toon vikaasavaad dee viaakhiaa vich parrhiaa hai| use viaakhiaa vich prasanataa vee vekhee jaa sakadee hai, parantoo beejaroop| aapane beejaroop vich prasanataa bhojan, bhog ate mamataa dee upaj hai| bhojan ate bhog vichon praapat hon vaalee prasanataa sareerak hai ate mamataa de roop vich pragatt hon vaalee prasanataa maaneik hai| jiven jiven jeevan vikaas karadaa giaa hai, eih prasanataa komal bhaavaan vich vanddeej ke naanaa roop dhaaran karadee gee hai| jadon ate jithe jeevan noo surakhiat hon daa bharosaa praapat hoeaa hai manakhee man dee prasanataa, kalaa raaheen sundarataa de anek roop dhaar ke pragatt hoee hai| surakhiat jeevan prasanataa lee taanghanaa shuroo kar dindaa hai| surakhiaa, prasanataa ate sundarataa dee buniaadee lorr hai, pahilee sharat hai| sivam binaan sundaram sanbhav naheen|

eise lee paireekaleez de samen ethanaj vich kalaatamak sundarataa daa udon hoeaa see| bhaaratee man vichalaa sauandaray hindooaan de savaranakaal vich ate mugal raaj samen paragatt hoeaa see ate roman raaj ne yauarap ate madhapoorab noo kalaatamak sundarataa naal bharapoor kar ditaa see| ttheek hai naa paapaa

ttheek zaroor hai, par aje agere sochiaa jaan dee lorr hai| puraatan kaal ate madh kaal vich ate duneea de vaddere bhaag vich aje vee samaajaan dee surakhiaa de saadhan jangalee ate vahisheeaanaa hon karake ih surakhiaa bhang hundee aaee hai| is lee kauamee jaan samaajak surakhiaa ne kalaakriteean dee upaj vich sahaaee hon de baavajood manakhee man noo suhajasuaadee banaaun vich bahutaa sahiyog naheen ditaa| ik viakatee daa suhajasuaad jis surakhiaa ute aadhaarit hundaa hai uh surakhiaa us noo paravaar vichon miladee hai| koee paravaar jinaa ku surakhiat hai ate aapane mainbaraan, vishes karake bachiaan noo surakhiaa daa jinaa ku bharosaa de sakadaa hai, onaa ku suhajasuaad uh aapane mainbaraan de manaan vich utapan kar sakadaa hai|

paapaa, eis lekho taan dhan ate samaajak sathaan suhajasuaad daa aadhaar aakhe jaa sakade han| kise paravaar noo surakhiaa lee inhaan dee lorr painee kudaratee gal hai ate ih vee galat naheen ki aapane mainbaraan noo surakhiaa daa bharosaa den lee

vee dhan ate sathaan dee lorr hai|

ttheek hai, bettaa, sathaan dee vee lorr hai ate dhan dee vee| pachhamee deshaan kol dhan hai, vidiaa hai, par paravaar naheen hai| bachapan vich saanoo dhan baare bahutaa giaan naheen hundaa| haan, satikaar ate surakhiaa noo aseen bhaleebhaant jaanade haan, ate paravaar vich aapanee thaan vee pachhaanade haan| us samen satikaar surakhiaa ate sathaan daa bharosaa saadde suhajasuaad dee janam bhoomee ban jaandaa hai| is bharose dee anahond ne pachhamee duneea de lokaan de suhaj suaad noo vikasan naheen ditaa| eis ton ulatt paravaar dee anahond kaaran surakhiaa de bharose dee anahond vadh gee hai| is anahond noo ajakalh aparaadh de vaadhe daa mool kaaran maniaa ate aakhiaa jaa rihaa hai| aparaadh dee ruchee suhaj suaad daa sidhaa virodh hai|

eis vichaar vichon ih sittaa vee taan nikal rihaa hai ki parrhelikhe ate change guzaare vaale uh samaaj jinhaan daa paravaarak jeevan ttheek tthaak ate saavaan padharaa hove, aunhaan mihanatakash lokaan de samaajaan naalon vadh surakhiat han jinhaan noo aapane kaarobaar jaan rozagaar daa tokhalaa lagaa rahindaa hai|

meree siaanee sunehaa, eih vee ikapaasaa jaa kuaasaa sach hai| tusaan shabad varatiaa ho tauakhalaa| eih ik sidhaa jihaa shabad hai; parantoo is shabad daa gheraa vee, saatavikataa vaang, bahut vishaal hai| samachaa pasoojeevan svairakhiaa de sangharas daa jeevan hai ate tauakhalaa samach pasoojeevan dee pramakh vaasatavikataa hai| ih ik sabad samade pasooman dee jo samachee naheen taan lorreendee viaakhiaa karan de samarath hai| main ih kihaa hai ki surakhiat hon daa bharosaa manakh de suaadaan vich komalataa ate pavatrataa de sanchaar lee bahut zarooree hai| pasoojeevan svairakhiaa de sangharash daa jeevan hai; eis lee| surakhiat hon de bharose daa jeevan naheen sagon tokhale daa jeevan hai| sidh hai ki sangharashee sadaa hee tauakhle vich hai|

parantoo je koee viakatee jaan samaaj sangharash ate skatee de sahaare surakhiat ho jaave taan

surakhiat honaa hor gal hai ate surakhiat hon daa bharosaa honaa hor gal hai| shakatee de sahaare surakhiat hon vaale samaajaan noo surakhiat hon daa bharosaa onaa naheen hundaa jinaa kise doosaree skatee duaaraa naas keete jaan daa tokhalaa hundaa hai| skatee de sahaare surakhiat hon daa bharam paaladee hoee manakhataa ne anaginat peerraan baleean han| ese bharam ne dharatee maan de sareer noo aittamee hathiaaraan de kainsar daa rog laaeaa hai| dasiaa jaandaa hai ki agaamee kee hazaaraan saalaan tak saaddee dharatee is rog dee rogee rahegee| kine dukh dee gal hai| ate haan, aseen suaadaan de suhaj dee gal kar rahe saan|

paapaa, hune hee tusaan suhaj dee thaan komalataa ate pavatrataa de shabad varate han| inhaan vich....

suhaj daa bhet lukiaa hoeaa hai| suaadaan de kamal ate pavat hon vich

hee unhaan dee asalee sundarataa hai| is gal val vee aavaange, pahilaan surakhiaa de bharase dee gal kar leee| tusaan hune aakhiaa see ki parrhelikhe samaradh samaaj jaan paravaar unhaa samaaj jaan paravaaraan naalon vadh surakhiat han jinhaan noo aapane rozagaar daa tokhalaa lagaa rahindaa hai| tusaan aapane is kathan raaheen madh shrenee ate kaamaa srenee deean do vanddaan val isaaraa keetaa hai| mool roop vich aseen inhaan hee do sreneean de suhajasuaad dee gal kar rahe haan| saanoo iaun lagadaa hai ki madh srenee daa vadderaa bhaag aapane rojgaar dee pakiaaee kaaran saanveen padharee jindagee jeea rihaa hai ate kaamaa varag is de ulatt sadeevee tauakhle daa sikaar hai| je main kahaan ki asaleeat is de bilakul ulatt hai taan hairaan naa honaa, sagon sochanaa| ho sakadaa hai saaddee madh shrenee kaamaa srenee naalon vadh surakhiat hove, par surakhiat hon daa bhagaa aus noo naheen hai| is shrenee de jeevan daa aadaant mukaabale jaan prateeyogataa naal ot pot hai| ik dauarr hai; eik sadeevee sangharash hai is srenee daa jeevan| sakoolaan, kaalajaan, dafataraan, faikattareean, vapaaraan ate paravaaraan vich shuharataan, vakaaraan, aunateean, pahunchaan ate praapateean dee ik jang jaaree hai| aapane samaajak aarathak sathaan naal koee vee santushatt naheen| har koee hor saariaan noo pichhe chhadd ke aap agere langh jaan de yatan vich hai| maanasik takhalaa ik sookhm roop dhaar ke unhaan dee maanasikataa daa jamaandaroo hisaa ho giaa hai| is de ulatt ik kaame noo ik mazadoor jaan ttokaree dton vaale noo, eik taang jaan rikashe vaale noo ih pataa hai ki main kee haan, kithe haan, ate kise jaan dee samarathaa rakhadaa haan| us daa mukaabalaa aapane naal hai, dooje kaamiaan naal naheen, aapaneean lorraan naal hai, doojiaan deean yogataavaan naal naheen| uh mihanat karadaa hai, par doojiaan de mukaabale vich sangharashaseel naheen hai| uh gareeb dukhee ate laachaar hai ate is sathitee naal samajhauataa kar lain karake kise tokhale vich naheen| ih avasathaa sundar ate satikaarayog naheen, eih main manadaa haan; par, eih onee tauakhale bharapoor naheen jinee mukaabalaamee jeevan dee avasathaa hundee hai|

eis avasathaa daa suhajasuaad naal kee sanbandh hai, paapaa

sidhe tauar ute koee vee naheen, bettaa| par asadhe tauar ute bahut ddoonghaa sanbandh hai| ajihee samaajakaaarathak sathitee manakh noo sanbandhaan, sahaariaan ate sahiyogaan daa vishavaasee banaaundee hai| sabandhaan, sahaariaan ate sahiyogaan daa satikaar hee saare suaadaan dee sundarataa ban jaandaa hai|

eis daa kujh visathaar karo, paapaa|

manakhee manaparachaaviaan jaan suaadaan de suhaj noo main do shabadaan pavitrataa ate komalataa raaheen biaan karan daa yatan karadaa haan| sabhia manakhee samaajaan vich ih ruchee saravaviaapak hai ki kujh ik kiriaavaan noo parade vich rakhiaa jaave| ho sakadaa ho pasoojeevan vich vee kidhare ih ruchee kam karadee hove par, sabhia manakhee jeevan jinasee sanjog, janam, soch ishanaan aadika kiriaavaan

lee parade dee sifaarash karadaa hai| ajihaa kiaun hai eis prashan daa ttheek utar jaa iko ik utar labhanaa zaraa aauakhaa hai fir vee, eis bhaavanaa daa niraadar karan vaale manaan dee haalat val vekh ke ih anumaan laaeaa jaa sakadaa hai ki saadde paravaarak ate samaajak sabandhaan de satikaar lee ih zarooree hai ki ih kiriaavaan parade dee pavitaa vich rahin| paradiaun baahar aa ke ih apavit ho jaandeean han jaan ho geean maneean jaandeean han| kise sankatt kaaran inhaan vichon kise kiriaa uton paradaa chukiaa vee jaa sakadaa hai par, manakhee man dee us neechataa noo biaan karanaa katthin hai, jiharree inhaan kiriaavaan ute paradaa chuke jaan vich ranjan mahisoos karadee hai| iaun mahisoos karan vaalee maanasikataa aap kise sankatt vich hai, beemaar hai, gandee hai| us de suaadaan vich gandagee hai, apavitrataa hai; auh samaajak maanataavaan daa bharapoor niraadat karadee hai| niraadar apavitr hai| jis man vich is apavitrataa daa paravesh ho jaandaa hai us kolon har manakhee riste de niraadar dee aas keetee jaanee ayog naheen|

doojaa shabad hai, komalataa| bazaar vich turiaa jaandaa koee aadamee, sarrak vich pe kele de chhilake uton tilak ke ddig piaa| kujh aadamee khirrakhirraa ke has pe| ik dauarr ke giaa, ddige noo chuk ke dukhee lahize vich puchhan lagaa, tusee ttheek tthaak ho naa kidhare chott taan naheen lagee hasan vaaliaan ate iaun puchhan vaale vich ik vaddaa antar hai| uh antar ho sahaanabhootee daa, hamadaradee daa| dukhasukh dee anubhootee dee saanjh noo sahaanabhootee jaan hamadaradee aakhiaa jaandaa hai| sahaanabhootee har man vich mauajood hai| saare manakhaan deean bhukhaan ate peerraan, bhai ate aasaan iko jihe hon ute vee aseen saariaan naal iko jihee sahaanabhootee naheen rakhade| asaan sansaar noo aapaniaan ate paraaeaan vich vandd liaa hai jaan kise ne saadde lee iaun kar ditaa hai ate saaddee sahaanabhootee duaale ik valagan val ditee hai, saadde vichalee manakhataa de vikaas noo rok ditaa hai| jinhaan naal saaddee sahaanabhootee naheen unhaan vichon koee ik kole de chhilake uton tilakiaa taan aseen khirrakhirraa ke haso, asaan is vichon manoranjan mahisoosiaa, maaniaa| dooje kise samen saaddaa panjachaar saal daa bachaa iaun tilakiaa taan saaddee jaan mutth vich aa gee| aseen dauarr ke ge, bache noo chuk liaa| ene pareshaan hoe ki ih gal vee saanoo horanaan ne dasee ki is noo kise ddaakattar kol lai jaaeaa jaave|

paravaarak, dhaaramak, sabhiaachaarak ate kamee valaganaan valeean geean hanasaaddee sahaanabhootee duaale ate iaun valaganaan vich valee hoee sahaanabhootee saadde man daa nijee subhaa naa ho ke saadde ute baaharon ladee hoee ik fatt hai haalaat dee paidaa keetee hoee ik majabooree hai, eik lorr hai, eik banaavatt hai, suaarath hai| je sahaanabhootee saadde man daa asalaa hundee taan ih har kise lee hundee, pashooaanpanchheean lee hundee, aapaniaanparaaeaan lee hundee| je iaun hundaa taan aseen kine suhane manakh hunde| iaun hon lee zarooree hai ki saadde man dee samachee manakhataa de man naal

saanjh hove| ih ik bearathaa jihaa vaak hai; par, eis daa ik vaasatavik roop hai| uh ih ki aseen komal bhaavee hoeee| je aseen kamal bhaavee haan taan samache vishavaman naal saaddee saanjh pai chukee hai| aseen vanddaanvalaganaan vich baahar aa ge haan| saadde suaadaan vich, saadde manoranjanaan vich komalataa aa gee hai| hun aseen shikaar noo manoranjan naheen aakhaange, hun shaaeid aseen futtabaal jaan krikatt de us maich noo manoranjan naheen aakhaange, jis vichon ik dhir lee haar dee namoshee ate doojee lee jit dee hainkarr paidaa honee hai| aseen suhaj suaadee ho ge haan| saadde suaadaan vich pavitaa ate komalataa aa gee hai|

paapaa, eih taan manakhee man dee aadarash avasathaa hai; vaasatavikataa naheen |

eiaun naa aakho, mere bache| kalh de aadarash aj dee vaasatavikataa ban chuk han| koee samaan see, eik sikandar saare sabhia sansaar dee takadeer daa suaamee ho jaan de supane vekhan noo subhaavak jihee gal samajhadaa see| aj dee duneea vich raaj gharaane neeveen paa ke turade han| aj de aadarash kalh dee vaasatavikataa ban jaande han| suhajasuaad de sanbandh vich ih vee aakhiaa jaa sakadaa hai ki kujh ik haalataan vich ih avasathaa ajoke jeevan dee vaasatavikataa banee hoee hai ate aj ton pahilaan vee ih ik vaasatavikataa see|

prashan ih hai, paapaa, ki is prakaar de man paidaa kiven keete jaan

eih kee prashan naheen, bache, kiaunk is tarhaan de man paidaa naheen keete jaande, sagon vikasade han ate manaa daa vikaas sadeevee hai, nirantar hai| ih vikaas kado kujh agore jaandaa hai ate kade kujh pichhe chalo jaandaa hai; par rukadaa kade naheen| eis vikaas vich sahaaee honaa hee kalaa daa dharam hai| aapane dharam de paalan vich ukaaee karake kalaa is vikaas daa virodh vee kar sakadee hai| is gal dee charachaa toraan agasat dee ikatrataa vich hon dee sanbhaavanaa hai| aj tuseen is prashan daa utar diau ki je suaadaan ute sabhiataa daa piaa hoeaa paradaa asal vich suaadaan daa suhaj naheen je suaadaan vichalee pavitrataa ate komalataa hee suaadaan dee sundarataa hai taan kee aapane aap noo suhajasuaadee aakhan vaale asal vich suhajasuaadee han

paapaa, meraa utar naanh vich hai|

eih das sakade ho ki is prakaar de suhajasuaad dee ruchee de vikaas dee sanbhaavanaa madh shrenee de sangharasee man vich vadhere ho sakadee hai jaan kaamaa srenee de us man vich jiharraa sahiyogaan ate sahaariaan daa lorravand hai

paapaa, dooje shabadaan vich tuseen ih puchh rahe ho ki susakhiat ate surakhiat madhashreneeman vadhere komal bhaavee hai j ashikasit, asurakhiat ate sahaaeitaa daa lorravand kaamaashreneeman jaan manasaadhaarana vadhere komal bhaavee hai| hun tak eho sidh hoeaa hai ki manasaadhaaran vadhere komal bhaavee hai|

oparee nazare bhaaven kharhavaa hee dise, par soorasaagar de vaatasalay noo jinaa uh maan sakadaa hai, onaa sangharashee man naheen maan sakadaa| raam ate bheel dee mitrataa noo krisn ate sudaamaa dee dosatee noo jinaa uh maan sakadaa hai, satikaar sakadaa hai, onaa uh man naheen jiharraa rishavat jaan sifaaras daa koee dtang varat ke kise inttaraviaoo vich aapane varage ik umeedavaar noo pachhaarr ke safal ho jaan noo saadhaaran ate subhaavak samajhan lee majaboor kar ditaa giaa hai| suhajasuaad dee sanbhaavanaa manasaadhaaran jaan mere sbadaan vich janasaadhaarana vich kite vadh hai|

paapaa, jiharree sanbhaavanaa saakaar naheen keetee jaa sakadee, aus dee hondaanahond de kee arath han|

eih sanbhaavanaa daa saakaar honaa jaan is dee abhiviakatee subhaavak hai| ih sadaa hee aapanee abhiviakatee lee ahuladee rahindee hai| vaddaa dukhaant ih hai ki ih sanbhaavanaa sathit hai unhaan lokaan de manaan vich jiharre majaboor han, laachaar han, besahaaraa han| jiharre samaradh ate shakateesaalee han unhaan de man sangharas de visvaasee han| uh janasaadhaaran noo aapanee marazee de suaad laaunde han| gal filamaan ton chalee see, murr filamaan val murr painde haan| saaddeean filamaan vichale naachaan dee ashaleelataa ate kaamukataa, einhaan vichale geetaan daa gavaarapan ate nangej, manasaadhaaran ton mangiaa hoeaa naheen maniaa jaa sakadaa| ih saadde filamee jagat vich tiaar keetee gee niralajataa hai| aapaneean lorraanthurraan naal larradaa ghuladaa manasaadhaaran benee auchee kalapanaa karan de yog kiven ho sakadaa hai eih vihale, vilaasee, suaarathee ate lobhee manaan daa kam hai| uh aapanaa kam karee jaa rahe han ate eilazaam kisee aauar ke sar jaataa hai | buraaee dee jarrh kalaakaaraan, kahaaneekaaraan, kaveean aadikaan de maanasik rog vich hai| janaman ukaa niradosh hai| us vichalee bhaavakomalataa us deean majabooreean naal mil ke us dee kamazoree ban gee hai| shahir deean galeean daa gandaa paanee us neeveen thaan dee upaj naheen hundaa jithe ikatthaa ho giaa hundaa hai| kinaa vaddaa aniaa hai ki us gandagee laagon langhadiaan nakabalh vee uho lok vattade han jinhaan de gharaan vichon upaj ke uh aaee hundee hai|

paapaa, tuseen misaalaa khoob dinde ho| saadde shahir guradaasapura vich tahiseel de saahamane ik sukaa hoeaa taalaab hai| us noo aam aadameean dee bhaasaa vich taseel vaalaa talaa aakhiaa jaandaa hai| bahir dee kamettee ne us talaa vich ful bootte ate ghaah laa ke us noo paarak vich tabadeel kar ditaa see| je iaun naa keetaa hundaa taan chaarachufere daa koorraa us talaa dee takadeer ban jaanaa see| main ih jaananaa chaahundee haan ki janaman noo us suhajasuaad daa dhaaranee kiven banaaeaa jaave jis dee viaakhiaa tusaan keetee hai

ho sakadaa ho baakee saaree duneea daa vee eho haal hove; par, main keval panjaab de janasaadhaaran dee gal kar rihaa haan| ethon de janasaadhaaran de manoranjanaan vich sinamaa ate saahit noo hee vishes thaan praapat hai| ajakalh janasaadhaaran de manoranjan

naal saahit dee saakaadaaree vee bahutee satikaarayog naheen rahee| parrhe likhe peeaich.ddee. aapane varage vidavaanaan lee gazalaan, kahaaneean ate lekh aadik likhade han| lakhaan daa gheraa saahitasamaalochanaa ate siaasat tak seemit hai| kavitaa sungarr ke gazal ban gee ho ate nikee kahaanee nikee, hor nikee ho ke minee kahaanee ban gee hai| ajiheean kalaavidhaa saadde kalaakaaraan dee kalapanaa de deevaaleeaapan daa saboot han| siaaseesamaajakaaarathak masaliaan noo saahit daa vishaa banaaeaa jaanaa vadde maan vaalee gal manee jaandee hai ate siaasee tauar ute nirapakh hon noo inasaaneeat ton ddige hoe jaan manakhataavaheen honaa maniaa jaandaa hai| jiharraa saahit inhaan parasathiteean dee upaj hai, auh hor kujh vee kar guzare, janaman de suhajasuaad de vikaas daa saadhan naheen ban sakadaa| is vikaas lee zarooree hai ki saaddaa saahit falasafiaan, siaasee sidhaantaan, samaajak kureeteean ate kauamee gauaravaan deean galaan ton uchaa utth ke ajihee sundarataa dee sirajanaa karo jiharree saatavik aanand dindee hoee manakhee man vich deaa, karunaa, khimaa, bhraatee, mamataa, sahaanubhootee, sahinasheelataa, santakh, sahiyog ate sajam varage komal saatavik bhaavaan daa sanchaar kare| gal kujh vadhere lamee hundee jaa rahee hai, bettaa|

paapaa, main dhiaan naal sun rahee haan| is charachaa noo adhavaatte naheen chhaddiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa| is ton pichh main aje ik hor charachaa chherranee hai| tuseen thakan daa yatan naa karo| hun ih vee das ki ajihe saahit dee koee misaal vee ho jaan ih keval kalapanaalok dee vasatoo hai

kalapanaalok dee vasatoo naheen, bettaa, eih har bolee de saahit dee nikee vaddee vaasatavikataa hai| varajil, vaalameekee ate sooradaas saatavikataa dee is uchee attaaree de thamh han| je raanaa soorat singh dhaaramik valagan vichon baahar aa giaa hundaa taan veer singh jee dee ginatee vee inhaan de naal hee kar denee see main| kaadar yaar daa pooran eik hor misaal hai| pro pooran singh jee duaaraa duharaaeaa jaa ke ih hor vee nikhariaa hai| kinaa vichatr vishaa hai ih jo siv kumaar varage viakatee duaaraa loonaa dee vakaalat banaaeaa jaan ute vee vishelaa naheen hoeaa sagon sivakumaar lee shivam ban giaa|

budh daa varanan taan raamaaein vich vee hai, paapaa|

koee kujh vee aakhe main ih manadaa ate kahindaa haan ki raakashasavad ate raavanavad daa varanan saatavik aanand daa sarot naa hon karake raamaaein ate vaalameekee dee kamazoree aakhiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| saatavik aanand manakhee kalaa de sauandaray dee sikhar hai| jiharre tteesee val ture jaa rahe han uh, jo sikhar ute naheen puje taan ih kahinaa vee ayog hai ki jithe uh puje han uh thaan ucheree naheen|

saaddaa sinamaasansaar vee is paase kujh kar sakadaa hai jaan naheen

filamee duneea vilaas ate vapaar daa akhaarraa hai| vilaas ate vapaar daa sanjog manakhee samaajaan vich ik shrenee noo janam dindaa hai| us srenee noo jis

naan naal pukaariaa jaandaa hai, auh naan main aapanee zubaan ute naheen liaaunaa| chaahundaa| keval ih keh sakadaa haan ki is varag ute koee aas naheen rakhee jaanee chaaheedee| naveen takaneek dee sahaaeitaa naal ghar ghar puj ke ih jiharree haanee puchaa sakadaa hai ate puchaa rihaa hai, aus dee chintaa zaroor karanee chaaheedee hai|

paapaa, bak tuseen ge ho; taan vee ih zaroor daso ki pushapendr de pat vich jis sbad duaale tuseen daaeiraa laaude aae ho us dee varaton vich kee haanee jaan visestaa hai|

bettaa jee, eih shabad, yaar, arazee vichon panjaabee vich aaeaa hai| panjaabee vich aa ke is shabad de arathaan naal ik ajihaa bhaav jurr giaa hai jis dee vajhaa naal isatreean de sanbandh vich is daa uchaaran jaan isatree duaaraa is daa uchaaran ik prakaar dee gusataakhee, behoodagee, asabhiataa jaan ashaleelataa maniaa jaan lag piaa hai|

eis vich shabad daa kee dos hai, paapaa|

koee dosh naheen, bettaa jee| shabad noo dosee naheen tthahiraaeaa jaa rihaa; aus naal jurree bhaavanaa dee gal keetee jaa rahee hai| shabadaan naal vakh vakh samen vakh vakh prakaar deean bhaavanaavaan jurradeean rahindeean han ate unhaan sbadaan noo unhaan naal jurreean bhaavanaavaan raaheen vekhiaa ate varatiaa jaandaa hai kiaunk bhaavanaavaan pradhaan han ate sbad gauan han, bhaav suaamee han ate shabad sevak han, bhaavanaavaan jaan bhaavaan daa pragattaavaa manorath hai ate shabad us manorath dee sidhee daa saadhan han| angrezee bhaasaa de kujh ik ajihe visesn han jinhaan duaaraa manakhee aacharan dee kise naa kise sundarataa daa varanan keetaa jaandaa see| unhaan vichon kujh ajihe han jinhaan noo aj aapane naan naal jorriaa jaanaa vaddee namosee dee gal hai| jinhaan de naavaan naal uh visesn jurre han, aunhaan vichon kujh ik ne taan aatam hatiaa kar lee hai ate bahutiaan ne aam lokaan saahamane honaa chhadd ditaa hai| unhaan shabadaan vich koee dos naheen| panjaah ku saal pahilaan uh har kise noo piaare lagade san| par nirades hon daa ih bhaav naheen ki uh unhaan manakhee bhaavanaavaan naalon vadh mehatavapooran han jinhaan de pragattaave lee unhaan noo varatiaa jaandaa hai|

parantoo ih shabad yaara purasaan duaaraa aam varatiaa jaandaa hai| isatreean ute is dee manaahee pakhapaat naheen

eih pakhapaat zaroor hai, bette, par is vich achanbhe jaan atiaachaar vaalee koee gal naheen| sansaar dee koee bhaashaa ajihee naheen jiharree isatree ate puras pratee pakhapaatee naa hove| tuseen aakhoge main parrhadee haan, main aakhaangaa main parrhadaa haan| eih parrhadee ate parrhadaa daa antar vee taan pakhapaat hai| is pakhapaat ton zaraa uchere ho ke daso| vekhee kiho jihe lagade ho|

paapaa, main taan is noo ik nikee jihee chanchalataa samajhadee saan; parantoo, eis dee teh vich bahut khilaaraa khilariaa hoeaa hai|

je naa hundaa taan is shabad duaan gheraa paaun dee lorr naheen see painee| unj ih nikee jihee chapalataa jaan chanchalataa naheen hai| ih alharr umar dee nirades laaparavaahee naheen, sagon kujh hor hai|

auh kee, paapaa

bettaa, tusaan kadee is shabad raaheen aapanee kise sahelee noo sanbodhan keetaa

jithon tak mainoo yaad hai, naheen keetaa; avesale keetaa giaa hove taan keh naheen sakadee| asalee arathaan vich meree iko sahelee hai, pushapend| us noo main iaun kade naheen sanbadhiaa|

das sakade ho, kiaun naheen

main taan iho keh sakadee haan ki main bachapan ton hee chanchal ghatt haan, ganbheer ate zinmedaar jiaadaa haan|

jinhaan noo tuseen aapane naalon vadh chanchal samajhade rahe ho, auh kurreean vee kee muaamaliaan vich ganbheer san, zinmedaar san| mihanat naal parrhadeean san, eimatihaan paas karan daa manorath sadaa saahamane rakhadeean san, aapane maapiaan dee nek naamee ate mihanat naal keetee kamaaee daa khiaal rakhadeean san| kee enee zinmedaaree kaafee naheen chanchal uh zaroor hee tuhaadde naalon jiaadaa san; par, zinmedaar tuhaadde naalon ghatt naheen san| aapane utar dee parrachol karo|

eis ton age hun tuseen hee dasa

aj ton panjaah ku saal pahile deean kurreean jaan hun vaalee taan pichhalee peerrhee deean kurreean is shabad dee varaton naheen san karadeean| kee uh aapanee us umar vich, aapane samen anusaar chanbhal naheen san

zaroor san|

taan vee is shabad dee varaton naheen san karadeean| taan te ih sbad chanchalataa de kaaran apanaaeaa hoeaa naheen|

fir kis kaaran hai, paapaa

eih asaavadhaanee kaaran apanaaeaa giaa hai| aseen chanchal hunde hoe vee saavadhaan hunde haan; par, asaavadhaan hundiaa hoeaa aseen chanchal jaan kujh hor naheen ho sakade, keval asaavadhaan hunde haan| is shabad dee varaton pahilaan pahil filamee duneea vich hoee see| filamee duneea de vasaneek saadde samaaj de vasaneek naheen hunde| unhaan duaaraa samaajak mulaan ate maanataavaan daa niraadar keetaa jaa sakanaa koee aauakhee gal naheen hundee| aadhunikataa, aatam nirabharataa ate samaanataa de naan ute unhaan ne is shabad dee varaton kar ke ik samaajak maanataa daa niraadar karanaa aaranbhiaa see ate is sach valon asaavadhaan bacheean ne is sbad dee us varaton noo apanaa liaa ho jiharraa unhaa lee vivarajat see| sukar hai saaddeean bacheea eneean asaavadhaan naheen han ki uh aapanee umar de munddiaan noo vee is sbad

naal uven hee sanbodhan karanaa aaranbh kar den jiven aapaneean saheleean noo karadeean han| unhaan vichalee ih saavadhaanee jaan chetanaa is gal dee gavaahee hai ki is shabad dee isatree duaaraa ajihee varaton keetee jaan vich kite naa kite koee naa koee asleelataa, gusataakhee, behoodagee jaan asabhiataa zaroor hai| ajihee varaton ih sidh karadee hai ki aseen shabadaan naal jurreean bhaavanaavaan dee paravaah naheen karade| jo kise noo gilaanee hundee hai taan hove saanoo pooraa adhikaar hai ki kise vee sbad noo us naal jurreean bhaavanaavaan ton vakh kar ke varat sakee| iaun soch ke aseen ik virodh noo janam do rahe haan aseen kise maanasik sangharas noo aavaajaan maar rahe haan; aseen binaan matalab hee katthor bhaavee hon dee koshis kar rahe haan| ajihaa naa hove ki saadde suaadaan jaan ttaisattaan noo ghatteea aakhiaa jaan lag pave| sbadaan naal jurreean bhaavanaavaan daa niraadar manakhee man daa niraadar hai| man daa niraadar kar ke sbadaan noo apanaaunaa suaamee dee thaan sevakaan age jhukanaa hai| naa niraadar hee komalataa hai ate naa moteean noo chhadd ke sipeean sanbhaalan vich hee siaanap hai| ih suhajasuaad jaan suaadaan dee sundarataa daa saboot naheen|

paapaa, je shabadaan daa patan sanbhav hai taan kee patit sbadaan daa udhaar sanbhav naheen je shabadaan naal neeveean kojheean bhaavanaavaan daa sanbandh unhaan noo asabhia banaa sakadaa hai taan asabhia sbadaan naal uchereean sookham bhaavanaavaan vee jurr sakadeean han ate uh pahilaan naalon vadh sundar ate satikaarayog vee ban sakade han| ho sakadaa hai puspend duaaraa varate ge is sbad naal vee murr uho sundar bhaavanaavaan jurr geean hon jo is de arabee roop vich is naal san ate han|

mere bache dee gal tarakasangatzaroor hai, par anubhavasadh naheen hai| bhaashaavaan de sbad patit hunde aae han ate hun vee ho rahe han par, eih shabad patit ton murr puneet hunde naheen vekhe ge| saadde sbad saaddeean sochaan ate bhaavanaavaan de vasatar han, saadde bhaavaan ate vichaaraan roopee aatamaa naal sanbandhat sareer han saaddeean boleean de shabad| sareer noo vasataraan de mech naheen keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa ate naa hee paatte puraane ate chhotte ho ge vasataraan noo gandtatap ke sareer de moch keetaa jaanaa siaanap vaalee gal hai, khaas karake udon jadon naven vasatar sahije hee upalabadh hon| aatamaa daa jarajar sareer naal vichharr jaanaa hee subhaavak lagadaa hai| is shabad dee varaton pichhe, eis shabad naal jurr gee kise sundar bhaavanaa daa prabhaav naheen ho, sagon aadhunik isatreeman naal sanbandh rakhan vaalee adhikaarachetanaa dee uh bhaavanaa hai jiharree usanoo vih ate sangharash vich visvaas rakhan dee preranaa dindee hai| samaajak maanataavaan vich je koee sundarataa hai taan us noo keval is karake hee niraadariaa naheen jaanaa chaaheedaa ki uh puraskrit maanataavaan dee sundarataa hai|

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barree teebarataa naal teraan agasat vaale aitavaar dee uddeek kar rahee saan| us din sabh ton pahilaan main jaagee| nahaa dho ke kichan vich chale gee ate dharraledaar chhaah vele dee tiaaree shuroo kar ditee| tere jeejaa jee vee chhetee hee aa ke meree sahaaeitaa karan lag pe| ih gal pahilaan hee nisachit see ki je din changaa heaa taan saahaa din ghar de pichhavaarre vaale gaaraddan vich betthiaa jaavegaa saver dee chaah vee othe hee peetee jaavegee ate dupahir daa bhojan vee othe hee keetaa jaavegaa| din khoob ttikaa ke lagaa ate asaan lodte vele dee chaah vee baahar baitthiaan hee peetee| ih aitavaar hainaalatt paarak vich guzaar aitavaar naalon kise gal vee ghatt suhaavanaa naheen see is de ulatt aapane ghar vich hon ate lorr pain ute har sahoolat noo praapat kar sakan daa bharosaa is noo us aitavaar naalon kujh vadhere sukhad banaa giaa see|

sansaar de mahaan nagaraan vich paarak dee aapanee navekalee mahaanataa hai ate landdan is galon kise vee vadde shahir naalon pichhe naheen par; eih vekh ke hairaanee hundee hai ki yauarap vich sabh ton vadh ghanee abaadee vaale desh dee raajadhaanee hon ute vee landdan de upanagaraan vich janasaadhaaran lee bane gharaan de pichhavaarre asee nabe murabe meettar ton lai ke dderrh de sau murabaa meettar tak ate kee ilaakiaan vich eis ton vee vadha thaan bageeche lee chhaddee hoee hundee hai, jad ki chhatee hoee thaan chaalee ku murabaa meettar ton vadh naheen hundee| bageeo lee chhaddee hoee thaan daa bahut hee thorraa hisaa chhadd ke ghar naal milaaeaa jaa sakadaa hai| parantoo, eiaun karan lee kauansal jaan kamettee dee manazooree lainee jrooree hundee hai| iaun landdan de upanagaraan vich chhatee hoee thaan naalon anachhatee khulhee thaan bahut hee jiaadaa hai ate bahute ghar ajihe han jinhaan de pichhale bageeche dee sundarataa kise vee paarak dee sundarataa saahamane sir auchaa kar ke khalo sakadee hai| ik sarrak utale gharaan daa pichhavaarraa doojee sarrak autale gharaan de pichhavaarre naal mil ke ik vishaal paarak daa roop dhaar laindaa hai| paapaa kahinde han je aapo aapane bageeche duaale vaarr karan daa rivaaj hattaa ditaa jaave, taan pabalik paarakaan dee rauanak bahut hee ghatt ho jaavegee|

chhaah vele dee tiaaree kar lain pichhe asaan dehaan ne mil ke bageeche vich

kuraseea sajaa diteean, de tin nike mez vee rakh dite| maamaa saadde maataa jee noo pooraa bharosaa ho giaa hai ki main ghar daa har kam unhaan dee marajee mutaabak kar sakadee haan| is lee uh ucheche utth ke meree sahaaeitaa lee naa aae ate paapaa vee koee pusatak lee ddraaeing room vich baitthe rahe| jadon main ate tere jeejaa jee kichan ate bageeche vich ik dooje dee sahaaeitaa kar rahe saan, audon baar baar mainoo ih khiaal aaundaa rihaa ki santushatt ghareloo jeevan kise vee kaalapanik rumaans naalon vadh visamaadee ho sakadaa hai ate mariaadaa kise vee chanchalataa naalon vadh sundara|

baaharalaa kam mukaa ke aseen doven andar aae taan kee vekhiaa ki paapaa de mitr unhaan kol aa ke baitthe hoe san| unhaan naal hole, haoo aar yoo aje khatam naheen see hoee ki chaachaa jee daravaazaa kholh ke andar aae ate aaundiaan hee aakhiaa, kamaal ho| tuseen saadde naal vee kaahalo h| paapaa de mitr ne utar ditaa, pikanik ute sunehaa de pakaae bhojan daa aanand kujh ajehaa see ki aj ghar chaah pee ke aaun dee galatee karan noo main tiaar naheen saan|

asaan ih galatee kade keetee hee naheen|

chaachaa jee daa utar sun ke paapaa de mitr ne ik kharrakavaan haasaa hasadiaan aakhiaa, age ton aseen vee khabaradaar rahaange|

chaah peendiaan chaachaa jee ne puchhiaa, aj dee haazaree kujh ghatt maaloom hundee he| koee khaas gal hai

haan, khaas gal hai| ih aitavaar pandaraan agasat de nerre hai| kal vee ajaadee de jashan manaae ge san ate aj vee kee thaaeen manaae jaa rahe han| saaddee meetting dee haazaree ute asar painaa jrooree hai| landdan vich vasade parrhelikhe bhaaratee lok ate vidiaarathee kee meettingaan ate jalasiaan daa prabandh kar ke aapanee hubaulavatanee jaan dosbhagatee daa pragattaavaa karade han|

paapaa, tuseen vee kadee ajehee kise meetting vich ge ho

haan, jaandaa rihaa haan| gurapurabaan vich vee hisaa laindaa rihaa haan| pahilaan pahil jadon ethe aaeaa saan udon meree soch aj varagee naheen see| deshasutantrataa, sansakritee, dharam, filaasafee ate kalaa aadik sabandhee mere vichaar aj varage naheen san| ethe aaun ton chaarapanj saal baad mere vichaaraan vich pareevaratan aaunaa aaranbh ho giaa see|

veer jee, gal taan ih vee bahut suaadalee hai; par, main aj palett dee gal karan lee utaavalaa haan| iaun lagadaa hai jiven bahut chir pichhon ikatthe hoe haan| is vichakaar main paletto dee reepabalik parrh lee hai| je kujh hor sajanaan de aaun dee aas hai taan uddeek lainde haan, je naheen taan..

hor kise ne naheen aaunaa| saatiaa ne ttaileefoonaan raaheen, naa aaun jaan naa aa sakan dee majabooree das ke khimaan mang lee hai| tusaan gopabalik taazee taajee parrhee hai, eis lee tuseen hee pahil karo|

veer jee, palett ne aapane vaaraddalaapaan vich piaar, sanjam, vilaasafee ate har kee vishiaan daa visathaar keetaa hai, reepabalik us dee ajehee rachanaa hai jis vich us ne aapane vichaaraan noo jeevan ute laagoo karan daa yatan karadiaan hoeaan is noo ik nisachit sedh ate saroop den dee viauntabandee keetee hai|

palett dee is pusatak noo sansaar daa pahilaa yoottopeea jaan aadarash raaj aakhiaa jaandaa hai|

eis noo yoottopeea jaa aadarash raaj aakhanaa ttheek naheen| mere khiaal vich us ne is pusatak vich bahut hee vihaarak, amalee jaan varaton yog gal keetee hai |

mainoo is pusatak noo parrhiaan chir ho giaa hai| jithon tak mainoo yaad hai filaasafar king jaa rishee raajaa dee gal noo ik paase kar ditiaan baakee saaree gal praikatteekal hai|

chaachaa jee, parrhiaan chir tuhaanoo vee ho giaa hai ate mainoo vee| shaaeid paapaa ne vee ih pusatak hune hune naheen parrhee| ankal jee ne hune parrhee hai| changaa hove je ih sankhep vich das den ki pusatak daa visaavasatoo kee hai|

sar munddaate hee ole parre| khair, main yatan karadaa haan| palett ne is pusatak vich gal is tarhaan shuroo keetee hai ki jasattis jaan yog vateeraa jaan sadaachaar jaan sadavivahaar manakhee aacharan dee sabh ton vaddee khoobasooratee hai| je har viakatee har samen jaaeiz vateeraa karo taan manakhee samaajaan vich koee kales paidaa naheen ho sakadaa| ih sadaachaar kee hai jaan kis prakaar de manakh noo sadaachaaree jaan jasatt main aakhiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai, eih dasanaa aauakhaa hai| eih aauakhaa kam sokhaa ho sakadaa hai jo pahilaan ih pataa laa leee ki sadaachaaree raaj jaan niaaesheel prabandh jaan jasatt sattett kis noo aakhiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| niaankaaree raaj ate sadaachaaree manakh iko jihe han; parantoo raaj ik vishaal vasatoo daa naan hai ate vaddeean vasataan daa giaan chhotteean dee jaanakaaree naalon sauakhaa hai| is lee ih pataa karee ki aadaras raaj jaan niaaeseel raaj kee hundaa hai|

aunj taan paletto dee is bhoomikaa ute hee kintoo keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| par tuseen pahilaan aapanee gal mukaa lavo|

gal kintooaan jaan parantooaan dee naheen, veer jee, gal soch dee, maualikataa dee |

paapaa ne musakaraa ke aakhiaa, chalaau age us de maualik sansaar dee gal|

aapane khiaalaa de raaj dee gal noo palett ne dasaan hisiaan vich vanddiaa hai| pahile panj hisiaan jaa kaanddaan vich ik reepabalik jaan ik raajaprabandh dee usaaree keetee gee hai| pusatak de agale de bhaag is gal daa visathaar karade han ki filaasafar kee hundaa hai ate antale tin kaanddaan vich vakh vakh prakaar de raajaprabandhaan dee viaakhiaa ate aalochanaa keetee gee hai| paletto daa khiaal see ki ik aadarash raaj vich vasan vaale lokaan noo tin hisiaan jaan jamaataan vich

vanddiaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| ih tin shreneean sana1. janasaadhaaran, 2. sipaahee, ate 3. saraprasat| aaranbh vich saraprasataan dee chon keetee jaanee chaaheedee hai| par is ton pichhon ih padavee viraasat daa roop dhaaran kar jaavegee taan vee doojeean shreneean vichon vadhere yog viakatee is srenee vich aa sakade han ate is vichalo ayog hetthaleean sreneean vich ghale jaa sakade han|

desh de raajaprabandh noo des de vidhaan anusaar chalaaunaa saraprasataan daa dharam hai| vidhaan dee ghaarrat gharran vaale dee ichhaa ate us de aadaras noo bhalee bhaant jaananaa saraprasataan lee jarooree hai| is lee unhaan noo ajehee vidiaa ditee jaanee zarooree hai jiharree unhaan noo is yog banaave| us ne vidiaa noo do bhaagaan vich vanddiaa haiek hai sangeet ate doojaa jimanaasattik| sangeet ton us daa bhaav niraa pooraa gaaunaa vajaaunaa naheen see ate naa hee jimanaasattik daa matalab niree kasarat see| sangeet daa bhaav see samachee sansakritee ate jimanaasattik daa bhaav see kasarat, khuraak, davaadaaroo, vasatar aadik jis naal ik susansakrit man noo nivaas lee ik suasath sareer ditaa jaa sake| paletto desh de saraprasataan vich sanjeedagee ganbheerataa suchajataa sisttaachaara ate saahas daloree de tin gun paidaa karanaa chaahundaa see| us daa khiaal see ki saareean sreneean de munddiaan kurreean dee sikhiaa saanjhee honee chaaheedee hai ate jis viakatee vich ih tin gun adhik maatraa vich hon us noo saraprasataan vich, jis vich ghatt hon us noo sipaaheean vich ate jis vich naanh hon de baraabar hon us noo janasaadhaaran vich shaamal kar ditaa jaave|

shaaeid sipaaheean noo vee, par saraprasataan noo vishes roop vich saadaa jeevan jeeaunaa chaaheedaa hai| uh kujh ku lorreendeean cheezaan ton ilaavaa kise cheej dee maalakee daa daavaa naheen san kar sakade| sone ate chaandee dee maalakee ukee vivarajit see| saanjhe langaraan vich khaanaa ate nike nike gharaan vich rahinaa jrooree see| saraprasataan dee lag pag har cheej saanjhee see ithon tak ki beeveean vee saanjheean san| bache paidaa karan dee aagiaa panjhee saal ton pachavanjaa saal de maradaan ate veeh saal ton chaalee saal deean isatreean noo hee see| sanjog dee khulh is umar ton vadderee umar de isatree purasaan noo vee see par, auh bache naheen san paidaa kar sakade|

palett daa khiaal see ki saare bache maapiaan kolon janam ute hee lai le jaane chaaheede han ate desh de saanjhe bache jaan ke paale jaane chaaheede han| kise noo aapane bache daa pataa naheen honaa chaaheedaa ate kise bache noo aapane maataapitaa dee pachhaan naheen honee chaaheedee| saare maape saare bachiaan noo putaradheean keh ke bulaaun ate saare bache maapiaan dee umar de sabh shireean noo maataa ate pitaa keh ke sadan taan joo manakhee man noo moh, mamataa ton mukat keetaa jaa sake ate is vich chhattiaan prat piaar ate vaddiaan prat satikaar dee bhaavanaa paidaa keetee jaa sake| ih bhaavanaa akhauatee rishatiaan ute aadhaarat naa hon karake ik lorr

jaan majabooree naheen hovegee sagon sacheesachee nishakaam bhaavanaa hovegee|

bas, muk gee tuhaaddee gal

veer jee, saaree reepabalik daa duharaaeaa jaanaa sanbhav naheen| mainoo palett deean ih sabh galaan kaliaanakaaree ate maualik lageean han| theeveean dee saanjheevaalataa zaraa aauakhee gal ho; par, asanbhav ih vee naheen| manakhee man dee sankeeranataa ate bhaavukataa kaaran ih sabh kujh kiriaa vich ulathaaeaa naheen jaa sakiaa, eho manakhee samaajaan daa dukhaant hai|

mainoo lagadaa hai ki manakhee man ne es had tak vishaal ate bhaavajoon naheen honaa ki palett deean ih sifaarashaan jeevan de amal vich ulathaaeean jaa sakan| palett ne vikaas dee ramaz noo samajhiaa naheen see ate vikaas ne palett noo puchh ke naheen turanaa| tuhaanoo jo yaad rihaa he, auh tusaa duharaa ditaa hai ate yaad tuhaanoo uh rihaa jo tuhaanoo changaa lagaa hai| main tuhaaddee yaad shakatee noo vee kosanaa naheen chaahundaa ate tuhaaddee suhiradaraa ute vee sk naheen kar sakadaa| bhaa jee, je kujh inhaan ne kihaa hai us vich vee maualikataa naan dee koee cheez mainoo naheen disee| sapaarattaa de vidhaan val baatee maariaan pataa lagegaa ki paletto saahib use vidhaan noo aapane shabadaan vich likh rahe han| ih taan unhaan dee sailee sbadaavalee hai jo maualikataa daa bhulekhaa paa rahee hai| reepabalik daa saaraa bhet sapaarattaa de vidhaan vich vidamaan hai| main vee reepabalik parrh ke palott noo maualik soch daa dhaaranee maniaa see, par jadon daa sapaarattaa baare jaaniaa hai, meraa ih bharam nivirat ho giaa hai|

aapanee gal de samarathan lee heepabalik ate sapaarattaa deean kujh samaanataavaan daa varanan vee karo, tuhaadde kahin naal hee taan koee gal sidh naheen samajhee jaanee|

tuseen kujh jiaadaa hee kaahale pai ge ho| lau suno, daarashanik duneea daa pitaamaa maniaa jaan vaalaa ih paletto niraa sevisatteekettidd sapaarattan maanjiaa savaariaa sapaarattana hai| us dee reepabalik vee uven hee sainik sataa ate hatiaayogataa de sahaare khalotee hoee hai jiven sapaarattaa khalotaa see | tusaan is gal daa visathaar jaan biaan naheen keetaa ki uh sainikaan ate sainik sataa ute kis had tak bharosaa karadaa see| ih gal saanoo changee lagadee hai ki uh saraprasataan jaan siaasatadaanaan noo ganbheer, sishattaachaaree ate saahasee vekhanaa chaahundaa see| parantoo, eis ganbheerataa ate suchajataa de parade pichhe chhupee kuttilataa noo vekhan daa yatan aseen naheen keetaa| mainoo is baare dhundalaa jihaa pataa hai| shaaeid bhaa jee vadhere sapasttataa naal das sakan|

tere jeejaa jee rasoee val ge ate ik vaddee saaree chaahadaanee chuk liaae| unhaan ne khirrakee vichon maamaa daa ishaaraa vekh liaa see | main saariaan de piaaliaan vich chaah paa ditee| khandd paaun lagee taan maamaa ne rasoee vichon hee aakhiaa, mitthaa main pahilaan hee paa ditaa hai| ih saare ik jihaa mitthaa peende han is lee | paapaa de veer jee ne aakhiaa, saadde bharajaaee jee antarayaamee han|

ene chir noo maamaa vee baahar aa ke kurasee ute baitth ge san| pushapend toon ethe hundee taan vekhadee ki maamaa de laage aaundiaan hee chaachaa jee ate akal jee kiven adab naal utth ke kharre ho ge| kurasee ute baitthadiaan maamaa ne aakhiaa, antarayaamee taan naheen haan par tainoo chaahadaanee daa dtakan chuk ke is vich baatee maaradiaan main vekh liaa see| main aap vee taan chaah peenee see| ik piaalee chaah dee main unhaan val kar ditee|

paapaa ne aakhiaa, pataa naheen tusaan is paase dhiaan kiaun naheen ditaa ki paletto jhootth noo hukamaraanee daa sabh ton vaddaa hathiaar manadaa see| us daa khiaal see ki saraprasataan jaan siaasatadaanaan ne janasaadhaaran noo dhokhaa denaa hundaa hai, aunhaan naal jhootth bolanaa hundaa hai, eis lee is dee pooree muhaarat honee chaaheedee hai| is muhaarat dee sikhiaa bachapan vich hee ditee jaanee aaranbh keetee jaanee chaaheedee hai| choree eis sikhiaa daa sabh ton sreshatt saadhan hai| is lee har vidiaarathee lee choree karanaa zarooree hai| je uh pakarriaa jaave taan us noo sajaa ditee jaave| jiharraa choree naa kare jaan tin ver pakarriaa jaan ute kise jhootth raaheen aapanaa bachaa naa kar sake usanoo hetthalee srenee vich sutt ditaa jaave|

maamaa vichon hee bol pe, tuseen is koorre noo kiaun fol rahe ho rahin diau dtakiaa| koee hor changee gal karo|

paapaa ne utar ditaa, manakhee vichaar de viharre vich is kuroopataa noo bahut satikaayog thaan praapat hai| kee prakaar de kanddiaale chhaape ban ke ih maanavabodhikataa de vasataraan naal ulajhee hoee hai| is ton pichhaa chhuddaae binaan manakhee soch aapane safar vich vadhere tur naheen sakadee|

tuseen soch dee gaddee khicho, main dupahir dee rottee daa aahar karanaa hai|

maamaa, rottee dee fikar naa karo| kal jadon tuseen baazaar ge hoe see, main sabh kujh tiaar kar liaa see| kujh chaavan ubaalane han ate fulake pakaaude han| ih koee vaddaa kam naheen|

taan te main vee tuhaadde laage hee baitth laindee haan| par aj dee dhup kujh vadhere tez hai| uh aapanee kurasee ik birakh dee chhaaven lai ge| main ankal jee noo sanbodhan kar ke aakhiaa, ankal jee, reepabalik vich tusaan ih vee vekhiaa hovegaa ki is sochasamaraatt ne ih salaah vee ditee hai ki saraprasataan noo ik sarakaaree jhootth daa sahaaraa lainaa chaaheedaa hai| is gal noo us ne nijhak ho ke jhootth daa naan ditaa hai| kahindaa hai ki janasaadhaaran vich ih jhootth failaaeaa jaave ki rab ne aadameean vich tin prakaar dee rooh paaee hai| saraprasataan vich sone dee, sipaaheean vich chaandee dee ate aam aadameean vich lohe, pital ate taanbe aadik ghatteea dhaataan deean baneean roohaan han| uh yakeen duaaundaa hai ki pahilee peerrhee de lokaan noo is jhootth de vishavaasee banaaun vich kee prakaar de yatan karane painage, par, aaun vaaleean peerreean janam ton hee is vishavaas deean dhaaranee honageean| sapaarattaa daa vidhaan helattaan de katal dee

aagiaa dindaa see, paletto dee reepabalik unhaan de bauadhik vikaas de ant de roop vich unhaan dee roohaanee mauarr dee sifaarash karadee hai| farak bahutaa naheen par, sookham zaroor hai|

ethe hee bas naheen, bettaa jee, kaveean, kalaakaaraan ate naattakakaaraan sabandhee poore visathaar naal likhadiaan hoeaan us ne unhaan de deshanikaale dee zoradaar mang keetee hai| kalaa sanbandhee gal karadiaa hoeaan hee sumeet ne palett val isaaraa keetaa see| kaveean kalaakaaraan baare paletto de vichaar is karake jraa visathaar naal dase jaan dee mang karade han taan ju sumant dee gal sapastt keetee jaa sake| palett duaaraa viauntee gee vidiaa saraprasataan noo kiho jahe saaoo banaaun de udesh rakhadee hai ih taan aseen vekh hee liaa hai, hun ih vekhee ki sipaaheean baare us daa kee vichaar hai| us daa khiaal hai ki ik sipaahee de man vich ranabhoomee vich maran daa chaa honaa chaaheedaa hai| is chaa noo paidaa karan de us ne kee tareeke dase han| is de naal naal unhaan rukaavattaan daa vee zikar keetaa hai, jinhaan kaaran ih chaa paidaa karanaa aauakhaa ho sakadaa hai| uh rukaavattaan ajeheean han jinhaan kaaran saraprasataan vich saaupune daa vikas vee aauakhaa ho sakadaa hai| is lee unhaan rukaavattaan noo door karan daa bharapoor yatan honaa chaaheedaa hai|

sabh ton pahilee rukaavatt homar varage kavee han| homar deean kahaaneean vich devatiaan noo buraaeean karade dasiaa giaa hai| ih sabh kujh paravaan naheen keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa| devate kade koee buraaee naheen karade| inhaan kaveean vich kinaa kujh ajehaa hai jiharraa manakhaan noo naram dil banaa sakadaa hai| naram dil aadamee buzadil hundaa hai| uh changaa sipaahee naheen ban sakadaa| uh naa dushaman noo maar sakadaa hai, naa ranabhoomee vich chaanee chaaneen mar hee sakadaa hai| is lee karunaa, deaa ate vaatasal varage komal bhaavaan dee kavitaa likhan vaale kaveean noo desh dhahee maniaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai|

aseen chaahunde haan ki saadde saraprasataan daa vivahaar sadaa hee ganbheer ate suchajaa hove| par, homar taan devatiaan noo khirr khirraa ke hasade dasadaa hai| aseen chaahunde haan ki saraprasat saadaa khaan| par, homar likhadaa hai ki devatiaan vich preetee bhojanaan daa rivaaj hai| ih sabh kujh baradaashat naheen keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa| ithon tak ki bachiaan noo sunaaeean jaan vaaleean lareean vee gauaramintt duaaraa manazoor sudaa honeean chaaheedeean han ate unhaan vich akhar, kanaa, lag, maarr daa vaadhaa karan vaaleean maavaan jaan narasaan noo dandd ditaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai|

ddaraamaa jaan naattak taan ukaa hee band honaa chaaheedaa hai| is vich change ate bure paatr hunde han| isatree paat vee hunde han| aikattaraan noo change paataraan daa abhine vee karanaa paindaa hai, buriaa daa vee ate isatreean daa vee| ik changaa aadamee kise change aadamee dee nakal kar sakadaa hai, par bure aadamee dee jaan isatree dee nakal kar ke uh aapane aap lee ik kalok ban jaandaa hai| bure paataraan de abhinai lee saanoo jaan taan bure aadamee paidaa karane painage jaan changiaan noo bhrishattaaunaa pavegaa|

dohaan galaan daa bhaav ik hai| iven hee isatree paataraan dee aikatting karan naal jaan taan saadde purashaan noo sramasaaree daa moonh vekhanaa pavegaa jaan saaddeean isateean noo ih kam kar ke aapanee isatreeat daa niraadar karanaa pavegaa| is naalon ih changaa naheen ki aseen naattak noo mathaa ttek deeee

sangeet baare vee at daraje dee kararraaee varatadiaan hoeaan us ne sapaarattaa de sangeet dee sifaarash keetee hai| juaan ho rahe bachiaan noo yog vikhaaeaa jaan dee salaah vee ditee hai ate isateean noo larran daa avasar den jaan sipaahee banan dee ijaazat den vich uh isatreepurabasamaanataa de aadaras noo saakaar hundaa vekhadaa see|

pataa naheen paapaa dee gal aje khatam hoee see jaan naheen, tere jeejaa jee ne aakhiaa, paapaa, eih vilaasavar see jaan maafeea leeddar

eih niranaa mere vason baahar ho, bettaa, par paletto ne khulhe shabadaan vich ih aakhiaa hai ki panjhee saal ton lai ke pachavanjaa saal de purashaan ate veeh saal ton lai ke chaalee saal dee umar tak deean isateean noo hee bachaa paidaa karan dee ijaazat hai| is ton vadderee umar de isatree purashaan noo sanjog dee ijaazat den ate bache paidaa karan dee manaahee karan lagiaan us ne is gal daa vee pooraa pooraa dhiaan rakhiaa hai ki vadderee umar de isatreepurashasanjog de sitte vajon je koee isatree garabhavatee ho jaave taan garabhapaat keetaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai jaan janam samen bache noo maar ditaa jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| maafeea de saradaaraan noo samaajashadhee dee enee ditaa shaaeid naheen hundee| is prakaar de saadhan keval unhaan lokaan duaaraa hee soche jaa sakade han, jinhaan daa man samaaj kaliaan dee kaamanaa karadaa hove| uh ik vidavaan see, tarak vich nipun see, ameer see, samaaj vich uchasathaaneea see ate is sabh kaase de naal naal uh shakateesaalee saahitik bolee daa usataad see| shudhatarak vich us daa sathaan kinaa vee uchaa kiaun naa hove, vihaarak darashan apapalied fahilosopahe de khetar vich uh bahut neeven thaan khalotaa hoeaa hai| is khetar vich uh soch naheen rihaa, chhattapattaa rihaa hai, haal paariaa kar rihaa hai| auchasathaaneea hon karake us dee haal paariaa vich soch dee maualikataa labhan ate dasan daa yatan keetaa jaandaa rihaa hai|

ethe puj ke paapaa chup kar ge| unhaan ne akhaan band kar ke neeveen paa lee ate aapane khabe hath naal aapanaa sir palosade thaaparrade hoe aakhan lage, aj dee dhup vich kaafee tez hai| jraa chhaaven naa ho chalee

chaahunde taan aseen vee eho saan, par tuhaaddee gal ttokanee changee naheen see lagadee|

eis sufaide noo vadt den dee gal kee ver chalee hai| tuhaadde maamaa kahinde han patajharr dee rute is de pate ddig ke gand paa dinde han| par aj ih bahut kam aa rihaa hai| paapaa mainoo das rahe san|

eis dee teree meree chhaan vee is desh de bahut anukool hai| ih anukoolataa

eis gal dee mang karadee hai ki is rukh dee jaan bakhashee keetee jaave| ese tarhaan paletto de vichaar vee us de samen de anukool san ate aapane samen de anukool hon karake uh dite ge sanamaan daa suyog hakadaar hai|

aapane mitar dee gal sunade hoe paapaa aapanaa mathaa ghutt rahe san| maataa kichan val chale ge ate chhetee hee ik jag paanee ate chaar panj galaas lai ke parat aae| chaachaa jee ne musakaraa ke akhiaa, bas, fokaa paanee

maamaa ne taarranaa bhare lahize vich kihaa, baitthaa hukam naa chalaaee jaa, autth ke aap hinmat kar|

auh unan hee lage san ki tuseen baitthe, chaachaa jee keh ke main kichan vich gee ate kak ate raaebeenaa chuk liaaee| saareea noo kak jaa raaebeenaa de lain pichhon, tere jeejaa jee ne sanketak bhaashaa vich mainoo vee puchhiaa| unhaan noo naanh vich utar den pichhe main kahinaa aranbh keetaa, ankal jee, kise vee sochavaan lee ih uchit naheen ki uh aapane bhoot ate varatamaan naal hee joorriaapanjaaliaa rahe| us daa ih dharam hai ki aapanee bauadhikaraa de tej prakaash naal maanav jaatee de bhavakh noo rosn karan daa yatan karo|

battaa jee, bhavakh ton anajaan honaa koee desh jaan kamazoree naheen| jinhaan ne bhavakhabaaneean daa daavaa keetaa hai, aunhaan ne vee maanav lee kise roshan bhavakh dee kalapanaa naheen keetee| palett vele saaddaa sansaar aj ajihee sathitee vich naheen see ki manakh maatar dee ekataa ate sansaar aman deean galaan keeteean jaandeean| ih taan vigiaan dee kirapaa hai ki is prakaar deean sanbhaavanaavaan val vekhiaa jaan lag piaa hai| vigiaan duaaraa tabaahee de saadhanaan de vikaas ne sansaar aman de vichaar noo mehatavapooran banaaeaa hai| palett de samen ate us ton pichhon lag pag de hazaar saal tak manakhee samaaj sainik shakatee noo aapanee hond dee gaaranttee manade rahe han| ene lame samen lee kaaeim rahin vaale manakhee visvaas dee vakaalat karan vaalaa aadamee, aj ekaa ek, eilazaamiaa naheen jaanaa chaaheedaa|

akal jee, tuhaaddee aakharee gal daa utar pahilaan denaa chaahundee haan| uh ih ki moolaankanaa mere khiaal vich ilajaamanaa naheen hai| paapaa de kahin anusaar soch samachee manakhataa daa saanjhaa virasaa hai| is virase vich kis kis ne kee kee hisaa paaeaa hai jaan is khzaane dee kuvaraton kar ke kis kis ne is noo kinaa ku nukasaan puchaaeaa hai, eis sedh vich sochiaa jaanaa zarooree hai| ih kise ute ilajaam laaunaa naheen sagon soch noo surat hon lee utashaahit karanaa hai| hun main is ton pichhalee gal val aaundee haan| khimaa karanaa tuhaadde prasn daa utar den lee main ant ton aad val noo aa rahee haan| sanbhav hai bhavakh kise akaal purakh lee nischit hove ate nisachit hon karake gea jaan jaaniaa jaa sakan vaalaa hove; parantoo jo akaal naheen hai, jo desh, kaal ate nimat vich hai, jo sanbandhamoolak hai, aus lee bhavakh anisachit hai| uh ih vishavaas naheen kar sakadaa ki jo

kujh honaa hai jaan ho rihaa hai uh pahilaan ton hee nisachit ho chukaa hai, ttikiaa giaa hai, jaan viauntiaa giaa hai| is lee deshakaal duaaraa seemit jeev aapane bhavakh noo aapanee ichhaa anusaar banaaun dee viauntabaazee karadaa hai, karadaa aaeaa, karadaa rahegaa| koee aadamee chetan tauar ute takadeeravaad daa vishavaasee ho sakadaa hai| uh aapane visvaas de hak vich vazanadaar daleelaan vee de sakadaa hai; par, aapane saadhaaran jeevan de saadhaaran ate achetan vivahaar vich uh aapaneean saareean daleelaan daa amalee virodh karadaa hai| uh yatanasheel hai, har kam daa samaan us ne niyat keetaa hoeaa hai, har kam dee viaunt banaaee hoee hai, har kam de nateeje dee aas karadaa hai, jo us nateeje de raah vich koee rukaavatt dise taan us noo door karadaa hai| us noo pooraa vishavaas hai ki us daa yatan us naal sanbandhat ghattanaavaan daa rukh badal sakadaa hai|

saare chup san| main vee kujh chup jahee kar gee| main ih soch rahee saan ki meree gal bahut lamee ho gee hai| achaanak ankal jee ne hee chup torree, kiaun, bettaa jee, kee gal hoee bahut ddoonghee vichaar kar rahe ho| saaddaa dhiaan bhang naa kar|

age chalo| ho sakadaa hai ik filaasafar de tauar te palett takadeeravaadee hove, par, eik saadhaaran manakh de tauar te hor saare sadhaaran manakhaan vaang, auh vee takadeeravaadee naheen see ate bhavakh noo nisachit naheen see manadaa| vishes karake vihaarak darasn dee dristtee ton vekhiaan uh takadeeravaadee naheen, ghattanaavaan noo nisachit naheen manadaa|

je bhavakh noo nisachit manadaa hundaa taan desh dee rakhiaa, aunatee ate khushahaalee lee ene bhiaanak yatanaan dee bharapoor vakaalat naa karadaa|

kahin ton meraa bhaav ih hai ki us ne aapanee reepabalik vich jis prakaar de manakhee samaaj dee sathaapanaa dee kalapanaa keetee hai, auh is karake naheen keetee ki us noo ih pataa see ki aaun vaale de jaan dtaaee hazaar saalaan tak manakhee samaajaan ne inhaan leehaan ute hee turanaa hai; sagon is lee keetee hai ki is ton sundar samaaj dee kalapanaa us lee sanbhav naheen see| sanbhav is lee naheen see ki sapaarattaa us dee sach ute savaar ho giaa see | us noo vishavaas ho giaa see ki shakatee, hisaa ate hatiaa daa jangalee prem sadaa sadaa lee manakhee samaajaa ute laagoo hundaa rahinaa hai| aj vee bahutiaan noo iho vishavaas hai| manakhee man dee saatavikataa de vikaas daa visvaas bahut thorre lokaan noo hai| jangalee nem dee sadeevataa vich visvaas skateesaalee noo vee hai ate nitaane dalitaan noo vee| par dohaan vich is visvaas de vakh vakh roop han| skateesaalee ate us de lagebadh kahinde hanaeih iven hee rahinaa hai ate changaa vee eho hai ki ih iven naa rahe| dalit kahinde hanaeih iven hee rahinaa hai, kaash ih iaun naa rahe| paletto pahilee prakaar de lokaan vichon see

jo aagiaa hove taan main tuhaadde prashan de pahile bhaag daa utar vee diaan aus samen sansaar onaa chhottaa naheen see jinaa saaeins ne aj kar ditaa hai| ih sach

hai; par samachaa sach naheen| sochavaan ate samarathaavaan lokaan lee sansaar udon vee enaa hee chhottaa jaan vaddaa see| udon vee bodhee bhikashoo piaar ate bharaataree daa paigaam lai ke yoonaan ate yorap vich puje hoe san| udon vee cheen ate bhaarat naal yauarap de vaapaarak sanbandh san| jo bhaaratee resm, haathee dand ate bhaaratee masaale yoonaan puj sakade san taan bodheean daa sanehasandesh enaa bhaaraa naheen see ki us daa yoonaan tak pujanaa sanbhav naa hundaa| jis bhiaanakataa kaaran aj aman dee gal zarooree ho gee hai, auh bhiaanakataa viraatt roop hai| bahut vadderee hai| us ne pooree manakhataa noo jang baare vichaar karan dee salaah ditee hai| shiboovad ate garabhapaat dee jis bhiaanak neechataa val paletto daa isaaraa hai uh viraatt bhaaven ghatt hai; par, aus vich katthorataa enee hai ki kise manakhahitaishee de hirade vich ajehee bhaavanaa daa pragatt honaa kiaasiaa naheen jaa sakadaa| kise saadhaaran aadamee lee jeevan deean peerraan ghattaaun ate khuseean vadhaaun daa khiaal jang dee bhiaanakataa vichon upajanaa koee buree gal naheen; par, eik vichaaravaan noo usade vichaaraan vich ajehee sundarataa liaaun lee, do sansaar yudh vikhaae jaan dee lorr pave, eih suhanee gal naheen| kalingaa dee larraaee dee bhiaanakataa ne jangajoo ashok noo bhikasoo banaa ditaa dasiaa| jaandaa hai| taan te bhiaanakataa vich samaajak sauandaray dee sadeevataa vekhan vaalaa vichaaravaan bahutaa satikaariaa naheen jaanaa chaaheedaa|

ankal jee, sansaar aman dee gal kaantt ne jinee bharapoorataa naal keetee hai onee kise har vichaaravaan ne naheen keetee| us ne de sansaar yudh naheen san vekho, auh inhaan yudhaan ton pahilaan hoeaa hai| manakhee ekataa ate bharaataree dee gal vee palett ton pahilaan yoonaan vich zorashor naal hundee rahee| ho sakadaa hai palett varage prabhaavasaalee lokaan kaaran maanavavaadee vichaaradhaaraa noo dhakaa lagaa hove ate raasttaravaad, raajavaad shatthatthoeeshan ate saravasataavaad varage bhiaanak sidhaantaan noo sheh milee hove| dosaan kauamaan deean aapasee jangaan dee umar noo do dtaaee hazaar saal tak lamee hon daa aseeravaad vee ho sakadaa hai, palett dee ise vakaalat ne hee ditaa hove| kujh vee hove manakhee soch noo maanavavaad valon morr ke raashattaravaad dee sodhe toran vich sukaraat ate palett de prabhaav ton inakaaree naheen hoeaa jaa sakadaa|

meree gal samaapat hon te mere saare sarote neejh laa ke mere munh val vekhan lag pe| maamaa ne bolan dee pahil keetee, vaah, meree sunehaa, toon is ghar de kichan dee naheen sagon paapaa dee laaeibreree dee vee vaaras hai| anapooranaa ate sarasootee daa sanjog hain toon|

bharajaaee jee, hun ih saratee noo anapooranaa ban jaanaa chaaheedaa hai| meraa khiaal de saare mere naal sahimat honage bhaa jee kolon ik hor gal main puchhanee hai, par rottee khaa ke|

tuseen aapanaa suaal jo hune das diau taan veer jee khaandiaan khaandiaan utar vee sochade rahinage|

eih ttheek rahegaa| bhaa jee, palett bahupakhee pratibhaa daa maalak see| us daa prabhaav vee bahupaasaaree hai| kee us ute sapaarattaa ton sivaa hor vee koee prabhaav san

nisache hee san| sapaarattaa de prabhaav ne us dee soch noo dooshit keetaa hai| parantoo ajehaa hon lee ik hor prabhaav zinmedaar hai| uh hai sofittas lokaan daa prabhaav| is ton ilaavaa vee kee prabhaav san, par rottee khaa ke gal karaange|

bhookhe bhagat na keejai| yeh maalaa apanee leejo| maakhan rottee deejai| keh ke chaachaa jee has pe ate unhaan naal hor saare vee|

maamaa, main ate tere jeejaa jee kichan vich aa ge| aj paapaa daa vateeraa pahilaan vaalaa naheen see| uh kichan val naa aae| unhaan de vateere dee is tabadeelee baare main unhaan noo puchhiaa taan unhaan ne kihaa, sunehaa, hun ih kichan saaddaa dee thaan tuhaaddaa hundaa jaa rihaa hai| toon haualee haualee aapanee maamaa noo is vichon baahar rakhan vich kaamayaab hundee jaa rahee hai| aauah suniaa naheen tuseen, jis galee me teraa ghar na ho baalamaa|

paapaa jadon vee is prakaar dee gal karade han unhaan de chihare ute ik divay deepatee fail jaandee hai| saare haazar man is devee prakaash naal rusnaae jaande han| unhaan de jeevan dee pusatak de har pane te, prasanataa dee bhaashaa vich, saadhanaa, sadaachaar ate santokh daa itihaas likhiaa hoeaa hai| maamaa daa saath is likhaavatt vich lage hoe uh viraamachinh han jinhaan naal ih milaavatt saarathakataa de naal naal sundarataa dee sikhar ho nibarree hai| unhaan de nikattavaratee sadaa is uddeek vich rahinde han ki uh aapane ghareloo jeevan dee pusatak daa koee panaa parrhan ate saanoo paravaarak sanbandhaan dee sundarataa de sanamukh hon daa suavasar praapat hove| pusapad kinee khushakisamat haan main, jis de saahamane ih sauandarayashaasat har vele haazar hai| vaalameekee ne, shaaeid, eis sondaray dee kalapanaa hee keetee see; mere saahamane ih saakaar ho giaa hai|

dupahir daa khaanaa khaadhaa jaa rihaa see, jadon daravaaze dee ghanttee vajan te chaaraa ne bhauank ke soochit keetaa ki koee mahimaan aaeaa hai| tere jeejaa jee daa chhottaa veer daravaazaa kholhan giaa| us de naal kamal ate neeraj noo aaundiaan vekh ke tere jeejaa jee ne kihaa, kee gal hoee tuseen taan aj vadde ghar de praahune see| honaa kee see; auh adhee sadee ton duharaaeea jaa raheean galaan, main taan neehaj karake giaa saan; eise noo bor bhore hundee vekh ke vaapas aa ge|

khaanaa

eih galatee aseen inddeepainddains dde dee paarattee ute hee kar aae haan, kahindee hoee neeraj hainaalatt paarak vaalaa rosaa bhul gee jaapadee see|

galatee kiaun bee| us paarattee lee veeh paaoondd par haidd chandaa see, paise poore karan vich hee siaanap see| main taan is siaanap noo karadaa hoeaa bahutaa khaan dee moorakhataa vee kar aaeaa haan|

toon ddaakattar hain jaanadaa hai ki haazamen dee ik golee is moorakhataa noo daanaaee daa darajaa de sakadee hai| ho jaa shuroo| tere jeejaa jee dee is gal ne pahile haase noo hor halaaseree ditee| khaanapeen ton vihale ho ke chaachaa jee ne saariaan noo sanbodhiaa, haan jee, aapanee biratee noo ik vaar fir aj ton dtaaee hazaar saal pichhe lai jaau

maamaa ne vichon hee ttok ke aakhiaa, enee door giaan tainoo meree aavaaz naheen sunanee| ih jootthe bhaandde dtaaee hajaar saal tak iven hee naheen rahin dene| pahilaan ih kichan vich jaanage baad vich aapaneean birateean jidhar marajee lai jaau| bhaandde kichan vich ate fir ddish vaasr vich chale ge ate birateean dtaaee hajaar saal pichhe|

paapaa ne aakhanaa shuroo keetaa. palett ute sapaarattaa ton ilaavaa daarasnik ate dhaaramak prabhaav vee han; par dukh dee gal hai ki ih saare prabhaav gher ke, dhoo ke, aus noo sapaarattaa val hee lijaande rahe han| je main aapanee shabadaavalee vich ih gal murr aakhaan taan is daa roop ih hovegaa ki us de kaaran manakhee soch noo siaasat dee adheenagee karan dee preranaa hee naheen sagon aagiaa ditee jaandee rahee hai| ajehee aagiaa den lagiaa uh ih vee jaanadaa see ki siaasat vich hisaa, hatiaa ate makaaree noo vishes thaan praapat hai| par us noo ih visvaas ho chukaa see ki us dee viauntee hoee vidiaa praapat kar lain pichhon des de saraprasat ghuaradianasa filaasafar king dee dovee maanasikataa vich paravesh kar jaanage ate iaun ho jaan te uh hinsaa, hatiaa ate makaaree noo keval janakaliaan de saadhan vajon varatanage| unhaan daa jeevan saadaa hovegaa| nijee parivaar ate bache naa hon karake nijee jaaeidaad daa khiaal unhaan vich naheen upajegaa| uh janakaliaan lee kojhe ate karoop saadhanaan dee varaton karade hoe niralep ate niradosh mane jaanage|

bahut vadde khatare noo vaajaan maaradaa rihaa hai|

khataraa bahutee door naheen see; kol hee baitthaa see ate aavaazaan sun rihaa see| palett noo ddaaeoneeseeas naam de ik haakam daa adhiaapak banan ate us noo vilaasafar king banaaun daa mauakaa miliaa see| is ddaaeoneeseeas daa pitaa ik jangasoo haakam see jiharraa siaasee ushattanddabaajee de sahaare siraakiaooj naamee yoonaanee nagararaaj daa haakam ban giaa see ate kaarathij naam de nagararaaj noo haraa ke yoonaanee nagar raajaan vich sabh ton vadh skateesaalee ho giaa see| pitaa

ddaa jee... agere jaan ton pahilaan ih das lavo ki siaasee usattaddabaazee kee hundee hai| ih shabadayog puraanaa hai jaan hune upajiaa hai

hune naheen upajiaa, bahut puraanaa hai| meraa khiaal see tuseen is ton jaanoon ho| vishes karake is lee ki tuhaadde des vich khaas karake ate saaree pachharree duneea vich aam karake is daa rivaaj hai| sukaraat de samen ate us ton vee pahilaan yoonaanee

nagararaajaan vich ditee jaan vaalee vidiaa vich pabalik sapeeking jaan bhaashan kalaa noo vises thaan praapat see| yoonaanee vichaaravaanaan dee ik srenee, jis noo sofisattas aakhiaa jaandaa see, eis sikhalaaee daa uchechaa prabandh karadee see| ameeraan de mundde ih kalaa sikhade san ate ih kalaa adaalataan ate raajaneetak mukaabaliaan vich bahut kam aaundee see| je koee ameerazaadaa bhaashanakalaa vich nipun naa ho sake taan sekisattaan vich koee ik, pes lai ke, aus dee thaan kise siaasee jalase vich jaan adaalatee mukadame samen bhaashan de dendaa see| haualee|

eis daa matalab ih hoeaa ki paattheean kolon sevaa lain daa kam kujh so saal naheen, kujh hazaar saal puraanaa hai|

haualee haualee ih sach saahamane aaeaa ki lokabharrakaaoo bhaashanakaaree ate naarebaazee siaasee dangalaan vich jetoo hon daa ik bharaseyog saadhan hai| is tarhaan bhaasn jaan pabalik sapeeking deean do kisamaan jaan vanddaan ban geean, eik vandd uh jis raaheen lokaan noo samajhaaeaa jaave, aunhaan de giaan vich vaadhaa keetaa jaave, aunhaan de bhulekhe door keete jaan, aunhaan noo ral mil ke suhanaa jeevan jeeaun dee salaah ditee jaave, doojee vandd uh jis bhaashan duaaraa lokaa noo bharrakaaun lee unhaa diaa rasiaa ate virodhaan noo uchhaaliaa jaave, aunhaan noo khatariaan daa ahisaas karavaaeaa jaave, aunhaan deean ichhaavaan ate trishanaavaan noo jagaa ke unhaan deean mangaan noo vadhaaeaa jaave| pahilee srenee daa bhaasn lokaan de bhale lee ho sakadaa hai| par doojee prakaar daa bhaasn keval bharrakaaun lee hundaa hai| hun taan lokaan noo bharrakaaun de hor kee dtang soch le ge han| lokaan noo utejit kar ke unhaan noo aapane pichhe laaun vaale aadamee noo yoonaanee bhaasaa vich ddemaagaag kahinde han| angrezee vich vee is sbad de eeh arath han| lokabharrakaaoo netaagiree noo ddamaagaagee aakhiaa jaandaa hai ate lokabharrakaau netaagiree dee kalaa noo ddomaagaagijm kahinde han | ddaimaagaagijm daa panjaabee ulathaa haisiaasee usttanddabaajee|

charaag tale andheraa, haner saaeen daa saanoo siaasee ushattanddabaazee de arath naheen aaunde machheean taranaa bhul geean

main keh rihaa saan ki ddaaeoneeseeas daa pitaa siaasee ushattanddabaazee de sahaare netaa ban giaa ate jangaan vich jitaan praapat kar ke skateesaalee maniaa jaan lag piaa| us dee mauat pichhon us daa put raajaa baniaa| is ne aapane pitaa de naan te hee aapanaa naa ddaaeoneeseeas rakhiaa| ih paletto daa shaagirad see| usataad palotte ne is noo filaasafar king banaaun daa yatan keetaa| auh filaasafar vee baniaa ate raajaa vee| aapane sahaaeikaan ate mitaraan naal us ne pooree udaarataa varatee ate aapane virodheean ute raj ke atiaachaar keete| us de atiaachaaraan dee kahaanee visathaar naal likhee hoee hai; par ih kise noo pataa naheen ki ih sabh kujh us ne niralep reh ke keetaa jaan aapane andaralee kise kuroopataa vas| kujh vee hove, palett noo ih pataa lag giaa see ki us daa

aadarasharaaj bahut bhiaanak roop akhatiaar kar sakadaa hai, eis lee us dee doojee vaddee pusatak kaanoon vich us dee sur jaraa badalee hoee hai|

paapaa, palett ute ih prabhaav jaraa chiraakaa piaa je pahilaan paindaa taan us dee soch daa satogunee ho jaanaa sanbhav see|

zaroor, sanbhav see; par sauakhaa naheen see| uh prabhaavaan adheen likhadaa see| uh prabhaavaan ton pare jaan upar ho ke unhaan daa vishalesn karan ate us vislesn dee madham, mulaaeim rauashanee vich manakhataa lee supane sajaaun dee jugatee ton jaanoo naheen see|

auh prabhaavat hon vaaliaan vichon ik see| prabhaavaan prat pakhapaatee see| kujh prabhaav us lee usaaroo san ate kujh ujaarroo| uh prabhaavaan noo nirol prabhaavaroop naheen see jaan sakiaa| us ne haariaa hoeaa ethanaz usadaa aapanaa nagar raaja vekhiaa see, jis vich siaasee guttabandee ate lameraa akaal see| haar ate bhukhamaree ton prabhaavat palett ne jis aadarasharaaj dee kalapanaa keetee hai, auh jo pooree safalataa sahit saakaar kar vee liaa jaave taan vee vadheea sonaa ate vadh kanak ton ilaavaa kujh naheen de sakadaa| chidd bharanaa ate dtudd maaranaa hee taan manakhee jeevan daa aadaant naheen| kinee koee kalapanaa keetee hai maanav samaajaan de bhavakh dee saadde is daane ne

| neeraj kujh kahindee kahindee ruk gee| paapaa ne

puchhiaa, kee kahinaa chaahunde ho, bettaa pahilaan mainoo ih dasokee sunehaa deedee vaangoon main vee tuhaanoo paapaa keh sakadee haan

saneh ate sanamaan kis noo changaa naheen lagadaa, meree bachee fir is sanbandh dee sifaarash taan paletto ne vee keetee hai|

chalo koee ik gal taan kar giaa akal dee| main ih kahinaa chaahundee haa ki neeraj ton pahilaan main ik suaal puchh lavaan| filaasafee baare parrhadiaan main ih parrhiaa hai ki yoonaan vich palett ton pahilaan pithaagoras varage mahaan vichaaravaan ho chuke han| ih unhaan ton jaanoo hovegaa| unhaan daa prabhaav vee kabooliaa hovegaa is ne| uh daarashanik prabhaav san| unhaan vichon raasttaravaad te sataavaad varageean tangadileean kiven upajeean eih naa keh denaa ki haar ate kaal ne upajaaeean han| main manadee haan ki upajeean haar ate bhukhamaree vichon hee san. par paletto de man vichalee daarashanikataa daa unhaan daarasnik vichaaraan jaan sachaaeean naal uh kis prakaar daa sanbandh see jiharraa inhaan tangadileean noo paidaa kar giaa jaan us noo inhaan de sadeevee sach hon daa yakeen karavaa giaa .

meraa baareek bettaa khoob samajhaa ke gal karadaa hai| utar den ton pahilaan main neeraj daa prashan sunanaa chaahundaa haan|

paapaa, puchhanaa main vee eho see| main vilaasafee dee sattooddaintt naheen haan, eis lee jhijakadee saan| deedee ne meree mushakal hal kar ditee hai|

palett ute pe dhaaramik ate daarashanik prabhaavaan noo chaar naan dite jaa sakade

han| pahilaa pithaagoras, doojaa parameenaaeeddeez, teejaa heraakaleettas ate chauathaa sukaraat| pidhaagoras jaan paaeethaagoras daa prabhaav us ute sukaraat raaheen piaa| jaan sidhaa, eis gal daa, eis sach naal koee sanbandh naheen ki ih prabhaav bahut parabal see ate guroo, chole, dohaan ute ik jihaa see| taan vee ik varak zaroor see ki sukaraat kadee kadee kise ujaarr vich jaan kise galee de morr ute khalotaa, eik ttak kise anadisadee vasatoo val ttikattikee laaee kee kee pahir bitaa dindaa see| paletto de ajehe kise vivahaar daa varanan naheen miladaa| us ne sukaraat de einhaan kaaranaamiaan noo us dee shakhaseeat vichalee diviataa dasadiaan hoeaa inhaan daa saadar varanan keetaa hai| paletto noo dhaaramak sur, rahisavaad dee ruchee, paralok vich vishavaas ate amaraapad dee praapatee dee lagan pithaagaras kolon milee see| palett duaaraa varanit gufaa daa samachaa roopak pithaagoras de rehasavaad daa prabhaav hai| pithaagoras ik dharam daa baanee vee see ate mahaan ganit shaasatree vee| ganit lee piaar ate satikaar vee palette ne use kolon praapat keetaa see| ih prabhaav sidhaa see kiaunj sukaraat hisaabavaan naheen see| pithaagoras daa ih daavaa ki ganit vidiaa vich nipun hoe binaan koee tarak dee nigamanee vidhee daa jaanoon naheen ho sakadaa, pahilaan sukaraat vich ate pichh aa ke rooso ate hor kee vichaaravaanaan de sanbandh vich sach naheen aakhiaa jaa sakadaa|

parameenaaeeddeez daa sidhaant see ki hond anaadee ate anant hai| aseen je vee badaladaa jaan vikasadaa vekh rahe haan| ih saaddeean giaanaeindreean daa bharam hai| haraakaleettaj daa sidhaant ih see ki is jagat vich anaadee ate anant kujh naheen| palett ne inhaan de virodhee sidhaantaan noo ikatthe kar ke aapane lee, pithaagoras dee sahaaeitaa naal, eik naven faaramoole dee kaadt kadt lee| ik kahindaa see ki hond anaadee ate anant hai| uh aapanee gal noo enee sundarataa ate pakiaaee naal kahindaa see ki inakaar karanaa aauakhaa see| doojaa kahindaa see ki vikaas jaan tabadeelee hee sach ho, sadeevee kujh naheen, aus noo radanaa vee aauakhaa lagadaa see | palett ne vichakaaralaa rasataa kadtiaa| uh iaun kipanj giaan indreean raahee jaaniaa jaan vaalaa jagat sadaa badaladaa hai ate is badalade jagat baare aseen jo vee jaanade haan uh bharam hai| is jagat dee sachaaee is jagat ton baahar hai ate apadaarathak hai| uh sachaaee is sansaar de sirajanahaar de man vich us de khiaalaan de roop vich hai ate anaadee vee hai ate anant vee| us anaadee ate anant sachaaee daa giaan panj indreean duaaraa sanbhav naheen| keval rehasavaad hee us giaan daa saadhan hai|

hairaanee dee gal hai ki ih saaraa rehasavaadee jhamelaa samaajakaliaan de siaasee nusame daa roop kiven dhaar giaa|

vaah, bettaa jee, sanehaa ne tuhaanoo sachan dee jaach das ditee hai|

naheen, paapaa, eih jaach mainoo pahilaan hee see| meree is gal noo galat naa aakhanaa varanaa ayogaachaareea aakho jaauge|

saaree sabhaa vich haasaa fail giaa| paapaa ne gal jaaree rakhee, palatte ne sofisatt lokaan jaan vichaaravaanaan dee bharapoor aalochanaa keetee hai| ih vidavaan paise lai ke lokaan noo vidiaa dende san| palett duaaraa ninde jaan pichhe ise sanbandh daa hath see| unj inhaan de ik sidhaant ton prabhaavat hon naa palette bachiaa see, naa us daa guroo sukaraat| paise lain lee vee ih lok majaboor san kiaunj naa taan ih paletto vaang kise jaageeradaar de ghar janame san ate naa hee sukaraat vaang saaraa jeevan nange pairaan, adhanange sareeraan ate bhukhe dtiddaan naal guzaaran vich vishavaas rakhade san| inhaan daa pramakh sidhaant see ki sookham giaan ton lai ke sakool pathar tak duneea dee har be aadamee lee banee hai ate ise dristteekon ton muliaaee jaanee chaaheedee hai ki uh aadamee de kinee ku kam aaundee hai| ih duneea de pahile progamaittisatt aakho jaa sakade han| praigamaittisatt ton meraa bhaav hai upayogitaavaadee| sukaraat daa saaraa jeevan ise sidhaant daa amalee roop see| jang ate jit vich jeevan de aadaant noo simattiaa hoeaa vekhan vaalaa, palette, aap vee taan manakh dee saaree soch ate saaree sundarataa noo raaj de adheen karan dee salaah ese karake dindaa see ki jang vich jetoo hon dee samarathaa keval raaj vich hai, sattett vich hai, eis lee sattett ate siaasat hee kaliaanaroop han, shivam han ate paletto ne.....

gal ttok ke tere jeejaa jee bolo, satiam ate sundaram deean bootteean noo shivam de kaagaz vich lapett ke sanjeevanee purree banh ditee|

vaah bee vaah, toon taan hoo b hoo mere shabad uchaar dite han|

bettaa kis kaa hoon| meraa keh ke maamaa kichan val chale ge| paapaa dee gal jaaree see, paletto daa khiaal see ki is badalade jeevan dee asaleeat abadal ate attal hai, anaadee ate anant hai| is jeevan de kaliaan daa bhet vee kise anaadee ate anant noo hee pataa hai, koee anaadee ate anant hee jeevan daa kaliaan kar sakadaa hai| anaadee ate anant abadal hai. sanpooran hai, mukamal hai| is lee raaj noo abadal ate sanpooran honaa chaaheedaa hai| raaj daa vidhaan, sapaarattaa de vidhaan vaang attal, abadal honaa chaaheedaa hai|

anaadee ate anant daa giaan har kise lee sanbhav naheen| is dee praapatee lee vishes prakaar dee saadhanaa dee lorr hai ate vises prakaar de viakatee hee us saadhanaa vich safal ho sakade han| is lee siaasatadaanaan jaan saraprasataan noo filaasafar hon dee lorr hai ate filaasafaraan vich sone dee aatamaa honee zarooree e| is lee vises viakateean dee chon kar ke unhaan noo vises prakaar dee vidiaa ditee jaanee chaaheedee hai| saraprasataan dee vidiaa daa lamaa chorraa visathaar keetaa hai, aus ne, jis vich dasiaa hai ki kis umar vich, kine saalaan lee kiharree vidiaa ditee jaave| ganit sabh ton vadh zarooree hai, kiaunj is binaan siaanap sanbhav naheen| ih pithaagoras daa aadesh see| paletto deean leehaan ute tiaar keete

ge filaasafar siaasatadaan sansaar dee asaleeat ton jaanoo san, manakh de bhale bure de zinmedaar san, paapapun ton pare san | ise vich ekatantr ate saravasataavaad daa bhet lukiaa hoeaa hai|

veer jee, eih sabh kujh taan aj tak jaaree hai ate ho vee vishav viaapee|

manakhee soch ate kalapanaa noo filaasafee ate kalaa noo jaan yoonaanee shabadaavalee anusaara satiam ate sundaram noo sivam dee sevaa vich laa ke jiharree leeh paletto ne toree see, jeevan dee gaddee aje tak use leehe chal rahee hai| shivam jaan surakhiaa hakoomataan de hath vich see ate hakoomataan hisaa ate hatiaa dee yogataa vadhaaun vich surakhiaa jaan sivam daa bharam paaladeean aaeea han, aj vee paal raheean han| iaun naheen lagadaa ki soch kidhare attak gee hai, ruk gadee hai

sach ne is ton agalee manzil val turanaa jaan vikasanaa vee puraatan kaal vich hee shuroo kar ditaa see| parantoo, pesh naheen gee is dee| ik ver duragaa ate lakasmee de kaaboo aaee sarasvatee murr mukat naheen ho sakee| haan, eis daa sutantr asalaa vee kaaeim rihaa hai ate kade kade, kite kite pragatt vee hoeaa hai, par keval jhalak maatar|

kee soch dee sutanttaa dee jhalak dharam raaheen pragatt naheen hoee

naheen, neeraj bettaa, dharam soch dee sutantrataa daa samarathak naheen| ih vee soch noo aapanee sevaa vich laaundaa aaeaa hai| jithe jaa ke soch is noo aapane naalon sreshatt lagan lag paindee hai othe ih sochon pare ho ke aapanee sresttataa daa daavaa karan lag paindaa hai| skatee naal saanjh paa ke sarasatee daa ahit karadaa aaeaa hai dharam| aseen aapane vise ton pare ho ge lagade haan| aseen sach dee naheen sagon palett dee gal kar rahe haan|

bhajee, mainoo paletto naalon sofisattaan dee is gal ute vichaar karanee vadhere zarooree lagadee hai ki duneea vich har shai daa darajaa manakhee lorr de dristteekon ton niyat karanaa chaaheedaa hai| angrejee vich saaeid iaun kahinde han ki main iz dee meeyar aaf aivareething nan is ttehe measure odd everettahinaga

kahinde shaaeid iven hee han, par is vakat is ute vichaar naheen ho sakadee| hun kujh hor galaan karee main thak giaa haan| aauah vekh tere bharajaaee jee ttre chukee aa rahe han| dauarr ke...|

aunhaan dee gal mukan ton pahilaan hee chaachaa jee dauarr ke ge ate maamaa de hathon chaar daa saamaan farr ke murr aae| main lodte valon dee chaah lee kee prakaar de pakavaan pakaa rakhe san, eih maamaa noo pataa naheen see| main kichan vich gee ate sabh chuk liaaee| vekh ke maamaa bahut khush hoe, beshak baakee saare vee| din daa baakee hisaa chaah peendiaan ate edhar odhar deean galaan karadiaan beetiaa| inhaan hee galaan vich chaachaa jee ne ichhaa pragatt keetee, bhaa jee, eis sumeet dee miharabaanee naal saadde lee sansaar de siaaniaan dee suhabat daa suhanaa mauakaa baniaa hai| meraa jee

karadaa hai ki palottasukaraat ton pahilaan hoe daarashanikaan baare vee jaaniaa jaave| is naal ih pataa lagegaa ki soch dee uh kiharree sedh see jis valon morr ke safisattaan, sukaraat ate palette ne is noo siaasat jaan raajakaaj dee sevaa vich laaeaa| ih pataa saanoo lag giaa hai ki ih kiven ate kis paase murree parantoo, pahilaan is dee sedh kee see ih pataa naheen lagaa|

eik gal main vee kahaan, veer jee

tuseen vee aakho|

sumeet dee gal yathaarathavaad ton aaranbh hoee see| kiven naa kiven palett daa zikar vich aa giaa| ih taan sidh hai ki palett ne kalaa ate kalaakaaraan noo bahutaa salaahiaa sanamaaniaa naheen par yathaarathavaad naal vee us daa koee rishataa jurradaa hai jaan naheen agalee meetting dauaraan is baare vichaar keetee jaan daa ikaraar lai ke sabh chale ge|

eih patr lameraa bhaaven ho giaa hai| par, tere prashanaan daa utar saaeid naheen ban sakiaa| sumeer de ik prashan daa utar denaa main bahut zarooree samajhadee haan| us naal patravivahaar ik prakaar daa aanandaanubhav hovegaa| tere patr naal ghaliaa jaan vaalaa doojaa band lifaafaa us lee hai| kholh ke parrhee naa| chintaa vee naa kareen| main us dee deedee haan|

har kise dee drishattee vakh hai ate kise sookhamataa tak pahunch vee har kise dee aapo aapanee hai| sumeet ne hun tak jo kujh aakhiaa hai us vich sabh ton vadh sookhm gal mainoo ih parateet hoee hai kisundaram jeevan daa asalaa hai ate satiam te sivam is dee pachhaan de jaan is dee praapatee de saadhan han| saare puraatan kaal vich ate vises karake madhakaal vich satiam noo jeevan daa asalaa aakhiaa jaandaa rihaa hai| sach noo rab aakh ke satiam dee sojhee noo eeshavar daa saakhiaatakaar banaaeaa jaandaa rihaa hai| iaun satiam jaan sach jeevan daa antalaa jaan taatavik manorath baniaa aa rihaa hai| ekaaek sundaram noo jeevan daa manorath aakh ke maanavasoch noo naveen sedh den dee daleree karan vaalaa ih viakatee nisache hee vichitr hai| parantoo, keval vichitr hon naal kam naheen chal sakadaa| is dhaaranaa daa koee vigiaanikabauadhik aadhaar vee honaa chaaheedaa hai|

neeraj de vateere vich aaee tabadeelee ne mainoo kujh hairaan keetaa hai| is daa kaaran main aje jaan naheen sakee| tere jeejaa jee dee vaddee bhain raajesh raaheen kamal ate neeraj daa is parivaar naal sanbandh jurriaa hai| kamal raaheen us de eik mitr, dev ne pikanik vich bemaaloomaa jihaa paravesh keetaa see| jadon neeraj aapane raasttaree gauarav daa pragattaavaa kar rahee see| udon uh ik ter bharee nazar naal us val vekh rihaa see| us dee ese takanee ne hee mere kolon us daa sankhep jihaa jikar karavaaeaa see| main, aj, achaanak us daa zikar kiaun chherr baitthee haan pataa naheen|

teree sanehaa|

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sanehaa,

agasat daa maheenaa bahut hee rujheven vich beetiaa hai| paapaa pandaraan agasat deean sarakaaree tiaareean vich rujhe rahe ate aapane nijee kamaan de naal naal kujh ik sarakaaree kamaan vich vee sahaaeitaa dee mang karade rahe| paapaa dee sahaaeik ban ke jeen daa ih meraa pahilaa mauakaa see| paapaa de dase kam bahute aauakhe ate vadde naheen san taan vee ik prakaar dee zinmedaaree jroor san| jinmedaaree nibhaa ke jadon shaam noo aapane keete kam dee reeporatt paapaa noo dindee saan taan unhaan de chihare ute prasanataa ate kritagiaataa de chinh vekh ke mainoo aapanaa aap changeraa ate vadderaa lagadaa see| sutantrataa divas deean tiaareean ate surakhiaa de prabandhaan dee chintaa ne kachahiree daa kam ghattaa ditaa see| is karake sumeet noo do tin hafate faaeelaan aadik lai ke aaun daa mauakaa naheen see miliaa| ankal jee ate pitaa jee aaunde rahe han ate paapaa kol unhaan naal galaan karan lee kaafee samaan hundaa see| is mitramanddalee vich baitth ke inhaan deean galaan sunan daa ih meraa pahilaa mauakaa see| main inhaan deean galaa vich keval udon hee hisaa lai sakadee saan jadon ih tere baare koee gal karade san| baakee saareean galaan des, siaasat, bhrishattaachaar, aparaadh, aatankavaad ate naitik patan aadik baare hundeean san| einhaan vichon utth ke jaan daa yatan main ik ver keetaa see; par paapaa ne, kujh aise dtang naal, mainoo baitthe rahin lee aakhiaa, jiven uh chaahunde hon ki main unhaan dee ih vaarataalaap zaroor sunaan| pitaa jee ate ankal jee baare taan mainoo tainoo vee pataa hai ki uh doven saahitik ate daarashanik duneea de vasaneek han; par paapaa baare main ate toon vee eho jaanadee saan ki uh sarakaaree masheen de zarooree puraje ton vadh naheen han| unhaan dee skhaseeat de bauadhik, rasik ate sanvedanasheel pakh noo vekh ke mainoo iaun lagaa ki paapaa noo kujh hor honaa chaaheedaa see| mere man vich unhaan prat ik bhaav upajiaa jisanoo main taras daa bhaav naheen kahinaa chaahundee kiaunk unhaan dee haalat tarasayog naheen ate naa hee mainoo taras karan daa adhikaar hai| inhaan mitraan jinaa prasan aadamee labhanaa aauakhaa hai| inhaan deean galaan baataan ate inhaan de vichaar vich kise prat ros daa naan nishaan naheen| ih sahiyog, sahaaeitaa ate sahaanubhootee ne

aapanaa dharam manade han| paapaa de inhaan aacharanik pakhaan vich jhaatee paaun daa ih avasar mere lee kise rehasavaadee anubhav varagaa see|

bee jee deean salaaeean kee hafatiaan ton aaraam kar raheean han| aja kalh uh koee maasakapatr parrhan vich rujhe rahinde han| karanajeet aapane vihale samen vich sakoottar dee safaaee karadaa rahindaa hai| jadon daa sakoottar liaa hai udon ton us de ik do mitr vee ghar aaune shuroo ho ge han| bee jee noo us paase vee nigaraanee karanee paindee hai| bhaaven uh kotthee vich naheen aaunde ate gairaj vichon hee parat jaande han taan vee bee jee is galon avesale naheen rahinaa chaahunde ki uh kihe jihe munddiaan naal utthadaa baitthadaa hai| bee jee munddiaan de aacharan daa andaazaa pag de rang ate namoone ton laaunde han ate aje tak is paasiaun nischint han|

paapaa de dase kamaan lee gharon baahar jaan daa mauakaa miladaa rihaa hai| do, tin ver aanttee noo naal lai ke sumeet de ghar vee gee haan| hun main us ghar ate ghar dee mariaadaa ton bhaleebhaant jaanoon hundee jaa rahee haan| jiven jiven jaanoon hundee jaa rahee haan tiven tiven ih ghar vadhere rehasamee hundaa jaa rihaa hai| is ghar de gotto andar langhanaa kise oparee dharatee ute utaaraa kar lain varagaa hai| is de naal naal khushee vaalee ik gal ih vee hai ki hun is rehas baare jaan sakan de mauake paidaa hon lag pe han| ik mauakaa tere ghale lifaafe ne paidaa kar ditaa see| uh iaun ki, pichhale veeravaar, saver dee ddaak vich teraa doojaa patr miliaa| us shaam paapaa de ghar aaundiaan hee, main teraa band lirraafaa lai ke paapaa de kamare vich jaa benee ate ih aas karan lagee ki paadhaa de chaah peediaan peendiaan sumeet aave ate teraa parr us noo de diaan| ih pat main us noo us de ghar jaa ke vee de sakadee saan jaan fir ankal jee raaheen vee puchaa sakadee saan| par pataa naheen kiaun us noo milan dee ik kaahal jahee mere man vich see| ih saaraa maheenaa us naal koee galabaat keete binaan beet giaa see| us de ghar jaandee rahee haan par aitavaar jaan sanicharavaar naheen sagon sapataah de dooje dineen jadon uh kam te hundaa see| inhaan dinaan vich us de maataa jee vee dafatar vaaliaan vaang hee bizee hunde han| keval chhuttee vaale din hee kujh samaan vihale baitthade han|

meree aas pooree hoee| paapaa noo aaeaa aje pandaraan ku mintt hoe san| unhaan ne aje adhaa ku ghanttaa ddaaeening room vich hor baitthanaa see| sumeet aa giaa ate mainoo kamare vich vekh ke bahut khush hoeaa| kee puchhiaa ee main khush hoee ki naa aapane prashan daa utar aapane aap kolon puchh par aapane jeeaunde jaagade aape kolon puchhee| uh mere laagalee kurasee ute baitth giaa; main vee baitth gee ate aakhiaa, sunehaa ne meree maarafat tuhaanoo ik patr bhejiaa hai|

khushee dee gal hai| liaao kithe hai |

main aapanee faaeel vichon patr kadtiaa ate aapane saje paase vaalee kurasee aute baitthe sumeet val vadhaaeaa| pat pakarran dee thaan sumeet utth ke khalo giaa|

bee jee ne lifaafaa mere hathon achhopale jihe khich liaa ate chupachaap kamariau baahar chale ge| main vee kurasee uton utth khalotee| sumeet ne mainoo puchhiaa ki uh othe ruke jaan chalaa jaave | mainthon bedhiaanee ate kaahalee jahee vich aakhiaa giaa, tuseen jaao; main vekhadee haan kee gal hai| us de jaan ton pandaraan ku mintt pichhon paapaa kamare vich aae| bee jee naal naheen san| paapaa de hath vich khulhaa hoeaa lifaafaa see| mainoo lifaafaa farraaundiaan unhaan aakhiaa, poopee bettaa, aaee aim saaree| teree ih chitthee tere bee jee ne kholhee hai| siraf kholhee hee naheen sagon parrhee vee hai| uh aapanee jaladabaazee lee saramindaa han| ese lee tere saahamane naheen aaunaa chaahunde| main unhaan valon muaafee mangadaa haan| unhaan de rutabe daa khiaal karadiaan hoeaan...|

paapaa, tuseen kinaa kujh keh ge ho| nikee jahee taan gal hai| main talaa bee jee noo jaanadee naheen| enee ku chintaa zaroor hai ki sanehaa naheen see chaahundee ki ih chitthee kholhee jaave| sumeet vee buraa manaa sakadaa hai| pataa naheen is vich likhiaa kee hai| jroor koee bachapanaa hovegaa|

bachapanaa naheen, bettaa| ih sunehaa dee chitthee hai| meree raae ih ho ki is noo naven lifaafe vich band karake sumeet noo de de| saaraa muaamalaa

murr uho kaanoonee kalaabaazeean, paapaa| baink yoo faar dee sujaishan|

eih chittaa dhaagaa vee is chitthee de naal hee see| ih us ne sumeet noo rakharree vajon bhejiaa hai| kalh jadon sumeet aave ih lifaafaa us noo de deveen| keh ke paapaa aapanee kurasee ute baitth ge| main tere patr ate dhaage noo naven lifaaf vich band karan lag pee| paapaa ne puchhiaa, tere theesis daa kee haal hai, bettaa

main theesis daa khiaal chhadd ditaa hai, paapaa|

kiaun, kiaun, kiaun

eis lee ki main yathaarathavaad dee thaan samachee kalaa noo aapane adhiain daa vishaa banaaunaa chaahundee haan|

eis daa matalab toon aapanaa ttaapik badal liaa hai|

naheen, paapaa| keval ttaapik naheen badaliaa, sagon peeaich.ddee. daa khiaal hee chhadd ditaa hai| main ate sumeet mil ke kalaa sanbandhee aapane nijee mat daa visathaar karanaa chaahunde haan|

vaah, hamaaree bottee saahitachaareea banane jaa rahee hai|

eih haase dee gal naheen, paapaa| aaee aim seereeas|

main is noo haase dee naheen sagon khushee dee gal samajhadaa haan; ate khushee dee gal ute thorraa bahutaa haasaa aa jaanaa oparee gal naheen| moonh vatt ke khusee dee gal karanee mere lee aauakhaa kam hai| iaun karade haan ki kalh sanicharavaar devindar kol chalade haan| sumeet noo othe bulaa lavaange| aseen vee vekhee ki kalaa sanbandhee tuhaaddaa koee mat hai jaan aiven mat maaree gee hai|

main man hee man bahut khush hoee| mainoo yakeen see ki sumeet daa sochasauandaray

har kise noo prabhaavat kar sakadaa hai| par mainoo ih pataa naheen see ki paapaa ne bee jee ate pitaa jee noo vee naal jaan lee tiaar kar lainaa hai| jadon aseen ankal jee de ghar varre taan kee vekhiaa ki chhaah velaa mez ute sajaaeaa piaa see| mainoo ih samajhan vich koee aauakh naa jaapee ki ih sabh kujh pooravaayojit pahilaan ton prabandhiaa hoeaa see| saare hee mil ke bahut khush hoe keval bee jee mere kolon akh churaaunde rahe| chaah peendiaan ute sumeet vee aa giaa ate is ikatarataa noo vekh ke achanbhit hoeaa| ankal jee ne usanoo baahon pakarr ke mere naal hee khaalee kurasee ute liaa bitthaaeaa| bee jee ne us val vekh ke ik jhaatee ankal jee de chihare ute paaee| unhaan dee niskapatt musakraaehatt saahamane bee jee de saare sosiaa daa sir neevaan ho giaa|

chhaah vele daa kam mukaa ke ddraaeing room vich sove ute baitthadiaan hee paapaa ne aakhiaa, saadde kol jaaeaa karan lee vakat naheen| kalh poopee ne mainoo dasiaa see ki is ne peeaich.ddee. daa iraadaa chhadd ditaa hai| kee aseen jaan sakade haan kiaun

paapaa, tuseen mainoo mere faisale karan dee aagiaa dinde aae ho| dhanavaad| dooje lokaan deean socheean ate aakheean hoeean galaan noo duharaa ke ddigareean praapat karan daa khiaal main is lee chhadd ditaa hai ki jis prakaar daa jeevan main jeeaoonaa chaahundee taan us vich inhaan dee praapatee bahutaa mehatav naheen rakhadee| jiven soof bhaandde vich kaarrh ke rakhe hoe dudh noo ttheek taapamaan ute lasee daa sanjog praapat ho jaan naal uh suaadalaa daheen ban jaandaa hai, auven hee sumeet de vichaaraan ne meree bauadhikataa de dudh dee kaaeaa kalap kar ditee hai| main kalaa sanbandhee aapane vichaaraan daa visathaar karanaa chaahundee haan|

eih vichaar tere han jaan sumeet de

pitaa jee, main apanaa le han; mere han| jo ajehaa karan karake main kise kaanoonee pakarr vich aaundee haan taan paapaa mainoo bachaa lainage| kiaun paapaa

lorr pain ute vekhaange| kalaa noo jeevan saahamane rakhiaa hoeaa beebaa, jeevan dee aalochanaa, jeevan de supaniaa dee viaakhiaa jaan taabeer, jeevan dee pashaparadarask, jeevan dee ddangoree, ahisaasaan dee bhaashaa ate hor kee prakaar deean paribhaasaavaan vich banh ke is baare batheraa kujh aakhiaa jaa chukaa hai| tuseen is sanbandh vich navaan kee keh sakade ho

je navaan kujh vee naa keh sakee, taan vee puraane noo adhooraa sidh kar ke vikaas deean sanbhaavanaavaan val sanket kar sakade haan | hun tak kalaa baare jo kujh aakhiaa, likhiaa giaa hai uh kalaa de uchit sathaan ute rakh ke naheen aakhiaa giaa| ih kahinaa vee ttheek naheen ki puraatan vichaaravaanaan ate vidavaanaan noo kalaa de uchit ttikaane daa pataa naheen see, jaan is paase val unhaan ne kade sochiaa naheen see| sochiaa zaroor giaa see, par us samen de samaajakaraajanaitik haalaat ne us soch noo vikasan naheen ditaa|

sumeet, ethe main aapanee asahimatee pragatt karaangaa| kalaa deean ajokeea, saareean naheen taan bahuteean pareebhaashaavaan aadhunik yug de vidavaanaan deean banaaeean hoeean han| is lee ih kahinaa ttheek naheen ki puraatan hon karake aadhunik jeevan naal kalaa de aadhunik sanbandhaan de vislesn daa sittaa naheen han, eih pareebhaashaavaan|

ankal jee, eih pareebhaashaavaan ise karake kalaa de mehatav dee pachhaan ton heeneea han ki ih jeevan noo aadhunik ate puraatan jaan sansaarak ate adhiaatamak aadik vanddaan vich vandd lain ton pichh kalaa ate jeevan de sanbandh baare sochanaa aaranbh karadeean han| kalaa ate jeevan de sanbandh baare sochan lee jeevan noo puraatan jaan aadhunik roop vich vekhan dee lorr naheen| kalaa daa sanbandh jeevan naal hai| ih ik buniaadee sanbandh hai| kalaa samache jeevan daa sanghattak hai| jeevan ton meraa bhaav hai uh buniaadee nem jiharraa pahilaan harakat daa roop dhaar ke padaarath vich samaaundaa hai ate haualee haualee vikaas karadiaan hoeaa birachhaan boottiaan ate jeev jantooaan vichon hundaa hoeaa manakhee roop noo praapat hundaa hai|

barakhuradaar, jeevan de us buniaadee nem jaan prinseepal aaf laaeev farinachipale odd lidde daa kalaa naal kee sanbandh hoeaa

jo main sunehaa deedee dee maarafat tuhaanoo pitaa jee keh ke bulaavaan taan tuseen baaeid buraa naheen manaauge| khimaa karanaa, pitaa jee, tuseen taan piaur maithimettikas fure nattahemattichasa ton jaanoon hon karake ganit ate tarak, ganit ate sauandaray ate ganit ate aanand de sanbandhaan dee sookhamataa ton jaanoon hai| jeevan ate kalaa de sanbandh dee sookhmataa baare tuhaanoo dasadaa main changaa naheen lagadaa|

kaakaa, devindar ne tere baare dasiaa see ate main us noo ttheek vee maniaa see; par jinaa ku ttheek main maniaa see te us ton ziaadaa hee samajhadaar hain| jeevan ate kalaa de sanbandh dee gal tere moonhon sunan daa koee vakharaa hee suaad hovegaa|

saaree sar, main....

naa bee, ethe naa koee afasar hai naa matahit| ethe taan kalaa ate jeevan de sanbandh dee tashareeh ho rahee hai ate is silasile vich toon saadde naal changaa jaanadaa hai|

tuhaaddaa asheeravaad hai, sar|

sar noo sar dee thaan ute piaa rahin de| ethe mainoo vee devindar vaang ankal keh ke bulaa|

auh taan tuhaanoo ankal keh ke naheen bulaaunde| unhaan vaang naan lai ke main naheen bulaa sakadaa|

eis gal ute saariaan daa haasaa nikal giaa| khush ate khoobasoorat vaataavaran vich sumeet ne kahinaa aaranbh keetaa, bhaaratee vichaaravaan jeevan de mool jaan asale noo sachidaanand kahinde aae han| sat, chit ate aanand dee sandhee ton sachidaanand shabad baniaa hai|

tthahir jaa, yaar| aseen taan sachidaanand de maane paramaatamaa samajhade aae haan|